Lin Gongyu once heard an interesting anecdote, it is said that there was an 18-year-old boy in Europe and the United States who bought Coke and won tens of millions of pounds.

As a result, the boy realized all the desires he had suppressed for a long time and had always wanted to realize - to buy a luxury car and live in a luxury house.

Soon after, however, the boy suffered from depression when he suddenly realized that he had completely lost his purpose in life and the motivation to move forward in the material abundance that could satisfy all his needs.

Because he didn't feel the value of his existence, he finally chose to commit suicide.

So, after Gu Qingsha completes the blood feud, does she still have the faith, persistence or goal to support her to continue walking?

The answer is obvious.

She may be able to hide her inner confusion with coldness, she may be able to embellish her elegant and noble appearance with red wine, but at this moment, her empty eyes will be completely betrayed.

Some people say that the sorrow of life is to insist on what should not be insisted on, and to give up what should not be given.

However, if a person even gives up his insistence on himself and his life, then it is called true sorrow.

"I don't allow it."

Lin Gongyu shook his head firmly, he wanted to implant Gu Qingsha with a belief in perseverance, an attachment to live, but what should he do? You must know that this is not an inception, and it is difficult to temporarily implant an idea that can help a person who wants to die to help her overcome death.

"Why are you?"

Gu Qingsha said weakly, and this sentence suddenly gave Lin Gongyu a hint of inspiration.

He decided to use an old-fashioned method to deal with Gu Qingsha, so Lin Gongyu lied.

Lin Gongyu pulled away his hot throat and said hoarsely: "I like you, because I like you, I want to be with you, so ...... Don't sleep, at least ...... Until I can't hold on anymore, stay with me, okay? ”

"Childish." The corners of Gu Qingsha's mouth suddenly raised, forming an arc similar to sarcasm.

Lin Gongyu was speechless for a moment, and sure enough, Gu Qingsha was not so easy to deceive.

However, just when Lin Gongyu touched his nose with some self-deprecation and began to think about the next plan, he saw that the curvature of the corner of Gu Qingsha's mouth gradually flattened into an arc similar to a smile.

"But it's naïve...... It was lovely. ”

Seeing that Gu Qingsha's eyes suddenly had a hint of incomprehensible brilliance, Lin Gongyu could only attribute the reason to his old-fashioned methods, although the effect was not very obvious, but he could still add a little more strength.

I saw Lin Gongyu rubbing his hands and making an impatient look: "To be honest, Gu Qingsha, I've been coveting you for a long time." ”

Lin Gongyu swallowed a non-existent saliva: "So, if you fall asleep, I may not be able to suppress my desires, so I will do something to you that makes you blush and heartbeat, such as hitting your chest, stealing kisses, picking clothes or something, and then, come to an old man's cart, Guanyin sitting on the lotus, hum, I have a lot of moves." ”

"It's not funny at all." Gu Qingsha, who was fearless, shook her head gently, she seemed to regard Lin Gongyu's words as a joke.

"I'm not kidding." Lin Gongyu suddenly laughed suspiciously, he leaned over, lowered his head, and his lips were on Gu Qingsha's face, he stretched out his dry tongue and licked it lightly on Gu Qingsha's face, even if Gu Qingsha's skin lost its former vitality due to dehydration, it was still white and smooth.

Lin Gongyu licked Gu Qingsha's face with his tongue, and gently pressed one hand on the undulating peaks on her chest, he was like a bully who bullied a girl from a good family, and said viciously: "Do you know how beautiful you are? If this continues, I'm afraid I'll be tempted to violate you. ”

"You ......" felt that the forbidden area of her face and chest was invaded by Lin Gongyu at the same time, Gu Qingsha frowned, raised her hand and wanted to punch Lin Gongyu, but after five days of food and water, her arm was only half lifted and hung down weakly, and she didn't even have the strength to raise her hand now.

"I just don't sleep."

I don't know if I'm afraid that Lin Gongyu will really do something to him, so Gu Qingsha tilted his head and spit out this sentence vaguely.

"That's good." Lin Gongyu patted Gu Qingsha's face with a smile, and then said with satisfaction: "So you have to cheer up, you can't sleep, otherwise I will play a hooligan on you." ”

"Hmph."

Gu Qingsha snorted lightly, seeing the faint smile in Lin Gongyu's eyes, Gu Qingsha suddenly understood Lin Gongyu's intentions a little, although she couldn't be sure if the facts were really as she speculated, but she had to admire Lin Gongyu's skillful role-playing and role transformation skills.

first changed from an innocent confession boy to a little hooligan who took advantage of people's dangers, and then instantly became a bully who bullied people's girls, the transformation of the three roles was too fast, just like Lin Gongyu who had three personalities.

Take Lin Gongyu's chest attack on her just now, while stimulating Gu Qingsha with words and actions, Lin Gongyu's eyes unabashedly cast a naked desire, if it weren't for Gu Qingsha finally catching the deep smile hidden in Lin Gongyu's eyes, Gu Qingsha really thought that he would take advantage of the danger and take away his innocent body......

So, the fifth day of the water and food cut-off, that is, the forty-first day of drifting on the sea, was spent in a casual chat between Lin Gongyu and Gu Qingsha.

