81. Sacrifice yourself

What should I do now? The master has already started the ignorant karmic fire, why haven't I awakened yet? At this moment~~, a voice sounded in my heart, "You refuse to forgive even your dearest people~~, how can you talk about purifying sentient beings?" "I immediately understood that the voice in my heart was that my dearest father would not forgive

But there is always a knot in my heart~~, and I can't forgive my father~~, but at that moment, my father entered my field of vision, and I walked up to him in disgust, "What are you doing?" ”

"Xiao Feng~~, don't do this!" My mother pulled me aside, and my father looked at my mother guiltily, "Xiaoxue, I'm sorry for you~~, I don't ask for your forgiveness~~, I came back this time because I heard that the whole village has to endure a catastrophe~~, I can't watch you all leave me~~, even so~~, I want to die with you~~"

"Stop pretending~~" I said to my father in disgust, and my mother walked up to me, "Xiaofeng, you can't talk about your father like that~~" Mother's words really don't understand me, why does he still defend his father so much?

"I know you don't love me~~, I don't blame you~~" The mother said to the father, and tears flowed from the father's eyes, "No~~, we are a family, we have been a family from beginning to end, and we will die together~~"

"Xiao Feng~~, do you know why you were so peaceful in your childhood?" My mother looked at me and asked, I nodded, "Of course I know~~, isn't it because of Mr. Li's amulet?" ”

"Snap" A crisp slap sounded, and my face was a hot pain~~, my mother said with tears in her eyes, "Wrong~~, except for those I'm afraid there are some things you don't know, you have been haunted by decaying ghosts since you were a child, and your father nails you decaying ghosts every midnight~~"

Mother's words stunned me, nail the ghost? That's to nail in the middle of the night~~, and it's always going to be every day from midnight to dawn~~, but I don't believe in it anyway~~~, even if I have a ghost on my body~~, but since college, my father and I have never seen it.

"Don't say it~~, Xiaoxue, don't say it~~!" My father wanted to stop my mother from talking, but how could my mother listen to him, was it true, looking at the way they looked, I didn't want to lie to me, and besides, my mother didn't have to lie to me?

"It's impossible~~~, I haven't seen my father since that incident~~" Before I finished speaking, there was a crisp slap of "snap", and my mother cried and said, "You think you haven't seen your father when you're awake, but what about at night?" Until you were nineteen years old, I don't know why, the decaying ghost left your body~~" Why can my father see the decaying ghost, this makes me alert, and I feel that my father still has a hidden secret.

Listening to her words, I realized this~~, when I was nineteen years old, it was the beginning of my Dharma, and the decaying ghosts naturally left my body, and my heart is very conflicted now, and I don't know what to do now? Father, this is my father~~, the father who has been nailing me for nineteen years before?

"Your father has paid so much for you~~, but in exchange for the misunderstanding of you, an unfilial son~~, yes, your father has cheated, but which man is not at fault~~!" My mother looked at me with a strong gaze, and I put my hand over my head, and if my mother didn't say it now, I would still be in the dark

Finally, the tears in my eyes couldn't stop flowing, "Dad~~~" I finally shouted out a voice that I hadn't shouted for many years, and my father hugged me tightly in his arms, "Child~~, it's Dad I'm sorry for your mother and son~~, I was also confused~~" My father said with guilt.

But the sound of the master shouting sounded in the microphone of the mobile phone, and the black clouds in the air instantly became red and red~~, like a fire burning clouds, I know that the master is also in a hurry, and the ignorant karmic fire that could have been started in three hours is now up in less than an hour, and then the village enchantment is constantly covered by a burst of purple flames.

"I'll give you a chance now~~, if He Feng dies, I will agree to detoxify the corpse on your body~~" An evil voice came from not far away, it was the voice of Uncle Lu's son Lu Dakang, if the corpse poison on the villagers' bodies was detoxified, there would be no need to use ignorant karma fire anymore.

At this moment, some words flashed in my mind, "If I don't go to hell, who will go to hell~~"

I pushed my father away~~, "Dad, I don't blame you anymore, Feng'er will treat her mother well after taking a step first!" Then I didn't hesitate to run to the place of the enchantment, now my death can be exchanged for the life of so many people, I am also worth it, and when I just ran into the place of the enchantment, I feel like I have run to the sun, the temperature can be described as high, but my body did not burn at that moment, but my soul, at this moment there are thousands of ants are biting me.

"Xiao Feng" shouted in everyone's mouths, and even the master's voice came from the mobile phone microphone, I smiled slightly, "Don't be sad~~, if my death can save so many people, you should be happy for me~~~" Even though my soul was so painful, a smile appeared on my face.

"Why are you so stupid, he lied to you~~" The master's anxious voice came from the phone.

Wrath? No~~, I can't be angry now, even if I am deceived now, I feel that it is worth it, I can't be carried away by anger, in fact, many people will ask me, why don't you show the Dharma body of the Jizo King Bodhisattva? Actually, that's useless, I can only show my Dharma body and let others know my identity, but I can't have the great compassion and compassion of King Jizo Bodhisattva.

"Master, the apprentice will take the first step, and he will no longer be able to keep the right and drive away evil spirits! I'm sorry for your old man! I shouted.

"Ahh Fear? No~~, my heart is bright at the moment! Regret~~, I have~~, that is, I am reluctant to have all my relatives, and I haven't met Bai Jing again~~, but I don't regret it now, who goes to hell if the so-called true self goes to hell.

At this moment, a force of great compassion poured out of my dantian, and then there was that sound from the bottom of my heart, "Make good use of that power~~" In fact, it was not the Jizo King Bodhisattva who was talking to me, but the Jizo spirit, the spirit left by the Jizo King Bodhisattva when he left my body, I finally understood everything, and instantly a burst of golden light emitted from my body~~, and that burst of golden light was indeed full of compassion