I asked, "When was that?" ”

"It's been a long time." She muttered for a moment and said, "It seems to be spring." ”

Spring?

When I was transferred to the hospital, it was spring, and it seemed that the starry thing had not only recently begun to erupt, but perhaps the fanyin had been entangled for a long time.

After Nian Nian finished explaining everything, he said to me again: "Mom, Dad said that if I tell you about this, he will never give me walnuts again." So don't you tell him if it's okay? I already know it's wrong. ”

"I won't tell him." Although I know that Fanyin must be angry with the stars, and maybe there is remorse for himself, so he will be cried by Niannian, but I still can't help but feel a little funny: he is really embarrassed to rely on Niannian.

Later, Nian Nian and I were eating afternoon tea outside, and she found that there was fetal movement, she was a little curious, touched my belly, and asked, "Dad said this is a little sister?" ”

"yes." I asked, "Do you like it?" ”

"I don't like it." She said, "I like the little sister. ”

"You've got a little sister."

"I also want a young lady." She pouted and said, "The little sister can take care of me, and the little sister still needs me to take care of it." ”

"No, mom will take care of it." The children are almost born, but I haven't done Britney's job yet. It was a good plan, but everything went haywire. I really don't want to send my little mercy elsewhere to raise her, but I don't know what to do. Thinking of this, I asked, "Were you always with your dad when Mom was away?" ”

"Hmm." She nodded.

"Spending time with my dad every day?" I asked, "What are you all doing together?" ”

"Well......," she recalled, diligently, "Daddy woke me up early and combed my hair. After combing his hair, he had dinner, and then Uncle Ah Chang came. My dad took me out in the car. ”

I hurriedly asked, "Where are you going to go out by car?" ”

"Sometimes I go to Uncle Achang's house, sometimes I go to my grandmother's house, and sometimes I go to the hospital to see my grandfather." She said: "Dad said he wanted to go to work to make money, but I didn't want to go to kindergarten and hated to play stupid games. ”

At such a young age, my mouth was so poisonous, I asked, "Then why don't you go to grandpa's house?" ”

"Grandpa is not at home, grandpa is in the hospital."

"I said little grandpa, the one who wears glasses and smiles."

"Hey, he beat my dad." She said: "When you first left, he always came to our house, always quarreled with my father, and later beat my father, so I didn't go to his house. ”

"What are they arguing about?"

"I don't know." She said: "My dad won't let us in, so he asked Sister Xingxing to take me out and don't go out." We had to hide outside and watch, but we couldn't hear clearly. ”

"Then how do you know you're scolding your dad?"

"Sister Xingxing said, that the little grandfather is angry." She pursed her lips and said, "That little grandfather is not a good person at first glance, but Sister Xingxing likes him very much, so I don't like it." He hit my father, and I wanted to bite him, but Sister Xingxing's elbow turned out, not towards me. I really don't know who her father is......"

When I missed it, I didn't want it yet, but after I was born, he loved it. Later, he never saw him, and Niannian never saw him, but their relationship hardly needed time to cultivate, so good that it made me a little uncomfortable.

I said, "Then do you know why he hit Daddy?" ”

She shook her head: "Anyway, it's not right for him to beat my dad." ”

"He's your daddy's daddy." I said, "Maybe it's because your dad did something wrong and you can't bite him." ”

"He's my dad, and my dad can't do it." She looked at me with that "you just turn your elbow out" look and said, "My dad said that no one is allowed to hit me, so no one is allowed to hit my dad, no matter who he is." ”

I asked, "Then how do you hit him?" ”

"I'm confused." She didn't know where she learned such an idiom.

I said, "And when did this happen?" ”

"It's been a long, long time, and my dad was making dumplings with me in those days."

It should be around the first month of the lunar calendar, when I just had an accident, that is, in the spring, but the weather was still a little colder.

I said, "Then the little grandfather hasn't been here again?" ”

"Nope."

"And what else did Dad take you for?" I asked, "Just like this every day?" ”

"Take me shopping." "Lots and lots of dresses and dolls," she said. ”

"What else are you doing?"

"Take me to someone's house." She thought about it and said, "Take me out to eat something delicious...... He's with me every day anyway. ”

"Has Daddy gotten weird?" I asked, "For example, one day suddenly he was so fierce to you?" ”

"Nope."

"So suddenly so gentle to you?"

"He's so gentle every day."

