Chapter 366: Ah Xuan, you're back
"The injury seems to be a bit strict." I don't even dare to look at his wounds, I'm afraid of bleeding, I don't want to see Xiao Nongmo bleed, I'm in a very contradictory situation now, Xiao Nongmo used to do that to me, I now actually feel guilty and sad about his injury, human nature, it's poison, when I'm not there, I feel that my heart is empty, and when I come back, I feel that it's a burden and a spot that creates my own contradictions, what should I do now? You said I was going to follow my heart, my heart came back, as soon as I opened it, it was full of Xiao Nongmo, although I hated him, but I also remembered the feeling of love that I didn't want to recall, where should I put you? Spots, what should I do?
"This wound, go to the hospital...... It's unclear. He said with some difficulty.
"You've untied the spell on this house." I said, "I'm going back, since you didn't catch Lu'er, I don't need to be here, since you don't want to go to the hospital, this is also your choice, for your injury, it was also your own fault, I will not apologize, I should have killed you." ”
"You're supposed to kill me, Xuan." Xiao Nongmo's hand holding my arm tightened, "Can you not go, stay with me for a few days, and then kill me." ”
"I don't have this obligation, I'll inform Xia Chongcai." Speaking of this, I still can't help but feel pantothenic acid in my heart, I really despise myself.
"I just want to stay with you."
"Enough!" I yelled at him, "What else are you going to do?" Xiao Nongmo, I was deceived by you enough! I'm still going to kill you! I'm sparing you now because I haven't ...... yet Haven't found all the evidence of Baektu Mountain yet, you don't want to act anymore! We all know that each other's minds are calculated by each other, so why continue to pretend? Don't you feel tired? ”
"I'm very tired, Ah Xuan, how can I not be tired, but I can't be tired." Xiao Nongmo still didn't let go of my hand, but wanted to pull me in front of him, although he was injured, his strength was still amazing.
"If you're tired, let it go, I've never walked into your world, and I don't know what you're thinking, I used to think of ways to get into your mind to see, even if I stayed for a while, at least I went in, but now I don't have this idea, Xiao Nongmo, you continue to pretend to be your mystery, I don't want to enter your world anymore." I said, "Let it go, I just want to beat you up right now." "Only I know that when I say these things, I only hurt myself.
"Ah Xuan, it's right that you hate me and want to kill me, yes, cough cough......" He coughed a few more times, my heart was in a trance, and I looked at him again, and the blood that had just dried at the corner of my mouth was covered with new blood. This is the first time I have seen such a weak Xiao Nongmo, before he was only strong, calm, powerful, and even hypocritical, but this time his pale face was almost bloodless, weakly seemed to be able to offset all his previous hatefulness, he was obviously still doing rude things to me just now, now I look at him like this, but he can't be ruthless and walks away, human nature, goblins still shouldn't have, I sighed silently, I felt that I was too angry, just because of his words, my heart opened, made me fall into such an impasse, I don't know if I will be ruthless to Xia Chongcai now that I meet her.
"Is there a medicine box?" I asked.
"Would you like to stay?" Xiao Nongmo was a little excited, and the consequence of this excitement was that the wound was torn again, and the blood flowed out, and my nails were a little deep and a little ruthless......
I pressed his head on the ground, "Don't bother me, where's the medicine box?" I asked.
He shook his head and said, "Not here." There was still excitement in my eyes that I couldn't hide, and I pretended to ignore it.
"Then let me go out for a while." I say.
"Don't!" He was afraid that I would go out, "Then I don't want to stop the bleeding." He looked at the ceiling, shook his head and said, "I don't want to stop the bleeding, I don't want you to go out, if you go out, you won't come back, Ah Xuan, you won't come back, I know, I know ......" It's like he is going to be abandoned by the whole world, so I can't tell whether he is acting or showing his true feelings, but I think that with his acting skills, it is enough for me to guess, but I still feel distressed.
"I'm not leaving." I said in a suppressed voice.
"Just let me do this, you don't leave." Xiao Nongmo still didn't believe it.
"Xiao Nongmo, you bleed to death like this, I don't feel angry at all, because it is far less than you tortured me, I won't let you die so soon, I will come back soon." I said, "Let me out, I'll be back." ”
"You won't, you hate me, Ah Xuan, you're going to leave me......" Xiao Nongmo didn't believe that I wouldn't leave at all. His eyes were full of soft pleading, and I felt distressed when I saw it, how could anyone do such a hateful thing and still be so cheeky to win sympathy, and besides, he succeeded......
