I didn't understand even more: "Aren't you her own son?" Why did she do this to you? ”

"Because she doesn't want me, in fact, in my memory, she has been like this to me since I was a child." "Very cold," he said. She had been trying her best to determine my origins, because on the day she conceived me, she had four men in her bed. I think it's about the same scene as you just saw, and the thought of being born like this makes me feel sick. ”

I didn't speak, and although I couldn't put myself in his shoes, I felt sick too. It's just that I can't always say that I feel disgusting, and that hurts more. He said that he wanted me to balance out his bad things, and if I really sympathized with him, I would have become a disgusting and ignorant person.

After a while, he said, "Thinking about it this way, don't you think you're not so miserable anymore?" ”

"My dad hated my mom too, and I got some things about her experience, and if that's true, that's not good." I said, "No matter what, you have gained life and you are still very handsome, and this is the best that God has given you." ”

He smiled wryly and shook his head: "If I can choose, then the ghost is willing to be born." ”

"That's not right." I said, "If you can't be born, then how do you taste so much food?" ”

He also laughed and said, "Well, you're right. ”

"So reluctantly admitted." I said, "If I had a hobby like you, I would be much happier than I am now." ”

He smiled: "If I could have two children so cute, I would be willing not to cook for the rest of my life." ”

"That's not going to work." I said, "Your cooking skills are just right for your children to show." ”

He didn't speak, and his smile seemed a little far-fetched.

I realized that I had said the wrong thing, he was also in his thirties, his career was stable, and it was the time to like children, and he had just lost his own child.

Ay...... Compared with the traditional sound, Pu Lan is much better, and the fate with the child is so shallow.

After he changed the subject, the pressure on my heart was much less, but as soon as I was alone, I immediately began to think about those things. I know what to do, but I don't know how to get rid of this feeling, this feeling is like stomach bloating, I can't breathe it out, I can't dissolve it, I just stay in my stomach, I don't go up, I don't know it, I don't know it, I don't know how to get rid of it, it's like a fish in my throat.

Before this, I wanted to go back immediately, but now I don't, probably because going back means having to deal with those things and dealing with complicated sounds.

So I didn't leave that night, and stayed here. may be because of his upbringing, Pu Lan's house is much smaller than Fanyin's, mainly simple and practical, and does not have the luxury of Fanyin's house at all, although his financial resources are not too weak than Fanyin's.

I still couldn't sleep at night, and when I was packing my luggage at noon, I found that Niannian's little donkey doll had forgotten to take it with me, and I held it, feeling like she and Yin Yin were still with me. I think they're doing well, definitely a little nervous on the first day, but slowly they get used to it. I'm also very glad that I've watched this video, and I can't face the sound well. When I have children, I have to pretend that nothing is going on and love each other, which is too painful, but fortunately, I don't have to.

All night, I thought about it, and my heart felt like a knife. At the same time, I also remembered Pu Lan's words during the day, if I could choose, I would not want to be born, and I also knew that I was wrong, I really shouldn't have children. I also thought that I could make my life perfect, and I tried to do so, but after all, it was too naïve, and in this life, step by step, no matter how I chose, it was a prison.

The next morning, Pu Lan cooked breakfast, chatted with me about braised pork for a while, and said to me: "Actually, your father also recommended me to cooperate with Mr. Li, because his threshold is relatively easy to step on, and he is relatively close to your father, so he can take care of each other, but my life experience will be clear if I pay a little attention, and my mother is embarrassed, so no one can introduce me to him." At that time, I was struggling with how to approach, but I didn't expect Young Master Li Yu to make such a request. ”

"Then why did he learn this? Do you like to eat, or do you also like to cook? ”

"Neither." "And his parents' bodies don't allow him to eat such greasy food, I guess he cooks it for someone else," he said. However, Mrs. Lee likes to cook, and she is weak and needs to be taken care of, so they have always welcomed me. Later, Mr. Li began to make some suggestions for my business plan, and after I did, he began to help me. He also said that his daughter was married, otherwise he thought I was a good son-in-law. ”

I said, "So you won over your partner with your cooking skills." ”

"Of course not, I'm calling it a symptomatic medicine." He said: "Everyone knows that Mr. Li spoils his wife, not to mention that I am such a filial and good young man with no character problems." Otherwise, wouldn't the chefs all work with him? ”

"That's right." I said, "And you're smart." ”

