274 The Last Feast (3)
As the sun continued to set, Kiritsugu, who had been resting, opened his eyes and got up. He instinctively observed the bedroom, then got down from the chuáng and went into the bathroom to clean up.
Cold water splashed on his face, the tiredness that still remained on his body disappeared with the cold water, he raised his head to look at the mirror hanging on the sink, which reflected his slightly vicissitudes and yin depressed and thin face, the mirror in the mirror Kiritsugu seemed to be looking at himself, godless eyes with all kinds of complex gods, this god sè even Kiritsugu himself can't tell, he just feels that these eyes are full of ridicule and indifference.
Are you still human?
After seeing these eyes, Kiritsugu asked himself, he felt like a living corpse, like a shell without a spirit, like a puppet pulled by thread, like a moth desperately flapping its wings in the darkness in search of fire, in short, he didn't look like a human ......,
Lowering his head and washing his face with cold water again, Kiritsugu picked up a towel and wiped it casually, and then he looked at himself in the mirror with a faint smile on his face, and his godless eyes became a little nervous, he did this as if he was like an actor who was about to take the stage, making formulaic connections, in order to let the audience see the expression they wanted, although there were only two audience ......members under his stage,
Walking out of the bedroom, he found his wife, Alice Field, sitting on the couch chatting with Shirou, and the two Sabers, who had suddenly disappeared last night, had returned, and both of them were sitting with their eyes closed as if they were resting, and it seemed that they were also preparing for the night battle.
"You're back? What happened last night, why did you suddenly disappear? Kiritsugu asked as he got on the couch, took out his cigarette and lit it, he looked very plain, not angry or angry at the disappearance of the two, perhaps all this was an inconsequential matter in his opinion, after all, he believed that neither Lili nor Altolia would be in any danger, because both of them were very powerful.
Lili, who was sleeping pretendingly, opened her eyes, and the holy sword with the scabbard was held in her arms, and she and Altolia sat on the chuáng like each other, perhaps because of the years of marching and fighting, the two of them rarely took off their armor and saber to rest, and often maintained the best fighting posture, although the armor or something would make people feel very uncomfortable, but it was better than losing Xing's life.
"A lot of things happened last night, and I didn't wake you up because you were resting, and I want to ask you what is your desire to participate in this Holy Grail War? When you told me that your wish was to carry out your own justice and make the world peaceful, has your wish not changed to this day? ”。 Lili asked calmly, her gaze on Kiritsugu as if she wanted to see him through, she was waiting for an answer.
And Artoria also opened her eyes at this time and looked at Kiritsugu, she had experienced the Fourth Holy Grail War, so she knew the final fate of everyone, on the first day after the start of this Holy Grail War, when she saw Alice Phil and Emiya Kiritsugu again, she told each other everything, because she hoped that Kiritsugu would not go down that old path, she hoped that Kiritsugu could live peacefully with Alice Phil and Elia, if Altolia put aside her desire to see Reije, this may be the thing she wants to achieve the most.
"..............." Kiritsugu didn't know why Lili suddenly asked like this, his eyes fell on Alice Field, and the beautiful white-haired wife was also looking at her husband waiting for his answer, although Kiritsugu has been doing the Holy Grail War for the past few days, but he has never forgotten the future that Altoria has told, but recently as long as he closes his eyes and sleeps, he will dream of the scene that the girl said, and dream that he killed his favorite wife with his own hands......,
Emiya Shirou is also looking at his adoptive father.,It should be said that this is the first time he's in contact with the real Kiritsu.,And the current Kiritsugu gives him a feeling that's too different from what he remembers.,I didn't seem to know him when I first saw him.,Because the other party's appearance is like the corpse of the noon spirit hun.,It's scary.。 …,
"I don......'t know," said Kiritsugu after a long time, he really didn't know now, and although Altoria told him everything, he was just at a loss because he hadn't experienced it, rather than really feeling the loss of his wife and not being able to see his daughter.
"Last night it happened a lot, we were summoned to the Golden Capital by Thunder, and then we knew some things in the future, maybe these will be unacceptable to you, but all of this is true" Lili said, and in the next time she told all the three people present about last night's events, including Lei Zhe's plan and what the world will look like in the future, Emiya and Alice Phil listened carefully, but their expressions became more and more weird, and in the end, Alice Phil even covered her mouth with a look of disbelief.
