Volume 3 Life and Death_Chapter 236 Forced kisses are addicted

Li Yan's voice came into my ears without warning, and my mouth, which was still chattering, instantly stiffened, and my lips forgot to close. I already knew that Li Yan liked me, but when I heard him say it in person, the shock in my heart was still incomparable.

There are some things that are clear in the heart and those who are exposed to someone's face without warning, which are two completely different feelings.

"Nuan Nuan, I like you." Li Yan thought that I hadn't heard what he had just said, so he said it again. At this time, his expression looked so serious, yes, Li Yan would never lie to me, he said that he liked me, so naturally he really liked me. But Li Yan, after meeting Gu Changfeng, I have no way to like others anymore.

Li Yan, I'm sorry, your affection, I am destined to live up to it in this life.

"Li Yan ......"

Before I could say anything, Li Yan interrupted my words, "Nuan Nuan, I know that you still can't let go of Gu Changfeng in your heart, but I can wait, Nuan Nuan, I can wait, if you can't let go of Gu Changfeng for a day, I will wait for a day, if I can't let go of it for a lifetime, I will wait for a lifetime." Nuan Nuan, just let me take care of you and Doudou, okay? ”

"Li Yan, I ......" I wanted to tell Li Yan that I didn't want to delay him, but looking at the rare fragility in Li Yan's eyes, I couldn't say anything.

"Nuan Nuan, you don't have to answer in a hurry, I'll give you time to think about it." Li Yan's smile was brighter than the stars in the sky, but this smile could not alleviate the gloom in his eyes at all, "Nuan Nuan, I can wait." ”

"Li Yan, I'm sorry." I lowered my eyes, not wanting to see the loss in Li Yan's eyes, "Li Yan, I'm sorry, I don't like you, even if you wait for a lifetime, I won't like you." Li Yan, I can't give you what you want, I'm sorry for wasting so much time on me, I'm sorry, I don't want you to waste time on me in the future. You're still dead to me! ”

I really don't want to lose Li Yan, a good friend and a relative, but for Li Yan's happiness, I can't be too selfish. Instead of letting Li Yan waste unnecessary time on me, it is better to make it clear to him and let him work hard to pursue the happiness that truly belongs to him. I have occupied Li Yan's care for so long, and it's time to let go, this world is fair, since I can't give Li Yan what he wants, I shouldn't take advantage of his tenderness.

Dongfang Huazhi is a good girl, she can give Li Yan real happiness.

"Nuan Nuan, I don't care, as long as I can be by your side, even if you don't like me, I don't care!" Li Yan looked at me stubbornly and said, "Nuan Nuan, I love you, give me a chance to take care of you, okay?" ”

"Li Yan, I'm sorry, I don't want to deceive myself!" I turned around, I was afraid to continue to look at the pain in Li Yan's eyes, I would not be able to continue to say these heartless words, "Li Yan, please let go, give you freedom, and don't put pressure on me!" ”

"Nuan Nuan, it turns out that I have been putting pressure on you all along?" I don't even know what words to use to describe Li Yan's voice now, I have never heard Li Yan speak in such a voice, his voice sounds, it seems that something is tearing his heart apart, so that he no longer has the slightest strength in his body, I am not close to Li Yan, but I can clearly feel that Li Yan's body is trembling, his hands, his lips, his heart, are trembling uncontrollably.

The guilt in my heart was extreme, I secretly scolded in my heart, the wind is warm, you are a harmful spirit, you are not happy, how can you still harm Li Yan like this! In the final analysis, you are still too selfish, if you had drawn a line with Li Yan five years ago and never got along with each other, maybe Li Yan's children would have already been able to play soy sauce.

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel in my heart, I almost can't breathe, this time, no matter what, I have to completely stop Li Yan's thoughts!

Thinking like this, I hardened my heart and didn't turn around to look at Li Yan's desperate face.

"Nuan Nuan ......" I thought that my words had been said so clearly, Li Yan would turn away in despair, and then ignore me, who knows, Li Yan actually hugged me tightly behind him, I broke his hand little by little, but he hugged me again, his voice was very soft, his chin was against my head, "Nuan Nuan, let me hold you for a while, just ...... for a while"

Li Yan, what are you doing here, I trampled your sincerity under my feet, why did you talk to me in such a humble voice!

Everyone, there is a catastrophe in life, Gu Changfeng is the catastrophe in my fate, in front of him, I am as humble as dust, and I am Li Yan's destined catastrophe, he is such a proud man, in front of me, he can also be humble to the extreme.

