I haven't experienced what I have heard them say, it seems to be a very evil thing, I really want to explore, but I am already quite tired, restless, and I have to wait for Fei Dongxi to come over, the key is that I don't know what happened to Fei Dongxi, I think it is not a good thing.

In the process of waiting for Fei Dongxi to come, I called my grandmother, I have to confirm the situation of the town, even if I leave the town, but it will always be my home, my relatives who will live forever, my grandmother is still very happy after receiving my call, I can feel the joy transmitted with electromagnetic waves from the end of the phone, "Grandma, is the family okay recently?" I asked straight to the point.

The speed of my grandmother's reply was a little slow, and I became more and more uneasy, "It's okay, we're all fine, your uncle's body is almost well." "I thought something was going on in the town, but I didn't expect my grandmother to let me know that my uncle's situation was not good, in fact, since the last eleventh holiday and left home, I learned that my uncle's situation is very good, as usual, very good answer, this time the grandmother emphasized this, just crooked to let me know, uncle's situation is not good.

"That's what my mother told me." If I hadn't asked that, wouldn't anyone have told me the truth about my uncle? Judging from the situation of the uncle last time, and from the reaction of the family, this situation is not ordinary, what is wrong with the uncle? Is it related to my aunt? Why did this happen when I felt a little kindness from my aunt? If my uncle's affairs were related to my aunt, I really wouldn't let her go again! Uncle's situation, the family will not sit idly by, must be actively treated, I am not at home, the family milk must be unbearable, but I can't say that I have guessed now, the family milk will definitely be more burdened.

"Well, your mother is right, Xuanzi, how are you doing? Mr. Gao said, your situation is about to be controlled! Don't mention how happy the family is. "As soon as my grandmother mentioned my matter, her mood instantly changed again.

"Grandma, Xuanzi is going to be fine, don't worry about you at home, is it okay in the town?" I asked.

"yes, that's good." The grandmother said.

"Didn't anything big happen?" I asked tentatively. If Fei Dongxi was to have something happen in the town, it would have spread quickly.

"No, you can study with peace of mind, and there is nothing for you to worry about at home." The grandmother said.

After a phone call with my grandmother, I can basically be sure that Fei Dongxi's matter may have nothing to do with the town, and while I am relieved, I am also worried, what can make Fei Dongxi so afraid, she still doesn't tell her family, I can't think of it.

When Fei Dongxi called me, I was already about to schizophrenia, I walked under the scorching sun, she got out of the car, the moment she saw me, her eyes were full of hope, and the moment ago she stepped out of the car, her eyes were still full of dust, "Xuanzi." "She pounced on me like a child, hugged me and cried, crying loudly, as if she wanted to vent all her grievances, so that everyone was watching us.

I patted her on the back embarrassedly, "Dongxi, Dongxi, stop for a moment, let's find a place to sit, okay." She raised her head with tears in her eyes, looking at her pitiful appearance, I was about to cry in distress, my tear ducts were already developed, but I couldn't cry at the school gate with her, I had to quickly change my position.

I am the dividing line where Fei Dongxi appeared******

"Xuanzi, you have to save me!" Dong-hee wiped her tears while begging me to save her.

I originally felt sorry for her and wanted to cry, but now I can't shed a single tear, Xia Chongcai means that the concept I insist on will be crushed, she said nothing else, she has long foreseen Fei Dongxi's thing, ironically, this is the thing I hated the most before, I was quite conservative at that time, but there was a ...... sitting next to me The person who was pregnant before marriage, and this person, my best friend in middle school, yes, she was pregnant, the father of the child, she wouldn't say, yes, she came to ask me for help, but she wouldn't tell me the truth.

I couldn't say a word, my eyes were dry and I looked at her who was crying, my Fei Dongxi, that little girl who can laugh and make trouble, has become a mother, and now she is begging me to take her to kill her child, I can't imagine that she would do such a thing, I can't imagine, how can a good girl become like this, Xia Chongcai doesn't need to do anything at all, I'm already very broken, at least, I'm at a loss now.

If we weren't sitting in the grove right now, and sitting at the water's edge, I would have rolled into it petrified," Xuanzi. Fei Dongxi shook me, "Xuanzi, you speak, you said you would help me!" I'm just left with you now! She said that she was the only one left with me, because her parents disliked her and threw her out, and the child's father was not responsible, and I don't know who it was, it is estimated that there is no play, and now, only I am left, what else can I say, I really don't want to accuse her of not cherishing herself, girls don't know how to love themselves, it will only make people who love her feel distressed.

