Chapter 299: Be a man without regrets
"What's the noise! The sound is a little quieter, and it doesn't let people sleep! An unbearable male voice came from the next room, and then there was a squirming male voice, "What are you doing?" Is it a shame to be so loud? This word should be scolding the girl, and sure enough, the girl's attitude is a little better, and her voice is a little quieter, "Please be quieter Thank you, others still have to rest." β
"I'm sorry...... "I turned my brain, grabbed the two guys next door, and accompanied Fei Dongxi!" But after another turn, this is too immoral, forget it, I turned around and gave Fei Dongxi a hypnotic order, and after settling her, I locked the door of the room to ensure her safety. I pulled the door several times, but it couldn't be opened, so I left with peace of mind.
This is still after coming to the university, the first time I wandered outside the school in the middle of the night, next to the university town in the middle of the night, the lights are also dotted, the shops are closed, there are only a few Internet cafes on the light, as soon as I come out, the voice of shouting me is gone, I stand alone on the empty street, the feeling of crowding during the day is suddenly gone, it is deserted to no, the school is really popular gathered, our teachers have said, their teachers who live in the school, when it comes to the holidays, it is the loneliest time, the students are all at once, especially not accustomed, I also feel the feeling of winter and summer vacations now, and I don't like it very much, but there is no doubt that no one is easy for me to move.
I looked around, I didn't see anything, in the faint moonlight, only me and this quiet city, called me here, and didn't show up, what did I want to do, inexplicably, I walked around the small uninhabited street a few times, I don't know how many times I reached out and touched the cold hairs on my arms, although they were hidden in my clothes. Nothing, it's better to go back, Fei Dongxi's child has not been exceeded, and her side is not clean.
I turned around and walked towards the small hotel, the wind was blowing, the weather was getting colder, "King Xuan......"
"Who!" I stood still and shouted into the air. "Come out!" Is it a snake clan? Did the snake clan come looking for me? I miss you guys so much, I miss you so much.
"King Xuan......"
"You're luring me out just so that I'm standing here?" I said, "Don't you have something to tell me?" β
"Hehehe." She laughed a few times, "You've learned to be with the humans, King Xuan. β
"What do you mean? Who are you? "I was wary, it was a very contemptuous tone for humanity.
"Remember me? I said how cruel human beings are, how terrible human nature is, it's only been a long time, you've forgotten me, it seems ......" Her voice surrounded me, and I couldn't tell which direction it came from, "You don't take the cruelty to us to heart, King Xuan." "It's not just the snake clan that is cruel and terrible to me, and this matter is in the recent past, this is ...... Monkey spirit!
"You're a monkey spirit?" I asked tentatively, and I didn't move, turned my head, and said, "If I guess you, show up." "It's not interesting to hide it.
"Hmph, do you remember me, if I don't remind you, will you forget?" When my head turned behind me, her voice appeared behind me, this time with a definite direction, things were much easier, I quickly turned my head, and sure enough, it was the woman, she was standing a meter behind me, "You usually have no scruples like this?" She looked a little surprised, "You're really at ease with humans." "She's supposed to be referring to my head, when there's someone, of course I don't, she's not human, she's a monkey, okay.
"What are you looking for me to do? Is it specifically here to remind me of human cruelty? I asked directly.
"I'm here to mock you, you've done the same thing as humans, King Xuan." She didn't shy away from saying.
"How do you know?" I asked. Could it be that Xia Chongcai's ability is already high enough to control these goblins? Or is the master behind her so powerful?
"Your business, within the Three Realms, is waiting to see the joke, hahaha!" She laughed, her voice was still poignant, probably remembering the monkey brain, and everyone in the Three Realms was watching me laugh? Am I funny? has attracted the attention of the entire Three Realms, exaggerate the facts, I don't believe it, I don't even see that I am no longer King Xuan, what nonsense is the Three Realms.
"If you're done laughing, I'll go back to sleep." I yawned a lot and said. I'm going to send Fei Dongxi home tomorrow, well, I have to think about the reason for taking leave, whether it's a fever or a stomachache......
"You're so laid-back." She said.
"Where can you tell that I'm laid-back, don't you see that I'm busy right now?" I say.
