She entered the door and chatted a few words first, teasing her thoughts, and only after a long time did she get to the point: "I know everything, Fansheng said that he talked to you, but I guess he must have advised you not to divorce." ”

I nodded: "Are you here to persuade too?" ”

"It's not." She said, "I advise you to divorce." Yinyin's situation has become more and more serious, not to mention that in your heart, he is not the man you chose in the first place. He treated you like that, even if you thought you could bear it at the time, but you always thought about it. ”

I nodded, "But Dad has a point." ”

"That's what I want to say when I see you today." She sighed and said, "He has more than a point, it's simply your only option right now." ”

I didn't speak.

"Although he is my son, I still have to say that divorcing the Fan family is not a road, but a tightrope. From what I know about Yinyin, after leaving, not only will you not be clean, but you will have a lot of trouble. She said: "Every step has to be careful, you have to use all your scheming, and the further you go, the more you are implicated, the greater the risk, and even if you win, you will lose everything." ”

I asked, "Do you regret your divorce?" ”

"No regrets." "But only I could walk on this tightrope," she said, "and I've almost fallen to my death a couple of times." ”

"Then ......" I observed her expression and asked, "Can I ask, why are you the only ones who can go?" ”

"I have money, a family, and a lover." She replied dryly: "I have long been prepared for a strong man to break his wrist, but you don't have any of these." ”

Indeed, I don't have any of what she said. Even the mental preparation, I was completely unprepared.

"It seems that you are also in favor of not divorcing." I was a little disappointed because she had always been supportive of my divorce.

"When I decided to divorce, I had a good hand in my hand, and I quickly got a good hand, but it was still a mess. Now you have a bad hand, and if you don't find your biological parents who are rich and rival in the short term, you can't even win without losing or winning. She said, "I just support you thinking about it, weighing it up, and not taking risks for things that you will definitely lose." ”

I nodded, "I'll think about it." ”

She looked at me and was silent for a long time, and said, "If you insist on divorce, I can help you." After the alimony has been paid, I will give it again. If you have any problems in your life in the future, you can come to me. But I only have one request, don't remarry if I leave, I don't like to help people who make fun of me. ”

"This ......," I asked, "why did you suddenly decide that?" ”

"I'm worried that this is really a bitter sea for you, then I am willing to save you." "But we don't support all imprudent decisions, and once you think about parting, don't look back," she stressed. ”

"Hmm." I said, "I'll think about it." ”

She smiled slightly at me, "Feel free to find me." ”

I nodded.

After that, Mrs. Han and I chatted with Nian Nian for a while, and she brought Nian Nian a gift this time, which was a gold and jade pendant with a rabbit pattern, which was obviously worth a lot. She said she saw it at an auction and bought it because she thought the bunny was cute.

She lingered for two hours before leaving, and was about to get up when I stopped again: "Do you know what he said to me? ”

"Yes." She didn't seem surprised.

"What do you think......" I could only ask her, because although she was a little stubborn, she was lucky not to lie: "Is that true?" ”

"It should be." Her gentle gaze seemed to be looking at her own daughter: "But I don't think it's all. ”

"Why?"

"You're alive."

During this time, I try to calm myself down. Father Fan and Mrs. Han's opinions are basically the same, and the elders I can refer to are only the two of them. Of course, they are Fanyin's parents, and they must be more towards Fanyin, but they are also Niannian's family, and it is not fake to love her, and they must also think about her.

But as soon as I think of the various things these days, the uneasy look, and the words of the complicated voice, I can't help but lean towards the side of the divorce.

Lately, I've been thinking that after hearing those words, I didn't have much surprise, but I just felt sad, like someone had been stabbed, and it hurt so much, but I didn't feel too surprised. Maybe my subconscious mind had already guessed the consequences, but it was so terrible that I didn't want it to pop out even a bit.

But now that it's really here, it means that I personally can't go on with Fanyin anymore, but I'm willing to force myself for Niannian, anyway, Niannian is what I'm looking forward to better. What's more, even if I get divorced, I don't necessarily meet the so-called true love again. I look at people so badly, none of my friends and lovers have not hurt me, and the probability of meeting a good person again is almost zero. Of course, I can still choose to give up my thoughts, but then my thoughts will be the same as the stars, and I am not dead, of course I have to take care of her.

Although this discovery is very sad, but as Father Fan and Mrs. Han said, who made me not have a good hand? Who made me unable to withstand the wind and rain after the divorce?

When I think of this, I can't help but start to regret it. Oh, no, what I should regret the most is that I knew that the other party was mentally ill, and I still had hope for him, so I didn't stop and leave at the first time.

Obviously, the current predicament is the price I paid for my previous stupidity.

