I will send a single chapter in the early morning, wishing all book friends a Merry Christmas.

Recently, the end of the semester is approaching, and there are many exams, so the update has become three days of fishing and two days of drying nets, and I feel very ashamed of this.

Actually, today is still a relatively unusual day, and I'm ashamed to say that if my mother hadn't called me a few days ago, I think I would have forgotten. It turns out that the time has come to this hour, and today is my lunar birthday.

It's been a long time since I had a birthday, but on this special day, which coincides with Christmas, ((⊙o⊙) Wow, he's having a day with Jesus) I still want to write something and talk about my heart.

The habit of writing seems to have been cultivated since high school, and I have never stopped writing every day, long or short. First, it is to adhere to this habit, and secondly, it is to write something that you really want to write and express yourself. It's mine, completely personal, life.

Today, I will be truly twenty years old. (Twenty or twenty-one?) Forget it, no matter. ）

How long has it been since you've had a lively birthday party?

It seems like it's been a few years.

Probably because of the personality, in the past, I felt that having a birthday with money to find a few friends to eat and drink would not seem to make the relationship increase, and the relationship would not be shaken without this step. As for my parents and family, I have always been relatively simple and don't pay attention to these, and I personally feel that it is more comfortable to spend a dull time.

Actually, I'm not a withdrawn person, there are no big benefits and no big disadvantages, a very ordinary person, probably because of this.

When others think of it, they are of course happy to give two small gifts and say "Happy Birthday", but everyone is so busy and may not be so familiar with you, so it is natural that they can't remember it for a while.

They're too busy, too busy to love you.

Sometimes the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment.

It's hard to take the initiative to tell others, "Hey, it's my birthday tomorrow, let's take the time to eat and have fun!" ”

It feels awkward.

Therefore, it is better to enjoy life quietly, be glad that you have spent an ordinary day, and be glad that you have not encountered any unhappy things on this day, so it is good.

At the very least, I now have the most precious gift: my mother gave me a life twenty years ago, and I still use it.

In front of the future is uncertain and not loved, but involved in the future, behind is the past that I once loved but tried to break free, after such a day, remind myself: every day that has not danced is a failure of life.

It's a mess, and I don't know what was written.

Finally, thank you to everyone who still supports the neighbors, especially the stars and clouds, the cold smoke and the rain, and other book friends who insist on voting for me, a third-rate author, thank you for your company and support.

Come, I have been doing this bowl of fireworks in the world for more than 20 years.

(PS: A group of shameless guys not only don't give gifts, but also shout for me to have a treat, what should I do?) Waiting online, it's urgent...... ）

。