Mr. Fei was recommended by Mrs. Han, and my father and Fanyin had no objection. That means that if it were someone else, I wouldn't have been able to have a peaceful night tonight.

Mrs. Fei helped me change rooms and said, "Rest in peace, there will definitely be no more killers at night." ”

I asked, "What's going on?" Why did you all alarm you? "The first gunshot will definitely alarm the servants at home, and Mr. Fei must have known about it a long time ago. If he were going to react, there would be no killer coming in the second time. So he's acquiescing.

In other words, the reason why he came out the second time was not because the killer failed again, but all night, they had the opportunity to try and make mistakes. But something special happened that made Mr. Fei have to come forward to stop it.

Sure enough, Mrs. Fei looked embarrassed: "It's not ......" Her face was also very bad, "You go and ask Yinyin." ”

Then she said a few words to me and left, of course I had to call Fanyin, but fortunately he picked it up, and his voice was quite sober: "Is Uncle Fei here?" ”

"Here we are." I told him about the situation and asked, "What did you do?" ”

"Please call Uncle Fei from your father." Fanyin said: "I don't know how they communicated, but the reason why Uncle Fei indulged my father is because he thinks you are an adopted daughter, even if you are really dead, your father can't care too much, it is impossible to really kill Huaixin and Mrs. Li, and Mrs. Li is still from the Li family." But it may be that your dad expressed his determination to him. ”

"Oh."

"Don't be afraid." "You can rest in peace," he said. ”

"Hmm."

He was silent for a while, and then suddenly asked, "A little sad?" ”

"yes." I said, "For so many years, the only thing I'm sorry for your family is probably your son." I also felt that if I could do it all over again, I would definitely not have gotten to that point and that it would happen. ”

"This thing is in the past." His tone was calm: "Forget about it." ”

"I didn't mean to mention it." I said, "I just want to say that I used to sympathize with him because he was always crying and saying that your illness made him sad." But I have always forgotten that he has a great responsibility to raise my son with such a serious problem. You have mental problems, but as your guardian, he didn't tell me, who was going to marry him, that his son had such problems. And after we got married, he kept hiding it from me. ”

He didn't speak.

Today I was really disappointed. I have never been more disappointed than I am today. Because he never intended to kill me. I also always thought that when he was picked up by Michelle, his thinking would definitely change. He's so patriarchal, and I don't have a son, and my dad killed the grandson he wanted, and it doesn't seem like much of a problem for him to be angry with me. But it's all based on the premise that he didn't try to kill me.

So I'm so sad now: "You see I have forgiven your family for so many things, and I treat you as family. But now...... Traditional ......"

"Hmm."

"Why are all of your people so selfish? So cruel? So scary? ”

He still didn't speak.

And I just want to cry.

I used to treat him as my family, even though he did a lot of things about me. But I can always remember that he used to let me talk to him, walk with him, teach me my homework, prepare snacks for me, and look at me affectionately as if he were his own daughter. It was all the stuff I wanted from my dad when I was a kid and never got it, but now I understand that it's all fake. No matter how bad my adoptive father is, he doesn't like me at best and won't kill me. No matter how good he is, he is just a beautiful painting skin after all.

So, this time today, Father Fan not only disappointed me in him, but also made me understand: what I have been looking for is actually what I should have had when I was a child, but I didn't get it. But I never knew that the most likely person in the world to give me these things had chosen to abandon me more than 20 years ago. From that day on, there will be no one in this world who loves me regardless of conditions, and I don't have to count on anything to be made right from anyone.

I don't know how long I cried, until I couldn't shed tears anymore, and I heard the voice of Fanyin: "Lingling? ”

My throat was blocked and I couldn't speak.

"Did you go to school?" He said, "It's cold in the heights? ”

"Hmm."

"You didn't have any friends because your dad didn't want you to have too many useless relationships." "He wants your life to be clean and not affected by any impurities," he said. ”

I didn't speak, and I don't know why he said that. Maybe he talked to my adoptive father about this?

"Then you have friends because you are as mediocre as they are." He said, "That's why you have friends." ”

I didn't speak.

"Then you didn't have any friends because you looked miserable, so no one dared to approach you."

Maybe he's right. The classmates told the police that I was always injured, but in fact no one came up to me to ask me or to call the police. Of course, that's useless, I can't explain it, it's just that the classmates who had a good relationship are estranged, but this is normal.

