252 I know why I love you

Mr. Han immediately said, "Then don't go to my sister first, grandpa will go to see her." ”

"Okay." Maybe there was a conflict with the stars, and Nian Nian lowered her head as if she had done something wrong.

After Mr. Han left, I quietly asked Niannian, "What else did Sister Xingxing say to you?" ”

"Didn't say anything." Nian Nian said, "But she glared at me. ”

"Anything else?"

She shook her head, and then asked, "Mom, is Sister Xingxing's father also my father?" ”

"Hmm." I said, "So she's your dearest sister." ”

"Is her mother you, too?"

"It's not." I said, "Her mom was your dad's former girlfriend, and she passed away. ”

"Oh." "She said she didn't have a mother," she said. ”

"She was very young when her mother left, and she can't remember." I suddenly remembered that Fanxing's biological mother was killed by Fan's father. I'll admit that I didn't have anything special when I heard it, but when I think about it, I think it's a little scary. If one day, Fanxing knew about this, then what would she think of Fanyin? Fanyin's mental condition was not good in those years, and it must have been bad for her. If she knew, what ......

I chatted with Nian Nian for a while about her childlike days, listening to her singing the theme song of the cartoon with her broken gong voice. After a long time, Mr. Han came back, and I hurriedly asked, "Are the stars better?" ”

"It's fine." Mr. Han pinched Niannian's little nose with his fingers and said, "If Dad will give you a gift in the future, don't tell my sister." ”

"Oh." Nian Nian asked, "Why?" ”

"If only my sister has a gift, but you don't, won't you be angry?"

Nian Nian pursed her mouth: "Then why doesn't Dad make sweaters for my sister?" He is eccentric. ”

"It's done." I said, "But Sister Xingxing's body is bigger than yours, and she hasn't finished it yet." ”

Nian Nian immediately turned his head: "Really! ”

"Really."

Anyway, Fanyin has been fine for the past few days, so I'll ask him to weave one for Fanxing. If he doesn't say yes, I'll try it myself. I'm not proficient, but I can always figure it out, right?

Anyway, I should be blamed this time, I only thought about my own children, but I didn't take into account the feelings of the stars. She doesn't have a mother, and she's never been with her parents, and although Niannian isn't very happy, at least she still has me. As the child grows up, his mind becomes more and more sensitive, and he should be taken care of.

Nian Nian knew that there was a sweater, so she happily ran to find the stars, and then the two should have gotten back together, and when I left, she came out and kissed me, and ran back.

Mr. Han sent me out and asked, "Did he really prepare a sweater for her?" ”

"No, but I'll tell him, he probably just forgot." I said, "He's had a face-to-face with his dad and hasn't had much to do lately." ”

Mr. Han nodded and said, "Although you should avoid suspicion, because my wife has been very busy lately, I'm afraid it will be difficult for you to contact her, you can call me if you have something." If you are going to give birth, I suggest you come to my house, and when you are due to give birth, my daughter should not be busy and can help take care of you. ”

"Thank you." I said, "I haven't thought about the issue of waiting for the baby yet, because we want to deceive his second personality and say that the child is his." If I can fool him, I can take the kids back. ”

Mr. Han nodded, thinking that it was because the relationship was a little far away, so he didn't ask in detail.

When I got home, I was lying in a rocking chair, squinting like a cat in the sun. I handed over the task of knitting sweaters to Fanyin, but he was a little reluctant and said, "The stars are so big, why are you fighting for such a thing?" ”

"No matter how old she is, it's your child, did you knit it for her when she was a child? Have you taken care of her? You see she's grown up in a daze, right? That's because you haven't put a little thought into her. I said, "Anyway, I'm squatting at home, just taking care of the children." ”

"Oh." He answered, and then looked a little embarrassed: "Although it's all mine, but the five fingers are not the same length, I do feel that the stars are a little farther away......"

"Don't say anything like that." This was too poignant to my wounds: "It's all your child, you should at least try to be fair to her." ”

Fanyin looked at me and didn't speak for a long time.

"What's wrong?" I was a little hairy by him.

He laughed slightly: "Lingling, you said that if your son's story is true, do you also want to try to be fair to him?" ”

I couldn't help but be stunned.

I forgot about that.

No, I've chosen to be unfair. Because he's not like the stars. His mother was after me, and I was able to accept that it was before me, but it was definitely not after me.

I asked, "What do you mean?" ”

"Nothing." He smiled mysteriously: "Thankfully he's not real." ”

"The stars are not like him." This feeling is like being slapped in the face, and the pain is secondary, mainly embarrassing: "Although I only learned about it later, the stars are before after all, and they have been for so many years......"

