He looked at me, as if he understood, but as if he didn't. But his gaze was much gentler and calmer than before.

Does that mean he's satisfied? My child died, so he was satisfied. I killed my children as a sign of loyalty.

I continued: "I knew it made you sad before, but I didn't tell you because I was afraid he would know. This thing has to be done suddenly, to take him by surprise, otherwise there is no way to achieve the best results. I'm sorry to make you so upset, but I'll tell him next that he's going to break down. ”

He still didn't speak, staring blankly at the child in my arms.

I was silent for a moment and asked, "Do you want to see the corpse?" ”

It took a long time for his body to move, as if trying to break free.

For some reason, I suddenly wanted to make a decision without going through anyone - I wanted to let him go.

I'm probably crazy, because although he is quiet at the moment, he can change all the time. However, I wanted to let go of him, and as soon as the thought came to my mind, I could no longer control it, and I put my arm around the child, took out the key with the other, and reached for the handcuffs on his wrist.

I inserted the key into the keyhole.

Observing his expression all the time, he was still silently staring at my face. It must not be my delusion, I think he's mostly come to his senses.

I twisted the key, and with a click, the handcuffs opened.

He was still a few beats slow to react, his gaze moving to his wrist.

I said, "Try and move." ”

After a while, he moved his arm and looked at me again. The gaze is somewhat like that of a poor child.

I knew I was unleashing a beast, but I still felt like I was doing it right. Because I couldn't talk without him responding, I wanted to know what he would do. Although it's risky.

But now that it's here, what's the risk?

I opened all the shackles on my hands, feet, and body, and during this time, he never struggled or moved, just stared straight at me.

There are still some ropes left, and if I regret it at the moment, it should be too late, after all, it was unplanned.

But I didn't know what kind of mentality I had, so I gritted my teeth, turned around and went to the cabinet and took out the knife.

When he returned, he was still lying on the bed, his eyes looking at the blade in my hand, and his body trembled slightly.

I didn't bother to think about what he was thinking at the moment. The knives fell, and the ropes broke one after another.

I took the ropes, held the knife, stood by the bed and asked, "Do you want to see the corpse?" ”

It was still a long time before he slowly sat up and looked at me with an almost strange gaze.

I couldn't help but clench the knife in my hand.

He looked at me, I looked at him. Confrontation between the two sides.

I have a premonition that the lives and happiness of our whole family will come to fruition in these few minutes.

Suddenly, he reached out to me as fast as lightning.

I instinctively wanted to back off, but I wasn't as fast as him. The child's body was snatched away, and at the same time, a sharp pain came from my wrist, which was holding the knife. I involuntarily let go of my hand, and the knife was snatched away by him.

I looked at him in a bit of a panic, and he was carrying the child's body as if he were carrying an object, and he put it on the bed and raised the knife.

He put his hand around her neck, the back of his hand was bruised, and the knuckles on his fingers were white. His face was pale, his eyes were red, and his hand holding the knife pierced without hesitation. The blade stabbed into the child's brow without pause, and he was still pressing down. I even heard the muffled sound of the tip of a knife sticking into the mattress.

I stood on the edge of the bed, my legs limp, and I couldn't move.

I watched him pull out his knife, look at the black-red blood on his blade, the blood-white filth, and his dead and calm face.

I watched as he held the knife and kept saying that it was inserting into her body and pulling it out. I looked at the bloody hole in the corpse, its head had been thrust beyond recognition, its eyeballs shattered, its internal organs falling out, and its limbs parted.

And this image only makes me sick, not frightened. What scares me is that I know that this must be Britney, because the pervert knows that she is not Niannian, and the pervert does not need to dismember the body of a child, they have no grievances at all.

Just think about it, this is my daughter and my child in his heart. And he enjoyed the process very much at the moment, and there was even a hint of a slightly innocent smile on the corner of his mouth.

That's what really scares me.

I once thought that I didn't choose the wrong husband, but I didn't know that he had this disease. But now it seems that I chose the wrong one, I chose the wrong one from the beginning.

Finally, as he almost chopped the body to pieces, he dropped the knife and turned to look at me.

I hadn't recovered from the shock yet, and I looked at him, not knowing how to cooperate.

We just looked at each other.

After a long, long time, he suddenly curled the corners of his mouth and smiled at me a little weirdly.

Then he closed his eyes and fell on his back.

My legs went completely limp, and I fell to my knees with a pop, retching uncontrollably.

