Volume 2 Three Lives_Chapter 150 Farewell to Death
It's just a child, there is a long way to go, where should we go?
I don't want to go back to the dormitory, if Shen Yan and Feng Xi see my appearance of being a ghost or a ghost, they will definitely worry about me, not to mention, I don't want to affect them, Tang Ning is dead, Feng Xi and Shen Yan must not have anything to do anymore! I am a sinful person, and let me bear all the pain alone!
Unconsciously, I came to the amusement park on the pedestrian street again, because the amusement park has been bought by Gu Changfeng, yes, there are no tourists inside, it is a little empty and cold, but the service staff has not been reduced, Gu Changfeng said, from now on, this amusement park only has me and him two tourists, all the staff, are only for the two of us, the gatekeeper saw that it was me, and hurriedly opened the door of the amusement park for me, I tried to pull the corners of my mouth, wanting to pull a smile at the uncle, But I was afraid that my smile would be even uglier than crying, and it scared the innocent janitor, so I could only nod at him slightly, which was considered to have said hello.
The scenery of the amusement park is still the same, and the large peonies are blooming just right, and the appearance of purple and red makes my heart even more lonely and withered.
The path I am on now, I used to walk with Gu Changfeng, at that time, Gu Changfeng hugged me tightly in his arms, infinitely gentle, and I snuggled him so quietly, naively thinking that happiness would last forever, and now it seems that all this is just a joke. I used to want to be with him for a long time, Gu Changfeng, and at this time, maybe I was still in the rain and clouds with Li Man, whom I hated the most, on the big bed full of our sweet memories.
All kinds of the past are like a tide in my mind, how sweet Gu Changfeng and I used to be, and how desolate my heart is now. It's only early autumn, but standing in the breeze, my body is shivering with cold, and I think that if my heart is cold, my body will be even colder!
Half-squatting, I hugged my knees tightly, trying to make myself feel warmer, but no matter how tightly I hugged myself, I couldn't warm my body.
"Nuan Nuan ......" I think it's funny, the sky is white, I actually hallucinated again, and I even heard Gu Changfeng call my name. Now, he must be busy talking to Li Man, where would he be willing to give up his gentle country and call my name so softly.
Laughing at myself, I picked up a pebble at my feet and threw it into the pond next to me, in the pond, the lotus flower had drooped its head, and it looked listless, and the pebble stirred up a slight wave on the water surface, looking pitifully lonely.
"Warm ......"
The hallucinations continued, and I simply covered my ears, perhaps, covering my ears would not have this inexplicable auditory hallucination again. As soon as my hands covered my ears, a powerful embrace hugged me tightly, and the faint aroma of grass instantly wrapped my body tightly, at this moment, I was sure that everything just now was not my hallucination, Gu Changfeng was really here.
It's just that it's already like this between us, what else does it mean for him to come to me?
"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry......" Gu Changfeng's face was tightly pressed against the back of my head, he muttered to me over and over again what sorry, hearing him say this, my heart was even colder, Gu Changfeng, if it weren't for your weak heart, you had a ghost in your heart, why did you apologize to me! And what I want is never yours to you, all I want is your love, single-minded love!
One generation for a lifetime, you can't do it!
"Gu Changfeng, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry!" I stiffly pushed Gu Changfeng away, and my tone didn't fluctuate in the slightest, "We don't have any relationship now, please be respectful when you see me in the future, I don't like to hug and hug a passerby casually!" ”
"Nuan Nuan, I'm not a passerby, I'm your husband!" Gu Changfeng frowned, with a hint of indescribable anxiety in his voice, "No matter what happens in this life, you won't want to get rid of me!" You are my woman, and you can't change that fact in your life! ”
"Gu Changfeng, I'm not your woman, Li Man is your woman!" I retreated, keeping a relatively distant distance from Gu Changfeng, I didn't want to get involved in the love entanglement between Gu Changfeng and Li Man anymore, I just wanted to live a peaceful and simple life with my children.
"Nuan Nuan, I only have you in my heart!" Gu Changfeng pulled me into his arms domineeringly, "Give me time, I will definitely give you the most satisfactory result!" ”
"Give you time? Gu Changfeng, don't keep saying this, okay! You're just perfunctory! "Gu Changfeng is really busy, on the one hand, he wants to talk to Li Manqing, and on the other hand, he wants to appease me, he is so busy, aren't you afraid of being tired to death! Oh, that's hilarious!
"Nuan Nuan, I'm serious! As long as you give me time, I will definitely kill Li Man!" I have never forgotten Tang Ning's tragic death, and I will never let go of Li Man! As if an oath, Gu Changfeng looked at me with great sincerity and said.
