Chapter 128, Lonely Consciousness
"Do you know why?"
I looked at the blue apparition standing in the shadows, and my voice was eager to ask.
"Haha, of course, because whether it is a descendant of an ancient demon or a descendant of an ancient god, the ritual of awakening is actually the same."
The Deep Blue King slowly turned around and faced me, a pair of deep eyes that seemed to be able to see through me, although such an illusion, I was sure to wipe it out with a sword.
"Say!"
I said indifferently.
The Deep Blue King was still smiling, and said in a low voice, "First of all, you have to make it clear that in fact, the girl named Moon Breath does not exist. You think she is a consciousness, but she is only a consciousness that exists in your world, and a consciousness that is about to disappear. It's like a leaky bowl, and sooner or later the water inside will leak out, and there won't be a drop left. ”
My heart sank uncontrollably, although I didn't fully understand the meaning of the Deep Blue King, but this analogy was already very vivid, and I asked with difficulty: "You mean, the moon will disappear sooner or later, it's just a matter of time, is there any basis for you to say this?" ”
The King of Deep Blue laughed and said, "You can not believe my words, but you can ask the people of the Fire Red Clan, and even ask the monster next to you who holds the Demon Codex, my King of Deep Blue doesn't have to lie to you about this kind of thing." It's just a pity that the girl named Yuexi should be a good woman, at least much better than the bad mother-in-law of the Huohong clan. However, this is an irreversible fact. After all, Moon Breath's body is still the body of the Fire Queen, and her soul is the soul of the Fire Queen, without a soul, without a body, and with no consciousness to rely on, sooner or later it will dissipate with the wind, and she will leave you resolutely, perhaps on behalf of her own realization of this. ”
After saying this, the Deep Blue King turned and walked back, and I turned to look at him and asked indifferently, "Why are you telling me this?" ”
The blue phantom stopped, turned to look at me, and sighed, "I don't want to go to war with you yet, so let you know that no matter how hard you try, this girl named Moon Breath will definitely not come back." You Duanmusen are a rebel, but you are not omnipotent, you can't regenerate the dead, and you can't restore consciousness, so I don't want you to do anything useless. That's all, I'm just trying to thin the little foundation I just built in this world. ”
The King of the Deep Blue disappeared into the darkness, on the streets where no one was, and I was the only one in the shadows of the darkness, and I didn't go to the Blood and Fire for verification, because I knew that the King of the Deep Blue would not lie to me, as he said, there was no need for him to lie to me.
In fact, I have guessed a few points of this explanation, why Yuexi, who has always been quiet and unassertive, suddenly rushed out of the car, and why she didn't ask me for help when she was robbed.
I just walked down the street, the buildings around me were lit up with neon, and the night in Beijing suddenly became so heavy today, and so many things happened.
I walked to the door of a convenience store and saw a young couple standing at the door of the convenience store, the girl hooked the boy's hand, and the boy said with dissatisfaction on his face, "Don't keep hooking me, I don't like it." ”
The girl smiled and didn't want to let go, and said happily: "I just like to hook you, even if you don't like me, as long as I like you, it's enough, hehe, I just like you......"
The young couple walked farther and farther, I stood at the door of the convenience store, and suddenly remembered the day in the rain, when the moon breath stood in the rain and confessed to me, in fact, she knew better than anyone else, I couldn't like her, I had a love in my heart, but she still said that she liked me, because in her world, I was the only one, as long as she liked me, I didn't ask for acceptance.
It's a long night road, and she knows she's going to disappear, but she doesn't tell me? So she deliberately refused to go with me, because she knew that no matter how insistent she was, it would be useless.
Stretched out his hand to touch a cigarette from his pocket, but found that the cigarette case was in his coat, and the coat was still on Yuexi's body.
Maybe the King of Deep Blue is right, knowing that the moon breath is going to disappear, and it is impossible to survive without a soul and a consciousness without a body, so is there any point in fighting? Yuexi didn't want me to fight for her, so I jumped out of the car, should I still insist?
The mobile phone in my pocket shook a few times, and when I took it out, I saw that it was still a bloody phone, and after connecting it, Xuehuo shouted to me on the phone: "Duanmusen, our attack is not going well, please, please come and help rescue Yuexi." ”
I suddenly frowned, and the inexplicable anger in my heart erupted, and I yelled into the phone: "Rescue the moon breath? Or go to the fire and the red queen? Blood and fire, I ask you, is it that the consciousness of the moon breath will disappear sooner or later? Did you lie to me? Does interrupting a ritual really save the moon? You tell me, without a soul, without a body, and with only one consciousness, can such a moon really be saved? ”
The blood on the other end of the phone was stunned, and after a long time, he whispered: "You, you already know......"