When Dad Fan thought that time had passed and rushed in, I was still vomiting, my stomach was burning, sour water, and Venus was bubbling in front of me.

Father Fan was also frightened by the situation in the room, after all, the bed was full of corpses.

I was helped out by him and sat in the garden for a long time. It felt much better with the fresh air, and I told him about it in fits and starts.

He was also shocked, and he stayed for a long time, but he couldn't come back to his senses.

In order to make it easier for the doctor to make a judgment, we have previously connected the surveillance video and made a record. Doctors need to analyze it, and they can't give an answer right away. Mrs. Han also called, insisting on seeing the surveillance records.

After passing the pass, there was a response within two hours, and Mrs. Han said that she was on her way to come.

She wasn't in the country and we waited until one o'clock in the morning to get her. At this time, the doctor was asking Fan's father to try his best to recall Yinyin's childhood, but Fan's father had already told him everything he could remember, so the doctor was also waiting for Mrs. Han.

Mrs. Han's face was very bad when she came, and anyone who saw her son doing such a thing would not be comfortable.

We helped her to sit down, and she immediately asked anxiously, "What about the doctor?" ”

"They're in the restaurant." I said, "They came in the morning and never ate again." ”

Father Fan immediately ordered: "Go and ask the doctors to come." ”

"No, you don't." Mrs. Han asked, "What do they think of this situation?" ”

"They don't agree yet." Fan's father replied: "Some think it's a deterioration of his condition, but there are also two who think it's a good thing to release stress, and he is likely to stabilize in the future." ”

Mrs. Han nodded and asked me again, "Why did you suddenly let him go halfway?" What if it attacks you? ”

"I don't know." I said, "I just suddenly felt like I should let go." ”

"It's so irrational." Obviously, Mrs. Han was afraid, although she was complaining, she was really concerned about me.

"But his next reaction proved that it was the right thing to do, and he didn't move until he let go." Fan's father's expression was also very palpitating: "The doctor just asked me again if he had been sexually assaulted when he was a child. If there is, we'd better tell them the truth. ”

"He really didn't have it when he was here!" Obviously, this is not the first time Mrs. Han has been asked this: "Yes, Lin Zhimei did it!" ”

"There shouldn't be that." Fan's father said: "There should be injuries from sexual assault, and it has always been Lao Lin who helped him take a bath." The first time the doctor asked me, I asked Lao Lin. But doctors say today that the vast majority of existing people with split personality have been sexually assaulted as children. ”

"Then Chacharin is beautiful." Mrs. Han insisted: "When he was at my house, it was Qianshu and my dad who helped him take a bath, if you think the two of them would do this kind of thing to the child, then I have nothing to say." ”

Father Fan nodded and said, "But the doctor has emphasized many times, maybe there is really sexual assault?" You say, could it have happened during the time when you were in charge? ”

"Probably not." Mrs. Han said: "During that time, his whereabouts were completely transparent, and there was nothing unusual about him. And don't forget, his second personality only has a part of the memory before he was ten years old, and that part happens to be all about Lin Zhimei. If there is really sexual assault, it must be from this time. ”

Father Fan didn't speak.

I also think I agree more, after all, the second personality is a symptom.

It was the first time I had been allowed to discuss Fanyin's illness with them, and it seemed that through my "sacrifice", they had come to regard me as "one of their own".

I don't know if they know about it, but I think I should say it: "The second personality seems to be very sex-phobic. ”

The two of them looked at me together, and Mrs. Han said, "What kind of fear method?" Tell me about it! ”

"When we were in a relationship, I tried many times to have sex with him, but he always couldn't. What did his expression say? Very shy, and very scared. I said, "After getting married, the first few times I had it with the first personality, and only once with the second personality." ”

Father Fan immediately said, "Then why didn't you tell the doctor about this?" ”

"The doctor didn't ask me just now." And the doctor talked to him alone: "I also thought it was because his memory had not grown." Children must be scared and shy. ”

Mrs. Han asked again, "Then did you ask him why he was afraid?" ”

"I asked, but he only said that he felt shy, and sometimes he simply said that he didn't know."

We were all silent.

The doctors came out quickly, and Father Fan told the doctor what I said, and the doctor also asked me in detail.

