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It's over, well, it's over.

The stumbling first book finally ended today.

I've imagined countless times how I'd have felt when this book ended, but now it seems that all I have is calm and an inexplicable smile for some reason.

I don't know how to rate this book, is it a success? Is it a failure? Although his grades are indeed so poor that I can only smile bitterly, he is like my child, and every word is sketched out by me.

Moreover, he was my first "child". (You just think I don't want to admit that he is a failure, hahahaha~)

Thinking back to the first one, this book has been written for a year. And too many things have happened this year, the dismal ending after the shelf, and then the sudden departure of the editor-in-charge, and then the messy things at the time of graduation, too many things distracted my energy, and slowly from two changes a day to one change a day, and then to one change a day, until the final break......

In fact, there are times when I ask myself, is it necessary to persevere? Why not just give up? Or start over with a new pseudonym?

It is sometimes courageous to give up, but I admit that I don't have that courage.

I'm not reconciled, yes, I'm not reconciled. It's not that I'm unwilling because of the dismal grades, it's because I have the persistence and commitment to finish writing.

The reason why this book has been dismal is that I have an unshirkable responsibility, in fact, I didn't do a good job from the beginning, and slowly, the abnormal intention led the whole rhythm to the unknown and uncontrollable.

And the pattern of the environment also limited the overall development, so I was extremely constrained in my later writing, and many plots could not be developed, but when I realized this problem, I couldn't turn back.

Even so, I still have to write, not only to write, but also to write with all my heart. (Written, deleted, deleted, and written, many times it is not actually a broken update, but I overturned the previous content and re-wrote, and to this day in my archive, there are still useless chapters with nearly 100,000 words, which were once written, but were abandoned by me.) ）

This is not only a responsibility for me, but also an explanation for the readers who love this book.

I told Barbarian that I would finish it, even if it was just you, and today my promise was fulfilled.

When I saw that the number of background subscriptions could still be maintained at more than 10 people, I told myself that you and these people have been supporting you, they are waiting for you to write, in your ending, you can't stop, once you stop, you are sorry for them!

Yes, if I stop, I'm sorry for you, I don't want to live up to anyone's expectations, it's my code of conduct, even if it's no longer necessary.

It is you who give me the strength to persevere, and the source of support for my efforts in every cold winter night and every hot summer night!

There is also the editor in charge who led me on the road of online writing, although he has now left the starting point, but I have never forgotten my commitment to him.

After the dismal release on the shelves, I asked you if I still need to persevere, and you told me that newcomers are important in practicing, and only by keeping writing can you accumulate more experience.

Failure may be a good thing, it can make you more aware of the problem.

You said try to write a million words.

I said okay, even if I can't live up to the many recommendations of Brother Lieshou, I will definitely finish the million.

Maybe you just laughed at it and thought it was a lot of the same promises that the author finally gave up, but I didn't, and I won't.

You don't know how much your departure has affected me, yes, I haven't received any recommendations since then, but I'm very self-aware, in fact, the results of this book are not worthy of recommendation in the first place. It is precisely for this reason that I am grateful that you are willing to help me as a newcomer who has no foundation.

Today the book ends, a million words, is my promise to you, and to myself. Although you don't care about me as one of your many writers, and you're not at the beginning now, I'm still grateful for your help to me, and without you, I wouldn't have had the courage to embark on this path of pursuing my dreams.

Thank you to the dozen or so readers who have been silently supporting me, especially Manduo, you won't know what kind of support you have given me with every message, every expression, I really can't imagine how this book would end without you.

Or perhaps, at the starting point, the pen name Lu Ji will never be seen again.

Well, having said all that, it's time to end it.

Lu Ji doesn't have much to say, but I just hope that in the next book, there will still be such supportive readers.

The next book will be a completely different tone, a completely different style, a completely different world, a story that Lu Ji has conceived for half a year, an author who does not admit defeat, and shouts hard!

Thank you again to the people who have always supported me, Lu Ji, thank you!

Above. (To be continued.) )