I sat down on the stone steps of the road and sneered, "Hmph, that's the case, this is a trap you gave me, right?" Arouse the protection of the moon breath in my heart, in fact, you know that the moon breath can't be saved, in fact, you know that the fire red queen will definitely awaken, but you are afraid that the dark blue clan will come to raid, you are afraid of hurting the fire queen, so you deliberately lied to me, telling me that the moon breath is still saved, let me save the moon breath, in fact, it is to protect the fire queen in disguise. But you didn't expect that the Deep Blue Clan would intercept me on the road, and you didn't expect that even if I took action to protect it, the Red Queen still couldn't protect it, and you didn't expect that the last Moon Breath would get out of the car by herself, because the Moon Breath didn't want to affect me, wasn't it? You bastard, am I right? You're talking to Lao Tzu! ”
I kept yelling into the phone, and finally, Bloodfire just whispered on the phone, "I'm sorry......"
Then I hung up the phone, listening to the sound of "beep", I gritted my teeth and threw the phone in my hand, and with a "pop", I fell to the ground, and the pedestrians passing by looked at me in surprise, I covered my face with my hands, and finally everything understood.
At the last moment, the silly girl of Moon Xi was still thinking about me, because she was afraid that I would be involved in the war between the dark blue and fiery red clans and be affected, so she deliberately wanted to jump out of the car, because she knew that she would disappear sooner or later, so she resolutely refused to let me follow.
After all, it was actually she who was protecting me, and I was shouting to protect her, but in the end, it was this stupid girl who was thinking about me. For someone who doesn't love her.
I sat alone on the dimly lit street, with the cars behind me shuttling back and forth, and the crowd in front of me was endless.
In life, there is always a woman we love very much, but there is not necessarily a person who loves us very much, I am lucky to meet a woman who loves me, although it is impossible to be with her, but I still feel pain in my heart when I see her disappear.
But at this moment, an old man who was walking walked up to me and said to me, "Young man, I have been watching you for a long time, have you encountered any difficulties?" ”
I shook my head and didn't look up, and whispered, "It's just that a good friend is dying, and I can't save her, so I'm sad." ”
The old man sighed, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Since you can't save her, let's send her well." I'm 85 years old, and I've been married to my wife for 60 years, and she went last month, and before I went, I took her around most of China and went to Europe once. I couldn't save her, but at least she was happy when she left, and I was satisfied. Young man, if that friend of yours is very important to you, then send her well, and make her last days happy. ”
After saying these words, the old man put the mobile phone I threw out beside me and walked away gently.
I raised my head, my eyes were red, and I looked at the back of the old man walking away with his hands behind his back, and his words echoed in my ears, since I can't save her, then send her well.
I looked at the phone next to me, although the corners were broken, but it was still usable, wiped the tears on my face with the back of my hand, grabbed the phone and dialed the bloody call.
International Trade Center, on the rooftop of 330 meters, Yuexi sat on a chair, the wind blew her red hair, the masters of the dark blue clan surrounded her, a middle-aged man looked at Yuexi, reached out and touched her long red hair, and said with a smile: "I really didn't expect that my Huang Qi would be able to touch the long hair of the fiery red queen one day, but you should thank our dark blue king for his kindness, and also bathe and change clothes for you, this set of red long skirts on your body is quite fitting." ”
Yuexi squinted at the man in front of him and said indifferently: "Blood and Fire will soon bring someone to save me, and in another hour, the consciousness of the Fire Red Queen in my body will be awake again, and you will all die." ”
Huang Qi raised his hand and slapped Yuexi fiercely, Yuexi fell to the ground, Huang Qi laughed and said: "Dare to be hard-mouthed, tell you, the blood and fire have rushed to the international trade center, but the entire building is guarded by our people, and when he rushes up, it is estimated that half of the dead and injured have passed, and it will not be a problem to solve his blood and fire when the time comes, as for the fiery queen in your body, as long as you are killed within an hour and your soul is crushed, she will never wake up again." You're just one of our bait, but we didn't expect that you would jump out of the car by yourself in order to prevent Duanmusen from getting involved in the battle, and if he was by your side, we would really not be able to make a move. ”