"Then ......," I said, "it becomes so cute." How so...... It's not like this anymore, it looks weird. ”

She frowned and thought for a while, and said, "One day was so strange. ”

Could it be Britney?

I hurriedly asked, "What kind of strangeness is it?" ”

"He suddenly asked me if I would miss him if I didn't have a father in the future." "I asked him why I didn't have a dad and he didn't say," she said. ”

"And then?"

"I'm a little nervous." She said: "I can't live without my father, it's miserable to be without my father." ”

"Why is it miserable without a father?"

"My dad said that many children starved to death because they didn't have a dad and the family had no money."

I said, "Mom will earn it." ”

"But Dad can still help me fight the bad guys."

"Mom can do it too."

She pouted: "It's miserable anyway, there's no why." ”

I thought about it for a moment and asked, "Is it miserable that your father taught you?" ”

She didn't say anything, and the expression on her face was a little strange.

"Why did your dad want you to tell me that?" I asked, "Tell me honestly, or I'll tell your dad that you betrayed him and that he will never give you walnuts." ”

She immediately wrinkled her nose: "Mom! ”

"Confess."

"My dad said that if you abandon him, then my sister and I won't have a father." She pursed her lips and said very hurtly, "Then my sister and I will be very miserable." She emphasized: "It's very miserable, this is my own thought, because without my father, there is one less person in the family, you go to make money and no one plays with me at home, I have to go to kindergarten." I hate kindergarten so much. And if you don't love me, you love your little sister more, and no one will love me. But my dad said he would love me more than his little sister. So I'd be miserable without my dad. ”

It makes sense, I'm speechless.

"Mommy will love little sister, but she will definitely continue to love you." I said, "Don't think so much, and don't listen to your father's nonsense." ”

"Liar, or my dad loves me more." She said: "You didn't braids me or cook for me, and my dad called me a few times when he went to work, and you didn't contact me when you went to work, as if there was no me." ”

"I ...... "I'm in prison, how can I contact her?" But I couldn't explain this, so I touched her little head and said, "It's my mother's mistake, I won't stop contacting you in the future." ”

She pouted and said, "Then are you going to want my dad?" ”

"Tell me first, did your father teach you these things?"

"It's not."

"Was that someone else taught? Or did you think it yourself? ”

"I thought of it myself." "But my dad said, you might not want him anymore, then he'll move out later, but he'll come to see me," she said. ”

If this is from the heart, then I really look forward to it just like that.

But Nian Nian was very unhappy and said, "Mom, ......"

"Huh?"

"Don't you really want my dad anymore?" "Why?" she asked. ”

I didn't want to lie to her, so I didn't speak.

"My dad is so good-looking, tall, and has nice braids." She babbled and said, "Why don't you want him? ”

I didn't speak.

"Mommy ......," she relied on.

I don't want to destroy my father's good impression in her heart, but I really feel that this time it's either hanging or divorced, and I really can't get better between me and Fanyin, and it's best to leave happily.

But of course Nian Nian didn't think so: "Mom ......" She was so anxious that she was about to cry.

I finally couldn't take it anymore and asked, "What if Mom really plans to do without him?" ”

She flattened her mouth all at once, sat down on the ground, and began to cry.

I tried to get up and help her, but I found that she was secretly looking at me with her eyes, and I froze for a moment: I don't know if this was taught by Fanyin, or if she thought of it herself.

Seeing that I didn't move, she cried even more sadly, and this time she really had tears, while saying intermittently: "I didn't have a father before, and I didn't have a mother, and the little animals on TV have parents and parents, only I don't have ......"

I didn't speak.

"Now that I finally have my father and mother, you don't want my father anymore......" She observed me again, but she was disappointed again, and lay down crying, and said sadly, "You don't want my father anymore...... I'm going to walk with my dad......" while kicking his legs.

If Fanyin hadn't been sick, he would have been so good at Niannian, and I would really like to give him Niannian. But if he hadn't been sick, we wouldn't have reached the bottom, and I wouldn't have started with him at all, maybe he would have gotten married and had children.

Although I knew that it was a rogue act that Fanyin taught her to cry on the ground, she was right, we didn't take care of her, and she just had the feeling of having parents, especially a father. That's why she's crying here and complaining here, which makes my heart hurt.

Although I really didn't want to commit to her, I finally gave in to her and said, "Mom didn't say I don't want him, you get up quickly." "My belly is so big, I really don't dare to go over and hug her.