"Gu Changfeng, you won't let Li Man go in bed, right?" My words involuntarily became a little more mean, I won't trust Gu Changfeng anymore, if Gu Changfeng really helped me kill Li Man, he wouldn't have slept with Li Man! "Kill Leman? It's also to make Li Man want to die in bed, right? "After saying this, I despise myself a little, the wind is warm, when did you become so disgusting and snarky, you can say such words as wanting to die, you have really been driven crazy by Li Man and Gu Changfeng.
For the sincerity in Gu Changfeng's eyes, I almost had to be soft-hearted, but I kept telling myself that I must not be soft-hearted. My soft-heartedness will only be exchanged for Gu Changfeng's betrayal again and again. Between Gu Changfeng and Li Man, there have been thousands of years of entanglement, and there must have been a lot of intimate things between them, just now in Gu Changfeng's room, Li Man's action of hugging Gu Changfeng's neck was so natural, as if this was a matter of course, what am I still nostalgic for!
"Warm!" Because of his anxiety, Gu Changfeng's voice couldn't help but rise a few degrees, "Me and Li Man are not what you think at all!" Nuan Nuan, in this life, I Gu Changfeng is only willing to grow old with you! ”
"Growing old together?" I smiled, "But Gu Changfeng, I want someone who grows old with a white head, not you!" ”
"The wind is warm, you already have my flesh and blood in your belly, you don't want to grow old with me, who else can you talk to!" Gu Changfeng grabbed my shoulder tightly, making my shoulder hurt, "The wind is warm, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, you are destined to be only my Gu Changfeng's woman!" ”
"I have your flesh and bone in my belly?" I smiled heartlessly, I thought, my appearance at this time must be extremely sarcastic, but the person I am satirizing is not myself, but Gu Changfeng, "Gu Changfeng, who did you hear that I have your flesh and blood in my belly?!" ”
"Nuan Nuan, I have seen the pregnancy test report, you are two months pregnant." Gu Changfeng's voice revealed boundless pampering and pity, "You have our child." ”
"Gu Changfeng, you are really not ordinary funny!" Gu Changfeng, it turns out that you chased me and coaxed me, just because you knew that I was pregnant! You care about this child, but I don't admit it's your child! "I am indeed two months pregnant, but Gu Changfeng, he is not your child! Gu Changfeng, you tell me clearly, what is in my belly is not your child at all! ”
"Nuan Nuan, this can't be!" Gu Changfeng's voice softened again, "Nuan Nuan, don't lose your temper, okay?" Isn't it good that we're good, so together? ”
"Gu Changfeng, I don't want to be with you and Li Man!" I resolutely broke away from Gu Changfeng's embrace little by little, "The world of three people is too crowded, I'm not rare!" With that, I turned and left.
Inadvertently, I saw the roller coaster not far ahead, not long ago, I also sat with Gu Changfeng, on the roller coaster, Gu Changfeng hugged me tightly in his arms, so gentle and spoiled, I naively thought that this was a lifetime, but I never expected that it was just a floating cloud like a dream.
The peony at his feet, wantonly exuding fragrance, under the starlight, in the moonlight, the handsome young man like a god, sent the purple and red into my arms, he knelt on one knee, more beautiful than the prince in the fairy tale, his eyes, like the boundless and deep ocean, rippling with palpitating soft waves, but, at that time, in his eyes, only I was warm, he was as devout as a believer, and made a lifelong promise to me, but this sea vow, even more vulnerable than a bubble!
"Nuan Nuan, don't go! Stay with me, okay? Gu Changfeng naturally didn't want to let me leave like this, he grabbed my wrist tightly, and in his eyes, which were once brighter than Xingzi, there was a boundless gloom, which made my heart tighten, and I felt a suffocating pain, I almost turned around and threw myself into his arms, telling him, Gu Changfeng, I really like you and want to be with you forever. However, thinking of Li Man's smug face, thinking of the disheveled appearance of him and Li Man in bed, after all, indifferent wild grass was born in my heart, boundless.
"Gu Changfeng ......" I looked calm, turned sideways slightly, and then a smile appeared on the corner of my lips, "Take your hand away!" If you don't take it away, believe it or not, I'll die in front of you right now?! ”
"Nuan Nuan, I won't let you die......"
"I know that if I seek death now, you will definitely try to stop me." Without waiting for Gu Changfeng to finish speaking, I hurriedly planned Gu Changfeng's words, "But Gu Changfeng, I also want to tell you, you can stop me for a while, but you can't stop me for a lifetime, you have a thousand ways to stop me, and I will have another ten thousand ways to seek death, so if you don't want me to die, then please let me go!" ”