After I answered, the doctor said: "It is undeniable that today's data is very helpful for us to analyze the condition, and this is the first time that his second personality has left video evidence. But we hope to leave more evidence for us to analyze the ins and outs of this personality. Therefore, we hope that the family will provide us with as much information as possible about his upbringing. According to the current data, sexual assault and physical and psychological abuse in childhood are the most likely causes of dissociation. His first personality has symptoms of sex addiction, and from this point of view, we hope that you will be able to look for evidence from the perspective of sexual assault in childhood, or premature stimulation**, which are related to sexuality. ”

Father Fan hurriedly asked, "So will he lean towards stability or be more violent next?" ”

"We still disagree on that." He pointed to the two on his right and said, "The three of us still think that today's situation helps to release the stress of the second personality, and you told us that his stepmother had some perverted, violent behavior. But his first personality doesn't remember it at all, so this part of the pressure is entirely borne by the second personality. The second personality is unable to be channeled and cannot receive the treatment it deserves, and violence and perverted behavior are his only means of relieving stress. ”

At this point, another doctor said, "But the two of us think that this will continue to happen." He did use this to relieve stress, but if it was conscious, it would probably have evolved into a way for him to blackmail everyone. So, the only thing we agreed on was that we had to have the opportunity to have a face-to-face chat with the second personality and fully understand his experience and psychological situation in order to determine a specific plan for negotiating the integration of the two personalities. ”

After the doctor left, several of us sat at the table nervously. It was dinner time, but we didn't have any appetite at all.

The doctor deactivated the hypnosis of the first personality before leaving, but he only woke up for ten minutes before falling asleep, because the body had just consumed too much energy, after all, he had not eaten for many days.

They finally showed me a copy of the case and records of Fanyin, including Fan's father, Mrs. Han, and all those who knew about Fanyin's past.

But there isn't much to know about his stepmother, and in Fanyin's narrative, he doesn't know anything about this stepmother. Both Mrs. Han and Fan's father said that she had forced Fanyin to eat high-calorie food, ruined his health, locked him up, accused him of being fat, and hurt his self-esteem. Mrs. Han said that she had been abusing Fanyin since he was less than a year old, causing Fanyin to already have autistic tendencies when she first returned to her.

Fan's father described a little more things, this stepmother often sarcastically mocked him and beat him, he had found scars on Fanyin's body, Fanyin had complained to him, but he felt that it was just the child's disobedience and lack of alertness. And he himself has been violent against Fanyin because he is disobedient. The most serious thing is that Ling Chi executed his subordinates, and there is only one thing, but I don't think there can be only one, this stepmother has been with him for more than six years, and it can be seen from these things that this woman has been perverted, and it can't be only this time, but the first personality doesn't remember, Father Fan and Mrs. Han don't know, and the second personality refuses to say.

I don't know why, after seeing this, although Fanyin bullied me so badly, I began to feel sorry for him. The doctor also told me today that all patients diagnosed with split personality have suffered devastating injuries in their childhood, which can cause their personality to collapse and dissociate.

It's not what he wants, either.

I thought it would be helpful if I could know a little more about my stepmother, so I asked them, "Is there only so much about his stepmother?" ”

"Yes." Mrs. Han said: "When we killed his stepmother, we killed all the people involved. ”

"Didn't you leave any journals or anything like that?"

"She doesn't have a diary." Fan's father said: "Most of the things above were told to me by Lao Lin. ”

"My stepmother's surname is Lin, and Uncle Lin is also surnamed Lin." Why do I think it's a little weird?

Fan's father said: "Lao Lin has always been my family, and the surname Lin just happens to be. ”

"Oh." I continued: "Was he bullied when he was in school? ”

It says that he was bullied by the school people when he was in elementary school, mainly verbally humiliated, and was also beaten once. Both Father and Mrs. Han recounted the incident, and he arranged for him to transfer to another school soon after, when it happened, his stepmother was dead.

"Yes." Mrs. Han said: "I also suspected that those children sexually assaulted him, but after investigation, no. ”

"Oh." I asked, "Is the new school good?" ”

The teacher said yes, Amelie was also studying with him at that time, and she also said that no one had bullied him. He himself said no, and I didn't see him hurt. Mrs. Han asked Fan's father, "Do you know?" ”

Father Fan's father grinned, his expression was a little strange: "I...... How will you know? ”

I wondered, "How don't you know?" ”

Mrs. Han sneered and said, "He was taking drugs at that time. ”

Belch......

