427 That's why you're precious
"Yes, I didn't say it wasn't me. β Eighty-eight β β reading β, .β».oβ" His eyes were also red, Nian Nian was definitely the softest place in his heart, there was no one: "I tell you this, I just hope you can understand, it's not that she doesn't love you, on the contrary, she loves you too much." I told you not to be angry with her because she did everything because she didn't want to lose you. It's my fault that she's not doing it right, but you can't think of her like that. You can feel like no one in the world cares about you, but Nian Nian doesn't, she definitely doesn't. β
I said, "That's why I want to divorce you peacefully." We can arrange a time for her to follow you and me separately, and you and I don't have to torture each other anymore, and I don't have to put on this resentful face. β
"But it's impossible to leave now." He said, "Your father even said that kind of thing, you don't believe that you are the heir, do you?" β
I said, "I don't know. β
"If you are, then you have to live with me, and I can guarantee your safety." He said, "That's what your dad had done. β
I glanced at him and said, "You're not the only one who has this skill. β
His eyes lit up: "Do you want to find Pu Lan?" β
I didn't speak.
"Heh," he chuckled, rolled over and lay back in his place, and struck a new battle stance, "What do you think he is?" The illegitimate son born to a female cousin, how much do you think he has the ability to fight me? β
I want to say that judging by his values, I was also born to a female cousin, but in case he really scolds me, I still don't want to be so stupid.
But he kept saying, "You think he has what it takes?" If he had, how do you think I blew up his house in the first place? Take 10,000 steps back, even if he has that ability, do you think he can be sincere to you? β
I looked at him and thought he was ridiculous, "I slept." β
He looked embarrassed and said, "I'm sorry. But I think you're too naΓ―ve, you'd better not think about that kind of thing, if he could, your father would have chosen him a long time ago. β
"Alright." I said, "I don't want to talk about this anymore." I really slept. β
He finally shut up.
I closed my eyes, I was really sleepy, and I was a little dizzy.
Before I fell asleep, I felt someone holding my hand and pinching the finger of my broken nail. The nail was broken, but not completely, so only part of it was cut off, and the rest was black and purple, waiting for it to die or be replaced by a new one.
I don't know what's so nice about it, maybe it's the same as he looks at me, but I just want to express some tenderness. yes, as he thinks, I'm the right heir.
Forget it, I don't want to think about it deeply, and if I could, I don't want to be extreme, and I don't want to get into the horns.
After entering the country, someone from the Su family came to pick us up, but I didn't know him. Fanyin also said that there was no need for anyone, and after a lot of talk with them, he finally got them away.
I slept fairly well and felt much better. After a short rest to prepare, we will soon continue our journey.
My adoptive father's house was in J City, a particularly vast area of land, a city with a large population, but he didn't know how to find such a peaceful place. It can be done so that people don't have to go out for several years, and all life is completed in it, which can be called a real version of the peach blossom paradise.
When I arrived nearby, there were already a lot of cars gathered at the door, and Fanyin said, "These are your brothers and sisters, and some relatives." Some came to observe, and some participated in the inheritance. There must be a good lineage that your father has cultivated for you, so don't talk nonsense. β
I said, "Hmm. β
Seeing my lack of interest, he immediately emphasized: "Lingling, even if you want to escape, it is impossible now. As long as you are on the list announced by the lawyer, you have to choose if you want it, because even if you don't, they will let you die. Instead of this, it is better to fight them. β
I didn't speak.
He also emphasized: "Don't be afraid, you have me." I may not be able to do anything else, engage in protection, engage in assassination, I am an expert. β
"Thank you." Although he was so enthusiastic, I couldn't help but pour cold water on him: "I hope you won't be disappointed later." β
He smiled, put his arm around my shoulders, and said, "Nian Nian must be waiting for you." β
I didn't speak.
On the issue of Niannian, I was persuaded again.
I was angry with her, but I couldn't help but forgive her. Thinking about the picture described by the traditional sound, it is very sad. I didn't tell him, I had done that kind of thing, watching other people's complete homes on TV, I felt strange and envious. The thought of my children doing the same thing as mine makes my heart hurt even more.
