As early as the first time he saw Ling Yan on the mountain road of M City, Wei Qing's unusual encounter had already begun. Attacked by bounty hunters in the middle of the night, he nearly lost his life; The pursuit and killing of the security personnel of that scientific research institution made him directly confront the Grim Reaper! Until now, Zhang Dabiao has died because of himself, and 21 lives have been lost because of himself! Among them, any life is more valuable than one's own

All of this was not what he wanted to see!

However, at this moment, what else can Wei Qing do to express his grief with tears?

I cried for a long time, Wei Qing didn't mean to stop yet!

Ling Yan finally began to comfort, he stretched out his hand and put it on Wei Qing's shoulder, and comforted him softly: "Wei Qing Wei Qing" However, Ling Yan didn't know how to speak, he didn't know what words to say to comfort. In fact, the one who needs people's comfort the most should be Ling Yan himself! Although he is in a different position, if you want to make a fair comparison, he can bear much more than Wei Qing.

Wei Qing buried his head in crying bitterly, and the tears had already wet his sleeves!

After all, Ling Yan still withdrew his arm, he didn't know how to comfort Wei Qing. For Wei Qing's mood, Ling Yan understood very well. The grief of this moment cannot be calmed by the comfort of a few words! The most important thing is Wei Qing's attitude towards this matter! What exactly he places himself in is what matters.

I don't know how long it was, maybe half an hour, maybe an hour; In short, Wei Qing's crying finally weakened, and in the end, it changed from loud crying to small sobbing.

During this time, Ling Yan drank a whole pot of boiled water!

Putting down the empty teacups and kettles, Ling Yan's voice full of friendship sounded: "You are very sad? ”

"Hmm!" Wei Qing sobbed and swallowed his snot repeatedly.

"For what?" Ling Yan said knowingly: "Is it because of the horror of the enemy, or because of the death of the commander?" Or is it because of those cops? The reason why he asked this was to determine what position Wei Qing should be in the most suitable.

Wei Qing shook his head and sobbed and said, "I don't know! There may be all of these reasons. But the saddest thing for me is the death of the Commander! He is full of righteousness and extraordinary skill; Now, it's not worth dying because of me. Originally, it wasn't supposed to be him who lured the police to come for me, you just handed me over to the police, even if I died in the police station, I didn't want to see the commander die for me! You say, 'How should I repay them for the rulers?'"

Ling Yan asked, "Are you full of apologies and bent on repaying the commander?" ”

"Hmm!" Wei Qing nodded vigorously.

Looking at the self-blame and remorse on his face, Ling Yan felt a pain in his heart! Once upon a time, wasn't Ling Yan like this! Once, Ling Yan felt deeply indebted to Wei Qing and wanted to make it up to him! That's what came a lot of things later. As everyone knows, the other party and Ben never thought about asking him to make up for anything. Now, Wei Qing is also facing such a thing! He thought that he owed Ling Yan and Zhang Dabiao. However, Ling Yan didn't want him to make up for anything; And Zhang Dabiao's death is not his responsibility.

Ling Yan comforted: "Yesterday's events cannot be kept, the deceased has passed away; No matter how sad it is, it won't help. ”

Wei Qing lowered his head and sobbed quietly, "Yan, if you want to blame me, blame me!" Please don't comfort me with these nice words, the more you do that, the more sad I become."

"However," Ling Yan said in an aggravated tone, "The appearance of the enemy is beyond your knowledge; You didn't cause the death of the Commander! Please be sure to understand this. ”

"Please don't say any more," Wei Qing cried again. The guilt in his heart was smeared even more by Ling Yan's kind words. He could not restrain himself, and although he had tried to restore himself to his composure, the tears of indisputability still flowed unreservedly.

"Alas!" Ling Yan sighed for him, and comforted him softly with affection: "Whether it is a powerful enemy or the death of a leader, you can't take it to heart; If these troublesome things surround you for too long, they will only make you lose yourself. You have to learn to forget, forget the past, imagine the future, and create a beautiful time and space for yourself! That's the only way you can get the most out of your calories."

Wei Qing tried to stop crying, convulsive, and looked at Ling Yan with a pair of teary eyes: "What is this?" Live in yourself! ”

"You can think so!"

Wei Qing asked, "Can you do it?" ”

Hearing this, Ling Yan was stunned! He didn't expect Wei Qing to ask like this. After thinking for a moment, he replied cautiously: "Although I can't forget myself, I can choose to forget the bad factors."

