Chapter 354: Please Open Your Locked Heart
"Perverted!" I washed my hands hard in the river, "What a pervert!" ”
"King, he's so powerful! He can see us! Ah Lan said in surprise, "It's normal for the Taoist priest to know that I am in the house, because I have a demonic spirit, but he can actually see it!" It can't be! A Taoist priest with such a high level of Taoism, it is the first time Alan has seen it! ”
"You worship that bastard so much, just worship him as a teacher! He will drain your snake energy, strip your snake skin, and drink your snake blood! Eat your snake meat! Finally, your soul will be collected! Every time I sighed, I tapped her head to see if she dared to speak in such an admiring tone.
"Wang, I'm just telling the truth!" Alan was still not convinced.
"You used to think he was very bad, but at the time, I didn't listen, why are you talking to him now?" The more I talked, the more angry I became, and I crossed my hands on my hips, "You know, your king, I almost died at his hands!" ”
"Ouch, Wang, Ah Lan didn't mean that, I just think he is too powerful, and we won't be able to deal with him in the future." Ah Lan hurriedly expressed his heartfelt concern, "But what is he doing today?" ”
"If I had known what he wanted to do, I wouldn't be like this!" I shook my wet hair and twisted my soaked clothes. I spat a sip of river water on the ground, hehe, I won't admit that I moved to the river outside just now, because Ah Lan was pulled by me, so he also fell into the river with me. Although we are not afraid of the cold, but the wet body is still not very comfortable, Xiao Nongmo, this harmful spirit!
Anyway, where did my osmanthus go? Baitou Mountain wants osmanthus, and it is estimated that it wants to pit people! Xiao Nongmo is really the undercover agent inserted by the old man Gao, even my osmanthus has been reported to the old man, what else does the old man not know? Ho...... Suddenly something came to mind! The Book of the Tao!
Xiao Nongmo has that Taoist book, but Old Man Gao doesn't! Old man Gao, but it was because of that book that he killed the second uncle of Siyuan's family of three! But why didn't Xiao Nongmo let Old Man Gao know about that book? Having said that, that book was left by the ancestor, that is, Xiao Nongmo's previous life, since the ancestor didn't want to pass the book on to Old Man Gao, then he deliberately concealed it, Xiao Nongmo didn't give it to Old Man Gao, according to his selfish character, then he just wanted to swallow it alone! Hmm, I can be regarded as catching Xiao Nongmo's handle! You can take the opportunity to threaten him! Aha! I'm so smart! No matter how many bird eggs he gave me in his previous life, I will use bird eggs to kill him in this life!
"King, let's go back!" Alan said, tugging at her clothes, "wet and uncomfortable." ”
"Wait a minute." I say.
"Could it be...... Do you want me to accompany you somewhere? Ah Lan's face was reluctant and frightened.
"No need to ......" because the place where we are, I looked at a family not far away, sighed, I always wanted to come and see it once, when I decided to be a snake, I wanted to come and see her, but because I was too sad to see my grandmother that night, I didn't come. This time, Xia Chongcai actually said that she ...... Lose your marbles...... Although I don't care anymore, I always want to come, and my heart says to come, even though it hurts.
"That's your old best friend, Fei Dongxi." Alan also saw it, and saw the madman sitting in the doorway......
"You know it all." I say.
"The people who come into contact with King Xuan, the people who are close to them, Ah Lan knows." Alan said.
"yes, you know that."
The madman at the door was the laughing and noisy Fei Dongxi, she was dressed like a haystack, wrapped in a round ground, sitting on a small wooden stool at the door, and her legs were tied with ropes, a long rope ...... I guess it's connected to the house.
"Dongxi, come in!" The people in the house shouted. Her face flushed by the wind lifted for a moment, as if she had not heard the call.
"Dongxi, it's time for dinner!" Fei's mother took a bowl and walked out of it, her hair was very messy, and the clothes she was wearing were even dirtier, but Fei Dongxi's hairstyle was neatly combed, and the clothes seemed to be newly put on in the New Year, this is human beings, this is human beings! No matter what the children become, parents are like babies, no matter how worn they are, they also have to dress and eat well for their children, hahaha, I feel more and more that they are stupid, stupid I feel heartache, I don't want to watch anymore, I have obviously lost these emotions, I obviously don't understand anymore......
