Chapter Twenty-Five: Heart-to-Heart

When I woke up, it was still dark in front of me, but it wasn't as painful as before, I thought I didn't turn on the light and wanted to turn it on, but as soon as I moved, a hand pressed on my chest.

"Don't move, you're in a hospital bed, the doctor checked your eyes."

This is Yun Duruo's voice, I just felt the gauze wrapped around my eyes, I felt her hand was a little cold, and I heard her voice choking.

"What's wrong? What do doctors say? ”

"I said that you have a very serious eye disease, but I can't find the reason, I have never seen such an eye disease like you." Yun Duruo held my hand tighter, was silent for a moment, and said sadly. "If you can't control it, if it gets worse, you may lose sight in your eyes."

I straightened up and slowly leaned back into bed, I had been lucky to think that it was too tired to cause my eyes to be blurry, of course I knew there was a disease but I didn't expect it to be so serious, I like to think about the worst, so that even if it does happen I can still try to accept it, but I can't imagine what I will be like if I lose my sight.

I went to touch Yun Duruo's cheek, but found that there was a warm dampness, she wanted to avoid my hand being grabbed by me, I couldn't see her now, I didn't want her to worry about me and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Suddenly I realized that it was very quiet in the ward, and I asked the others where they went, only to know that I had been in a coma for three days since I fainted in Xiao Lianshan's room and woke up, and the high fever had not subsided.

In my memory, this is the second time I have been lying in the hospital bed, the first time was when I was seven years old, and I vaguely remember that I had the same feeling of being terminally ill at that time as now, but the loneliness at that time was another lingering nightmare, and now I hold Yun Duruo's hand in my palm much more steadily.

"What time is it?" For an invisible person, time will slowly become blurred, but the more this happens, the more I want to know.

"It's night." Yun Duruo replied.

"I want to drink water." I reached out and fumbled.

Yun Duruo asked me to wait for a while and she went out to help me pour it, I heard her open the door and leave, and after a while the door was pushed open again, I heard the water cup placed at the head of my bed, probably because it was too hot because she didn't give it to me, and then I heard the sound of peeling fruit, and subconsciously licked my dry lips, it felt so good to be taken care of.

"My dad and mom are really old, and I was a little surprised to see them this time, I haven't seen them for a long time." I couldn't tell whether I was talking to Yun Duruo or to myself. "When I was a child, my dad loved me very much......"

The corners of my mouth touched something cold, I licked the peeled fruit, and took a bite of the sweet and refreshing pear that is my favorite pear.

"At that time, Gu Xiaoxiao and I were still young, and we both said that a bowl of water was uneven, but in fact, they really didn't have it." I continued as I ate. "Xiaoxiao is their own child, but at any time they will always be more careful and loving to me than Xiaoxiao, maybe because I was adopted, they don't want me to feel excluded."

Another piece of pear was brought to my lips when I paused, and I continued with the juice that overflowed from the corner of my mouth.

"At first, I wasn't used to it, but slowly I felt the love and warmth that I hadn't felt for a long time, and I accepted them and the home, and then ...... Then I started tossing unscrupulously. ”

Yun Duruo didn't speak, she should have listened to me carefully.

"My dad has a bad waist, but when I was a child, I liked to ride a big horse, no matter how busy he was, as long as I dragged him with me, he never refused, I remember that my mother also advised my dad not to spoil me too much, my dad always smiled and said it's okay, I rode on his back when the house was big, and I had to turn the whole room around to be satisfied, and I didn't know how many times I cried for this." When I said this, a happy and regretful smile hung on the corner of my mouth. "Because Dad will be so tired every time that he can't straighten his waist...... You've seen my dad, he's a stubborn man with a butcher, hehe, can you imagine him kneeling on the ground and being a horse for me......"

I can't say more, this time I saw them suddenly had a feeling of being in a different world, the wrinkles on his face were not in my memory, and the white hair on my mother's head was faintly visible, they were old, and I felt some inexplicable pain in my heart when I was old.

"Perhaps...... Maybe it's a good thing that I can't see it, at least I don't have to be so stubborn to keep looking. I sighed silently and said apologetically. I know they're doing it for my good, but think about how high they are for me? Not high! It's just that they want me to be safe, I've been doing what I like over and over again, but I've never considered their feelings, they have nurtured me, but I've always lived for myself. ”

I haven't heard the sound of peeling fruit for a long time, presumably Yun Duruo listened to it, I smiled faintly, there was a sense of relief and relaxation.

"I want to do something for them, if I'm blind, I'll listen to them, and go back with them for nothing, they never asked me to do anything, but I think it's time for me to do something."