"That's all," Lili said at the end, sighing, "Everyone has been deceived, the Holy Grail is indeed able to fulfill some people's small wishes, but when this wish exceeds the boundaries of the so-called "miracles", it cannot be fulfilled at all, for example, the master's wish is to make peace in this world. If you make a wish to each cup in this way, you will get two results, one is that the wish will not be fulfilled at all because it is beyond the power of the Holy Grail, and the other is that the wish will be fulfilled but all the human beings have died, and you will be the only one left, so that the world will be peaceful in the eyes of the Holy Grail. And "being able to fulfill all wishes, this kind of thing is nothing more than a lie concocted by Ray, in order to attract more magicians to participate, and let his inner hope infinitely swell, to achieve the effect of catalyzing the Holy Grail, in order to change the entire future and save the world."
"Are you saying that the so-called Holy Grail War was all a farce arranged by that man? And what did my ancestors, Styza, Ritzlech, von, and Einzbelen, create the Holy Grail for?! Did he take advantage of everyone, including us Einzberen and the other Imperial Three?! Alice Phil couldn't accept this kind of thing, it turned out that the Imperial Three family was completely used by that man, and what she and others were pursuing was nothing more than lies and deception, how could she calm down?!
"In order to save everyone, a little necessary sacrifice had to be made...... Master, don't you think Ray's approach is similar to yours? And Ellie: I think if you can really change the future, the sacrifice of all of you will be worth it, isn't it? ”。 Lili said with a smile, but her words were very tangled, this pure white knight Ji would never back down after being involved in Lei Zhe's problem, no matter what the other party did or not, she didn't care, so when she said such a thing, she decisively chose to stand in Lei Zhe's camp, as for the master or something, it has been wiped out in the past.
"What do you want to say?" Kiritsugu asked, looking at Lili.
However, this time it was not Lili who answered him, but Altolia, she looked at her former master and friend Alice Phil and said: "Lili means that you should not participate in tonight's battle, the next battle is not something you can intervene in at will, because in the end, even we will be the key to open the door to the roots, we hope that you can stay here and not leave at will, for the sake of Ray's plan... We can give everything, and you are different from us, and we want you to cherish the people around you, Ray can be said to be what you will be like in the future, but he has the ability to change, and you can only leave this world in remorse, can't Master's words sound a wake-up call for you? ”。“ There is no regret medicine in this world, just like us at the beginning" Lili finished speaking and got down from Chuáng, the scabbard of the holy sword in her hand flashed with a streamer, this scabbard seemed to be affected by something, she and Altoria raised their heads at the same time to look at the sun that completely disappeared into the horizon, and when the darkness enveloped Fuyuki City again, the two of them whispered: "It's on, this last feast, only for me and the seruant!" In this speech, a crack in the space of the black sè appeared in the room, and everyone present looked at the dark crack and did not speak, and after a little silence, Altolia suddenly spoke: "It's really nice to be able to see you again, Kiritsugu hopes that you can catch the people around you, don't lose them again, this is the only advice I can give you, many times you only know how to cherish when you lose, I hope you don't follow the old path of me and Ray......" Altolia finished speaking, and was about to step into the black sè pass, At this time, Emiya Shirou, who had been silent, suddenly spoke: "Saber, do you really want to do it?" Is it really worth it? "To be honest, Emiya Shirou was jealous of Reizer, he couldn't imagine what kind of person could attract so many women, whether it was Altolia, Lili, Arthur, Nero, Enkidu, Gilgamesh, Saya and Viya, how far could they do for that man?! …,
"Even if everything changes, with so many women around him, will he really still love you?!" Emiya Shirou wanted to try out the spell and forced Altolia to stay, although it was only a few days, he found that he liked this girl, this girl who had looked for Lei Zhe before, and now can give everything for the other party!
“… The person he loves the most is not necessarily me, but the person I love the most must be him, no matter what happens in the future, I will not change, master, are you asking me if it is worth it? I'll tell you, it's worth it, because it's the only reason I exist, and this time it's up to me to be his sword, his sheath, and his light...," Altoria said with a smile to Emiya Shirou, and then she stepped into the spatial rift, and the figure disappeared.
"She's not for you, because her heart has long been occupied by one person, and there is no room for you......... Kiritsugu, this is the first and last time I call your name, please hold on to the people around me, don't let them down and be sad, it's a short time but it's nice to meet you, goodbye......" Lili first said to Emiya Shirou, then she looked at Emiya Kiritsugu and Alice Phil, and then she also turned around and walked into the spatial crack until she disappeared @......,