412 but could not make him happy
I didn't have the strength to fight him, so I looked at the ceiling and realized that it was almost dawn, and the light outside the window was already reflected on the ceiling.
I looked at the swaying shadows of the trees, biting my lip and bearing his attack. As in every battle, he returned triumphantly and had a relatively good night, and I was in the sand, and it was another day of torment.
Then he relaxed, rolled over and lay down. I tugged at my pajamas and found them broken, so I wrapped them hastily and pulled open the quilt to find the pillow, but in the process of looking for it, I felt a wet patch, presumably blood. My legs were inconvenient, and it took me a while to get them straight, and I felt even more sad.
Then he leaned over again, put his arms around me, helped me straighten up, put my legs on top of me, kissed me on the shoulder, and asked, "Do you need me to help you take it off?" β
I closed my eyes and didn't have the strength to speak.
He lay back and was quiet for about ten minutes, then his arms came up again, first by my waist, and then by the way he began to try to turn me over. I got annoyed again and said, "Don't touch me." β
"You've got to lie flat." He said, "Well, don't crush your legs." β
I still didn't want to cling to him, and after struggling for a while, I suddenly received a slap on the Pi on the stock, and he ordered: "Don't move!" β
I was already bleeding, but now it hurts even more, and I can't help but shrink.
He was quiet for a while, then leaned over again, grabbed my arm, and spoke after a while: "Good, it's not good to shrink like this." β
I shook my head.
He finally gave up and lay back, putting his arm around my waist.
If you have to force your leg in this way, of course it will hurt. But I still didn't want to lie flat, with my back to him being the last struggle I could have, even though I knew it was futile.
I've been hoping for him to sleep, but it always feels like he hasn't.
Finally heard his voice: "Did you listen to the stars in those words?" β
Now that he has spoken, there is no need for me to hide it: "Yes." β
"Did she say she saw her taking a shower in my room?"
I said: "She said that she didn't want to marry Lin Zhunyi and wanted to kill Lin Zhunyi's child." β
"Hear me clearly." He stressed.
I was silent and said, "I'm quite angry. β
He tightened his arms and said, "Lingling, its ......"
"Don't say it." I said, "I don't want to hear it." β
"I didn't do anything with her." He won't obediently shut up.
So what? He didn't do anything, he thinks I did it with Pu Lan, he can beat me?
After a moment of silence, he spoke again: "Lingling? He began to feign tenderness again.
I don't want to respond.
"Let's turn this matter over, I won't ask, and you don't think about it anymore." His tone was a little tired: "You can't really get a divorce, right?" He added: "I won't beat you again in the future." β
I didn't speak.
"My dad did that because after he woke up, he learned that you only went once after the crash, and he didn't pay attention to it again, and he felt very cold and thought that you were not filial to him, so he mentioned this matter again." He said: "During that time, you ran away again, and I don't know who handed me a message to my father, which made him even more angry, and it was difficult for me to refuse this arrangement." But I didn't actually do anything, the chef drugged me that day, and I was so uncomfortable that I almost lost consciousness, I didn't know she was doing it...... But I can be sure that nothing has happened. β
I didn't speak, and I didn't bother to think about what was true or false.
"Lingling......" he took my hand again and said, "I just want to be angry with you." β
I closed my eyes and felt a little sleepy.
"You used to be crazy all day, and as soon as I came back, you locked me up, and I didn't care if I was suffering. I'm also angry that you still hit me. He was still chattering: "Dr. Li said that you have a psychological problem, and he wants me to follow you as much as possible, and also hopes that I will take back my power, so that you will not lose control even more." After you left, I went to see Niannian and chatted with her for a few words, and she said that I lied to her, and said that I had seen you and him...... Forget it, I don't want to pursue this matter anymore, don't make a fuss, we can't really divorce. β
I was almost asleep.