"I can't take you to an abortion." I held back for a long time before I came up with such a sentence, because I have nothing else to say except this sentence, I am afraid that I can't control it and scold her, after all, she is already in pain, how can I make it worse, but Dongxi, I'm a little disappointed in you, really.

"Why?" Fei Dongxi's eyes immediately became desperate, and I couldn't bear to look at it, "Xuanzi, this child can't be born, it will ruin my life!" Ruined my youth! Ruined my one! She grabbed me by the shoulder.

"It won't ruin you! This is your own destruction! I couldn't help but say, "Dongxi, the kid is right!" You can't blame children for the mistakes made by adults! The only one who can destroy yourself is you, not anyone. "I knew what I said was cruel, but I couldn't hold it back.

"Xuanzi, you say the same, is it my fault alone? Can I be blamed for this? ”

"You can't be blamed entirely, but you're absolutely responsible! Dongxi ......" I looked at her and suddenly felt strange, "In my memory, the path is chosen by yourself, as long as you are not forced, you are responsible!" The path you choose, when you choose, you can't ignore the possible consequences of it! You sue me that you are not forced! "I don't know how I asked, I'm ashamed, but when it comes to words, we're no longer children, and I have to ask.

She suddenly quieted down, "I thought it was true love, so I ...... it" I really want to slap her, many people who do wrong things will use true love as an excuse, true love, true love, as soon as you meet true love, it's like this, and the bitter fruit is not borne by yourself, what about that man!

"So you're voluntary." I sighed, "Dongxi, I don't want to accuse you now, it has happened, no matter how much I scold you, it's useless, I just want you to recognize the facts, no one forces you to choose, so you have to bear the consequences." ”

"How can I bear it?" She cried again, "Xuanzi, this child can't have it!" How will I feed when I am born? "I feel a pain in my heart, and I want to scold her, why didn't you think so at the beginning, now that the child is here, you know the real problem, you get carried away for true love and dedicate yourself prematurely, why don't you take true love as a meal now, but I am reluctant to scold, and scolding can't solve the problem. Xia Chongcai's prediction is right, what I insist on will really be subverted, I used to look down on this kind of people the most, I think they not only don't love themselves, but they are not responsible, but now, my friends are like this. What qualifications do I have to say about others, because that is the life they choose for themselves, the joys, sorrows and sorrows have nothing to do with me, I am just a spectator, now, this person next to me, her joys, sorrows and sorrows are all involved in me, how can I stay out of it?

Don't sue me, many college students are like this now, and don't sue me that the gynecology hospital has an endless flow of people, and there is an upward trend in recent years, not to mention me, many high school students have abortions, and there are more and more phenomena, which does not mean that it is a good phenomenon, nor does it mean that we have to accept it, is it not good to love ourselves? O life, why bother to create sin and hurt one's own body? My most hateful behavior is happening to my best friend now, I don't support abortion the most, but there is no other way, she is really not suitable to have a child now, this child is indeed not the right time, but how can I choose if I don't. I wanted to hit her, I wanted to scold her, but in the end I chose to hug her. No matter how hard I am with her, I always do it for her.

"Dongxi, this kid, I don't approve of fighting." I say.

She pushed me away, "What do you mean?" That is, you don't help me? Xuanzi, won't you help me? She couldn't believe it and said, "I trust you the most, and you don't even help me?" So what do I do? Am I going to die? Anyway, I don't have a face anymore! What is the meaning of my life? ”

"Don't talk about death, Dongxi, you've already been impulsive once in your life, do you still want to use impulsive solutions?" Actually, I don't know what to do, having a baby is never a good way, but ...... Kill him, how can I be an accomplice? I can't get over the psychological level, I used to criticize the fetus so ruthlessly, and the one who had a child but was not responsible, and now when it comes to myself, how can I comfortably accompany Fei Dongxi to have a fetus and cut off a life alive? I don't know how to choose, this is a dead end, in our town, Fei Dongxi's situation will be pointed at the nose and said, she can't raise her head to be a person for the rest of her life, and her parents are very angry when they are afraid of that.