"Now you have no friends, and you have even been betrayed." "It's because you've become a threat," he said. ”

I still didn't speak.

"My dad didn't plan to bully you from the beginning, on the contrary, he liked you until you didn't cause trouble and threats." "But that doesn't mean you can just touch his cake," he said. The most unsuccessful thing about your father's upbringing is that he has been trying his best to protect you, and in order to prevent you from coming into contact with dark and ugly human nature, he will not hesitate to put you in a vacuum, but make you uncompetitive and unable to withstand a little wind and rain. ”

I asked, "Do you want to tell me that these are all normal?" ”

"Yes." "There will be more in the future," he said. The higher you go, the less trustworthy you are. So you also have to learn not to be emotionally invested in people easily, my dad taught you a good lesson, it's hard to meet someone who looks more gentle and ruthless than him. ”

I was comforted by him, but I couldn't help but say, "Hurry up and take the medicine to get better, I don't want to do this." ”

"It's the same with your dad." He was still laughing, and his voice was starting to get a little tired.

"I already told my dad last time that I don't want to take his business." I said, "When I divorce you, I'll live alone with my children and find a simpler job." ”

He didn't speak.

I'll admit, I said the phrase "wait until I divorce you" a little deliberately, and I don't want him to think I'm not leaving.

After a while, he opened his mouth again and said, "Your father didn't agree, did he?" ”

"I think he's said yes."

"You'd better check with him again." He paused and said, "Taking medicine will affect my attention, judgment and IQ, and I may have to take a lot in this situation." If I take the medicine, you're going to stay here. My father's brain is broken, the stars can't hold up, and you can't run the monk even if you can run the temple. ”

"Can you control it without taking medicine?" I said, "All of a sudden, it's like schizophrenia." ”

"I'm trying to figure it out." He said softly, "I'll try." ”

I could hear that his mood was much lower than he had just been. Although the situation was critical just now, he seemed to be very motivated and actively helped me with advice. Maybe it's because I told him that I'm going to divorce him. Because I really will, I'm not even so angry about Mi Li's thing, I just feel like I can't live with him for the rest of my life. It was like a long-lasting rain, which made my heart always damp and cold, and it had planted the cold deep in my bone marrow with its ability to moisturize things silently.

That's the point I made when I recently remembered what Fanyin talked to me about that day: I couldn't tolerate him unconditionally, and I couldn't trust him forever. There are only two endings between us, either he is completely cured of his illness or divorced.

But the former is almost impossible.

The next morning, after breakfast, Ah Chang was let in by Mr. Fei to help me negotiate with Father Fan.

The negotiation took place in a small lounge in the Fei family's garden, and Mr. Fei listened to it, and Fan's father came by himself.

Ah Chang told me the rules and said that nothing would happen to me at the negotiation table, otherwise Mr. Fei would be responsible. Mr. Fei also sent us a person who was important in his family on both sides according to the agreement, and if any side was in trouble, we could kill it immediately.

But from yesterday's situation, it can be seen that the one he sent us is probably just like that. After all, I don't have much power in my hands, but we have his son and his favorite ex-wife, so the stakes are still big.

Ah Chang began to make our requests, to the effect that we had the core information of the entire family in our hands, which was given to us by Fanyin. According to the rules, whoever has this is in charge, which is the rule of their family all along. Now this thing is in my hands, I am the successor of the Fanyin arrangement, and Fan's father is unruly.

Fan's father also agreed, saying, "Then take out the things to check the authenticity." ”

The fool took it out for him to test, and we thought of this before we came, so Ah Chang said, "Mr. Fan called me last night and said that things don't need to be checked. The old gentleman can not agree, and we can also sell the things. ”

We all feel that at this point, Father Fan has nothing to say, after all, it is a negotiation on the surface, but in fact, it is bigger than the chips in someone's hand. The chips in Daddy Fan's hands are completely insufficient.

But Father Fan sighed, his expression was a little meaningful: "Lingling, do you think that there is really no one in the Fan family anymore, and you need to let a woman do this?" ”

I didn't speak.

"I also have two nephews alive, both of whom are already talented." "I've decided to let them do it next," he said. Since I can't count on Yinyin, I can count on my own nephew, at least it won't break the bloodline of our family. ”