"I'm not like you, Xiao Nongmo, I will come back when I say I'll come back, I won't lie to you." I promised him, "I'll be back." I wrestled his hand," I promised. Again, I promise, he still doesn't let go. I had to threaten him, "If you do this again, I'll leave whatever I say." ”
He had to slowly let go of his hand, "I want to come back." ”
"How do you get a charm?" I asked.
He lowered his eyelids, "Go down to the garage, you can go out and ......" The sentence said very reluctantly, "If you don't come back, don't call Chongcai here." He even had a bit of anger in his words, as if I was going to do something bad.
I didn't talk to him again, but turned and walked away, "You're not really going to go, are you?" I sighed, then opened the door and went out. The garage was really not subject to spells, and using the unique functions of the goblins, I soon stole items such as bandages and alcohol from the hospital, and went to the town of Eyesight to find the mantelol in my uncle's backyard, I only knew this simple hemostatic herb, those medicines, I didn't dare to use them indiscriminately.
When I opened the garage door and went up, I was almost frightened out of a heart attack by Xiao Nongmo, who was sitting at the top of the stairs covered in blood, he was sitting on one side of the stairs, one leg was straight on the stairs, the other leg was arched upward, his hands hung weakly on both sides of his body, the blood in his chest was flowing to his waist, he was looking at me with his head turned sideways and his face was bloodless, maybe more precisely...... It was looking at this door, and the moment he saw me, he showed a surprised expression, "Ah Xuan, you are really back." ”
"What are you doing?"
"I'm afraid that Ah Xuan won't come back."
"Am I the kind of person who doesn't talk a word?"
"Because you're not, I am, so I'm afraid, Ah Xuan, I'm afraid." Xiao Nongmo said to me that he was afraid, what was he afraid of? What is there to be afraid of him, isn't that what I often say to him? Thick ink, I'm afraid, thick ink, I'm afraid, isn't that my line? Why did it become, Ah Xuan, I'm afraid?
But my tears came down so uncontrollably, "Are you sick?" I finally dragged you up! "I looked at the ground behind him, it was all blood dripping from him, I really don't know how he got down the stairs, how could he get hurt like this? My nails aren't that poisonous! Looking at his weak appearance, my heart was a little sour.
"Ah Xuan, you're crying." He said, "You're crying." He laughed, his expression extremely silly, "Maybe I won." "A drop of crystal sparkle slid down his eyes, from his cheek to his chin, and I was stunned," Ah Xuan. He looked at me, "Ah Xuan, that's good." There were tears in his eyes, and then he exhaled deeply, as if he was suddenly relieved, "Thank you." Xiao Nongmo ...... Crying, why?
I walked up, "You're like this, it's annoying me, I'm not going to stop the bleeding, you see you're bleeding more......"
He pulled me into his arms, "Ah Xuan, you're really back." "My shoulders were immediately wet with the hot liquid, and he cried, but I was overwhelmed, why was he crying? Why am I crying again? He wet my shoulders, I wet his sweater, why I don't think he's just saying I'm back. My chin rested on his shoulder, and I could feel the bones of his shoulder towering through the sweater, and he was thinner, much thinner.
Laboriously put Xiao Nongmo upstairs again, his love was quickly stabilized, but, he didn't let me touch his wounds, how soft and hard I was, he always refused to let me touch it, even if his face was getting worse and worse He still insisted, and then there was no way, I threatened him to leave if he didn't let me touch me, and finally he had to follow me, for his obedience, I was still not very used to it, probably used to seeing his domineering, this weak obedience, I felt sad.
Xiao Nongmo's sweater is not easy to take off, no matter how much you pay attention, it will definitely involve his wounds, I had to find scissors to cut his sweater to pieces, the sweater is cut into pieces, and the thermal underwear inside is naturally cut off, anyway, it has been punctured by my nails, so it can still be worn, besides, Xiao Nongmo is not short of money. In the process of cutting the scissors, Xiao Nongmo sweated in pain, and my heart was also hurting, why did I start so hard. When his wound was completely exposed to my sight, my whole body was like being shot by a rain of arrows, Xiao Nongmo didn't speak, his wound had begun to fester, this was the last time I ...... Did I hurt him with a demon slashing chain? Aren't you okay yet? But...... I continued to pull at his clothes, and I was involved in several wounds, some of which had begun to drain pus, and to my surprise...... There are so many wounds, and none of them show signs of healing, all of them are injuries! This chest is full of wounds! I'm certainly not the only one who hurts! Who got it?
"Who did this?" I accidentally touched it, and there was a wound where the bruise was still flowing out, and I choked up almost at the same time, "What's going on?" Why do you have so many injuries on your body? ”