I don't remember how I walked out of their school at that time, but when I looked up, I was already at the door of 1B120, and the stickiness on my body reminded me that I really walked back, not all at once, I stood at the door of the dormitory, as if frozen, I couldn't move half a step, I didn't want to see others, I just wanted to throw myself into my grandmother's arms, smell the faint soap smell on my grandmother's body, and tell her how I couldn't stand half of the grievances, I was really spoiled? Isn't my temper too big, I actually broke up with thick ink, and we've only been a few days old? really tore his face with Xia Chongcai, will he really have to die of old age in the future? Am I too impulsive, alas, or did I lose, I was provoked by Xia Chongcai first, I lost......

The door in front of me was opened, and Wen Nianshan was holding a basin of clothes, holding a bag of laundry detergent and a few coins in her hand, and it seemed that she was going to the washing machine room, "Xuanzi, you're back." ”

"Hmm." I hummed, I sounded weak, and asked Nianshan to put the laundry detergent in the basin, and pulled me in, "Xuanzi, what's wrong with you?" Are you crying? Didn't you go to a friend? Who bullied you? I'm going to teach him a lesson! She was so angry and loud that I could almost imagine her disobedience as her thin body stood beside the tall man with her head stretched out for revenge.

There was no one in the dormitory except for Nian Shan, I was almost slumped on the chair, the balcony door suddenly opened, Chu Qing put down the clothes pole in his hand, and then came in and hurriedly closed the balcony door, they should have finished taking a shower, she touched my face, "What's wrong?" Softly, her hand was cool because she had just touched the wet clothes, and it was very comfortable to touch my face, and I unconsciously held her hand and absorbed the cool air.

"Nian Shan, you go and put your clothes in the washing machine first, I'm here." Chu Qing said to Wen Nianshan.

"Okay, I'll be back in a moment, ask why!" Wen Nianshan went out again with a basin of wind and fire.

"Wait a minute." Chu Qing turned on the electric fan and blew at me, "The wind can't be too strong, you just sweated." She shifted the gear to the middle, moving gently, and then she took the towel I had hung next to the bed, "Wait a minute." She went to the bathroom as she spoke, and there was a sound of water, and she came out, and a cool sensation covered my forehead, face, and then my neck, "How did you get this?" She asked softly. The movements gently reminded me of my grandmother, and if she was by my side, she would do the same, so careful, so considerate and gentle, my tears flowed again.

"Chu Qing, I'm so sad, I don't want to see people, and I don't even want to see the light." I say.

"Then let's go out and find a place where there is no light and no one." Chuan Qing put a towel on my eyes, "I hope my eyes won't be swollen tomorrow, I will go to the clothes of the military training in the morning, and the military training will start in the afternoon." "Military training? I've heard a lot of versions about college military training, these versions have a common feature, one word to describe is miserable, but it's not as good as four words, that is, miserable, just in time for me to be in a bad mood, or good, high-intensity training may make me temporarily forget about the thick ink and forget the love of jì.

Thinking of this thing that made me less sad, I decided to accept Chu Qing's Jian yì, I nodded, let's go out for a walk, I want to talk to someone, seeing that I agreed, Chu Qing said: "I'll go and leave a note for Nian Shan, otherwise she won't be able to find us when she comes back." After saying that, she seemed to remember something again, "She shouldn't have brought the key, Meimei also went to the counselor, let's go out together, and when we pass by the laundry room, give the key to Nianshan." ”

The laundry room is next to the small supermarket, I haven't been in, I don't know the size of the inside, I stood outside the door, Chu Qing went in with the key, "What?" I'm going too! No, I can't help it, I want to know why! You have to wait for me! I'm good to go after I do the laundry! In fact, after we got along for a period of time, we found that she was the least calm person in our dormitory, the most straightforward, and the kind that was willing to roll up her sleeves and fight for her friends, which was very righteous, which was very different from her cute appearance, straight and cute.

Chu Qing's voice was very small, I couldn't hear it clearly, I didn't know what she said to Nian Shan, ask Nian Shan not to make trouble, and then Chu Qing successfully got out of the laundry room, "Let's go, when I was wandering around during the day today, I found a good place to go......"

