139 - Death Phase (2)
"What did you say?"
Everyone was stunned, and when I heard this, I lost my temper and grinned and said: "Hello, I found out that you are a god stick, saying that this has a dead appearance and that one has a dead face." You said so about me, and I'm not here to stay here? ”
As soon as I spoke, I saw a lazy glance at me, and said twice, "I haven't paid attention to your silence, pony, your death...... It's heavy again......"
I didn't bother to pay attention to it, but I didn't expect Xiaoru to smile, walked over and sat down next to Yuan, stroked its head and said, "Yuan, what do you always say about death, is it the death on everyone's face." Can you tell? ”
"That's not it, you will only see it if you want to see it, and if you don't want to see it, even if you see it, I won't say ......"
As she spoke, she lazily raised her eyelids and glanced at Xiaoru, but only that look. His expression suddenly stiffened.
Xiao Ru seemed to notice the change in Yuan, so she smiled and asked again, "Yuan, what's wrong with you?" Something on my face? ”
"No, no ......"
She shook her head again and again, and quickly lowered her head again. Stop talking.
Instead, Xiaoru asked again: "Yuan, in fact, I really want to know what it's like to be a spirit beast like you that has survived for thousands of years and can penetrate the life and death of others...... Life is short, but you can live so long, you must be very comfortable......"
Hearing Xiaoru's question, Yuan just smiled bitterly and didn't answer.
Xiaoru waited for a while, and was a little embarrassed when she saw that she ignored her, and she wanted to leave when she stood up, but as soon as she stood up, Yuan's voice had already come from behind her: "Lonely." ”
"Huh? What did you say? ”
"Lonely. Do you think living long is a good thing? You are wrong, everything in the world will not be sad because of the shortness in this life, let alone rejoicing because it is long, maybe you think I will live a long time. It's a good thing to see a lot and meet a lot, but this loneliness is not something that anyone can bear......"
It sighed softly, smiled bitterly, and said, "Maybe you don't believe it, but I have fallen in love with three girls in my life, and these girls are all human ......."
"You, you're in love with a human girl?"
Xiao Ru was stunned for a moment, and Yuan suddenly said bitter water, which attracted us even more.
Listening to the maiden continued: "That's right, it's ridiculous, in your eyes I'm just a beast who has lived for a long time, and I'm in love with a human girl, but that's not what I want, why don't I want to live with a beautiful mother Hongchen as a companion and drive me to gallop to share the prosperity of the world?" But fate is so fucking ridiculous, everything in the world is divided into yin and yang, Qingluan is accompanied by fire and phoenix, jackals are accompanied by old embarrassment, and me? When I opened my eyes, I was lonely, and I didn't even know what the my parents were...... That's why I hate, I hate all the things in this world, and it's because of this hatred that I can't get used to the pair of Chen Bao's Qingqing and me, and I provoke them to form a grudge......"
With a long sigh, the past of a thousand years ago seems to be vivid.
"But later, I met a woman, I have forgotten how long ago it was, I only remember that there was no Heavenly Master Dao at that time, even your ancestor Zhang Daoling was not born, and that woman was a famous demon exterminator at that time, and she arrested me for six years, and in six years, every time she forced me into a dead end, I was able to save the day...... At that time, I began to have the idea that I wanted to understand her, so I secretly followed her every day and watched her every move......"
"See it in the toilet too?" The third brother ruined the atmosphere with one sentence, causing everyone to stare at him.
She pursed her lips and said: "Anyway, after that, I secretly followed her for nearly ten years, even if her appearance changed, I was still infatuated with her, until one day, I saw death on her face, I ran to remind her, I just wanted to help her escape, but unfortunately it backfired, she finally died tragically under the claws of a unicorn monster bird while catching demons, I want to avenge her, but you look at my bear-like, to be honest, who can I beat?" So I gave up the idea of revenge and searched all over the world, just wanting to wait for her to be reincarnated and then continue the previous relationship......"
"And then? Did you find her? Xiao Ru hurriedly asked.
She nodded and smiled slightly.
"I found it, I have been secretly accompanying her in the next two lives, but I have never looked at her squarely, and I have not let her see me, because ......"
Yu raised her hooves and shook them in front of Xiao Ru's eyes-
"You can see it too, I'm a monster......" Hongdong Hong.
"And what about after two lifetimes? Could it be that in your thousand-year life, she has only been reincarnated twice? ”
"Of course not, the reincarnation of the world is not hesitant, as long as the soul is not destroyed, she will always fall into the six realms, but when I saw her die for the third time, I ...... Killed her out-of-body soul ......"
Hearing my words, I immediately gasped, and even Xiaoru and Yang Daoye, who had known her for many years but had never heard of this, were stunned.
But she smiled, and her face was full of sorrow.
"You wouldn't think that I did it because I was in pain...... It is because I love her, so every time she starts again, I will do everything possible to find her everywhere, and if I can't find her, I will panic, and if I find her, I will be happy, but after that happiness, I will one day see her death, I will watch her leave, and it is painful to watch the death of someone I love, you know? And that kind of pain, I fucking endured three times in a row...... Since then, I don't pay attention to anyone, vent evil everywhere, and make enemies everywhere, but gradually I find that it turns out that ...... Searching for her reincarnation in each life has long become the only belief in my life, and I killed my own belief with my own hands, and since then it has been muddy, like a walking corpse, until now...... Yang Xiaoru, can you understand this pain? ”
"I ......"
Xiao Ru was speechless for a while.
yes, who can understand? Even if they can understand it, who can have it, a spirit beast that has survived for thousands of years, understand it more thoroughly?
And at this moment, Brother Monkey was already wiping his tears, while sitting next to Yuan, choked up twice and said, "Yuan, I, I can understand it...... I, I've liked more than 30 girls, but I'm still single......"
Brother Monkey suddenly lost control of his emotions, Yang Daoye covered his face in shame, and the romantic atmosphere that had just been brewing disappeared in an instant.
But Brother Monkey still didn't seem to notice this, choked up twice, and suddenly cried and said, "It's not just love, my life is not much happier than yours......"
"Your life?"
Yuan grinned disdainfully, and asked with a smile: "Little monkey, what kind of life do you dare to talk about in front of me, a thousand-year-old spirit beast, you are really bold......
Brother Monkey didn't pay attention to his words, and actually vented to himself: "I'm like you, I've never seen my parents since I was born, there is water everywhere, it's black everywhere, I'm scared to cry, although I don't remember much when I was a child, but I vaguely remember that when I was a child, I was beaten everywhere I went, chained, and stoned......"
Brother Monkey cried more and more, and when he said this, he suddenly turned around and glanced at Yang Daoye gratefully, and cried again: "I was so scared that I hid and didn't dare to see anyone, I don't know how long I hid, and then thanks to the master, he took me down from the mountains and raised me, I was just, I finally had a home......"
Seeing that Brother Monkey was crying heavily, Yang Daoye hurriedly walked over, bent down and patted him on the back and said, "Child, don't talk about it...... If you don't have a master now, no one can bully you anymore......"
"Master......"
Brother Monkey hugged Yang Daoye's waist, buried his face in Daoye's crotch and cried.
For a while, the sad atmosphere permeated the entire prison cell, and even a strong man like the third brother was infected, and secretly wiped his tears and said: "Okay, since everyone has opened their hearts, then I will also talk about my childhood......
When the third brother was brewing at a forty-five degree angle to the sky, I couldn't help but expose it next to me and said: "Third brother, don't take out your glorious history and be embarrassed, I don't know if we lived in the opposite door when we were children?" When I was a kid, I peeked at the big widow taking a bath every day, and you taught me......"