Fei's mother made a spoonful of rice and sent it to Fei Dongxi's mouth, "Come, Dongxi, open your mouth...... Come. Fei's mother's hair was blown even more messy by the wind, Fei Dongxi smirked and took a bite of food, and her mother laughed too, "Good, Dongxi likes to be good, come, take another bite." "Xuanzi Xuanzi, tell me who is closest to you! Don't say it, don't read it...... Once the memories come back, the heartache is overwhelming...... As long as there are memories, as long as there are those memories, how can you forget the pain......
"Wang ......"
"Let's go back!" I say.
××××××I am ×××××× the dividing line
"Yanshou, the king refuses to try on clothes or eat inside." Ah Lan said to Zha Chengyan outside the door.
"What's going on? Are you too nervous about tomorrow? Didn't there be counseling? Zha Chengyan's words were very worried.
Ah Lan was silent for a moment, "Let the king tell you himself, Yanshou, comfort the king, I'm a bystander...... I feel uncomfortable. ”
"I see, you go down." Zha Chengyan said.
I nestled on the soft collapse, hugging my knees against the wall, although I was very quiet, but in fact, my heart was already overturned.
"Xuan, have you slept?" Zha Chengyan asked.
"Nope." I say.
"I heard that you met Jun Anzi today, do you want to fix him again? Ho, or do you want to apologize to him? He chuckled. Seeing that I still didn't respond, he said, "Is it hurting again?" ”
"Hmm."
"Mind or not...... Talk to me? If you mind, I'll sit here and rest with you......"
"Spotted, I'm so conflicted."
When he saw that I was willing to talk to him, he sat down next to me and said, "Let's see if I can help you share the burden." ”
"I'm sorry, I'm going to Eye Town today......" I apologized first, since I have entered the snake clan, I am a real snake demon, I shouldn't go to see it again, the spot has already given me a chance to break off.
"Don't tell me I'm sorry, Xuan." He was always like that and always felt like I didn't need to apologize.
"Why? I couldn't obey the words, I broke the vows! I said.
"Xuan, the Demon Dao Conference is to discuss how to get along peacefully, there is no need to distinguish between people and demons too clearly, demons are not ruthless, people are not all affectionate, they are clearly divided, but they are injured, the snake clan has never had a ban on getting along with people, only precautions for getting along with Taoist priests. We demons get along with humans, there is no contradiction, demons and humans have the same feelings and it is not a shame thing, if you fail to distinguish between these two points, you will be very confused, uncomfortable, and suppress your feelings. "Spotted's words are exquisite, like an axe to cut the hurdles in my heart, he has lived for so long, it stands to reason that he should be able to see through time better than I am, but he still keeps his normal heart, he is really good, he has always been so good......
"I saw my grandmother today, and Fei Dongxi, my heart hurts......" Here, I omitted Xiao Nongmo, if he knew that I had also seen Xiao Nongmo, he must have been nervous and worried, so it was better not to say it.
"Because you still care about them, Xuan, because you have been deeply hurt, you hide your feelings for people, so when you are sad, you will only have heartache, because your heart is closed, so you don't know what emotions it is, so you are even more heartbroken." Zha Chengyan's analysis seems to be very reasonable, Xiao Nongmo also said the same, he didn't lie to me this time. Because I can't live without emotion, I just have heartache.
I turned around and looked at Zha Seunghiko, "Spotted, are you going to blame me?" I said. When I knew that I still had a trace of affection for humans, I felt that I had betrayed the snake clan and betrayed the feelings of the snake demon, and I felt that this was a very strict thing.
Zha Chengyan stroked my face, "Why should I blame you?" It's good to have a variety of emotions, you have them, I like them, you don't, I like them, but if you have them, if you don't feel heartache, I want you to have them. ”
Zha Chengyan's words moved me to cry, but I didn't cry tears after all, I rolled over and hugged his neck, "Spotted, thank you." ”
He patted me on the back, "Xuan, don't lock your heart because you have been hurt, everyone needs this emotion, have you noticed that you like to be angry recently, and then suddenly changed your personality, in fact, you have become stronger, which is very good, but, don't forget yourself, even if you are no longer a human Lin Xuan, but you will always be yourself, who you want to see is who you want, I will not stop you, those are also part of your life, without them, there would be no you today, don't suppress yourself, your heart aches." and I will be heartbroken. His voice was soft, and the hand patting my back was soft, soothing my wounded heart.
I let go of Zha Chengyan's neck, held his face, and kissed him on the lips, thank you for the spots, thank you.