Chapter 387: I Seem to Have Lost the Ability to Love People

I like you, I don't care who you like, I don't care if you have me in your heart or not, but you can only be mine.

What should be the mind without the body, and the body without the mind? He wanted both.

If he could only choose one of the two, it would undoubtedly have to be the body.

If you want a body, people are around, water drops wear stones, time grinds little by little, and sooner or later you can grind you into my person.

Yue Tingfeng was different from others, different from everyone Yan Qingsi had met, she didn't know what to say about Yue Tingfeng.

Sometimes like a child, sometimes like a ruffian, sometimes but she can help her carry everything, she hated him, she used, she is ...... I don't know how to say how I feel about him in my heart.

Yan Qingsi has been tightly holding the line of defense in her heart, she clearly understands her situation, knows what she should do, and understands what she will face when everything is done.

She's not going to end well......

She is not qualified to love others, and she does not dare to accept the love of others.

Looking at Yue Tingfeng's eyes, Yan Qingsi had mixed feelings in her heart, if she was just a simple office worker and just an ordinary girl, how good!

Yue Tingfeng saw that Yan Qingsi's eyes were struggling, and her heart was tormented.

Yue Tingfeng gritted his teeth, he was ruthless, he didn't interrupt her, she almost wanted to say: Forget it, don't say it if you don't know how to answer.

But he thinks about He Lanfang's New Year's goods, Qin Jingzhi, and Jin Xuechu, tsk...... Uncle's!

Yan Qingsi's hand clutched the corner of her clothes tightly, her palms were sweaty, and her throat was hot.

Yan Qingsi wanted to see her heart clearly, but she couldn't see it, she seemed to have no heart, and that piece was empty.

Yan Qingsi panicked, she showed a flustered appearance in front of Yue Tingfeng for the first time, her eyes were indescribably panicked, and her lips trembled slightly: "I...... I don't know, I seem to ...... I...... I may not know how to love someone anymore......"

From witnessing the death of her biological mother, Yan Qingsi said goodbye to her childhood at that moment, and in her world, there was no excessive puberty, and she suddenly matured in the blood and corpse of her biological mother.

At that time, she knew: I don't want others to love me, I don't need to love others, I want to be strong, I want revenge, I want to be indifferent and ruthless.

Because she is so humble, so small, she can be crushed to death casually.

She didn't dare to move, she didn't dare to have friends, she was afraid that if she was not careful, she would be doomed.

When a person is really indifferent and ruthless for a long time, perhaps, he really loses the ability to love others, because he can't find where his heart is.

It's like a habit that doesn't happen overnight, but once it's formed, it's hard to break it.

Yan Qingsi is like this, before, she didn't think there was anything wrong with this, she felt very good, she could ignore everyone.

But...... Now, when someone is different to her, tell her, I give you a lifetime do you want? brought Yan Qingsi a strong impact, and she suddenly realized that she couldn't find where her heart was.

But......

Yan Qingsi's eyes were dry, she had no tears to shed, she opened her mouth, and said after a while: "But I don't want to refuse, what do you say?" ”

yes, she didn't want to say no.

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