Chapter 39: Alone

It was as if I was in a dream.

I dreamed that I was a very young child, running in a field in the mountains. The strong father sat on the edge of the field and looked at a piece of golden rice, the sky and the mountains seemed to have a connecting line, and the dusk and the rice reflected each other, and the father smiled and said that he would pay the tuition for the child. You can also buy two more piglets to raise.

I stood beside my father in a trance, and my mother came from the other side of the path, carrying three large stainless steel lunch boxes in her hands, the old ones that had been washed many times and had been washed off the stickers of the trademark. I could smell the fragrance from afar and open it to see. Inside is white rice with a few pieces of braised pork.

The other two lunch boxes consisted of rice and stewed soybeans, and our family of three sat on the edge of the field to eat. My father was quick to pick up the food, stealing a piece of meat from my lunch box from time to time, and before my mother could beat him, he would stuff the meat into his mouth and smile honestly with his cheeks.

I lay on my parents' laps, feeling the breeze blowing, and the world seemed to be quiet.

Gradually, my eyes moistened. Inexplicable sadness came from the bottom of my heart, and when I opened my eyes again, I didn't see the loving faces of my parents, replaced by a gorgeous ceiling.

Chen Xiaomei and the others sat next to me and looked at me worriedly. Hunger and powerlessness took over my body, and I struggled to hold myself up, weakly saying, "What about my parents' bodies?" ”

Chen Yuan said softly: "In the hall downstairs, it is packed in the best coffin. There is also a coffin shop in the fun street, the boss said that the best is Daoyun Xiangrui, I thought that the second old man is also a liberation and happiness, and asked for the Tibetan big three thousand vajra sutra mahogany coffin, the bottom of the coffin has a dragon and phoenix opposite the Nai He Bridge, and so on for the six reincarnations. You can also be auspicious. ”

"Mom and Dad are indeed Buddhists, thank you."

I said something sincerely, staggered off the bed, Chen Xiaomei sniffed, and she whispered, "I'll give you hot white porridge." You've been passing out for two days, and the doctor says you'll wake up, so we've been waiting. ”

"Hmmm......"

I touched the handrail of the stairs and endured the weakness of my body and walked down the stairs, where there was a large coffin in the hall, and my father and mother were lying in their shrouds. His father held an old and polished cigarette gun in his hand, and his mother bridged his hand.

I sat next to the coffin. Quietly looked at the peaceful faces of his parents, took the old cigarette gun in his father's hand, and said softly: "Dad, is it okay to leave something for your son?" Mom always wants you to quit smoking, and when you go there, you endure it, and they all say that the air in Elysium is very sober, and it must taste better than your toad tobacco. ”

Chen Yuan took a bag at this time, helped me hit some tobacco in the smoking gun, and filled it tightly, I lit the cigarette, and was choked and coughed violently twice.

I haven't tasted it for a long time, even if it was familiar in the past, when I pick it up again, I inevitably feel a little unfamiliar.

Chen Yuan said to me: "After you fainted, the staff sent the second elder here, and the body was not damaged in any way, and I don't know what the reason for the death of the immortal was." ”

"Did the senior management give an explanation?" I asked.

Chen Yuan hesitated for a while, and then said: "The high-level said that the elite lost their relatives, which is very regrettable, and it is also that Yuanmen has not done well enough, and the compensation of 100,000 yuan has been sent." ”

He took out ten black yuan crystals from his pocket, and the black and bright yuan crystals looked a little dazzling. I took the smooth ten black yuan crystals and said softly: "My parents have worked hard all their lives, and the biggest money is to build me a new house." I remember the amount, the land in the village plus all the expenses, it was one hundred and twenty-eight thousand eight hundred seventy-one. The extra seventy-one is the surplus money of the workers who have eaten a snack. There are two dim sum shops in the village, one is on the mountain, and it costs five corners, so my mother went to the entrance of the village at the foot of the mountain to buy it in order to save money. ”

I held the ten black yuan crystals tightly, and suddenly smiled, smiling very heartily: "100,000 yuan crystals, converted into RMB, is five million, if these two old people who have been farming all their lives know that their lives are worth five million, will they have a sense of accomplishment?" Chen Yuan, return these to Yuanmen. Tell them that my parents don't know Yuanjing, they only know cash. ”

Chen Yuan took ten black yuan crystals and hurriedly walked outside. At this time, Chen Xiaomei came to me with a bowl of white porridge, I put the white porridge on the table next to me, and now I have no appetite to eat.