The speed of the car slowed down because of the poor road ahead, but even so, it was already walking along the outer wall of the courtyard. It wasn't the first time I've been here, but I still looked outside with interest and asked, "Since you're here this time, can I take a tour?" β
"There's nothing to see in there."
"How so?" He smiled and said: "With such a scale, it can at least be the emperor's palace in the feudal period." Although I only enter the front hall every time, it is already very beautiful, and it is simply a fairyland on earth. He pinched my face with his hand, "No wonder you can raise such a little fairy." β
"You're thinking too much." I said, "There's really nothing to see in there, it's full of fields and farms, and there's bookshelves everywhere. β
He smiled: "I want to watch the game." β
"Let Nian Nian show you."
He didn't follow, put his arm around my shoulders, and said coquettishly, "I want you to show me." β
I looked at him and said, "I don't understand that." β
He laughed again: "Haven't you had it since you were a child?" β
"I've had it since I was a kid." I said, "But I can't touch any of them." Before going to elementary school, one day I accidentally knocked over a porcelain vase, which was not broken during the Jiaqing period, and knocked a small bite. My aunt told my adoptive father that he told her to ban me from eating for three days, plus to stand in the hall for the night. At that time, I was standing next to me, and I clearly heard my aunt explain to him, saying that I had a cold, and it would definitely get worse if I stood outside overnight, but he didn't listen, and then I had a fever for two days, and my aunt asked him again, but he still wouldn't let go and let me eat something. That level of bottle, even if it is given away, he feels cold, it is only worth compared to me. β
"Don't be angry." He put his arm around my shoulders and said with a smile: "He must know that Auntie is lying to him, not to mention that you broke it yourself, isn't it right for him to punish you?" Does it keep you reckless? β
I didn't speak.
I'm also a mouthful, and I mentioned this to him.
He was silent for a moment, and then changed his words: "I mean, recklessness is actually a very bad quality, and he just thinks that being ruthless will make you remember it forever." Otherwise, it's okay to break a bottle, but it's going to hurt you if you get into big trouble. I didn't say he was right, but I think he just thinks it won't hurt you to be harsh. β
"Don't talk about it." I said, "I see." β
Of course, he could see that I was not happy, and said with a smile: "If you care so much about this, then I will buy a few for you to fall, and fall until you are balanced, how about it?" β
"I said don't say it." I was so annoyed that I couldn't do it, "You don't understand, what qualifications do you have to express your opinions indiscriminately?" β
He looked at me and said, "I know, you don't think he feels sorry for you, do you?" β
"Yes!"
"I also think that he doesn't feel sorry for you, so I don't want to miss you like this. You have a fever, and he won't allow you to eat for two days, which hurts your body! No father who loves his children can do such a thing! A good owner wouldn't even do that to his dog! He finished speaking in one breath and asked, "Do you feel better when I say that?" Let everyone stand on your side and admit that he is indeed not a good father, that you do not have a good father! Not only is he not good to you, he is also suspected of forcing your mother to death! You are so sad, so pitiful, your birth is a tragedy, you grew up in his disgust! Do you like to hear that? β
I feel like he's better off not talking.
No matter which direction he says, as long as it is his tone and his mode of thinking, he is blocking me.
But that's me, it's my mouth, I shouldn't tell him.
The silence silenced the car for a while, but it didn't last long, and he squeezed my shoulder again, "Hello? β
"What for?"
