150 I can't hold it anymore
I thought about it and asked, "Fanyin, is your condition stable?" ”
"As it is, yes."
"How long has he not appeared?"
"You do the math yourself." He smiled and said, "So I don't need you anymore." ”
I didn't speak.
"Anyway, I told you that day, so it doesn't hurt to say more." He looked at me and said, "I don't want to go to divorce lawsuits, because once the court goes crazy and sentences me to pay money, I will be very passive." I don't want to shell out money. For me, it's much more cost-effective to kill someone than to pay for it, especially with a target like yours that is not difficult. ”
I looked at him and didn't speak.
"So I think it's better to kill you, kill you and minimize my losses." He laughed and said, "I'm not kidding. Why do you have such an expression? ”
"You're not kidding, you're lying." So if you say too much, you will lose, and he showed his feet: "You want me to go home?" ”
He laughed, leaned back in his chair, and folded his legs: "That's none of my business. ”
"Then why do you say this to scare me? I have the final say on whether I go home or not, it has nothing to do with you. I got up and walked out, and when I walked to the door, I still didn't hear the sound of the sound of the voice, so I couldn't help but stop and said, "The sound of the voice." ”
He didn't say anything. I turned my back to him and couldn't see his expression.
"I want you to pull up the monitor to see if you're stupid."
He remained silent.
I twisted the doorknob to go back inside, but suddenly my wrist was pulled, and his arm wrapped around my arm, and his chest pressed against my back. His cheek was pressed against mine, and his voice was a little low: "Lingling......"
As if he was particularly tired, he gasped for a few times before saying, "You can go." ”
I didn't say anything.
He hugged him tighter and tighter, and said, "He's gone crazy, and I can't fight him anymore." ”
My heart was beating fast, because for some reason, I could clearly feel that he was a pervert at the moment. How powerful that pervert is, unkind and shameless. What kind of strong psychological quality can make him pervert like that?
But I could also clearly hear his fear and helplessness at the moment.
So I got infected and started to be scared and helpless.
The "he" in his mouth is Britney.
To be honest, I never got my hands on it.
I grabbed his wrist and said, "My dad probably won't let me take my thoughts." ”
He seemed to bury his face in my neck.
His heart was beating fast, and so was mine. And this rapid throbbing makes me a little dizzy, and my eyes can't see things clearly.
I asked, "Would you like to talk to me?" ”
Judging by his attitude, it seems to be so.
We sat back down. Fanyin was still sitting in the position she had just placed, with her elbows resting on her left and right knees, and her palms covering her face.
I said, "I know you just said that to scare me back, but now the problem is that my brother said that my adoptive father only asked him to pick me up, and he didn't take me." ”
He was silent.
I asked, "Haven't you been very stable lately?" Why do you say that all of a sudden? ”
He let go of his hand, his face was unusually pale, his eyes were a little red, his eyes were staring directly at the patterns on the carpet, and it was a long time before he looked up at me: "What did you just ask?" ”
"I mean, haven't you been very stable lately? Why do you say that all of a sudden? ”
He stared into my eyes and smiled softly, "The first time you said this, he was struggling. ”
I almost screamed, "So you're ...... now"
"Don't be afraid." His tone was a little gentle: "Do you still love him?" ”
"I ...... I don't know. ”
"I suggest you go home and my parents will take care of the child." He lowered his head, the back of his neck was covered with cold sweat, obviously the moment just now was very painful: "After things calm down, I will naturally find your father, pick you up, give you a wedding, and return ......"
"My dad asked me to marry Pu Lan."
It's a bit of a thing, but I want him to know.
He bit his lip and didn't speak.
"What do you think about this?" I urged, "If you say yes, I'll be fine." ”
He glanced at me and said, "I promise." ”
"Oh?" I slowly leaned back in the chair as he always did, folded my legs, tilted my head and sneered: "Fanyin, do you know what a coward is?" ”
He didn't speak.
"Your father is the only son of you, who has taught you so many survival skills, but you plan to die in front of him?"
Fanyin immediately glared at me and frowned.
Sure enough, I asked, "What are you glaring at me for?" Afraid he'll hear it? ”
He lowered his head a little helplessly, but he was definitely afraid that the other personality would hear it, so he didn't make a sound.
I thought for a moment and asked, "Can't you hold him down?" ”
"I can hold it down, but I always need to rest." His voice was low.
"Has anyone tried to communicate with him?"
"He can't communicate anymore." "I could feel that he was in a state of euphoria all the time," he said. He's crazy. Sometimes, as soon as I relax a little, he jumps out. ”
"Did you tell your dad and your mom?"
He shook his head.
"How long have you been planning?"
"A few months," he looked up at me, "what's wrong?" ”
"You have a good relationship with Su Yi."
He was stunned for a moment, then smiled helplessly and lowered his head again.