"Of course." "Not only that, but I'm sensible," he said. Mrs. Li likes me so much that she keeps saying that she wants to introduce girls to me, so you should be positive, it's not easy for me to stick to it for so many years. ”

I laughed involuntarily at first, but suddenly I felt that it was not a taste. If you savor it carefully, his words are very sad, and it is not only possible to use me to meet my adoptive father without anyone to recommend him and win his favor. He also needs to have a high emotional intelligence, and a lot of hard work, and there is a living counter-example, I am the one who will never see my adoptive father without being introduced. The same is true for the Li family, cooking skills are a quick stepping stone, but in the end, it is not only cooking skills that win favor, but also a lot of effort. He used a word, which is "sensible", and sensible is not a skill learned from books, but a face and hardship in life.

Like him, there is Shanshan, the reason why she can continue to be favored by my adoptive father is also the result of her hard work and intimacy, and these words are just to listen to, and only to know how hard it is to do it. And I've always felt unfair, but what's wrong? Now I have the opportunity to control Fanyin and seize power, isn't it because I have suffered enough?

Pu Lan's words benefited me a lot, and although I still didn't want to go back, I knew more and more in my heart. I also finally began to understand the rules of the world in which I lived, and understood that it was a pyramid of blood and tears the higher you went.

What I had been looking for in the past was a beautiful utopia.

A dull life, a peaceful life, no disasters, no trivialities, how difficult it is.

After the plane, Pu Lan dropped me off at my doorstep, in front of my car, and he said, "When it's ready, tell me when it's ready." ”

I said, "It's just recently." ”

He nodded, as if to stop talking, and took my hand again. I wanted to break free, but he expected it, held it tightly, and said, "I really like you." ”

His loyalty at such times has two meanings, the first may be that he does not want me to be stimulated by the sound of lovelessness, and then, of course, he has to add some favor, after all, it is easier to be empathized when the relationship is fragile.

I didn't speak, avoiding his gaze.

"Sometimes I don't want to leave the fire pit because I'm used to it and think there's no better world." He said: "I know that you have not felt that I have a sincere heart for you all these years, and I also know that you are a person who is not willing to take risks. But ......"

"Mr. Pu." I couldn't help it: "Do you know what your biggest flaw is?" ”

"What?"

"You don't know how to do your best, obey the destiny of heaven." I said, "You can't afford to lose." ”

He didn't speak.

I looked at him and said, "If you calculate too carefully, it backfires." ”

He pushed me too hard, and it made me very disgusted. I also know that the reason why he is tight is because he knows very well in his heart that I want to use him and then leave him aside. He didn't dare to lose.

However, the more he pressed and the more loyal he felt, the stronger his sense of purpose became. I became more and more uncomfortable, and even wondered if he still harbored wolf ambitions that I couldn't guess.

I need to breathe a sigh of relief, and I feel like he needs it too.

He laughed, let go, nodded and said, "I'm taught, I'm sorry." ”

"You used to be like this." I said, "It's a little better now, but still." ”

He was still laughing.

I changed the subject at the right time and said, "That's it for now, I'll go first." ”

"Wait." He pulled open the locker, pulled out an envelope, and said, "This." ”

I took it, couldn't see what was inside, and asked, "What is it?" ”

"Go home and open it again." He smiled and said, "If you don't feel at ease, just wait for me to leave and open it." ”

"Okay." I said, "I'll go home and drive." ”

He smiled even deeper: "Bye-bye." ”

I got out of the car and got home. Naturally, I could not open it when I entered the house, but opened the door as soon as I entered, for there might be any dangerous goods in the envelope—though my rational judgment would not, but I have always been a man who is overly cautious and afraid of what happens.

But I still can't help but be surprised by the things inside: it's Nian Nian and Yin Yin.

Yin Yin was lying in the stroller, Nian Nian stood beside her, her little hands tightly guarding the edge of the stroller, as if she was protecting her sister. One of the two little ferrets on the ground is lying and the other is lying, judging by their relaxed attitude, the person who took the picture is likely to be Pu Lan. Watching the light is this morning, the scene is the back garden. In other words, I took it while I was sleeping, and looking at the child's expression, it seems that it was still taken secretly.

This certainly made me a little uncomfortable because I had absolutely no idea about it. Flipping through the photo, there is a line written on the back: I'm sorry to call the two little princesses out without your consent, but I swear, I only took such a photo.