"What you are busy with now, it will look ridiculous in the future, this is too small, what you should really be busy with has been neglected by you all the time."
"You're here to persuade me not to be human?" I perceive this signal.
"It is impossible for us to live in peace with human beings, what you are doing today is already killing, and it is as cruel as human beings."
"It's wrong, I know it's wrong." I admitted, "But people live in this world, they have to go through a lot of complicated situations, in your monkey world, in the snake family, in the animal kingdom, if you are pregnant, it is good to be born, but after all, people are not animals, not only to face themselves, but also to face their families, society, I do not deny, this is wrong, but if there is a better way, I will never take her to the hospital." β
"Excuses! It's just an excuse for you to help humans murder lives! β
"It's an excuse, I don't deny it's an excuse." I said, "Monkey spirit, you haven't been a human being, you can't understand it, if you can, I really want you to experience the complex life of human beings, if you can, I really want you to experience it, really." I walked a few steps and sat down on a chair in front of a beverage shop, "I used to hate this kind of thing, I can't accept a certain behavior before marriage, I can't accept unmarried pregnancy, I can't accept abortion, my thinking is a traditional antique, although this can't keep up with the times, but I don't think there is anything wrong, I think at least there are still people in this society who agree with my ideas, and still live with such thoughts." β
I pointed to the chair across the small table, the monkey spirit hesitated, and sat down, "Your mind is still human, our demon world does not have the saying of unmarried pregnancy, love and whoever you want, just can't get used to human beings trampling on life at will, human beings can brutally kill the children in their own wombs, what else can we not do in the animal kingdom?" β
I laughed, "yes, I'm just talking about my human mind, I was born and raised in a human environment, can I still miraculously be able to see an animal?" I asked her rhetorically, the corners of her mouth also tugged, and then became expressionless again, this is a friendly exchange, "I am a human being, I can't accept this, my grandmother is very conservative, most of my thoughts are influenced by her, however, I really don't think it's bad, but I used to think that I was right like this, and others were wrong, undeserved, and immoral." It wasn't until I met my own side, or my good friend, that I really put myself in my shoes, instead of standing in the perspective of outsiders, only to find that I used to just think that I was judging others from a moral point of view, I have my own ideas, I can do things and live according to my own ideas, but others also have the right to live according to their own ideas, and it is not my turn to criticize, maybe people have something unspeakable, everyone's situation is different. I don't do it, but I really don't think it's a big mistake for others to do that, only when it happens to the people around me, I will think, I won't experience that kind of pain if it's not my turn, she has no choice, human beings are not animals, she wants to be born, she is still a student...... "I thought of the pain Fei Dongxi suffered at the beginning, my heart was panicked, and I felt guilty, and I struggled for a long time before I agreed.
"If the man is willing to take responsibility, it's okay, now a girl wants to have a child by herself, and her parents don't agree, and the child can't give a good life when she is born. We don't have the right to take a child's life, yes. I looked at her and said, "We are very cruel, I also hate my own cruelty, and I have struggled in my heart countless times, but after being born, an unmarried mother, her studies have been ruined, and her family has made a fool of her, can she give her child a good future?" Won't the child resent his mom later? "I try to explain the reasons in detail, I can understand a little, even if the animal becomes a sperm, this thinking must still be different from a human, she has not experienced human life, I am afraid it is difficult to understand.
"So the root is wrong!" She suddenly said, "Then why be together without being responsible?" You humans can't afford to lose! Unlike us, it doesn't matter how we live. β
"Yes, you think the same as me, I also scolded her like this, she was wrong on this point, but there is no regret medicine in life, the life of a goblin can be very long, and the life of a human being is so short a few decades, gone forever, youth is even shorter, she is wrong, I think if time can be turned back, she will definitely think carefully, she will not be so impulsive, do you understand?" I say all this just to change your view of human beings, do you understand?
"I can't help myself, huh?" She asked. GinggoοΌ That's right! We do not deny mistakes, but they are also irreversible. She thought for a while, "Then why are you still a human being, human beings are so difficult to do, and you have to take care of this and that." β
"If I really have a next life, I still want to choose to be a human being, I can taste the ups and downs, and I don't regret it." I don't regret having the care of my loved ones and the help of my friends.
She stood up, "It's a pity that you don't have a next life." β