Chapter 448: Confession
The so-called: Creation cannot have the best of both worlds, the five elements are harmonious, and those who have no evil are just long-lived, and ordinary people have food and clothing; Once the power gathers, the respect of ten thousand people, but it is not exempt from the punishment of the six relatives, and the loneliness of old age, this is a catastrophe.
is a character like Cha Wenbin, Taoism, character, and affection are all one in a million, but the six relatives are injured, and he is lonely and lonely. Since ancient times, most of the people who asked the heavens to seek the Tao had this fate, and when they entered the Three Realms and passed away, they needed to break the red dust, and if they did not experience the pain of life and death, how could they understand this mysterious and mysterious infinite way?
Life has been in the world for decades, the world is vast, the world is vast, and what I have come into contact with is only a drop in the ocean, just like that scripture, only a few people can see through only a few people with only seventy-two words.
Cha Wenbin looked up, and the red red star quickly crossed by, leaving a faint red mark in the sky. The edge of the red star's disappearance happens to be located near the Big Dipper.
In the middle of the connection between the fourth and seventh stars of the Big Dipper, there was originally a flickering star, which could only be seen when the weather was excellent, and that star was Cha Wenbin's life star, namely: Tiansha Lone Star.
Everyone has a star corresponding to themselves in the sky, and the so-called night stargazing is to find this natal star that belongs to him. Zhuge Kongming in the Three Kingdoms went out of Bishan, was seriously ill in Wuwenyuan, and learned that his life was not long enough, Zhuge Qiang put on the lamp of life and retreated for seven days. Unexpectedly, on the sixth day, Sima Yi saw in the night sky that the general star of Shu was out of place, and calculated that Zhuge was seriously ill, so he sent someone to investigate. Who knows, Wei Yan was aware of the urgency of this military situation, so he forcibly entered the account to report, but it broke Kong Ming's formation, Kong Ming abandoned his sword and sighed: "Death and life are fate, and you can't get it." Soon after, Kong Ming died at the age of fifty-four.
The red star disappeared when it crossed the lone star position, and the star ball in Cha Wenbin's hand could no longer read his star position, silently put away all his things, he leaned against the tree and whispered: "Go and rest, I will guard it for you at night." ”
It was late at night, the cool breeze was blowing the pair of flames and dancing around, and a beautiful figure took the clothes and draped them over the shoulders of the pensive Cha Wenbin.
Turning his head, he saw that it was a cold girl, so he asked, "Why don't you sleep?" ”
Leng Yiran held her cheeks and draped her long hair diagonally, added a few sticks of firewood to the fire and said, "I can't sleep, come out and breathe." As she spoke, her eyes did not stay on Cha Wenbin's body, but stared at the fire. I don't know if it was the reflection of the firelight or the heat of the fire, her face looked a little red.
"Go back, the mountain is windy, Ming'er, you and Zhao Yunxiao go back first, go back and tell your father, I don't want to stay in this place."
"Oh." Leng Yiran lowered her head and held her mouth, as if she looked a little disappointed when she heard Cha Wenbin say that she didn't want to stay here.
The two of them sat by the fire like this, never talking, one only cared about adding firewood, and the other kept turning his palms, and the atmosphere was slightly dull. This kind of embarrassing atmosphere Cha Wenbin is not good at breaking, he knows that the girl came out not to breathe, but to say something to himself.
Leng Yiran took the lead in breaking the deadlock: "Brother Wen Bin? Her voice was gentle, the kind of gentleness that is peculiar to women.
"Huh?" Cha Wenbin bowed his head and responded.
"Have you ever thought about starting a family again?" When she asked this sentence, her face turned even redder, perhaps realizing that her problem was embarrassing, she quickly changed her words: "I mean, we have a good sister in our unit, she is also a person, divorced, but she is a good person......"
"Nope." Cha Wenbin's answer was very cold and simple, his face was as thin as a melon seed, and the tips of his hair were not known whether it was the ashes of the burning firewood or the hair had begun to turn gray, looking very lonely.
This answer made Leng Yiran unable to sit still, she stretched her neck and persuaded as much as she could: "But, don't you want someone who can take care of you when you need it?" Doing your laundry, cooking for you, and giving you something to rely on when you're tired. ”
"I can take care of myself." Cha Wenbin stirred the fire with the firewood in his hand, and in an instant, a string of sparks crackled and exploded. Leng Yiran was caught off guard, a spark exploded into her eyes, and the severe pain immediately made her hold her head and bury it between her legs.
Cha Wenbin hurriedly got up, took out a kettle and wet a handkerchief and handed it over: "Are you okay?" Wipe your eyes quickly. ”
After Leng Yiran took the handkerchief and wiped it, he felt that there was still something in it, so he kept rubbing his eyes, and after a while, his eyes began to turn red.