It's really a good place to go, when we stood in the golden resort she said, I almost didn't vomit blood, I was depressed to death because of the breakup, and the golden resort turned out to be equal to the dating holy land, full of couples clinging to each other, I think it is, the grass here is relatively wide, scattered with a lot of big stones, next to the willow trees and the lake, more importantly, here is a little distance from the street lights, the lights on the other side of the lake are reflected on the sparkling lake, lined so much more psychedelic, it is really a good place for a night date! Chu Qing probably didn't expect this to be the case, she said embarrassedly: "Xuanzi, why don't we change places?" "I think our faces must all be red, but luckily there is no light, and the darkness hides our facial expressions.

Before going to college, I muttered to the lovers who walked together and held hands on campus, and in the university, there were hand-holding, hugging, and even kissing in public, I didn't dare to look at the couples hugging each other in broad daylight, they were embarrassed, I was embarrassed, I think it was understandable to fall in love, but it was still necessary to pay attention to it in public, this is what many people think before going to college, but believe me, you will be surprised if you stay in college for a few days, Maybe one of them, and see, I'm getting used to it very quickly.

I don't want to walk anymore at all, I just want to sit down and talk, anyway, everyone is happy and disgusting others, why can't I? So I sat down on the grass, don't say I did it on purpose, I just did it on purpose, who said that only people who are in love here can come, and I have to occupy a piece of land if I am out of love!

Not to mention, as soon as I sat down, I couldn't stop crying, holding the banner of "no one else knows me anyway" in my heart, I cried vigorously, it is said that 80% of the stupid things I do in my life are done under the guidance of the idea of "no one knows me anyway". If I had known the consequences, I wouldn't have done it, really, alas, when I knew...... It's too late.

"Will you sue me?" Chuqing asked me.

"Chu Qing, do you think it is best to fall in love and get married several times in your life?" I asked her.

She thought for a moment and said, "Although I want to succeed at the first time, I also know that it is not easy. ”

"I won't like others anymore, woo......" I hugged Chuqing and cried, "Chuqing, I feel that I will never like others again, I'm so sad." ”

She patted me on the back, "You're still young, how do you know there's not going to be a better one?" ”

"Fairytale love, isn't there no zài? I think it's enough to talk about life once, just find someone, I don't want to change people at all, I think, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't get married. ”

"Your thoughts are too simple, it's normal to fall in love and quarrel, everyone needs to run in, two people have to slowly get used to each other, how long have you been talking?" She asked.

I sniffed, "A few days, no, two days?" It's not ......," I scratched my head, "it seems shorter!" I don't remember! I don't think we had a good conversation, he doesn't care about me at all! He only cares about that junior sister, and I am an outsider. The more he talked, the more sad he became, "Chu Qing, I really like him." ”

"Well, I know, he must be very good."

"No!" I pushed her away, "He's a badass!" ”

"Yes, he's not good." She sighed.

"He's actually very good, I've always thought he's good, but when we're together, I want more, and I think he's not good, maybe, maybe he's always been like this! It's just that I ......" I cried again, "Wow! ”

"Okay, okay, let's go somewhere else." She leaned into my ear, "We're getting into a fight." ”

"Let them be sweet, not me sad? Wow! "I really can't control myself, the darkness has completely released me, if it's daytime, if there's a light here, I might go into that bush and pull the weeds, I'm not kind.

"Do you still want to be with him?" Chuqing asked me seriously.

I, I don't know, I think so, I like him so much, but I can't stand his attitude towards me, tonight he broke my heart, he didn't come to me, I was expecting him to do something, but I didn't want him to appear, because I didn't know how to face him, I completely became a complex of contradictions.

"Okay, let's cry as much as you want, go back at night and take a hot shower, get a good night's sleep, don't think about it." She comforted me.

"I can't help but miss him, but I hate him, what should I do?" I tugged at my hair.

Chu Qing rescued my hair, "Xuanzi, you calm down for a few days, and then think about it when your heart really knows what to do, okay?" ”

I nodded, and continued to lie on top of her and cry, crying out all my grievances, well, maybe she would go back and take a shower again.

"Ahh We were startled by a shout. Immediately after, the surroundings were boiling.

"Ahh Help me! ”

"What's under your feet?"

"Help! Help me! Come on! ”