He clenched my hand, loosened it again for a while, turned to caress it gently, and called out again: "Lingling? β
Of course I don't respond.
"You had a high fever the other day and were in a coma for a long time, I was watching from the sidelines, you were shaking all the time, I thought if I held your hand, you might be more comfortable? But as soon as I shook it, you trembled even more, and I wanted to kill you, but I felt distressed at that time. He said, "After seeing Niannian, I couldn't sleep every night, afraid that you would never come back, and I was afraid that you would come back, but I went crazy and strangled you." I know where you are now, and divorce is the best outcome for you. But I still don't want to leave. I always feel that we didn't have a good time before, and there was a time when you were very happy, and I didn't beat you......"
All I heard was this, and he seemed to say something later? But I fell asleep.
When I woke up, it was already noon, and I was woken up by a lot of noises, and I realized that Dr. Shen had arrived with her assistant. When she noticed that I was awake, she immediately said, "Madam, why is there blood on the sheets?" What happened last night? Can I check it for you? β
"No need to check." I felt cold in there, like someone had already medicated medicated, and said, "I'm fine." β
Still worried, she sat down and said, "I told my husband about it, and he was fine and not angry. But the maid said that Mr. had asked her to bring breakfast to your room in the morning, and you only woke up now, did he come to beat you again? β
I said, "Nothing, thanks, but you go out." β
She was still worried, and said, "Don't you really need to check?" Judging by the amount of bleeding, you can tell that your injuries are not light. β
"It's really fine." I said, "Thank you, I don't want to go out today." β
So she went out with the people, and soon the maid came again, to deliver food.
She put her meal on the table, sat down on her own, and removed her mask.
I asked, "How are you?" β
"I heard my dad came yesterday." She was a little agitated and asked, "Did you tell him?" β
I was really sorry, but then Fanyin had a very good attitude, and I forgot to take the opportunity to mention it to him, so I said, "Are you not fertile?" β
"It's not that exaggerated." "It's my dad who worries too much," she said. β
"You tell me if it's first."
She was silent at first, and then bit her lip, as if she was out of the way: "Auntie, do you also think that women must have children in this life?" β
"I don't think so, but I already have children. I don't know the mentality of people who can't have children. I said, "I want to ask you what you think about it." β
"I'm going to take it off."
"Why?" I said, "Is it just because you hate Lin Zhunyi?" β
"Yes." "But I'm not afraid if I don't have any more children in the future," she said. β
I didn't speak.
"Auntie." She was anxious again, because this matter was too important, she said: "You may think that my idea is naΓ―ve, but I think that giving birth to a child cannot make her happy, and it is better not to let her be born." I don't appreciate my mom and dad at all, because I haven't had a happy day. I definitely won't be good to this child, I can't make him feel happy, if this child is a boy, then he will become a person like Lin Zhunyi, he may be the same as Lin Zhunyi in the future, that is my nightmare. If she were a girl, then she would live in a group of such men like me, live a life like mine, and maybe there would be a man who would like my father to fall in love with you, and Lin Zhunyi to look at her like I did, and then she would live a hard life like us. Auntie, I know that I am not capable of protecting her, I think Lin Zhunyi is the same person as my father and grandfather. Auntie, I think it's better to have a treasure but not have a weapon to protect it. I can't protect myself anymore, so I don't want to have another child to make her miserable. Auntie, I think I understand this truth better than I do, and I can even feel that you have not left all the time, just for the sake of the children, otherwise you would have gotten rid of this life a long time ago. β
Obviously, she really thought it clearer than I thought.
If I had this kind of mind at the beginning, I am afraid that I would be much happier than I am now.
I said, "Okay, I'll help you with this, don't worry, I'll find a chance to tell your dad today." β
"If you say it directly, my dad will definitely not agree."
"I can try to negotiate terms with him." I said, "He wants me to say yes." If he doesn't agree, I'll beg my father, don't worry, I will help you get rid of this child. β
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