I reached out and groped to drink water, as soon as I moved the water cup has been sent to my mouth, I took a sip of my hand to hold the cup, and touched a pair of thick hands, I was stunned, this is not Yun Duruo's hand, this hand I once held, every time I was held by these hands, I remember that every time I was held by these hands, I was particularly happy and peaceful.

"Dad......" I squirmed my lips, and then I realized that it was Xiao Lianshan sitting next to me.

"I thought you had forgotten ......," Xiao Lianshan's voice was a little choked.

I liked to eat Sydney pears when I was a child, I thought everything had changed, it turned out that the person who had changed was me, and he still remembered everything about me in his heart.

"Dad, how can I forget that you and Mom and Little Me have all remembered it in my heart, and your good looks will not be able to pay it off in this life." I held Xiao Lianshan's hand and said apologetically.

"I know you've been blaming me in your heart, blaming me for not treating you the way I used to, in fact, I'd rather you never grow up, not that I'm going to stop you from doing what you want." Xiao Lianshan sighed heavily, as if he had made a very important decision. "Mom and Dad are all for your good, I never said that I didn't want you to know, maybe you will understand if I say it......"

"Dad, what did you not say to me?"

"About your background."

"I ...... My background? "I was stunned and a little excited, my childhood memories have always been very vague, and after I was adopted by Xiao Lianshan in the orphanage, I never mentioned the past in front of them.

"Actually, I know your biological parents." Xiao Lianshan hesitated for a moment but then spoke.

"You...... Do you know them? "I slowly realized that it should not be a coincidence that I was adopted by Xiao Lianshan, and I didn't ask any further, knowing that since he decided to tell me, he would definitely tell it all.

"The first time I met your biological parents was in the ghost market, and you weren't born at that time." Xiao Lianshan said to me in a flat voice. "At that time, a physiognomy predecessor passed his birthday, your biological parents wanted to ask this senior to calculate your future, at that time a friend around me found that you were different from the unborn, that day physiognomy seniors divided, got King Wen Weishui met Xian, Xian refers to you, King Wen is my friend, but when this hexagram is occupied, a crow fell on the plane tree......"

"The crows perch on the sycamores, and the ghosts follow suit." I heard this say this when I was a child.

Xiao Lianshan was not shocked and asked me why I knew, I couldn't see his expression, but I could think that he adopted me, maybe there was another reason, Xiao Lianshan was silent for a moment, and slowly continued to say to me.

"Yes, you are a hundred ghosts to send a son, but all the great sages who re-enter the six realms of reincarnation as adults, there will be ghosts to protect and escort them, until they are born into the world, but the hundred ghosts send children to show that you are not small, and you are destined to be born to punish your parents."

"They...... Are they dying because of me?! I was stunned and asked in surprise.

"You didn't believe in numerology before, don't you understand it now?" Xiao Lianshan sighed and asked rhetorically. "My friend told me that if you don't die at the age of seven, I will adopt you, because I am the only one who can restrain you, and you are born with the power to drive the netherworld, through yin and yang, and the ghosts of the netherworld obey."

I heard Han Yu and the person I met in the ghost market say this, Xiao Lianshan can't lie, of course I believe it, in fact, after going through so many things, I gradually found that the dark flame in my body that I don't know how to control seems to be really extraordinary.

"Yes...... But I didn't notice that I had any ability to connect yin and yang? ”

"That's because you haven't opened your yin and yang eyes yet, you are still an ordinary person, if one day your yin and yang eyes are opened, you will have the power to pass through ghosts and gods." Xiao Lianshan sighed again and said in a soothing tone. "Over the years, I have tried everything to stop you from doing anything, I just don't want you to open your yin and yang eyes, I thought I did it, who knew that you ended up as a forensic doctor, it seems that I can't stop it at all."

"Dad, don't worry, my eyes are mine, if I don't open them, I'll be fine."

"You don't open ......," Xiao Lianshan took a deep breath helplessly. Many things are predestined in the dark, you have no chance to choose at all, and your eye disease this time should be a precursor to the opening of yin and yang eyes. ”

"Dad, do you know how to stop the opening of the Yin and Yang Eyes?"

"Of course I don't know, even if I do...... Xiao Lianshan suddenly fell into a long silence, as if he remembered something for a long time before he said weakly. It's all predestined, but I haven't seen through it and thought I could stop it, Rong Yan...... Dad will no longer interfere in your affairs in the future, and you will decide for yourself what to do. ”

I heard Xiao Lianshan stand up and leave, I saw him behind me but he didn't stay after all, I knew that he was exhausted, I lay on the hospital bed and thought about his words, what kind of ability I have I am not curious, I have always believed that I can choose my own destiny, since they have been worried about me, the grace of nurturing is unforgettable, I can no longer live up to their expectations and concerns.

I sighed silently in my heart, sometimes I can't live for myself, I plan to stop stubbornly insisting on giving up everything and going back with them after dealing with this case.

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