"Love...?" Looking at the scenery outside the car, Lei Zhe remembered something from a long, long time ago, which he hadn't crossed yet, and he found that these things seemed to have been forgotten by himself...

Just like Asuka said, I'm constantly changing, and I'm no longer like I was at the beginning, and now I've suddenly forgotten the feeling I had at the beginning, and now I still have the thing of 'love'? Maybe when you can ignore the life and death of other people, that thing will be gone, right?

"What did you just say?" Misato Katsuragi asked, Lei Zhe's voice just now was very small, and only he could hear it clearly, Misato Katsuragi ignored it because he was thinking about something else. k update

"It's nothing, it's just talking to myself." Lei Zhe smiled, then he leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes, he was indeed very confused now, but he was unwilling to tell others what was in his heart, because these things were not something that others could help him, it was his own problem.

"You've been looking very strange lately, and I'm not going to say much about this kind of thing, lest you teach me a lesson here again."

"Ah, what qualifications do I have to teach you now, I have always been someone else's teacher, but who can guide me on the way forward, and when someone can really guide me, I don't cherish it, although I always say don't regret what I have done, but I already regret it now."

"What are you talking about?" Lei Zhe's words made Misato Katsuragi feel very strange, from just now Lei Zhe was different from his previous performance, and his words made Misato Katsuragi feel that Lei Zhe was very strange.

"Don't worry about such small things." Saying this, Lei Zhe opened his eyes and looked into the distance, a black shadow fell from the sky, and then fell into the sea water that flooded the original city, although the distance was very far, Lei Zhe could still see the other party's appearance clearly: "Has it finally begun?" Accompanied by Lei Zhe's words, it was the roar of artillery fire, and the third apostle, the water angel, finally arrived, which also heralded the official start of all the plots of "EVA".

"Ahh Misato Katsuragi asked, she hoped that humanity could end this catastrophe more than Lei Zhe, after all, she was very different from Lei Zhe, but she would never show these things in front of Lei Zhe.

"Who knows... What about it..."

Lei Zhe's words made Misato Katsuragi stunned, and then she laughed silently, from the original attitude of watching to not knowing? What did this man think of in those short ten minutes just now?

……

"Can't get through on the phone? But no one can be contacted at this time..."Hanging up the phone, a young man who looked a little weak said, he took out a photo from his arms, but the photo on it was not Misato Katsuragi, but a young man with a smile, although it was a little strange to say that the photo of a man was a little strange, but the other party was his guardian in the future, no matter how he said it, he had to have a first impression.

This boy is none other than the protagonist of "EVA", the one with an extremely introverted personality, who is extremely afraid of meeting strangers, and is afraid that he won't get along with others, and has been living just according to other people's requests.

He arrived at the agreed place at the appointed time, but the person who came to pick him up did not appear, he had already heard the evacuation alarm just now, he picked up his travel bag and said, "It seems that I can only go to the shelter first... Hmm..."

At this time, there was a roar in the distance, and then a strong air current blew, and Shinji Ikari found that warplanes had appeared in the mountains in the distance, and a giant was surrounded by these warplanes, and this giant was none other than the third apostle, the 'Water Angel' Sakhir.

Scratching his head, Shinji Ikari didn't seem to be very surprised when he saw the apostle, and even had a smile on his face: "Oh, oops, it seems that I will be busy in the future, apostle or something, I didn't expect to see him again." ”…,

A wrecked fighter plane crashed and exploded not far from Shinji Ikari, and the hot wind blew through his body, but Shinji Ikari was not afraid, he felt as if he was already familiar with everything that was happening now, and then he threw away the photo of Lei Zhe in his hand, which was blown into flames in the wind, and finally burned to ashes, Shinji Ikari smiled: "It seems that in addition to the apostle, there are other people who surprised themselves, too, if you really hang up so easily, what kind of god are you." ”

A military vehicle stopped in front of Shinji Ikari through the flames, and after the window fell, Misato Katsuragi said to Shinji Ikaru, "Sorry to keep you waiting, get in the car." ”

……

There were three people sitting in the car, and it was still Misato Katsuragi who was driving, Shinji Ikari was sitting in the co-pilot's seat, watching the battle outside, and Lei Zhe closed his eyes from beginning to end and didn't say a word, even Shinji Ikari didn't look at each other when he got into the car.

"I'm sorry, we didn't keep the time, my name is Misato Katsuragi, and the one in the back is called Lei Zhe, and I'll be your boss in the future, have you read the letter from the commander to you?" Misato Katsuragi asked, then she glanced in the rearview mirror and continued, "Hey, aren't you going to introduce yourself?" ”

"Huh? Introduce? Is it necessary? Lei Zhe opened his eyes, a strange smile appeared on his face, his words made Katsuragi Misato a little unhappy, what is called necessary? You're also the guardian of Shinji Ikari in the future, how can it not be necessary?

Lei Zhe knew what Misato Katsuragi was thinking, and he continued: "I really didn't expect it, this world is really too small, and I found that I can meet acquaintances everywhere I go, Ayanami Rei is the carrier of Lilith, Ikari Gendo is the reincarnation of Satan, Kaoru Nagisa is the container of Adam's soul, Asuka is the reincarnation of Eve, among all the drivers, except for the real Hippo, who is a serious human, I didn't expect that the Shinji Ikari I am most looking forward to meeting is also an acquaintance, what are you doing, playing collective reincarnation?" Or do you all think that human beings are the most suitable for you, and you plan to abandon your old identity and become a new human being? ”

"I know I can't hide your eyes, you deserve to be the god of this world, but I think it's better not to say this kind of thing next time, isn't there an ordinary person next to me?" Shinji Ikari said with a smile, and the conversation between the two let Misato Katsuragi know that Shinji Ikari is not an ordinary human, at least he knows the identity of Lei Zhe, and Lei Zhe also knows him, or knows him a long time ago.