"It's my bad breath." He softened his voice and said, "As long as the lawyer reads out the heir, no matter how much you complain about him in your heart, you can't abandon this identity." Instead of being in a relationship with him, you should convince yourself that he is actually good for you...... And how much more ...... him The reason why he is like this this time is also because he cares about you. You don't want to give him a chance, after all, you don't have any other relatives. β
I wanted to change the subject: "There are many old books in here, if you are interested, I will take you to see them." β
He looked at me, "What's that?" β
"Mainly economics, politics, the art of war, investment, psychology...... This kind of money that can be used to make money. I said, "It's boring, but you're sure to like it." β
He smiled, "I don't think you have seen it." β
"After reading a little, they forced me to memorize it, but I took a nap as soon as I saw it, and I couldn't memorize it." I said, "I don't like it at all." β
He smiled even more happily, "No wonder your dad always told me that you made him very worried, and that you were the only one of all the children." It's just that you're the only one who gave birth to him. β
"yes, I don't like those, I don't understand it. I just like to use three Barbie dolls to form a family, a dad and a mom and me. I said, "That's it." β
He stopped laughing, he shut up, and just looked at me.
Although I kept reminding myself not to say anything to him again, I actually had a lot to say, and no one else could say, and I didn't even have a friend. So I still said to him, "I really don't want him to be my dad at all." I'd rather believe that my dad was a beggar on the streets. I couldn't believe that my dad had left me alone and taken other people's children to be their dad even though he knew how much I missed him. He knew I didn't have a mother, I only had him. Even if I'm not smart and cute, he really hates me, why can't he give me to someone else to raise? You all think it's beautiful, it's beautiful, but what's the use of being pretty? I was alone in it, no one wanted me, and no matter how beautiful it was, it was just a tomb. β
I also know I'm too verbose, yes, I'm always bringing it up over and over again. I've been wrestling with this over and over again, and it's been haunting me for as long as I can remember, and it's still haunting me now, all these years. I feel like I've let go, but I'm going to be forced to come back. Frankly speaking, I don't want to see this house, and I don't want to stay here for a day. It's like a tablet that writes about the fact that I was discarded by my loved ones, and engravings the "stupid, stupid, annoying, and unambitious...... sin of lust that was deliberately crowned for me in order to abandon me.
Fortunately, he didn't stimulate me this time, but obediently listened to it and said, "Do you know why I am so disgusted by you saying so much? β
I didn't speak.
He replied to himself, "Because that's how my mother left me." Of course, it was my dad's fault that he took advantage of me. But I'm responsible for all the consequences. I'm afraid you'll think that, and then leave Niannian too. I, like you, don't want her to suffer what I have suffered. β
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"Lingling, I've been talking about this because I want to wait a little bit and get in better, so that they don't see that we're arguing. Otherwise, they must try their best to provoke us, and there have been people who have been provoking us for the past few years, and you may think that is your own problem, but I don't see it that way, I think there must be someone pushing for these things. He said: "As soon as it is announced, you and I will never be able to divorce, and you and I will not be able to withstand any turmoil." That's why I'm telling you so much, whether it's good or not, it's all out of good intentions, and I hope you can relax your mind and be less depressed before you go in. If you want to mess with me, wait until you get home. β
I said, "Okay." β
He seemed to be relieved, took my hand, and said softly: "You can say that I don't understand anything else, but I know very well about your feelings for your father, don't forget, my father is more terrible." So I don't have the slightest intention of standing and talking without backache, you know? β
"Understood." His previous words were true, even if I didn't want an heir, it wouldn't be mine. When it has to be given to me, I have to be ready.
"So don't be miserable anymore, and besides, you haven't gotten this power yet, and you don't know how alluring it is." He leaned his head against my forehead and said, "At least it can make me dare not hit you, so that my father will not dare to ask for a grandson in front of you, it is a sense of security." β
I glanced at him, "Didn't you promise not to hit me?" β
He bared his teeth: "Don't you don't believe it?" β
I'm speechless about this shamelessness that thinks I'm clever.
"I know you don't believe it right now, but you will." As soon as the heir is announced, you will immediately feel the subtle difference around you. Everybody will be kind to you, they certainly don't care about you, but it doesn't really matter at all. β
I annoyed him with this theory, although I also knew that he was just trying to tempt me to behave well: "I didn't treat you well because you had power, I was cheap in the first place." β
He laughed at once, and pecked my cheek very quickly with his mouth, "That's why you're precious, fool." β