Wei Qing asked, "For example, the death of Commander Zhang, right!" ”

"Yes." Ling Yan's tone of reply was relaxed, but there was a faint glint in his eyes, a glint of heartache.

"Ahh What the hell is wrong with me? Ling Yan's enlightenment made Wei Qing breathe a sigh of relief.

"There's nothing I can't understand, everything is just because I haven't experienced it."

Wei Qing nodded approvingly, "No wonder, I have never tasted the taste of someone around me leaving me in my life." ”

"yes!" Ling Yan also said gently: "If you can, you must try to learn to forget!" ”

However, under what circumstances does Wei Qing need to try to forget? As an ordinary person, he doesn't need to learn to forget anything, let alone deliberately forget anything; It is even more important not to take on these unbearable things! Unless, he chooses to join Ling Yan, or wants to stay out of this world.

Wei Qing was puzzled, "Learn to forget?" ”

"Yes." Ling Yan continued to enlighten: "If you want to become a good warrior, you must first learn to forget! You know, sad things can make people lose their fighting spirit; At the same time, it can also make people lose their cool head! A fighter who has lost his cool head and fighting spirit is not excellent. Putting all of this aside, even an ordinary person should have a cool head and not let negative factors dominate your thinking and emotions. Otherwise, it's only going to hurt yourself and the people around you, and nothing else! ”

Ling Yan's enlightenment work is correct for Wei Qing. He may not understand it now, but one day it will become an important part of his life.

"Forget these? Isn't it lonely! Wei Qing stubbornly asked.

Ling Yan patiently replied: "Yes, an excellent person is always accompanied by loneliness. ”

Calm down, and begin to think about Ling Yan's words in his heart. After some careful consideration, Wei Qing deepened his tone and asked again: "Can you do it?" ”

He asked this, not just out of curiosity, he wanted to be sure of one thing, he wanted to determine whether Ling Yan was such an excellent person; If Ling Yan couldn't do this, then he would never be able to defeat the mighty Qi Yu. At the same time, Wei Qing asked this, which can also be regarded as throwing stones to ask for directions! He had to tell the way for his future; Before his life is at stake, Wei Qing can't be negligent! His life is not only his life, but also the life of his parents. Sacrificing one's life is easy to say in words, but it is even harder to do, especially when it is used where it is valuable. Before exercising the right to life, Wei Qing must first figure out which things are valuable and which things are not; What makes sense and what doesn't. Wei Qing, he will not recklessly follow Ling Yan to take risks, recklessly take this road that he is completely unfamiliar with.

At the same time, this question is neither the beginning, but definitely not the end.

"Hmm~!" Ling Yan thought for a moment, then nodded and replied, "Of course I can do this." ”

"Hmm!" Wei Qing looked at Ling Yan, his face flashing with inexplicable emotion.

The two seem to be chatting about family life, but there is a different atmosphere between the two, a very complex and complex atmosphere that cannot be described in words.

Wei Qing wiped away his tears, but his eyes were still watery! He looked at Ling Yan like this, his watery eyes were full of uncertainty, as if asking, "Is there any evidence to prove it?" Of course, Wei Qing was embarrassed to ask directly, and it was inconvenient for him to ask so bluntly. Therefore, he had no choice but to make this pitiful and questioning expression and let Ling Yan figure it out for himself.

The thoughtful Ling Yan immediately saw through Wei Qing's little trick, "Oh my God, I said Wei Qing, you really look like an ignorant child!" I'll explain it to you."

"Okay" Wei Qing smiled, smiling awkwardly.

I only heard Ling Yan explain: "Since joining the organization, my soul's memory is full of life and death! I grew up in the Night Hunter, the Night Hunter is a world of survival of the fittest, for more than ten years, new faces will enter my life every day, and familiar faces will continue to leave me! In more than ten years, the longest friendship I have made has lasted only three days; Three days ago, they were drinking and chatting with me, and falling asleep; Three days later, they died and their souls were broken for nine days", Ling Yan seemed to see the previous scene again, and his face couldn't help but show a smile of reminiscing about the beautiful past, as well as the loss, grief and loneliness of losing a friend. After noticing his inadvertent distraction, Ling Yan immediately returned to his previous attitude, and continued: "Especially since the great changes! Under Qi Yu's armed blows, people leave me almost every day! My dear Chamber, you have seen him; Commander Gao - he once blindly instigated me to terminate you, he was terminated by Qi Yu some time ago; Commander Zhang! Not only these people, but also those who are loyal to me at all levels and the heads of various cities! Wei Qing, you said, if I cry one by one, I'm afraid that giving me forty-eight hours a day will not be enough for me to shed tears."