"Li Yan, I'm sorry......" I really don't know what to say to Li Yan, I can only say I'm sorry, I owe Li Yan too much, I can't repay it in this life, I hope that in the next life, Li Yan will never meet me again.

"Nuan Nuan, you're not sorry for me, you just can't fall in love with me, I've been forcing you to fall in love with me." I thought that by my obvious rejection, Li Yan would ignore me and turn away or something, who knew that he still hugged me like this, "Nuan Nuan, have you forgotten, we said that we are eternal relatives, between relatives, do you still need to say sorry?" ”

Li Yan was still reluctant to get along with me for old age, my eyes were astringent, and tears almost fell.

Li Yan loves me far more than I imagined, but with such affection, how can I repay it in this life!

"Nuan Nuan, we are relatives, put aside love, in this life, we are still relatives who depend on each other in life and death, we, we are so good." Hearing Li Yan say this, I turned around and hugged Li Yan tightly, I said over and over again in my heart, Li Yan, I'm sorry, but I didn't say this sentence again.

Li Yan, since you said that we are relatives, then let's try to get along like relatives, although I know that you will suffer a lot in this way.

Don't worry, I won't bully your care, I will do my best to help you find a good girl, I want to see you happy and loving with my own eyes.

"Li Yan, we will always be relatives." I said very solemnly in Li Yan's arms, although I know that what Li Yan wants to do with me most is not my relatives.

"Nuan Nuan, go back, I'm going back to rest too, see you tomorrow." After a long time, Li Yancai reluctantly let go of me, at this moment, all the loneliness and sadness on his face have faded, and he has returned to his original warm and jade-like appearance, but I know that no matter how gentle the smile on the corner of Li Yan's lips is, the bitterness in his heart can't be brushed away.

I have been standing at the door, watching Li Yan start the car and leave slowly, I was looking at the street lamps on the side of the street, suddenly a black shadow suddenly stepped forward, and before I could react to what was going on, Gu Changfeng had already pressed me against the wall.

"Qin Mo? What are you doing here? I was stunned for a moment, and it took a long time to come back to my senses, at this time, Gu Changfeng was full of anger, and that look seemed to want to eat me alive. The moonlight fell on him, his face, close at hand, his face, very ugly, a little dark, he was like a ghost in the dark night, I had a very strong premonition, if I accidentally said something wrong, he would definitely break my neck fiercely.

I really don't know what this man Gu Changfeng has been thinking about all day long, I don't seem to have offended him today, right? Why does he always have trouble with me!

It's true that I have some unpleasant anxiety with him today, but it is clear that he kissed me forcibly, if he is angry, I should be angry, what is he dragging in front of me!

"The wind is warm!" Gu Changfeng gritted his teeth and pronounced out my name, he seemed to hate me very much, and he made it seem like I was his rival in love, and I was incompatible.

"Qin Mo, what are you cramping for? My son is still waiting for me to put him to sleep, if you have nothing to do with me, please let me go, you are not welcome here! "Saying that, I used the force in my hand, and I wanted to break away from Gu Changfeng.

Gu Changfeng now has no magic, but the natural strength disparity between men and women is huge, I struggled a few times, but I didn't push him away, Gu Changfeng's eyes were very dark and dark, and, with a peerless depth, looking at his eyes, I couldn't help but feel that I was immersed in the boundless sea, and I felt that his eyes were like an obsidian, deeply hitting my heart.

I told myself that I must not be fascinated by a pair of eyes, I have already made up my mind to draw a clear line with Gu Changfeng, if I fall for Gu Changfeng's beautiful man plan again, my reputation will be ruined. But now, I am imprisoned on the wall by Gu Changfeng, what should I do now?

I racked my brains and thought about it, and before I could come up with a good idea, I felt something press on my lips.

I opened my eyes wide in disbelief, Gu Changfeng actually kissed me?!

Gu Changfeng, what do you want to do! You have trampled me under your feet, low as dust, and what are you provoking me to do again and again! Isn't it fun to trample on someone else's dignity?!

I was so angry that I couldn't do it, I beat Gu Changfeng's chest hard, I beat him, Gu Changfeng kissed me harder, I almost couldn't breathe. I opened my mouth and wanted to catch my breath, but Gu Changfeng actually took the opportunity to slide his tongue into my mouth and became entangled with my tongue.

obviously hates him to death, but the body can't help but want to cater to him, whether I want to admit it or not, he is Gu Changfeng, the only man I love in my life, Gu Changfeng!

I love him, but that doesn't mean I'm willing to share him with another woman, and besides, in his heart, I'm so low, I won't be guilty of sticking to his cold ass!