"Squat, I'll blow it." Cha Wenbin walked up to her, opened her eyes, and put his mouth on it. "Whew", Leng Yiran only felt that his eyes were itchy and dry, and if he rubbed it again, he was really fine.
At that moment, the distance between the two of them was really close, only 0.5 centimeters. Leng Yiran could hear her heartbeat, "Plop, plop", she mustered up the courage to say to Cha Wenbin: "Brother Wenbin, I want to marry you." ”
She held back this sentence for ten years.
Ten years ago, in Sichuan, when she first saw him, she only regarded him as a big brother with taste, and that year, she was eighteen and he was thirty. In the Qifeng Mountain, she almost died in Huangquan several times, and each time, it was this man who pulled her out of the hands of death. When she knew that behind this man who was a little melancholy and a little decadent all day long was the story of a broken family, and the natural protective desire of women pushed her to a feeling called "love".
In the past ten years, Leng Yiran has plunged headlong into the thick materials of archaeology and read countless classics, she just wants to help that man find more about Yang Yangyuan's dream. She knew that in that place that only existed in dreams, there was a little girl who was still struggling, and this girl was the knot in the heart of the man he loved that could never be erased.
Over the years, I don't know how many talented and noble people have broken through the threshold of the Leng family, and the people who proposed relatives have come one after another. In the end, there was a saying in the circle of the provincial capital: The young lady of the Leng family, as her name suggests, is as cold as frost. In fact, her heart has already belonged, and the moment his son left, she made up her mind: he will not marry in this life.
Cha Wenbin was silent for a moment, and from the moment she came out, he guessed that he was a person from the past, how could he not understand a woman's thoughts: "Miss Leng, although there is a difference in age between me and your father, it can also be called a year-old friend." You are his daughter, first of all, it is not appropriate, this is one of them; Second, I am wandering by nature, I have no fixed place, and my heart has long been buried in the soil with those past events, and I have long lost the idea of marriage; Third, my life is a lone star, and all my relatives will die in their lives, not to mention that I have no intention of remarrying, even if I have a heart, I can't. ”
When he said this, Leng Yiran's teeth bit his lip tightly, his hands were clenched into fists, his fingernails were embedded in the flesh, and tears were dripping and rolling in his eyes. She knew that he would answer her like this, and if he agreed, he would not be Cha Wenbin today.
"Go to sleep, tomorrow we'll all go down."
She got up and choked up, "But I really ......"
Cha Wenbin also got up and said, "No need to say more, Miss Leng, go." ”
There was not a trace of fluctuation in the expression on his face, nor did there be a trace of dodging in his eyes, he was still so cold, because he had long regarded himself as a dead man.
Seeing Leng Yiran's slightly thin figure walking back to the tent step by step, Cha Wenbin raised his head and found that he could no longer find the dark star, he said to himself: "Time is running out, the remaining things that have not been done have to be done quickly." ”
At dawn, the woods began to come back to life, and the cries of birds woke the sleeping people from their sleeping bags. The fire had long since burned out, and there were still a few wisps of green smoke rising, and Cha Wenbin fell asleep with his lap on his pillow.
"Brother Wen Bin!" Chaozi went over and helped him on the shoulder, and when he saw Cha Wenbin open his eyes, he said, "You go in and sleep for a while, and you tell us about anything." ”
Cha Wenbin looked at the pile of wreckage not far away and said, "Dig a pit, bury it, and then we will go down the mountain." ”
Chaozi asked puzzled, "Down the mountain?" What are you doing down the mountain, don't you even have a clue here? Zhuo Xiong was also puzzled: "Going down the mountain so soon?" ”
"Go down." Cha Wenbin glanced at it, but Leng Yiran was not there, he pointed to the tent and said, "Lao Zhao, you take that girl back first, let's pack up and leave." ”
"Can I not go back?" Leng Yiran came out at this time, her eyes were red and swollen, she looked like she hadn't slept all night, and she shed a lot of tears. She explained: "It's been a long time since I've been with you, and when I go back, I'm looking at the bottles and cans that can't speak, and I want to go to you to breathe." ”
Chaozi rubbed his hands and said, "Hey, okay, now we have a mouthful." "Leng Yiran's cooking skills are very good, this is inherited from her mother, Chaozi often went to her house to eat when she was a child.
"No, take her back!" He has always been very casual on this kind of issue, but the tone of Cha Wenbin's words today does not allow for the slightest excuse.
Maybe it was because he was rejected, or maybe he couldn't pull it off, the grievances of the whole night were vented at this moment, Leng Yiran shouted at Cha Wenbin: "Let's go!" I don't want to see you again in my life! She rushed down the hill like crazy, covering her mouth with her hands as she ran, trying very hard not to let them hear her cry......