Chapter Seventy-Five: Past Dreams......

The reason why I like to read is because I yearn for something different from the real world......

The reason why I wrote was out of a weak rebellion against the world that only happened once......

The reason why I love watching anime is because of that little touch......

The reason why I play the game is because I want to escape the cruelty of reality......

Our world may have protagonists, but it is not us, and great things do not belong to us......

Every house has its own story, and maybe that story is not great, but what we need is not great......

At some point, I locked myself in front of my computer desk......

This was not a compulsion, but a choice I made......

The harsh reality is that our resistance is weak......

Gradually, when communicating with people, I deliberately keep a distance that does not hurt others.

Gradually, I stopped going out......

Everything I have is in another dimension......

And for the world, I was left with a cold eye.

The trauma of the soul can only be forgotten when listening to music.

So my soul was pinned on the figure of the emerald green dancing in my own small world.

The exhaustion of the body can only be relaxed by seeing the world that only exists in fantasy.

So my body, the final destination, is the Gensokyo that doesn't actually exist.

The human soul alone is the most difficult to heal.

But I don't know when...... My soul resonated with the blue-haired girl.

The second dimension is vast, and I may not be able to read it all in my lifetime, but I never regret it.

Whether it is time or life, with the long river of history, we will eventually be forgotten by the world, but if that time and life are consumed for that world, I have no regrets.

But that's illusory, and after realizing this, where is the meaning of my life?

So at that time......

Do you want to understand the true meaning of life? You...... Do you want to be truly alive? ”

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The early morning sun, accompanied by the aroma of food, spread throughout the house.

Lin Yu didn't get up to cook today, not because he didn't want to go, but because he was forcibly stopped by everyone.

You've just completed a mission, and you need to rest.

With this reason that Lin Yu couldn't refute, he left Lin Yu in his room.

So Lin Yu simply slept for a while.

It's just that I had a dream......

So Lin Yu is now sitting on the bed, thinking about the previous dream.

Yes...... From the beginning, why did you join the main god game?

It seems a little ridiculous that someone who can't even think of his own wishes participates in the main god game.

What has supported me until now?

Before Chen Ruofei said that it was the wish of other people who supported Lin Yu to come down, just like Chen Ruofei, he relied on the happiness of the people around him.

But Lin Yu always felt that something was wrong.

It's good that Chen Ruofei is still alive, that guy said that he knows Lin Yu's wishes, if possible, Lin Yu really wants to ask Chen Ruofei well.

It is undeniable that what is currently supporting you is something called hope, and only you can magnify that little bit of light and bloom with a thousand rays of light.

And by extension, the conclusion that Lin Yu can get is that what really supports him is his love for the second dimension.

But...... That's not enough...... The game of the main god is a place that is formulated by the main god and can only be entered by those who have a desire in their hearts.

If Lin Yu wants to say wishes, he can say a lot of them, such as family members will be happy forever or something, but this kind of wish is shared by everyone, so it is not so strong that the main god needs to invite this kind of person......

"Na~ Lin Yujun, what are you thinking?"

The door was gently opened, and Sister Mamei walked in with two plates of food.

"Well, it's not a particularly important thing." Lin Yu shook his head.

"Is that so?" The senior sister smiled slightly, and did not pursue it.

Handing a plate of food to Lin Yu, the senior sister began to solve her own share.

"Now, Asami, I'm in trouble, I specially sent the food here." Lin Yu smiled.

"It's nothing, in fact, I have something to trouble you." Senior Sister sighed.

"Huh?" Lin Yu tilted his head.

"That new girl, her name is Lydia, right?" Senior sister asked.

"Well, what's wrong?" Lin Yu nodded and asked.

"That child, I can feel it, there is a lonely atmosphere in her body, although at yesterday's banquet, her performance was normal, and she also blended in quickly, but it can be seen that the child, in fact, did not integrate in, she was born with a feeling of loneliness, and the taste of loneliness, I have tasted it, so I don't want that child to be like me at the beginning, and now, we haven't really understood her, so we can get that child out of this lonely person, only Lin Yujun can do it alone. The senior sister had a look of please.

"What's that...... I see......" Lin Yu nodded.

In fact, Lin Yu had similar thoughts for a long time.

It's just that what Lin Yu found was not loneliness, but stubbornness.

"I'm really worthy of someone I can trust." The senior sister smiled.

"Eh...... I'll be embarrassed. Lin Yu scratched his head.

"Well, then I'll leave it to you, I should go and bring breakfast to those children, it's really human nature to lie in bed."

With that, the senior sister left.

"Lonely?" Lin Yu sighed.

"Yes, after all, he is the number one genius in the universe, and it is inevitable that he will be lonely, but how can there be a strange feeling?" Lin Yu frowned.

Then Lin Yu came to a conclusion.

According to the urine sex of various galgames, make a lonely girl feel that she is no longer lonely......

Burst!

Senior, you definitely did it on purpose!

If you can do that kind of thing, and the flag is not erected, it is simply impossible.

Yes...... It is impossible for a girl to feel that she is no longer lonely, and at the same time, to push down the flag and not stand up.

Lin Yu only thought of Ladia, but he didn't think of another person at all.

It also makes the other party feel no longer lonely, and the hero who succeeds in saving the United States......

Yes...... When Lin Yu didn't realize it at all, the senior sister's downfall flag had already been erected.

And if you think about it carefully, it's not just the senior sister, the pair of lilies with black long straight and round heads can't be separated, but apricots, it's half a strategy.

In times of despair, giving them hope also strengthens the other party's beliefs, and more importantly...... Or a bloody hero to save beauty.