He laughed and shook his head, "What did I turn him into?" The second personality in your mouth is the first to appear, and you can support the first personality, why can't I think that the second personality is more dominant? ”

I asked, "Don't you think the second personality is terrible?"

"The first personality is even worse, he's murderous and arson, he's violent and cruel, he's anti-social, and I don't think he can be used as a basis. He said: "The second is at least a normal person, although he is not very attractive, but that is because he is incomplete, and when the personality is merged, he will have his special charm."www.biquge.info

"He's fused." I told the story without concealment, "He is supposed to be the second personality, but I don't feel that he is attractive. ”

It seemed that my description was not what he thought, and he was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "Is he really cured?"

"That's what he said himself."

He looked helpless and muttered, "Is this disease really curable?" ”

I asked, "What do you mean by that?" ”

But he stopped talking, and immersed himself in his own heart.

Today I kind of figured it out, although this guy is a doctor, he is also a patient. He came to experiment with Fanyin, and that sentence just now is proof.

I asked, "Do you still want to go out?" ”

Then he came back to his senses and said, "It seems that you haven't figured out what this place is doing yet." ”

"What do you mean?"

"Every day, I was poured a lot of drugs with very serious side effects, and even injected with a needle." He laughs and says, "Often pulled to electric shocks." Other patients can be treated with the right medicine, but I can't, and the doctors are willing to use me to try their treatments. You arranged it, right? You hate me. ”

I didn't bother to defend it, because I didn't think there was anything wrong with my dad doing this. When I asked him to cure Fanyin's illness, he selfishly took what he felt was right and didn't communicate with us at all, which led to many serious consequences. Now this disrespect for patients is fed back to him, and he only deserves it.

I said, "I'm not interested in contributing to medicine, just because you don't want to tell the truth." Since you have said this today, then I think you should not mind answering me, who instructed you to treat my husband like that? ”

"I've already answered that question." He became serious: "I know that you must have checked out the eighteen generations of my ancestors these days, and you know very well that no one instructed me. I don't think the same as the doctors who treated him before, I think the second personality is better, although for you, the first personality is advantageous. ”

I nodded and said, "Okay." ”

"You still don't believe it." He had a clever insight into my thoughts.

"Of course not." I said, "You're lying, it's very clear on your face." But if you don't want to say it, forget it, I'd like to see how you were electrocuted. ”

There was helplessness on his face.

I sat for a few more minutes, making sure he didn't want to say anything, and said, "Anyway, it's a pleasure to see you, and what you just said sounds interesting to me." I'll go first. ”

When he didn't respond, I turned around and was about to go out, when I heard his voice: "I am lying." ”

I stood still and didn't speak.

"I was so lonely that no one could communicate with me." "Only he can," he said. ”

I had a gut feeling that he wouldn't want me to turn around and look at him at this point. So I kept my current posture and didn't move.

He paused and continued: "I was pessimistic about the disease, but I was able to stabilize his condition at the time. But I'm going to make the second personality the main personality, because he can understand me. ”

I asked, "The first personality can't?" ”

"I can't." "He was split out, not the one who took the initiative to split it," he said. He thinks he's not normal, and he's completely different from what I think. ”

I felt a pang of discomfort, turned around, looked at his calm face, and asked, "......Who the hell are you?"

I couldn't finish my sentence because I felt very uncomfortable.

"I just want a companion and I don't want to hurt you." "If my plan had gone well, he could have continued to impersonate your husband and would have treated you better than the first personality," he stressed. But you are too persistent, and in your eyes, what is 'bad' must be destroyed, whether it is true or not. You all hate the second personality, but you forget that it is the closest person to the original. Actually, I didn't lie just now, the second personality is really better suited to merge with the other than the first personality, because that's how they were separated in the first place. ”

I shook my head and said, "There's no need to say that, I just want to know who instructed you, and since that's your answer, that's it." ”

He asked, "You don't want to help him with his illness anymore?" ”

"He said he was fine."

He shook his head: "The situation you described is too different from what I speculated. ”

"You don't seem qualified to say that." I say.

He sighed and stopped talking.

I came out of it, and Meng Jiancong was waiting for me at the door, chatting with the doctor.

I asked, "Did you test him?" ”

"Test?" The doctor laughed and said, "We all prescribe the right medicine according to his symptoms." ”

"Do you know how to use medication for split personality disorder?"

