Chapter 73: Pathological Paranoia

In fact, as early as the first day of military training, Tang Yizhen noticed Wen Shuo, no way, this guy's image is too eye-catching.

At that time, Tang Yizhen admired Wen Shuo in his heart, feeling that this guy was so fat, but he was quite flexible, not clumsy at all, and did a better job in queue training than most students. But as Wen Shuo set up a stall in the military training base to start a small business, and the business became more and more popular, Tang Yizhen's hatred for Wen Shuo quickly developed in his heart.

Tang Yizhen was born in a rural area, his family is not poor, but he has only just passed the food and clothing line, his mother is a housewife, and his father is disabled in one eye.

Tang Yizhen has been smart and studious since he was a child, and he is well-behaved and sensible, in the eyes of relatives, friends, neighbors, and elder teachers, he is simply perfect. But no one knew that when he was in the third grade of the township middle school, Tang Yizhen's heart had already given birth to "God is jealous of talents, and it is a pity to vote for the wrong child" When he was unwilling to enter the county key high school, he found the principal of the city's key high school alone at a young age, and asked to enter the key high school, and with absolutely excellent grades and such courage, he was recognized by the principal, and after he was admitted, Tang Yizhen, who was much more precocious than most of his peers, was not too excited and excited, but became more and more sad and angry at the injustice of God, he felt that he was such an excellent and capable person, he should not be born in an ordinary rural family, so that his life started from a better than many citizensThe children of the rich family are much lower.

He felt that his parents were not worthy of being his parents!

Because in his opinion, his only flaw is that his family is poor, he can't eat and dress well like many classmates, and he has a lot of pocket money!

His father is one-eyed and disabled, with only a primary school education, and his mother is illiterate...... Why do they have such excellent children as me? They can only become a burden to genius, a burden and a stumbling block on the way forward!

If there is no such extreme bad mentality, Tang Yizhen is definitely worthy of a character with the halo attribute of the protagonist, but unfortunately, he is smart but his heart is twisted and paranoid. And this kind of paranoia and distortion also caused him to be almost pathologically sensitive, always feeling that there were people around him talking about him in private, looking down on him, ridiculing him for being from a peasant family, his father was one-eyed, his mother was illiterate, his family was very poor, he was never reluctant, and he had no money to buy snacks......

Paranoid and distorted, morbid sensitivity, motivates him to work harder and better than anyone else in life.

He believes, and is extremely determined to demand that he must get ahead and become a master!

Originally admitted to Beijing University, far away from all the people he knew in his hometown, Tang Yizhen felt a lot more relaxed, because the world here is broader, and the people and things here are much better than the countryside, county, and even city in his hometown. What makes him even more gratified is that no one here understands his family situation, he can get rid of the shadow of his heart in the past, and with a new identity, to make more excellent friends, to see a wider world, and the accumulation of years of hard work will help him rise like an eagle soaring in the sky!

However, in the military training base, the appearance of a fat man made him paranoid and sensitive psychopathy, and broke out again.

The fat man sets up a stall in the military training base to do business!

Almost all the students will often go to the fat man's stall to buy a bottle of mineral water, buy some snacks to eat, some students even often buy drinks to drink, and the boy secretly buys beer to drink - only he is reluctant to spend money to buy, because he has no money, he can't squander the pitiful little money on this kind of consumption!

There is nothing wrong with this kind of frugality. But Tang Yizhen felt that everyone in the military training base noticed him, and every time everyone threw envy and appreciation at him, and applauded him, everyone's applause, appreciation, and envy were mixed with a trace of mockery with a special meaning, or a different kind of sympathy and appreciation: "The children of the poor are in charge early!"

This kind of appreciation, in Tang Yizhen's opinion, is simply a humiliation!

It's a shame!

If Wen Shuo hadn't set up a stall in the military training base, everyone would be the same, who would have known that I had no money, who would have known that I was reluctant to buy drinks, beer, snacks, or even a bottle of mineral water?

Then I will be a perfect image in the eyes of everyone!

This ugly fat dead man, this bastard!

Tang Yizhen can't wait to eat it alive!

hated Wen Shuo very much, but there was no reason, and he couldn't find a chance to vent his anger, Tang Yizhen was tortured by pathological paranoia in the past few days and almost burned.

Today, when he saw Skullcap Zhi and Wen Shuo sitting under the parasol next to the tricycle chatting, and the two were still talking happily and speculatively, Tang Yizhen was even more furious, and couldn't help but step forward, wanting to hear what the two of them were talking about, and why did the fat man attract Skullcap Zhi to sit there and chat with him?