Whenever Gu Qingsha was about to lose his support and his eyelids fought and wanted to close his eyes, Lin Gongyu would always change his ways to intimidate Gu Qingsha. What golden rooster is independent, Jiaolong goes to sea, electric small motor and other moves will be stunned.

Whenever Gu Qingsha heard Lin Gongyu's description of the moves he would use on himself after he fell asleep, Gu Qingsha would always cheer up and keep himself awake.

It's just that Gu Qingsha, who has already regarded death as a relief, really cares about what Lin Gongyu has done to him?

Again, the answer is obvious.

At night, the hungry and hungry Lin Gongyu was tired, he couldn't bear the sleepiness, he leaned on the life raft and gradually became confused, today in order to keep Gu Qingsha awake, he said a lot of words, he said more today than he said in two weeks, which also caused him to consume a lot of physical strength.

Seeing Lin Gongyu leaning on the side of the life raft and gradually falling asleep, Gu Qingsha finally breathed a sigh of relief.

After staring at Lin Gongyu's sleeping face quietly for a long time, she only listened to Gu Qingsha muttering in a voice that was so small that only she could hear it: "I'm sorry I can only accompany you to today, I'm really tired, and it's time to meet my mother and father." ”

"But if you had disturbed my mind earlier as you did today, maybe I would have ...... Maybe I'll ......" As if condensing the strength of his whole body to spit out this sentence, Gu Qingsha finally closed the eyelids that were already too heavy to support, and fell into a deep sleep.

In fact, Gu Qingsha's inner world is not as indifferent as her appearance, before the age of fifteen, she was also a lively girl who would cry, laugh and make trouble, but after experiencing big waves, she was used to using coldness to represent herself, and then sealed the richest emotional world in the depths of her heart, and then released her truest side with a sip of red wine in the dead of night.

As Gu Qingsha said, if Lin Gongyu had broken into her state of mind earlier and disrupted her heart, maybe today's Gu Qingsha would no longer be the Gu Qingsha who greeted destruction in confusion and regarded death as relief.

Gu Qingsha has always called her biological mother a "mean woman", but if there was no such cheap woman, Gu Qingsha would not be able to snipe all the enemies of that family so easily.

Maybe it was a conscience discovery, maybe it was because he felt ashamed of his daughter, just when Gu Qingsha had a headache in order to find an opportunity to wipe out all the members of the enemy family, a note was mysteriously sent to Gu Qingsha, and the note recorded the address of a five-star hotel.

It is said that it was the 60th birthday of an elder of the enemy family, so the enemy family chartered the five-star hotel and set up a luxurious birthday banquet on the top floor of the hotel.

Although Gu Qingsha suspected that it was a trap, she still went, and this was an opportunity.

She made some moves on the power system of the five-star hotel, and when the banquet reached its climax, Gu Qingsha tripped the power of the entire hotel for a full ten seconds.

Ten seconds later, the power was restored at the birthday banquet site, and the screams stopped.

Because the guests found that the protagonists of the birthday banquet, a family of five and a woman close to them, a total of six people, had their heads open and fell on the marble floor. Bright red blood and milky white brains were sprinkled all over the ground.

The police rushed to the scene, and then they found six AWP sniper rifles and an infrared night vision device lined up on the roof of the restaurant a few hundred meters away.

The five members of the enemy family, including the woman, all died under Gu Qingsha's sniper gun.

Gu Qingsha didn't hesitate when she shot, and even the first thing she shot was the's head.

After completing the revenge and completing the goal that has always been achieved, Gu Qingsha's gray life suddenly dimmed.

Before the success of revenge, she always forced herself to move forward with the goal of revenge, forcing herself to live in the predicament. But when this heavy hatred was finally washed away by blood, when the refreshing feeling of revenge passed, Gu Qingsha only got endless confusion, confusion about life, confusion about life.

She couldn't find the value of her existence, she couldn't find a reason to continue to live, so on the night of her revenge, she had suicidal thoughts.

However, just as she was preparing the sleeping pills, a regular email arrived in her mailbox.

It was a thirteen-page confession. It was only then that Gu Qingsha knew that the mysterious person who sent her the note was the woman, the biological mother who was shot in the head by herself.

The left a secret address in the mailbox with a private Swiss bank card, which contained enough money for Gu Qingsha to squander several lifetimes, and at the end of the letter, she also told Gu Qingsha to live well no matter what......

That night, Gu Qingsha, who had put an end to suicidal thoughts, shed tears for the first time in five years

The next day, Gu Qingsha found the bank card, which contained $120 million.

Gu Qingsha relied on this money to hide in Tibet in China for four years, although she strangled all the enemy families, but this family still has side branches, and its status in China is not low, they can guess who the murderer is with their toes, so they naturally can't help but hunt down Gu Qingsha.

Therefore, Gu Qingsha has developed the habit of never leaving the dagger in the past four years, so when she entered the main god space, the dagger was also brought in, but it was recognized by Lin Gongyu at a glance.

