027 If you can laugh, you won't cry

Boom!

Knock knock!

Knock knock knock!

Punch after punch smashed to the ground, the fist quickly became bloody and fleshy, and Bai He finally curled up on the ground.

It was as if he heard cries for help and wails, and the voices were everywhere, constantly drilling into his ears.

……

Previously, he was very, very hated that he had a twin brother.

This is especially true when he is inferior to this younger brother in any way.

He was very naughty and playful when he was a child, but his younger brother was very well-behaved and sensible.

He has very poor grades, a typical scumbag, and his younger brother has very good grades, a typical top student.

He has very poor interpersonal relationships and basically doesn't have good friends, but his younger brother is a member of the student council, and he has friends in every class, and he has a very good relationship.

He can only silently have a crush on the goddess, but his younger brother becomes the goddess's boyfriend.

He kept losing, and even his teachers and neighbors mentioned him that he was the elder brother of Baishan.

Bai He couldn't remember how many times he had thought about it, and it would be nice if he didn't have this younger brother.

But when the end of the world came, Bai Shan thought of him for the first time and drove to him.

Bai He can't forget that night, Bai Shan was trapped in the car, countless zombies surrounded the car, Bai Shan's frightened look, that desperate cry.

That night, Shirakawa wanted to rush out and kill people, but he didn't have the courage.

He was deeply frightened, when Bai Shan was dragged out of the car by zombies, he just hid in the bed, covered his ears with his hands, yelled, and ran nervous like a madman, allowing Bai Shan to be bitten and finally become one of the zombies.

From that day on, he became a real coward.

He was ashamed to see people.

Even he himself was ashamed of his cowardly behavior, and he slapped himself every day.

When he looked in the mirror, he called himself a bad seed, but he came to this world a little earlier than Bai Shan, what qualifications did he have to be Bai Shan's brother?

Even he was very skeptical about why he would win the freestyle swimming competition and stand out from the billions of siblings.

He must have been one of the puddles that had been shot at the wall......

has been tormenting all the time, and life is better than death.

He often wanted to jump off the building, but he simply died.

But every time he stood on the roof of the building, he found that courage came so quickly, and it turned out that he went so quickly, he was still just a coward.

Finally, the Liu Fangfang incident happened.

Countless pains have been piled up and can't be piled up, and Baihe wants to die with the mayor's family, but he survives unexpectedly and smoothly.

He thought of Liu Fangfang's daughter, and he had a new excuse, at least bring up Liu Fangfang's daughter first, and then die to atone for his sins.

But then, he saved Zhou Xue again, and he rolled the sheets with a woman for the first time in his life.

He was obsessed with that feeling, and he found that he was reluctant to die.

So, he gave himself a bigger goal.

He's going to save the entire town.

What a great goal.

He didn't have to die.

But all lies will be exposed one day.

Bai Shan came back, back as a zombie, reminding Bai He all the time that he was a coward, he was a bad seed, he knew everything, he had a lot of opportunities to make a move, but he shamefully squatted in the room, pretending that he didn't know anything.

At this time, countless voices were crying for help, countless voices were questioning why he didn't save him when he saw death, this was the self-reproach of his conscience, he felt like he was standing in the dock, with nowhere to hide in front of everyone's eyes.

"Sure enough...... Or is it only death that can atone for sin. ”

Lying on the floor, tears had long since dried up, he got up and walked over to the table where the weapons were placed, and took out a handful of soldiers. Knife.

Outside the door, when Zhou Xue saw this scene through his ability, he hurriedly asked Zheng Fei, who was guarding the side, to stop Bai He.

When Zheng Fei was about to kill himself, he directly smashed the wall with his right fist and grabbed the army with his hand. Knife.

"Bastard, what do you want to do?" He took the army. Knife, glaring at Bai He with both eyes, roared angrily.

Bai He smiled bitterly: "I'm sorry, I'm a little extreme, it's okay now, don't worry." ”

"I'll let you go." Zheng Fei said angrily, and at the same time the angry general. The knife was thrown to the ground, and the blade sank directly into the ground.

Zhou Xue rushed to Bai He at this time and hugged Bai He, and said tremblingly: "Xiaobai, don't be like this, okay?" At the beginning, I killed myself, but you saved me, it was you who said to me, don't give up, don't give up, and now I beg you, don't give up, okay? ”

In the end, she was already crying, and tears couldn't stop flowing.

Shirakawa could feel her scared.

Because I love him, I am afraid of losing.

He is the reason why Zhou Xue lived.

He is her faith.

"Actually, I'm not as good as you think, before the day I met you, I had been hiding, I was afraid to see people, I was afraid of zombies, I could hear other people crying for help every day, those abandoned babies, zombies bit by bit biting their bodies, they cried helplessly, but no one could save them, but I knew that if I wasn't so cowardly, they wouldn't have died, and my brother, he was trapped in the car, I obviously had enough time to save him, but I didn't do anything, just hid in the quilt and criedI...... Woo. Bai He hugged Zhou Xue tightly, and the more he talked, the more excited he became, and finally couldn't help crying.

