270. Chapter 189
"He tied me to the bed. I wanted to die, but I wasn't reconciled. Thinking of the girls who disappeared mysteriously before me, I had the idea of living, somehow, I was not afraid at all, I thought so at the time, I was trapped in such a dark place, I had to wait for death, I thought I was dead. Even if it's hopeless, I'm going to do what I'm supposed to do. ”
Lian Luodan paused for a moment, and then said: "There are so many young nuns missing in Mingchen Temple-there will definitely be nuns who will suffer this disaster in the future, this matter can't just be over, I hid the blue notebook and pen under the bedboard, just to leave a little valuable clue in case something happens, as long as you carefully inspect that meditation room, you will definitely find the notebook and pen." "Although Lian Luodan is a girl who is kind and weak by nature, she is also an assertive, confident, and meticulous girl. It was this character that saved herself.
Lian Luodan continued: "Since my mother knew that I had come to Mingchen Temple to become a monk, she often went to Mingchen Temple to visit me - in fact, I have a very deep relationship with my mother, if it were not for such a thing, life is a little harder, life is more difficult, I will not leave my mother - I am reluctant to let her, but the old beast broke into our life and ruined my future and my life - after many struggles, I chose to become a monk. When my mother found out, she was very distressed and came to Mingchen Temple to ask me what it was for, and if I could tell her? Before I was shaved, I also had the idea of going down the mountain with my mother - I thought my mother was so pitiful, when I was very young, my father was persecuted for political reasons, and finally chose to commit suicide. The children at the door all looked at me coldly, at school, my classmates didn't play with me, I was very lonely, very lonely, and I often cried when I came home. My mother married the old beast for me, the old beast bullied me, I also wanted to tell my mother, but I was afraid that she would be in pain, so I chose to be silent, her heart has been very bitter, I don't want her to know about it, if she knows about it, she will definitely not be able to stand it. Therefore, if I suddenly disappear, my mother will definitely ask for someone from Mingchen Temple—she will definitely ask for someone from Abbot Huijue, and if she can't find me, she will definitely choose to report the crime. So, I thought about it, no matter what the situation, no matter what difficulties I encounter, I have to live, when I heard the sound coming from the entrance of the secret room, when Zhizhen was busy blocking the entrance to the secret room in the secret passage, when Zhizhen used a knife to destroy all the reliefs on the furniture, when Zhizhen wanted to transfer us to Ziyun Temple, I strengthened my judgment and determination. ”
"How did you remember to hide your bra in the vent?"
"Before Zhizhen took me out of the secret room, I heard the conversation between the two of them in the secret tunnel. Normally, they speak very quietly, but that day, I guess they were in a hurry, so they spoke a little higher. They were talking in the secret passage, and Qing Shui and I heard it. ”
"What did they say?"
"Hui Jue said, get them away quickly, as long as they can't find anyone, the case can't be investigated; She also said that it is important to clean up the reliefs on the furniture, and if they see the reliefs on the furniture, they will definitely understand what is going on. These are the exact words of Huijue. ”