Volume 2 Three Lives_Chapter 43 A Thousand Years of Nightmare

Being held tightly in my arms by Li Yan like this, I felt very uncomfortable, but I was afraid that pushing him away would hurt his young heart, so I could only let him hold him like this, and secretly prayed in my heart that Li Yan could return to normal quickly, and not just hold my hand or hold me or something.

"Warm!" Just when I was twisted, Shen Yan's voice was at the door of the ward in time, if I was amnesty, my heart suddenly relaxed a lot, Shen Yan and Feng Xi came, Li Yan would definitely not say some strange things to me again, and finally avoided it once.

"Ahh Don't look at indecent acts! I didn't see anything just now! Hey? What's wrong with my eyes? How come I can't see anything? Shen Yan glanced around my hospital room exaggeratedly, and then said, "Oh no, I must have temporary blindness!" I can't see anything! ”

"Shen Yan, don't pretend! What temporary blindness! I think you're having a nervous disorder! Feng Xi couldn't stand it anymore, walked in from the door of the ward, rolled her eyes and said to Feng Xi.

"Feng Xi, who do you say has neuropathy? You're going crazy! Your whole family has a nervous disorder! Shen Yan crossed his hands on his hips and glared at Feng Xi viciously and said.

"I don't have a home...... Feng Xi's eyes suddenly dimmed, seeing that Feng Xi suddenly became so low, Shen Yan couldn't help but feel a little guilty, and hurriedly comforted Feng Xi and said, "Feng Xi, don't be sad, I didn't mean to ......"

"Shen Yan, I'm fine, although I don't have a home, I have friends!" As she spoke, Feng Xi raised a bright smile at me and Shen Yan, and I only felt that the entire ward had become brighter. Yes, like Feng Xi, I don't have parents or home, but we have friends, friends like relatives.

The lack of home can never be made up, but with friends by our side, our hearts can still be as warm as spring.

Li Yan saw Feng Xi and Shen Yan both walking in, let go of me without a trace, and intimately covered the quilt for me, he glanced at Feng Xi and Shen Yan, and the corners of his lips hooked up a warm smile like jade, "Since you are all here, let's chat with Nuan Nuan, I'll go back to the company first, and come back later." With that, Li Yan glanced at me reluctantly and turned to leave.

"Nuan Nuan, what the hell is going on? How did you get yourself like this? Shen Yan's eyes were full of concern, she stepped forward, sat on the edge of my bed and looked at me with a worried face and asked.

"Shen Yan, did Li Yan send me to the hospital?" I didn't answer Shen Yan's words, but tilted my head, looked at the green plane trees outside the window and whispered.

"It's not ......" Shen Yan paused for a moment, and then said, "Nuan Nuan, Feng Xi and I rushed back to the dormitory early this morning and found that you were still sleeping in bed, at first we thought you were snooze, and we didn't take it seriously, but later Feng Xi found that there were blood stains on the corners of your lips, so we hurriedly sent you to the hospital." ”

"Are I still wearing the same clothes I wore in the dormitory yesterday when we went to that small village?"

"Nuan Nuan, you are wearing pajamas...... Feng Xi, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly spoke, "Nuan Nuan, what are you asking for?" ”

"It's nothing, I just feel that last night, it seemed like I had a dream, a very tired dream." My thoughts gradually drifted away, Shen Yan, Feng Xi and Li Yan were still in that small village last night, it was impossible to take me back to the dormitory, who was the person who took me back to the dormitory to clean up my body and change my clothes?

Could it be Gu Changfeng?

No! I immediately dismissed the idea.

Last night, although I had been groggy, I could feel how gentle the movements of the person who wiped the stains on my body were, Gu Changfeng hated me so much, how could he treat me so gently, not to mention, at that time, he must have been sitting with Wu Yan on that inappropriate child's thing, he was so busy, so intoxicated, how could he have the leisure to pay attention to my disgusting Feng Nuan!

The wind is warm, you don't want to be sentimental anymore, forget Gu Changfeng, and forget your past unbearable!

"Feng Xi, Shen Yan, have you ever liked someone?" Listening to the vicissitudes of my voice, not only Shen Yan and Feng Xi were startled, but even myself was also startled.

"Nuan Nuan, what's wrong with you?" Feng Xi and Shen Yan stared at me up and down for a long time, and after all, Feng Xi couldn't help but speak first.

"I just want to know how to forget someone if you like it very much." The corners of my lips hooked up a bitter smile, all of a sudden, I hated myself to death, the wind was warm, when did you become so hypocritical, and you came to stage a sentimental drama at every turn?!