Zheng Fei stood aside, thinking of his former self, since the death of Qingchan and others, he was indifferent to anything, just hiding in the car repair shop, stealing his life and wasting his time.

Isn't he without cowardice......

"Teacher, when I was the most cowardly, it was you who made me pluck up courage, I don't know how to persuade you, how to help you, but if you want to seek death, I will never allow it, absolutely!" He looked at Bai He, and the more he talked, the more excited he became, and finally yelled with a red face.

At this time, the other students also came in through the door, their eyes red.

"Teacher, if you want to talk about cowardice, who else is more cowardly than me? Dad, he was fighting zombies outside the door, he asked me not to go out, he fought the zombies alone, and then led away the zombies, he was already in his fifties, in order to be able to protect me, he just led all the zombies in the house, one did not leak, but I just hid in the room and shivered, and I didn't even dare to cry. You Minxue stepped forward and said crying.

Gu Dao clenched his fists, and choked up while crying: "My sister didn't allow me to leave the house in order to protect me, she went out every day to find something to eat, and even met bad people, and was almost caught several times, but she didn't tell me every time she came back, or I saw these encounters from her diary after she died, I hate myself for not being strong enough, I wish I could turn back time, I miss her so much, woo woo......"

"My brother is the same, but he never keeps a diary, he encounters anything outside, every time he comes back, he smiles and says it's very easy, until that day he finds that he has an extra scratch on his body, he knows that he was caught by a zombie, he cried and said to me, he can't protect me in the future, he wants me to live strongly, and finally he left quietly, I never saw him again." Bai Qing recalled with tears in her eyes.

Chen Xuanci lowered his head, his eyes kept dripping to the ground, and said: "My parents have become zombies, I escaped with Uncle Wang next door, every time I go with him to find food, he will give me a large portion, saying that he is an old guy who is about to enter the ground, he can't eat so much, and then we accidentally ran into a large number of zombies, I fell behind and thought I was dead, but Uncle Wang, who was running in front, turned around and rushed to the zombies, and when he stopped the zombies, he was bitten and screamed, and finally did not forget to let ...... Let me live well. ”

"Teacher, Mom and Dad are dead, don't you want to die, okay?" Qiu Yi hugged Bai He's waist and cried.

The others also stepped forward to hug Bai He and surrounded Bai He and Zhou Xue in a circle.

At this moment, everyone was heart-to-heart, and they could feel each other's heartbeats, and the room was quiet for a while.

Bai He wiped his tears for a while and said with a wry smile: "Can you let me be alone for a while?" I promise not to do anything stupid. ”

"Well, we'll wait for you outside." Zhou Xue looked at Bai He and nodded after a while.

She beckoned the others to go out with her, and closed the door, though there was still a large hole in the wall that allowed a glimpse of the room.

Bai He sat cross-legged on the ground and glanced at the army that had sunk into the ground. knife, and then looked up at the sky outside the window.

He suddenly remembered that when he was a child, every time the summer vacation was coming to an end, he was busy copying his brother's summer homework, and his younger brother was eating ice cream on the side and despised him.

and during the college entrance examination, it was his younger brother who helped him with a surprise review, and finally he was admitted to the third-rate pheasant university.

A lot of memories come to mind, and time flies so fast.

Gone are those days of peace.

"Do I need your comfort, little ones?"

He suddenly laughed and muttered to himself, and couldn't help but wipe his eyes, always feeling as if something was about to leak out.

"How can a coward like me be a teacher and be supported by so many people?"

"Really, I should laugh, laugh."

He muttered to himself as he wiped away his tears.

Suddenly, he realized that this time he was happy from the heart, and it was real happiness!

Before, he cried because someone was sad, and that sadness infected him through his voice.

He laughs because someone is happy, and that happy emotion infects him through his voice.

In fact, he has always been swayed by other people's emotions, which do not belong to him.

And this time, he can feel physical and mental pleasure, which is happiness from the heart.

"I'm sick too."

The corners of his mouth gradually curled, and finally he couldn't help but laugh.

The people outside the door listened to the laughter inside the door, and they all felt a little confused, Bai He wanted to commit suicide a moment ago, why was it so long, but Bai He suddenly laughed?

"Brother, it seems that I really can't die for the time being."

Bai He stood up at this time, he had already made a decision in his heart, he didn't want to let anyone down again.

He walked out the door, looked at the crowd, bowed slightly, and said, "Sorry for worrying you." ”

"Welcome back!"

Although they didn't quite understand what was happening, everyone immediately smiled in unison, and then hugged again.

At this moment, they are an invincible group.