In fact, Tang Yizhen doesn't even know what the name of Skullcap Zhi is.

He can't do the same thing as many boys, to discuss which girl is beautiful, to ask what the girl's name is, which college and department, which dormitory to live in, and so on. Because he has low self-esteem, he is sensitive to fear that others will ridicule him in his heart for wanting to eat swan meat. However, when he rubbed shoulders with Skullcap Zhi on the campus of Beijing University, and when he saw this girl for the first time, he was deeply attracted by her unique, elegant and quiet but noble and extraordinary temperament, and his heart was filled with admiration and jealousy, as well as morbid determination:

"I, Tang Yizhen, should marry such a woman!"

However, the goddess in her mind actually sat next to the dilapidated tricycle today, chatting quite speculatively with that damn fat man, which made Tang Yizhen feel that he had seen the combination of a toad and a swan for the first time!

It's fucking, it's blasphemy!

So he stood up angrily, firstly, he wanted to embarrass the fat man so as to vent the anger that had accumulated in his heart for a long time, and secondly, he could attract the attention of the goddess in his mind, let the goddess see his performance, and remember him, he is indeed a perfect boy in all aspects!

It's a pity that he didn't allow him to express his opinions and thoughts, and slapped the fat man in the face in public, but the goddess floated away gently like a cloud in the sky.

Tang Yizhen was furious.

He felt that this girl with an elegant and noble temperament must know his identity, know that his family is poor, and know that he wants to perform, so he will disdain it, because the girl's family background must be very good in all aspects, so he looks down on him!

Skullcap's ignorance made Tang Yizhen resentful, and also made him more and more ruthless, he must conquer this girl!

At the same time, he hated the smiling fat man in front of him even more!

"Fatty!" Tang Yizhen's calm and calm expression had more disdain and disgust that he couldn't hide, and he sneered and sneered: "You said so many specious reasons just now, in the final analysis, you just want to excuse your shameless behavior, and every reason can't stand scrutiny...... That is, it is just a matter of being able to deceive a girl. ”

The classmates who were originally talking and laughing and talking to each other all calmed down and looked at Tang Yizhen together.

This is the most brilliant and excellent boy in military training, this handsome, tall and slender figure, usually gentle and elegant, without losing masculinity, is simply perfect, and completely fits the image of Prince Charming in the minds of girls, what's wrong?

Suddenly having such a big temper and targeting Wen Shuo so much?

Where did the fat man mess with him?

What is "that is, it can deceive the girl." ”?

Are girls stupid?

What kind of bastard logic is this?

Wen Shuo was also confused by this sudden provocation, and almost couldn't help but go up and scrape the ears of these two guys, fuck, he should have been taught a lesson by the fat man when he was so handsome......

Isn't this forcing the fat man to be a parent?

But to the surprise and admiration of the fat man himself, he resisted this impulse. Because he remembered Bai Jingzhe's performance on the day he graduated from high school, thought of his mother's entrustment before leaving home for Beijing, thought of Skullcap Zhi's words just now, and thought of Qin Zhenzhen's shameless scoundrel and pitiful ......

So the fat man looked at Tang Yizhen and asked seriously, "I, do I have an enmity with you?"

"Nope. The tall Tang Yizhen raised his face and squinted at the fat man - he had been preparing for his future success since he was in high school, and he had studied psychology, judging that under his fierce remarks just now, the fat man did not explode immediately, which shows that this hateful fat man can't help but be shameless and treacherous, and he is still a timid and cowardly wretch.

"So, did I accidentally provoke you somewhere?" Wen Shuo continued to ask very seriously, his expression sincere.

Tang Yizhen glanced at the onlookers, and said proudly: "No, I just can't get used to your words and deeds, especially if you even make some high-sounding explanations for your despicable behavior and mislead everyone, which is really hateful." In addition, during the military training, you pretended to be sick, deceived the instructors and the person in charge of the military training regiment, and relied on your poor family background and those work-study behaviors that were probably pretended to be in the past, hyped yourself, and won everyone's sympathy, so as to do business in the military training base and make everyone's money...... Disgraceful!"

In Wen Shuo's mind, the image of Tang Yizhen lying on the ground with blood on his face and wailing in pain and begging for mercy had already appeared.

So he felt like he was doing a miracle because the anger was suppressed.

He vaguely felt that he had returned to the "smartness" and "wisdom" he had when he was always "nosy". And compared with myself back then, I am more psychologically mature, more comprehensive in my consideration of problems, and more kind and loyal.

After Tang Yizhen finished speaking, Wen Shuo smiled and said, "Are you finished?"

"......" Tang Yizhen sneered, his expression full of disdain and contempt.