Gu Qingsha has been dealing with the police in China for four years, and the risks can be imagined. But it was the four years of wits and courage that made Gu Qingsha grow up rapidly, and applied all kinds of knowledge learned from the killer organization to practical aspects, which made Gu Qingsha hone into a high-IQ wanted criminal

On the forty-second day of drifting on the sea, when the sky was bright, Lin Gongyu opened his eyes leisurely.

To be precise, he was awakened from hunger.

He hadn't eaten for six days, his stomach was empty, and he twitched from time to time, causing a hot sensation.

But hunger is not the deadliest. It was very rebellious for Lin Gongyu to be able to survive six days without water and still be conscious, but he knew that he would definitely not be able to survive the seventh day, and it was evident from the fact that it took him five minutes to struggle to get up from the life raft, and he had also reached the limit state of his body.

Kneeling and lifting the tent on the life raft as usual, the surprise did not appear, and the sight was still the desperate sea level.

Reluctantly put down the tent, Lin Gongyu climbed to Gu Qingsha's side with difficulty, and gently shook Gu Qingsha's arm, but for a long time, he didn't see Gu Qingsha respond.

It's a bad result.

Lin Gongyu hurriedly stretched out his finger to test Gu Qingsha's snort.

There was breathing, but it was faint. If Gu Qingsha couldn't get water for a few more hours, then she would never have survived the noon when the sun was the most intense today.

Lin Gongyu looked around weakly. There were only a few empty coconut shells left in the life raft that could no longer be squeezed for a trace of value, and they swayed with the waves, moving Lin Gongyu's gaze, and he was upset.

It would be nice if it rained at this time!

Lin Gongyu clenched his fists, turned around and lay down beside Gu Qingsha, staring blankly at the top of the life raft's tent.

At this time, it seemed that the voices of the whole world had disappeared without a trace, and all that lingered in Lin Gongyu's ears was Gu Qingsha's increasingly faint breathing.

With the breathing that seemed to be cut off at some time and became weaker and weaker, Lin Gongyu's brows became more and more furrowed, and his fists clenched tighter and tighter. His eyebrows arched into a deep Sichuan shape, and his tightly bitten lips seemed to indicate that his master was struggling or deciding something.

Finally, as Gu Qingsha's breathing was weak enough to make Lin Gongyu's heart palpitate, he suddenly bounced up from the life raft and knelt beside Gu Qingsha, as if he had finally made some important decision.

"Am I going to do such a stupid thing because of machismo thinking? And it's stupid to the extreme. Lin Gongyu smiled self-deprecatingly, he took out the sharp dagger, shook his head and sighed: "But...... If I don't...... Maybe I'll regret it for the rest of my life. ”

"Poof!" Lin Gongyu's eyes flickered, and the sharp dagger on his right hand instantly cut through the artery on his left wrist, and the hot blood was like a fountain, and it suddenly gushed out from the wound.

Putting away the dagger, Lin Gongyu stretched out his right hand and pinched her bulging chin, his index finger stretched open her teeth, and then brought the cut wound to Gu Qingsha's mouth, letting his blood flow into her mouth.

The throat, which had been dry for a long time, was moistened by the blood, and unconsciously swallowed the blood that invaded the mouth.

Seeing Gu Qingsha instinctively begin to swallow her own blood, Lin Gongyu began to bring the wound to her lips.

The extreme desire for water made Gu Qingsha involuntarily suck the water source and vent it. Gu Qingsha greedily demanded these precious liquids while sticking out his tongue mischievously, sliding through Lin Gongyu's hot and painful wounds.

She is like a greedy baby, obsessively sucking her mother's delicious and sweet juices.

I don't know how long it took, Lin Gongyu's eyes gradually reflected Gu Qingshan's sleeping face that was gradually smiling because of satisfaction, and he withdrew his wrist with satisfaction and bandaged it with a rag.

This is the first time Lin Gongyu has seen Gu Qingsha smiling, and her coquettish appearance is really cute......

Gu Qingsha had a dream, she was walking alone in a dim path, she walked and walked, and she didn't know how long she walked, and suddenly felt that someone dragged her, she looked back and saw that it was Lin Gongyu. She wanted to shake off Lin Gongyu's hand and move on, but Lin Gongyu grabbed her, then hugged her tightly and pressed her to the ground, so she woke up.

When you open your eyes, you see the triangular red tent above the life raft.

Gu Qingsha turned his head and swept the inside of the life raft in confusion.

"I ...... Isn't it dead yet? ”

At this time, Gu Qingsha suddenly found that there was a strong smell of blood in his mouth, and there was a sticky feeling in his throat, which was not like the hot dryness of severe dehydration.

Gu Qingsha's pupils tightened suddenly, she was not a fool, she knew that she must have drunk something to survive until now, and this thing was probably blood. But what kind of blood did she drink?

Don't......

Gu Qingsha suddenly expected a bad result, and she didn't know where she got the strength, so she bounced up from the life raft. With his head tilted to the right and looked down, Gu Qingsha saw a scene that he would never forget.

She could never have imagined that a man's gestures, expressions, and complexions could give her a heart spasm alone, and she had never experienced such a heart-wrenching sensation when she faced the murder of her father and the killing of her own mother with her own hands.