The parents' faces looked very pale, without any blood, and their lips were a little blue. I looked at my mother's face and asked, "What did you bring to your family after you became a Taoist priest?" ”

People thought about it for a while and said they had sent money to their families. Chen Xiaomei is the most, and has sent 50,000 yuan to her family.

"I didn't send them money, but after I came out to be a Taoist priest, I kept asking them for money......," I muttered, "My mother never complained, but every time she received a call from me, she was happy, she was really happy." She also told me that if I don't have enough money, I just ask for it, and I still have some spare money at home. Actually, I don't know how to save all that money, and they can't save much. In this way, I am a complete failure, and they ...... They ...... Woo......"

My eyes moistened all at once, tears gushed out wildly, my stomach was filled with strong soreness, my throat seemed to be blocked by something, I couldn't speak, I could only gasp silently, and finally I roared out when I was uncomfortable.

"Uh......h Wow......"

Chen Xiaomei hugged my head and gently patted my back with her hand, I cried hysterically and heartbreakingly: "I always feel that Taoist priests are unusual, I always feel that I am different, I always feel that life is like a game, and I am the protagonist." But if so, what about foreshadowing? What about thread lifting? What about opponents? Isn't it supposed to find out some clues and carry out another operation to save your parents? Maybe you have to sacrifice something, maybe you have to pay something, maybe you have success, maybe you have failed, but at least you can see it happening. How to ...... now? How can I ...... now?"

How to ...... now?

I don't know anything yet, the most important person in my life...... Suddenly it was gone. Even if you want to reach out and grab something, you can only grab the broken pieces, and no matter how hard you try, you can't piece together a complete pattern, so you can only cut your hands full of blood.

The door of the mansion was slammed open, and Chen Yuan walked up to me panting, carrying two boxes. He opened the box, which was full of hundred-dollar bills. Gather around the craftsman to carry.

He gasped, "It's all sold, three million cash, here." ”

I looked at the dazzlingly red bills and threw them all to the ground in a frenzy. Then he took out a lighter and threw it on a pile of bills.

The paper banknotes were engulfed in flames, and it only took a few minutes from burning to finishing.

Three million, when will it be earned?

Ten years, twenty years, fifty years, one hundred years.

But if it is burned, it only takes a few minutes.

I'm not a saint, I'm not a gentleman, but if I want to take the money I paid with my parents' lives, I can't do it.

"Dad, Mommy......," I murmured, "I don't know how much it is, but I burn three million for you here, and you can spend it yourself if you want, and you must be richer than others." Chen Yuan, please help me go to Yuanmen to ask for leave, saying that I want to go out and come back to serve my sentence after burying my parents. ”

Chen Yuan nodded and said okay, I picked up the white porridge on the table and drank it all, and said to a maid, "Help me find a suit, I'm going to meet someone." ”

The maid hurriedly helped me get my suit, I went back to my room to wash up, and then went to the casino.

When I came to the casino, Qian Yuxin was sitting at the table playing cards, and she saw me come in, with a calm expression on her face. I walked up to her and sat down, and Qian Yuxin laughed at herself: "What? My parents are dead, and they want to kill me, the culprit? ”

I shook my head and said softly, "I know that you didn't kill my parents, and I want to ask you if you know any clues." ”

"With our relationship......" Qian Yuxin gritted her teeth and said, "Do you think I will tell you any clues?" Jiang Cheng, I can't even wait to cut you with a thousand knives. ”

"I don't have parents anymore."

I looked into Qian Yuxin's eyes and said in a sincere tone: "If you don't tell me, I'll kill you." Qian Yuxin, I don't have to worry about it anymore, I want you to die just a matter of thought. I know that's excessive, but it's a place of sin, isn't it? Whoever is ruthless will be able to live well. ”