Chapter Eighty-Three: Like a Dream

"Do you know what my grandfather told me in the first place?" I looked at Song Hao with a smile.

Song Hao didn't answer, just shook his head slightly.

"My grandfather told me that being a good person is too tiring, being a bad person is too bitter, I never understood why being a good person is too tired, but now I understand, because a good person always likes to do something beyond his scope, and these things often have no good fruit to eat, but if you don't do it, and go against your own heart, your conscience will be condemned, and over time, if you are not tired, then it is strange."

After I finished speaking, the corners of my mouth turned up self-deprecatingly.

"Liu Yang, actually, you..." Song Hao couldn't help but want to open his mouth to persuade him, but before he could say anything, he was blocked by me.

"Don't I have to impose it on myself? If you were me, what would you choose? ”

Song Hao looked at me deadly, and finally took a deep breath and asked, "How sure are you?" ”

"Six, seven!" I thought about it and said.

"Six, seven?" Song Hao stared at me with an expression that seemed to eat me.

"Well, my cultivation method is a bit special, I need to comprehend heaven and earth, and I have experience in controlling the big array underground, which is helpful for communicating heaven and earth, as long as it is not cloudy and rainy tomorrow, it is enough to have six or seven percent certainty." I affirmed.

"Sixty or seventy percent sure, why did you just say so sensational? I thought you were 30% at most. This time it was Song Hao's turn to roll his eyes, but I knew he just didn't want me to put too much pressure on me.

After all, as long as it is not 100%, there will be a danger of failure, and 30% and 70% seem to be a lot worse, but it is only one step away.

"I just remembered what my grandfather had said and wanted to experience what it was like to be a good person. It turned out that it wasn't suitable for me, and I thought it was better to be a bad person or a bad person. I smiled and said nothing.

But in my heart, I was asking myself, if I was really only 30% sure, what would I choose? Is it watching those people go to death, calmly without any guilt? Or is it a condemned conscience, a lonely regret?

After thinking about it for a while, I realized that even I didn't have an answer, maybe many people are like this, right? Sometimes thinking too much can be a burden.

"Is there anything I can help me with?" Song Hao no longer mentioned the question just now.

"Bang bang bang!"

Just as I was about to answer, there was a sudden knock on the door.

I frowned, but said, "Please come in." ”

"Mr. Liu, Mr. Song, I'm really sorry, someone from outside just came to apply for medical parole for a prisoner, but you also know that the prison situation is special now, how can you let people leave casually, what do you think should be done now?" The warden greeted him first when he came in, and then said with a sad face.

"What is the identity of the other party?" Song Hao asked directly, thinking that if it was an ordinary person, the prison director would not need to ask for instructions at all, and directly find a reason to delay it for a day or two, and then everything would be resolved, but now he is running over, obviously he can't afford to offend others, but he doesn't want to be responsible.

"Mayor Money's secretary." was glanced at by Song Hao, and the warden only felt that his back was instantly wet, but he still said it.

"Chancery?" I was stunned for a moment, looked at the warden and asked.

"Yes, it's Mayor Qian." The sweat on the warden's face this time was dripping, but it was a cold sweat.

"What? Do you know Mayor Money? Song Hao also seemed to notice the slightest strangeness in my tone, so he asked, but he didn't call Qian Sen by his name, although he was not afraid, but after all, he was the mayor of a city, and the necessary respect was still necessary.

"I don't know!" I shook my head, but added in my heart, "I just know his son." ”

Song Hao wisely didn't ask again, although he also saw that my words were insincere, but since I didn't want to say it, he wouldn't be curious, sometimes it was important to know how to restraint.

"Who does he want to be released on medical parole?" Although I didn't ask some words, Song Hao asked them for me.

At this time, I couldn't help but think of the prisoner I had saved before, and that sense of familiarity came to my mind again, and I was almost certain that Chanson's secretary had come for this person.

"A man named Tong Xuecai." The warden said directly.

Hearing the three words Tong Xuecai, there was a rumble in my mind, like a lightning bolt, and everything hidden in the fog instantly became clear, and at this time I finally remembered where the familiarity before came from.

Tong Xuecai, Tong Xiaowan's father.

It's just that her hometown is obviously in another province, how could her father be in Qingshan? And still in prison? What's going on here?

Could it be that she left me and chose the fourth child for this reason? Just because the father of the fourth child is the mayor of Qingshan City?

"When was Tong Xuecai imprisoned?" I asked, taking a deep breath and steady.