"Nuan Nuan, the best way to forget a person is to fall in love with another person." Shen Yan seemed to be in deep thought, she looked at me, and said word by word very seriously, "Nuan Nuan, forget about Professor Gu, I know that you like Professor Gu very much, and I once hoped that you could be with Professor Gu, but after these recent events, I still feel that Professor Gu is not suitable for you." Nuan Nuan, in this world, no one likes you more than Li Yan, so Nuan Nuan, instead of chasing the unreachable clouds in the sky, it is better to cherish the big tree beside you. Nuan Nuan, I believe that with Li Yan's love, you will soon forget Professor Gu, after all, compared to Professor Gu, Li Yan is not bad at all! ”

"Nuan Nuan, I also agree with Shen Yan's idea. Professor Gu is indeed very handsome, but his intentions for you are far less than one-ten-thousandth of Li Yan's, and besides, you are still Li Yan's fiancΓ©e, so be with Li Yan well. Feng Xi glanced at Shen Yan, and then looked at me very seriously and said.

"Shen Yan, Feng Xi, maybe the best way to forget one person is to fall in love with another person, but I will never fall in love with Li Yan. In my heart, Li Yan is my brother and relative, and it has nothing to do with love. Speaking of this, I laughed at myself, "I can indeed enjoy Li Yan's warmth to forget Gu Changfeng's ruthlessness towards me, but that would be too unfair to Li Yan, because I don't like Li Yan at all." "I won't like Li Yan, if I give him hope, it will only disappoint him even more in the end, and that will hurt him the most.

"Nuan Nuan, have you ever thought that even if it is unfair to Li Yan, being able to stay by your side is the happiest thing for Li Yan." Shen Yan sighed faintly, maybe my recent sentimentality has been infected to her, I always feel that Shen Yan has been slightly contaminated with Lin Daiyu's melancholy temperament recently. "Nuan Nuan, have you ever heard of a sentence?"

"What?" Facing Shen Yan, who suddenly spoke so philosophically, I was a little difficult to adapt for a while, Shen Yan probably wanted to develop on the path of a philosopher, right?

"The mountains and rivers are full of empty thoughts, it is better to pity the people in front of you." Shen Yan looked at me and smiled, her beautiful face was even brighter and moving, "Nuan Nuan, Li Yan is the person in front of you!" ”

"Shen Yan, I think you seem to have taken the wrong medicine recently, and you talk one by one, as if you have penetrated the red dust!" I really couldn't stand the philosophical flavor in Shen Yan's words, so I joked with a smile.

"Feng Nuan, you just took the wrong medicine!" Shen Yan crossed his hands on his hips, and the philosopher instantly turned into a shrew, "The wind is warm, I see that you have itchy skin again, don't you?!" Okay, for the sake of you being sick now, I won't worry about you, and when you are discharged from the hospital, I will definitely clean you up and let you know how good I am Shen Yan! ”

"Shen Yan, I'm so scared, when I'm discharged from the hospital, how are you going to clean me up?" I laughed so shamelessly that I deliberately leaned towards Shen Yan's body, so that the anger on her face couldn't be maintained anymore, and I couldn't help laughing.

The years are quiet, Shen Yan and Feng Xi and I are still smiling heartlessly, I think, it is not a very happy thing to live like this, don't think about Gu Changfeng, don't think about Li Yan, just play with Shen Yan and Feng Xi heartlessly, and take pleasure in hurting each other.

"By the way, Shen Yan, why are your dark circles so heavy recently? It's like I can't sleep well. After laughing, Feng Xi suddenly looked at Shen Yan with a concerned face and asked.

Hearing Feng Xi ask, Shen Yan's eyes couldn't help but darken, and his expression instantly became solemn, "Nuan Nuan, Feng Xi, do you believe in the past and present lives?" ”

"Past and present lives?!" Feng Xi and I said in unison, this kind of thing in the past life and this life is too slim, Shen Yan has always been a staunch materialist before, how could he suddenly entangle the word past life and this life?

"Hmm!" Shen Yan nodded vigorously, "I don't know why, I've been having a dream lately, dreaming of a man in a dragon robe, almost madly pointing at me and yelling, 'Yan'er, why do you want to kill me, why do you want to kill me!' I want you to give me a funeral! I want you not to be with him for the rest of your life! 'Feng Xi, Nuan Nuan, I kept telling myself that this was just a dream, but the blood in that dream was too real, I almost suffocated, and that man's face was distorted so that I was frightened, I was never a timid person, but I was afraid of that man, afraid of the man in my dream! ”

"Shen Yan, don't think about it too much, it's just a dream, it's just a dream." I have a very strong premonition that Shen Yan's dream is not so simple, but I still say such words to comfort Shen Yan. There are many things that we can't dodge, and only by letting our minds be open and quiet can we not be so uncomfortable.

"Yes, Shen Yan, you don't believe in this kind of thing the most on weekdays, why are you babbling lately! You must have been too idle lately, I see, you should study more with Professor Qin! After Feng Xi listened to Shen Yan's words, she just smiled helplessly, as if what Shen Yan said was all fantasy.