Wei Qing fell silent, his thoughts lingering for a long time in Ling Yan's words.

Seeing that his words worked, Ling Yan then enlightened again: "Wei Qing, if you have that time to be sad and cry, it is better to use this time to do something meaningful!" At the very least, do something useful to comfort the souls who have sacrificed for you," said Ling Yan as she stretched out her hand and put it on Wei Qing's hands on the coffee table.

Touching Ling Yan's warm palm, Wei Qing came back to his senses, raised his face, and his eyes flashed with gratitude.

"Hehe" When he saw Wei Qing's expression, Ling Yan smiled knowingly, this is a heartfelt smile of relief! Like the palm of his hand, his voice was warm, soft and infectious: "Wei Qing, no matter what, you must make the right choice and don't live up to our wishes!" ”

Wei Qing held Ling Yan's warm hands with his backhand, "Yan, I've already thought about it!" Wei Qing's inexplicable words made Ling Yan wonder. He subconsciously asked, "What have you thought about?" ”

Wei Qing's tone was solemn, and he couldn't see the slightest frivolity: "I will choose to face a common enemy with you, I will not escape, I will never escape, and I will not be captured" Although this answer is the same as the previous answer, this is the result of careful consideration, and it is no longer a reckless decision.

Ling Yan exclaimed, "What-!" Although it was no longer the first time he had heard Wei Qing say this, although Wei Qing's answer was already within his expectations, he still couldn't believe his ears! He was shocked by Wei Qing's decision! He was worried about Wei Qing's future! He was worried about Wei Qing's life

Wei Qing held Ling Yan's hands tightly, accentuated his tone, and repeated: "I will fight side by side with you and face it together"

Listening carefully to the words that Wei Qing spit out, Ling Yan was extremely emotional! His excitement does not contain the excitement of fighting side by side with friends and family, but rather worry! He is still worried that the reason why Wei Qing made this decision must have been influenced by his enlightening remarks. He didn't believe it and asked Wei Qing again: "You mean it really?" ”

"Yes." Wei Qing nodded vigorously.

Ling Yan still couldn't believe it, "Just from the heart? ”

"What for—?" Wei Qing let go of the hands that were holding Ling Yan tightly, turned his head to the side, and Fang Cai's enthusiasm suddenly turned into a complaint, "Although I know that I am a person who can be easily moved, I will still have my own opinions, and every decision I make seems to me to be correct!" It was so before, and it is even more so now. The reason why I have made this decision now, I don't have bad intentions, let alone being hot-headed for a while because of your kind words and persuasion" As soon as Wei Qing's complaint came out, it was chatter and endless.

Ling Yan listened patiently, listening to Wei Qing's narration.

After a long complaint, Wei Qing finally finished speaking. After finishing speaking, he turned his eyes to look at Ling Yan, his eyes full of complaints.

For a while, Ling Yan didn't know how to comfort him, let alone how to say it to him. "Wei Qing, I know you're in a high mood right now"

"No-" Before Ling Yan could say a few words, Wei Qing interrupted him directly, "I said that I didn't get emotional for a while, but made a decision after careful consideration!" I made this decision today and I will definitely not regret it any other day."

Wei Qing emphasized the starting point of his decision over and over again. This also made Ling Yan more sure of his thoughts: Wei Qing was infected by his own remarks, so he was hot-headed.

But what is the truth? Not only did Ling Yan not know, but even Wei Qing himself was not very clear.

Ling Yan withdrew his arm, and his face began to become serious, "Wei Qing, if you want to compensate Commander Zhang, it's not like that."

Wei Qing fell silent again, listening to Ling Yan's words.

Ling Yan still said solemnly: "No matter how long the war is, there will always be an end. When the battlefield is gone, everything in front of you will no longer matter; Even the decision you make will be meaningless."

Listening to this, Wei Qing's eyes began to flash with confusion.

"Ahh When he saw the confusion in Wei Qing's eyes, Ling Yan stopped and let out a long sigh.

Wei Qing looked at Ling Yan like this and didn't say anything. To be exact, he didn't know what to say.

After a moment of silence, Ling Yan stretched out his arm again, covered the back of Wei Qing's hand with his palm, and touched it gently, his heart was full of pity! "Wei Qing, no matter what, you must find out what this war means to you! Otherwise, I will never accept you to join. ”