Until I was discharged from the hospital, I didn't say anything to Father Fan and Mrs. Han, but not saying anything was a tacit acquiescence, so the two of them didn't mention it.

I stayed in the hospital for three months, and by the time I was discharged, I was able to sit. Recently, she has been staying in the hospital, but she has developed a good habit of not being afraid of doctors, not only is she not afraid, but she also smiles at the doctors and nurses, and it seems that it will not be difficult to get injections in the future.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Fan's father had not yet arrived, but he insisted on accompanying me out of the hospital. I asked about Fanyin in the car, and Fan's father said, "He went to North Africa with his mother." ”

"They walked together?"

"Don't worry, there are quite a few more." Fan's father said excitedly: "He hasn't committed a crime for two months, he was only discharged from the hospital last week, and he has been with his mother to prepare for work, and he has not looked for a woman." ”

"Oh." I hope he will find it, and I will live with Fan's father, attend classes and take care of Niannian, so it is similar to a divorce, and it is safe.

"Since the last time we talked, he rarely lost his temper with me." Father Fan took Niannian's little hand and said happily and gently: "I also went to see the stars, bought her a gift, and said that when his illness was completely cured, he would take her to live with him." ”

I asked, "What does the doctor say?" ”

"The examination said that he was mentally stable, but this was the result in the past, and he didn't remember what happened to his stepmother's side." Father Fan said optimistically: "But even if the second personality has not disappeared, at least it has stabilized." ”

"That's good."

"I'm glad I didn't get divorced, right?" Father Fan smiled: "That woman must have been talking to him recently, he listens to her very much, and he will definitely treat you better." Even if I can't, I definitely won't bully you anymore. ”

I nodded, "So where will he live next?" ”

"Stay at the woman's house for a while, and then move back to your own house." Fan's father still thought about it very thoroughly: "You have stayed with me for the past two years, and when you are tired of staying, you will go to that woman's house, and if you can't do it, you will go to Singapore to see Fei Fei." Let's observe him for two years this time, don't worry, Dad will help you supervise him, and he is not allowed to mess around. ”

Hehe, no woman for two years?

What kind of stallion will be willing to do it? I don't believe it.

However, until Nian Nian was one year old, he really didn't see Fanyin once, and he didn't contact me. And Niannian is getting more and more naughty, I am so busy all day long, Fan's father said that she is only one year old, and when she is two years old, she will be angry and have a headache.

The stars were also picked up, but Nian Nian could only climb now, and could only scream a few times. This made Fanxing very anxious, and every day she tried to make Nian Nian talk, teach her to walk, and urged us every day to ask her when she would be able to play with Nian Nian.

I think it will be enough in another six months, but the thoughts at that time must be very annoying.

During this period, I also received messages from Fanyin, all from Fanyin's father. He kept patting his chest to ensure that Fanyin had only gone to work recently, had not gone to prostitution or had a one-night stand, had not even drunk alcohol, and smoked much less, so it didn't sound real.

Speaking of cigarettes, I remembered about marijuana and asked Fan's father, but he took the topic away from it, so I didn't ask again.

Seeing the complex sound is a last resort, because Nian Nian is going to celebrate his first birthday.

In fact, there are always people coming to the house in the past few months, and Mr. Fei alone has come four or five times. He likes Nian Nian very much, and Father Fan always adds fuel to the fire and ridicules others, and he is glared at every time.

I also asked Fan's father about this, but I don't understand his mentality. He explained it like this: "Back then, I always told him that you should have a child as soon as possible, let your wife give birth if you have a wife, let your mistress give birth if you don't have a wife, in short, give birth." But he didn't listen, and he laughed at me, saying that I just had to give birth and not raise me. But you see, now their family hasn't even touched a woman, and my family Yinyin is already the father of two daughters. ”

"But if you tease him like that, he'll be upset, right?" I said, "After all, people come all the way to see you." ”

"Because my father is not in good health, he has to drag his old cold legs to take care of his two granddaughters, he is younger than me, and his legs and feet are neat." Father Fan smiled and said, "What's more, we old people don't have much fun, so let's simply make a harmless comparison." If he was really sad, he wouldn't have come running two times in three days. ”

This time, not only three days after chatting, Mr. Fei came again.

Singapore is a long way away, and calculating the time, he just came back again.

Fan's father received the call in advance, looked very confident, and said, "Guess what's he doing this time?" ”

"Is there a prize for guessing right?"

"Reward 20,000 yuan." He said treacherously: "But if you guess wrong, you have to give Dad 20,000 yuan." ”

"I don't have 20,000 yuan."

"Deduct from pocket money." He asked, "Do you want to take a gamble?" ”