"When I was very young, I was disliked by the people of the clan, and they all bullied me, because I was very timid, hehe, and my personality was also very weak, and they felt that it was a shame for me to appear in the Hejin clan. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info I don't know how many years, I remember, once I came back with a bunch of herbs picked from the wild, intending to smear myself with some medicine, because I didn't accept people and got into fights with people before, but obviously, I was beaten badly. When I was about to reach the door, several children who were hiding on the side of the road came out, holding branches that had just been broken from the top of the tree, and with a fierce look in their eyes, and demanded that I give them all the herbs on their bodies. He stroked his beard and said with embarrassment.

"Haha, of course I can't give it to those bunnies, among those herbs, there is not only my own, but also my brother's share lying on the hospital bed. My parents left early when I was a child, and my brother and I were the only ones in the family who were interdependent, and if it hadn't been for the fact that our family had contributed some things before, they might have kicked our brothers out long ago. I feel sorry for myself as the elder brother of my brother, I don't deserve to be the eldest brother at all, and when I was a child he used to stare at me with big eyes and say that he wished I could one day stand at the top of the human pyramid, so that our family would not be tortured again. ”

"But I'm useless, I'm just a child who is greedy for life and afraid of death but can't bear to be disappointed by my brother, I rushed out frantically with the herbs on my chest, and knocked a few children who stood in my way to the ground, but they were much more agile than me, and soon caught up with me. They kicked me to the ground, kicked me hard, scolded me so badly, and kept saying those unbearable words in my mouth, and I had no choice but to hold my head tightly. Later, maybe the group of children were tired and didn't want to fight, so they trampled my herb on the ground and turned around and walked away. ”

"It was close to evening, so I cried and picked up the herbs scattered on the ground one by one, wiped the tears from my face, and went into the house. My brother was lying on the bed, and I still remember that the first thing he said when I walked in was, 'Brother, you're tired, sit down and rest.'" I didn't know how to respond to him, but I held back my tears and said to him, 'I'm not tired, I've got you herbs.'" At that time, he thought that all the medicinal materials were prepared for him, and he thought that his brother must be alive and majestic outside. At that time, I was ten years old and he was eight years old. He Jin lowered his head, his voice was inaudible, this kind of thing sealed in memory and years was turned out, it must be uncomfortable, right?

"I don't know what my brother's illness is, no one in the clan wants to help us, and neither of us can afford to hire those rich doctors. I boiled the medicine and drank a bowl of it myself, haha, that medicine is really bitter. I brought him another bowl, I wanted to leave him quickly so that he wouldn't see the bruises on my body, but he saw it anyway, and he asked me how I got it, and I was stunned, and I looked at my brother with a worried look in his eyes, and suddenly I didn't want to tell him the truth, and I didn't want him to know that he had such an incompetent big brother. I laughed and said that when I was collecting medicine in the mountains, I came across a wild beast, and when I escaped, I accidentally fell and rolled to the ground. ”

He looked at me with adoring eyes, hehe, in his eyes at that time, I must have been very tall, he felt that with such a powerful brother, no one would be afraid in the future, what a big joke. After five or six years, my brother's illness was finally cured by me, and at that time, the two of us hugged each other happily, and we felt that being able to live well was the happiest thing in the world. ”

"Because when we reach a certain age, we all have to take on some affairs in the clan, I do patrols, mainly patrolling inside and outside the area of the Hejin clan, responsible for some small security, and there are many, many clansmen who travel with me, but most of them are powerful and burly, unlike me, even if I have passed adulthood, but my body is still very thin, but my eyes are very sharp, enough to deter some hawkers, hehe, maybe I hated too many people who bullied me with this kind of gaze."

"My brother took care of some hygiene, but because of the sequelae of the illness, his body was still very weak, so he could only do some light work. On that occasion I had an argument with the people who were patrolling with me, because he was younger than me, and at first I was able to scold him as an older man, but then he was in a hurry, and pushed me down as soon as he stepped forward, hehe, I was really useless at the time, and I spent my time in anxiety with a pair of eyes and a glassy heart. ”

"The people who were traveling with us were very familiar with him, so they quickly surrounded me and beat me up again, haha, I don't know why I'm so cowardly, I don't want to be strong, I don't want to be involved in such a fierce competition, I didn't understand why people struggle for higher status and power since I was a child, but no one answered me, I was still beaten like a dog. I didn't even have the strength to stand up, I had a lion in my eyes, I clenched my teeth and didn't say a word. ”

At this moment, the younger brother happened to pass by, and with his docile personality must have come forward to pull the fight, he saw the brother with a blue nose and swollen face, the brother who had always been tall and mighty in his mind. He looked at me without saying a word, pulled me up, and we both returned to our place in silence, carefully rubbing my medicine and never speaking. ”

"Just when we were about to go to bed, he said softly, 'Brother, I don't want to drag you back, I know you have wanted to be stronger than anyone else since you were a child, but there is a deep contradiction in your heart, is it because of me?' You go outside, you are older than me, you should have received better knowledge than me, and dance on a bigger stage, I can't, I'm sick, I can't follow you to the adventure, so, brother, please take my dream and fulfill your wish, okay? I didn't speak, and I watched the moon outside the window all night. ”

"At this point, I carried this brother's wish, along with my deep-buried dream, and embarked on the path of experience, but ah, fate is unfair to some human beings after all. On the third day of departure, my luggage was stolen. Lost in despair, I was kicked out of the hotel and stranded on the street, and finally I could only crouch in a corner and fall asleep unconsciously. At that time, I realized that it was so difficult for a person to complete and pursue his dreams, so difficult that you didn't take a few steps just now, and the predicament in front of you was enough to knock you down and not move at all. ”

"I was lucky enough to be taken in by a master, but he just needed a handyman, and he had a lot of peers who were better than me, and like the people in the clan, they looked at me with disdain. After more than ten years of cold eyes, I have become accustomed to it, and the pursuit of dreams is out of reach, I tidy up housework in the master's home all day long, clean and clean, serve tea and water to those masters, and have no status. But I can't go out, I don't have money and strength, and I will only be spurned everywhere I go. ”

"Year after year, news suddenly came from the distant Hejin tribe that my brother was critically ill again, and I rushed back overnight. It was at this time that the little bug caused a riot and was attacked by the human race, and the elders of our Hejin clan and other races that had the right to speak in the human race decided to seal the little bug, but someone needed to enter the seal to suppress the little bug, so as not to break through the seal that could not be closed in time. I knew that my brother was not long to live, that he was dying, and I told him that this time I was going to really fulfill our brother's wish, with a determination that we had never had before. ”

"I resolutely stepped into the seal, followed that huge energy, and became the guardian spirit of this space, protecting the integrity of the seal, and now that the seal is broken, the old man's mission has been completed, and he is finally looking for my crazy brother." He Jin looked back at the sky, a pair of cloudy eyes that seemed to see through the world fluctuated, as if he didn't even notice himself, the palm under the robe couldn't help but tremble.

Duan Fei was stunned and froze in place, he didn't say a word from beginning to end, he listened carefully to what He Jin said. At first, he planned to be able to understand that huge and mysterious civilization from the narrative of Ha Jin, but he never thought that it would later evolve into such a story that makes people sigh.

He seemed to see that in the middle of the night, his younger brother said heartfelt blessings to his brother, "Brother, please take my dream and fulfill your wish, okay?" ”。 He seemed to see a young man with no relatives shivering in the cold, leaning on some unknown corner of the street, looking up at the huge bright moon, with crystal tears in his eyes.