He stopped talking, just lay down on the chaise longue, closed his eyes and smiled mysteriously.

I became more embarrassed and asked, "What the hell are you laughing at?" ”

He was silent, dangling from side to side, and I was very upset to see it.

"Hey!" I straightened my face: "I'll be angry if I don't answer again." ”

He narrowed his eyes slightly, and the corners of his mouth curled: "Laugh at your innocence and kindness." ”

It sounded like he was sarcastically saying, "What do you mean? ”

He closed his eyes again, shook them for a moment, and said, "If I were my father, I would have thought that you would kill that child." ”

My heart trembled.

"Because it is the nature of human beings, especially women, to protect themselves and their children. It's just that because there is a law and retribution in this world, many people don't dare. He said slowly, "But your dad will support you as long as you want." With his support, you don't have to be afraid of the law anymore, you don't have to be afraid of retribution, anyway, if you ask someone to kill, the other party will naturally cooperate with the crime. At this time, anyone will tend to choose him, because Yu Qing, he is the product of an extramarital affair, Yu Li, he is a person, and now he is a harmless child, but if you indulge him to grow up, his position will pit you. ”

I was scared to the crack by what he said. Why has he brought up this topic so often in the past two days? It upset me and I felt like he was trying me. I knew that my thoughts now might be chasing after the wind and shadows, but I just couldn't stop.

Fanyin paused for a moment when she said this, and then said: "As for the stars, although she is in front of you and behind, she is the largest in power, even if you don't consider her feelings, as soon as she turns eighteen, she will immediately marry her to your father's partner to help your family marry, as long as the other party is not outrageous, I will not say anything." I won't kiss her anyway, and you can kick her away and save her from competing with your children for favor. ”

I became more and more confused about what he meant, and I became more and more silent.

I don't know if his idea is good or not, but my adoptive father has already made the decision for me. I never thought about the latter, and I admit that I didn't think about the stars as much as I did about Niannian, but I always planned to bring her back when we took Niannian back.

When I tried to figure this out, he opened his eyes and looked at it, with a smile in his eyes: "My father has always thought that this is the most likely thing you can think, he has never considered anyone in the direction of kindness in his life, because in his opinion, the real good man dies before he meets him, and the hypocrite will put on the cloak of goodness, and do dirtier things behind his back than anyone else, and more obscene than anyone else." ”

I felt as if his words were deliberately pointing at me, which made me even more uncomfortable. But even now it's too late, so I have to grit my teeth and carry it.

In good conscience, his expression is friendly now, but it still makes me very uneasy. He said: "Every time I mention this in the past few days, you are not happy, I know it is because my dad misses you so much, and I also know why I love you." ”

It came so suddenly that my mind didn't turn.

"That's not because my dad has to misinterpret you, but there have been too many people who have disappointed him, so the other party has something wrong and has a plan, but it makes him feel safer, and he is used to thinking about everyone like this." He looked into my eyes, his serious face full of tenderness: "Our world is different from your rules, this world is disgusting, there are no people like you. ”

This......

I looked at him and froze.

"So I hope you don't care about that, it's his business what he likes to think." Fanyin said, "I know you don't have bad intentions. ”

I......

What can I do?

I suddenly felt very embarrassed, and this embarrassment overcame the fear of being blamed by him. I'm almost tempted to confess, but if I do, will he feel like he's been slapped in the face? When I think of this, I don't dare to explain it even more.

They are very committed and averse to lies in their profession, because liars are very likely to betray them, so they hate such people.

But to this day, he remains firmly on my side. And what did he mean by those words just now? Persuading me? Do you want me not to be upset by his father's attitude? Maybe it's a bit of a few, and all of them mean he trusts me more than I thought.

I was speechless, I had to be embarrassed and say, "I'm not angry, and I'm not as good as you think." Because I thought that if that kid was real, then I couldn't tolerate him......"

He smiled and asked, "But how can you tolerate the stars?" ”

"She came first, and she was there before I had."

"But you'll know later." He still has to correct my name.

"Then she also came first, which is very important, her mother did not destroy my marriage, and she has no interest in me."

"But she'll grab property with your kids."

"Yinyin!" I couldn't hold it back, because I was too nervous: "It's my child who is robbing her of property, she could have been the only one!" Don't think I'm good. If Mi Li's child was real and really picked up, I definitely wouldn't treat her like I did to Xingxing. You don't think that just because I like the stars, I like that kid. ”