"Hey, what are you doing here, is it true that Shinji Ikari has something to do with you in the past? I'm already beginning to wonder if the real Hippo will also be reincarnated by anyone, Sister Pit? Misato Katsuragi said this, and her words made Shinji Ikari stunned, then squinted at the other party, and then said to Raizhe, "What, this woman knows about us?" ”

"Yes, after all, she is one of my apostles, and she knows some things better."

"Apostle? When did you start to have this preference, I remember when all of us claimed to be your apostles, but you never admitted them, and now you have a human being your apostle, what should I say? Those dead compatriots will crawl out of hell and trouble you when they know about it. ”

Shinji Ikari said this, and Misato Katsuragi understood that no matter whose reincarnation this person was, his identity before his death could already be determined, that is, he turned out to be an angel.

"The times are different, I didn't expect to meet you, so my plan was to hide next to watch the play, and when everything here is over, I will turn around and leave, what a good arrangement, but because of the relationship between you all jumping out one by one, I had to change my plan, now I really don't know what to say, you should have hung up one by one bastards ran out and dangled in front of Lao Tzu, do you think I should shoot you all to death, or simply let this world restart, I always felt that it was easier. ”…,

Lei Zhe always said that the so-called fate is everything he does, 99% of the 'artificial' plus 1 percent of the 'mandate of heaven' is the so-called fate, but now Lei Zhe finds that his fate is 1 percent of the 'man-made' 99% of the 'destiny', and those things that he can't control appear one after another, which makes him really don't know how to complain, he is really a tragedy.

"Come on, that's why I didn't want to come here when I knew that you appeared, although you were called the god of this world, but you don't have a little pity and love for the creatures of this world, I have understood from a long, long time ago that in your eyes, this world and all creatures are just an illusion, you will not do anything for this world, nor will you infuse any feelings into this world, destruction or development, it has nothing to do with you, Do you know what reason Satan used to persuade all races? It is with this attitude of indifference, that kind of indifference to the point that it is almost a cruel feeling, that all creatures in the primeval world are not afraid of God, because all creatures know your identity and status, just as all the angels and demons in the beginning worship you and worship you, but they do not fear you, because you seem to us to be our own heavenly Father, because you have our existence, but unfortunately we cannot feel that love in you, and your indifference makes us afraid. ”

Shinji Ikari said little by little, and his words silenced Lei Zhe, and then Shinji Ikari continued: "If God has **, has feelings, just like us, then who will rebel against you, because we all know what you are thinking, know what you want, know what we do will make you happy and satisfied, what will make you angry, but you have never shown any of this, in our eyes you are the kind of person who has nothing to do with yourself, everything has nothing to do with yourself, I think anyone will be under pressure when facing you, You're going to be afraid, right? It's better to have a god like you. ”

"Blame me again." Lei Zhe shrugged, then he lit a cigarette and said: "I am just the manager of this world, my task is to make this world run normally, as for how this world should go, how to do it has nothing to do with me, this is human beings, it is your own choice, can it be said that I should help you in everything, and I should take action when I encounter difficulties?" I'm not a nanny, let alone your wet nurse, if it weren't for those things back then, I wouldn't even be in this world, but I also want to thank you, it is because of your relationship that I can go from the original state of watching the drama to having the power to interfere in the world. ”

"As for you saying that I am indifferent, I don't deny it, I am a very selfish person, I will not interfere with things that have nothing to do with me, of course I will not do things that harm others and benefit myself, but if it is related to me, whether it is interests or what, as long as I can achieve the goal, I will do it, and I have done it more than once or twice so far, I don't care what God is in your mind, but at least I am not, I still say that, you can play as you want in this world, whether it is an apostle or a human being, who destroys, It has nothing to do with me, I've been annoyed enough lately because of what I'm doing, and I even want to leave this world now, and wait for you to sort out the results and then clean up the mess, at least it's easier, isn't it? ”

"Are you really going to do that?"

"Maybe."

"Well, since you say so, then I don't have anything to say, who made you the boss of this world?" Shinji Ikari said indifferently: "Anyway, I'm almost the same as you, whether it's a human or an apostle, the battle between the two sides is just a contract between the apostles and Lilith and Satan, although I was the leader of the apostles back then, but the power is not very big, you also know what my character is, rather than being the boss, I prefer to find a place to sleep and relax, if you really want to destroy this world one day, tell me in advance, let me find a place where no one is there to hide, and then I will appear again after you rebuild the world, Maybe I can become a god in the next civilization and appear in mythological stories, and suddenly I feel very loving about this setting. ”

Hearing Ikari Shinji's words, Lei Zhe was a little funny, this guy has obviously left a name in history, and he still takes a fancy to these: "Why, when do you care about these things, these are nothing to you, and your name should also appear in the current mythology, and it is still a very famous kind, there are still many people in this world who are your believers." ”

"Tut, isn't life to leave something in this world? Don't seek fame through the ages, but seek to leave a stink for thousands of years, right? ”

"After talking for a long time, whose reincarnation is this guy, it seems that he was famous in the past?" Misato Katsuragi asked.

"Not very famous, but very famous, he is actually the first apostle born in the world, the king of the apostles, an angel known as the glorious stars, in the legend he appears as a fallen angel, his name is Lucifer."