"Split personality?" The doctor laughed and said, "I really don't understand why you insist on this possibility so much, even if it is what he told you, his mental condition is worrying, and delusions are part of his symptoms." ”

After coming out of the ward, I told Meng Jiancong about the conversation between me and Li Xin, saying, "I think this guy looks like a psychopath, but I also think he is very organized and quite normal." ”

Meng Jiancong said: "What about the traditional sound? ”

“…… What do you see? ”

"I don't know."

We were all silent, and I felt like I had reached a dead end.

In the blink of an eye, I was at the door of the building, and I looked at the pattern hanging on the wall, which was an introduction to the treatment method. I suddenly remembered something and asked Meng Jiancong: "Do you know how that electroconvulsive therapy works?" ”

"I don't want to know."

I asked, "Go see it?" ”

He hesitated for a moment and said, "I'll only accompany you to the door, not go in to see." ”

I couldn't help but laugh at him: "You're so cowardly. ”

He sighed.

Electroconvulsive therapy, also known as electric shock, uses non-convulsive therapy and also adds some anesthetics, which is life-threatening, so it is also equipped with rescue equipment.

Although the doctor put me in, he only let me see through the glass. At this time, there happened to be a patient in the treatment inside, and there were several small boxes beside him that did not look fierce, and wires came out of those small boxes, which were connected to the patient's hands.

The preparations were done, so the switch was quickly turned on. The patient seemed to be doing it for the first time, and his demeanor was relaxed before the power was on, but then his eyes suddenly widened, his whole body trembled, his face turned from white to blue in an instant, his lips began to tremble, and cold sweat flowed.

The most painful pain I've experienced in my life is probably getting shot or having a baby, and I can't compare which is more painful, but I intuitively feel that the pain in front of me should not be milder than those two. I looked at his face with an almost desperate face, and the expression of the thought flashed before my eyes again. His lips were wide open and trembling, just as they were when Nian Nian was choked by the neck. His eyes were straight and hooked, and there was a feeling of being on the verge of death, which seemed to be exactly the same as Nian Nian's gaze at that time.

In a few of those minutes, the stranger literally turned into a miss.

……

Meng Jiancong and I left the hospital together and went back to my home.

My dad just woke up from his lunch break, to be precise, he was harassed by Yin Yin. He's playing a little game with her to develop her intelligence.

We waited for a while before they finished the game, and then chatted with Yin Yin for a while before sending someone to take her away. Meng Jiancong relayed what Li Xin said to him today, and my father nodded, did not express any opinion, and only asked me: "You just said, what are you going to ask me?" ”

"I want to ask, can you not let Fanyin go to jail?" I said, "Don't let him die." ”

He was stunned for a moment and asked, "Then what do you want?" ”

"I want him to go to a mental hospital." I said, "It's like treating Li Xin." Lock him up, give him medicine, electric shocks. ”

My dad didn't speak, and I thought he would gladly agree.

I hurriedly said, "I went to visit the electroshock therapy today, and I think Fanyin needs this." ”

My dad then said, "It depends on whether the court recognizes him as mentally ill." And for him, it was easier to get out of a mental hospital than a prison. ”

"But a mental hospital is more painful than a prison," I said. ”

Although there was no need for forced labor, the asylum was a single room, and even if he claimed to be normal, he was forced to be with the madmen, listen to them cry wolf, live in a room with nothing, and be stuffed with a lot of pills. I have consulted with the doctor, and the medication can seriously interfere with his IQ and willpower, and the electric shock is not only painful, but also has serious side effects such as temporary amnesia...... I know that Fan Yin is also a loss of freedom, and being humiliated as a madman only makes him more painful than being in prison for an assassination attempt at any time.

I thought my dad would understand what I meant this time, but he said, "Once you send him in, it's impossible to come out again, you think about it for a few days, we still have a little time." ”

I couldn't help frowning: "Didn't you always want him to die?" ”

"I want him to die." "But it's not going to make him lose his dignity," he said. In my opinion, this is unnecessary. ”

I said, "I don't understand what you mean. ”

"It's okay, you think about it for a few days, it's up to you." He said, "As long as you think about it." ”

I nodded, "Okay." ”

After talking about this matter, we came out, Yin Yin was standing at the door, holding the toy she had just played with in her arms, and when she saw me, she called timidly: "Mom." --Watching the door, looking at sexy car models, watching school beauties, watching celebrity photos, please pay attention to the WeChat public account (beauty island search can be copied by holding down for 3 seconds)