"Please!" Father Fan was displeased: "I'm drugged!" ”

"Who is secretly sucking it from everyone before, and still doing this business?" Mrs. Han raised her eyebrows and said mockingly: "Won't you work hard to quit after being addicted to drugs?" Can't quit won't you tell your family? ”

Seeing that the two of them were about to quarrel, I hurriedly said, "Yinyin has used marijuana before, Dad, how are you investigating?" ”

Father Fan looked at Mrs. Han and said nothing.

Mrs. Han said, "It's all like this, tell her." ”

"The marijuana was obtained by Yinyin herself." Fan's father said, "But it's the second personality who does it." ”

"How can you be sure it's a second personality?"

"The first personality would never touch drugs, and he watched me quit drugs with his own eyes." Father Fan said: "I believe in him emotionally. ”

I looked at Mrs. Han, and she spread her hands: "Me too." ”

My words are not to whitewash Britney, but I can't help but accept his situation: "Could it be that he wants to stimulate the second personality in this way?" ”

"No, it won't." Mrs. Han said: "Don't forget, smoking is the first personality. If you want to stimulate the second personality, I think it is easier to succeed with morphine in sugar. And drugs destroy the body, which is equivalent to a computer with two systems, and the body is computer hardware, destroying the hardware will only make both systems collapse, the first personality has intelligence, he will not choose so. ”

It seems that everything I can think of, they have already thought about in advance. But I still don't give up, I want to help him, really. Before I saw these materials, I wanted to help him for the sake of Niannian, but now I am beginning to sympathize with him, which is probably what Mrs. Han thinks of unbridled kindness. But I couldn't help it.

That night, I took the documents back to my room. Before going to bed, I went to see Fanyin, and he was tied up again, because it was impossible to tell if he would be slightly normal or crazier next. But at the moment he is very quiet, recently he has been so thin that he is almost out of shape, and the whole person does not seem to be lying on the bed to sleep, but collapsed on the bed as if he was in a coma.

I looked at his emaciated face and couldn't help but remember what happened to us. One by one, one by one, I found myself unable to tell what kind of person he was. However, surely even he himself does not know, after all, he is divided.

I also don't understand why he split into such a second personality. Because the doctors didn't speak to the second person, their reports were full of words like "guess," "think," and "suspect." According to the report, they speculated that the purpose of the second personality was to carry all his pain and negativity, because a lot of negativity and pain were forgotten by the first personality. And because most of these sufferings occur during his childhood, the mental age of the second personality is very young and he cannot bear so much, therefore, the second personality will one day explode.

It's not what I thought I used to be. I thought that the role of the second personality was truth, goodness, beauty, loveliness and innocence. I didn't expect the opposite.

When I saw this part, I wanted to forgive Britney. If the doctor's guess is correct, it means that there is only pain in his heart. Even an adult is burdened with memories of abuse, torture, and possibly sexual assault...... It's probably going to collapse.

On this day, I wanted to hug him before leaving.

But I didn't dare.

I didn't sleep all night, looking through the materials and jotting down what I thought was suspicious.

By the time he had breakfast the next day, Fanyin still hadn't woken up, but the doctor said he was fine.

I asked Daddy, "Why isn't there anything about Amelie here?" ”

"Yes." Father Fan said, "Don't you see I told you about that child? His mother said some of the same, but Yin didn't want to say it herself. ”

"I'm not talking about recent years." I think this is a suspicion: "They have been in the same school since elementary school and did not separate until they went to university. But Dad, there's too little to do about Amelie, right? ”

"That's because that's all we know." Fan's father said: "The rest is only known to Yinyin." ”

"But the earliest record of treatment was when he was nineteen, when Amelie was still alive, right?" I said, "You see, even some of his teachers at school, but there are no Amelie, which is too unusual, and Amelie's father has some narratives." You think, she and Yinyin are almost the closest people outside of the family, but there is not a word on it that she says. And they have been in love for so many years, but their high school teacher never said a word about their relationship. Isn't that weird? ”

How could she have nothing? The doctor would have asked her, and it was a good way to help him with his illness, and she refused? If she didn't refuse, then why isn't there a record of her here? There's no way she's not aware of the sound of the sound.

Moreover, even if they were not in a relationship in high school, the relationship should be very good. Then this part will not be missing from the teacher's narrative. But the reality is that among the teachers who taught them as children, only two parents who spoke traditional sound said that Amelie had a good relationship with him, and one of them knew the specifics. And the high school teacher simply didn't say anything.

Does this prove that the relationship they have shown at school is so distant, so alienated that teachers simply can't pay attention to it?