"It's been almost three years." The prison warden thought about it and said, after knowing Tong Xuecai, he also checked Tong Xuecai's file.

Three years? 3 years...

I was suddenly overwhelmed by a thick bitterness, three years ago she did suddenly go home suddenly, and when she came back, she became a lot haggard, but at that time I thought she was just tired from the car, and did not think deeply.

During that time, she always went out alone, and the reason for me was to find a relationship in advance for future graduation, so that she could be with me when the time came.

No wonder she called me in the middle of the night, crying so sadly, and saying she was so tired.

No wonder she laughs less and less when she's with me.

No wonder...

There used to be too many wonders, but unfortunately they were all ignored by me, I remember once I read a sentence in a book, girls mature too early, and it is too hard to fall in love with boys of the same age, so girls like to find someone older than themselves.

Is she to blame?

I smiled self-deprecatingly, looking a little miserable, blaming her for taking on everything? Or do you blame her for being ruthless?

It's been three years, time has changed too many things, there is no moonlight treasure box in life, I can't go back to the past, there are some regrets, it is destined to be difficult to make up, even if it is made up, it will not be the same again.

"Liu Yang, are you okay?" Song Hao looked at me with some concern, if there was no tomorrow, he wouldn't be so worried, but my mood fluctuated so much today, which undoubtedly added variables to tomorrow's things.

"It's fine." I shook my head, then looked at the warden and said, "Is Qian Sen's secretary here alone?" ”

"He, he's still with a man and a woman." The warden also knew that he couldn't say the wrong thing at this time, so he said it cautiously, not even adding any modifiers.

"You go and bring Tong Xuecai here, don't let others know about this matter, especially his daughter." I looked at the warden, and at the end of the day, my eyes were visibly getting a little colder.

"Okay, okay." The warden wiped the sweat from his forehead, immediately turned around, and walked out quickly.

"Is there anything I can help me with? Although it is difficult to deal with a deputy minister-level mayor, our seventeenth department is not easy to mess with. Song Hao looked at me solemnly.

"It's not as serious as you think, that woman is my former girlfriend, that man's name is Qian Bin, Mayor Qian's son, my former good brother." I exhaled, trying to relax, and I didn't mind letting Song Hao know about it, in fact, even if I didn't say it, he could easily find out all about it.

"That woman's departure only shows that she has no vision, I believe you can find a better one in the future, by the way, the little girl who has been with you is very good." Song Hao comforted.

It seems that all friends' comforts are so the same, as if the other party is blind, but in fact, the breakup with Tong Xiaowan was blind to me, and I didn't see everything that happened to her in time.

How much pressure should a girl bear at that time? Surely it won't be easy, right?

Suddenly, all the resentment I once had against her disappeared, and even if there was any emotion, it would be regret.

It didn't take long for the prison warden to walk in with Tong Xuecai.

Seeing that it was me, Tong Xuecai was obviously stunned for a moment, but then he calmed down and looked at me calmly.

"You go out first." I waved my hand at the prison warden, and after the latter went out, I looked at Tong Xuecai and said: "I'll call you Uncle Tong, I guess you also know who I am, I won't say much about some things, I just hope that you can keep what happens next secret, and don't confide half a word, even if it's your daughter." ”

Tong Xuecai looked at me quietly, as if he wanted to get to know me again, "Which one is the real you?" ”

I chuckled, "Does it make sense to mention all this now?" ”

"It's pointless." Tong Xuecai also shook his head, "Although I used to worship Buddha often, I never believed that there were ghosts in this world, but recently, I have believed that there are not only ghosts in this world, but also karma, I just did too many wrong things back then, so I deserved this result, I know the purpose of Xiaowan's visit this time, but I have already figured it out, I don't go out, I am ready to reform here and repent of my past mistakes." ”

"Actually, you don't have to do this, the privilege will not be lacking in any dynasty, if you sincerely repent, you can do it anywhere, you don't have to be in prison." I still couldn't help but persuade her, I don't know if it was because I didn't want her to be so tired anymore.

"Don't persuade me, I've already decided, besides, I want to say that I was blind at the beginning, and I forced Xiaowan to leave you, I hope you don't blame her." After finishing speaking, Tong Xuecai turned around and left directly.

At this time, in the waiting room, there were three people standing there, one of the beautiful women had anxiety on her face, and a hint of excitement, and the young man next to her gently persuaded her.

"Tong Xiaowan, your father wants to talk to you." Suddenly, the door opened, and a prison guard walked in and preached.