My adoptive father had known about me going back out of nowhere, but he had been planning it for a few months. I asked, "Was it my adoptive father's idea to let me go home?" ”
He was silent.
"Will you die if you confess?"
"No, it won't." He wiped the cold sweat on his face with the palm of his hand, and said in a dumb voice: "But even if I confess to you, you can't help." I know my situation best. ”
"Why don't I try to talk to him?"
"It's useless." He refused: "It's not like you didn't have a chance to talk to him before." ”
Yes, assuming he's right, it's that the second personality is attacking me every time he comes out - I really don't want to say he's Britney.
At this point, I understand everything.
But after I understood, I found that things were more tangled than before, and it seemed that I didn't plan to live anymore. So what about my thoughts?
Thinking of this, I asked, "If you arranged for Su Yi to find this kind of excuse to get me away, then why didn't you send Nian Nian away together?" ”
"My dad will be suspicious." He looked at me and said helplessly, "He keeps begging me." At one point even kneeling. But I couldn't hold it anymore. When he said these last six words, his expression was particularly frustrated and pitiful.
"Is it okay to tie you up again?" I said, "You also know that your father is sad, and I don't want you to die, and I don't want you to die." But how about tying it up? It's better to die than to live. ”
He shook his head.
I was completely speechless.
The two of us were relatively silent for a long time, and Fanyin finally stood up, and her complexion was much better than just now. He looked at me and said, "Now you know the whole thing. So go home, Nian Nian will be fine. ”
I asked, "Then will you still come and pick me up?" ”
He laughed, thinking I was joking.
"I'm serious." I stressed, "Will you still pick me up?" What if you find another way? ”
"Nope." He said, "Go ahead, it's really your dad looking for you this time." ”
Now I couldn't sleep even more, so I called Su Yi again.
Su Yi picked it up and asked, "Have you thought about it?" ”
"I've figured it out." I said, "But I want to ask, is it really my dad who wants me to go back?" ”
"Yes." Su Yi asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"You're being honest with me." I said, "Something happened to Fan Yin, I ...... it" I couldn't tell him clearly, in case he didn't know, then I was hurting Fan Yin: "You keep in touch with him often, right?" ”
Su Yi smiled and said, "No, how can I have contact with him?" ”
"Brother Su, don't lie to me. I can't go into details, but it's a big deal! ”
In fact, Fanyin's condition has deteriorated for so long, and the taste of being tied up is not pleasant, and it is not unexpected that he wants to die. It's just that I can't figure out, why is it just so happened to be asking me to go home? I think Su Yi has a greasy relationship with him.
Su Yi was silent for a while, and said, "I contacted me not long ago, and he came to me and said that he hoped that I would communicate with my father and let you go home." ”
"How long have you been communicating?"
"It's been a long time, and he also talked to his father during this time." Su Yi said: "Actually, he was honest with his father about this matter, and it was useless for me to talk about it a few times, but it played a role after he talked a few times." Then he told me that he would find a suitable opportunity for you to contact me, otherwise I would suddenly call and ask you to go home, and you would definitely not consider it. ”
"Did he say why?"
"He said he was sick." Su Yi said: "The condition is very serious, and there is a strong aggression. But he wouldn't say the specifics, and I didn't ask much, but I think he must have explained it to Dad. ”
"Then before you answer my phone today, do you know why I called?"
"I don't know." He smiled and said, "But as soon as you open your mouth, I will know." What happened to him? ”
"Nothing." In fact, the condition worsened and I didn't want to live.
In the second half of the night, I fell into a new tangle:
It seems that this time Mr. Fei's matter may have been misunderstood by Father Fan, he may just want me to talk about it, right? It's hard to say about this part, it depends on whether this old man knows about my adoptive father.
But Fanyin's words were a bit deliberately scaring me, the purpose was to make me think of looking for my adoptive father, and if I was looking for my adoptive father, I had to contact Su Yi.
Su Yi is also right, if I suddenly receive a call from Su Yi and hear him say that my adoptive father wants me to go home, then I will definitely not go back. But when I talk about it like that, I'm really tempted.
I'm still wondering, how did Fanyin get my adoptive father? Reason? Emotional? Or is it a lure to take advantage?
I struggled until dawn and fell asleep. I had a dream in the haze, and I dreamed that Fanyin was dead, covered in blood, and Niannian, who was crawling on the ground, and his little hands were also splashed with blood, and while wiping his tears, he wiped the blood all over his face.
I was awakened by this dream, and when I opened my eyes and saw Niannian's sleeping face, I suddenly felt so shameless.
My husband wants to kill himself, my kids have to stay here, and I want to run by myself?
And who's to say I can't help? Since Fanyin told me about this, then of course I have to tell Fan's father immediately, and we can discuss the plan together!