Chapter 23: Li Xiaoran's tears

Chapter XXIII

Sorry.,Yesterday the chapter was wrong.,The first time I pasted it with a keyboard.,It turns out that both chapters are twenty-one chapters.,I was going to have a dinner at the time.,It's useless to see.,Now it's changed.,You can read it when you go back.。

Just when I wanted to ask Guo Shuai about the specific situation, there was a knock on the door.

"Come in," I replied casually.

The person who came in was Li Xiaoran, still dressed in white.

"Can we talk?" Li Xiaoran stared at me tightly.

"Brother Long, I'll go out first." Guo Shuai smiled, got up and walked out.

"Of course, please sit down, I haven't come before to thank you for your help on Ziwei Mountain." I smiled faintly.

Li Xiaoran frowned slightly, "Can you not talk like this, is it necessary?" ”

I was silent.

"Sit down" I pointed to the stool that Guo Shuai had just sat on, Li Xiaoran had already sat up, and neither of us spoke for a while.

Seriously, I don't know how to face her, I simply admit that in my heart, there is still her place, but I have Li Ruixue now, so it is still difficult for me to face what he said, I feel that I can't treat him as a friend, at least not for the time being, as a lover, I never thought about it.

Relative silence!

"Do you hate me like that?" Li Xiaoran suddenly spoke.

My heart trembled slightly, and I smiled faintly, "Hate? No, there shouldn't be such a word between us in the first place. ”

Li Xiaoran glanced up at me, with sadness in his tone, "Can I tell you something sincere?" ”

"Of course, if you will." I still maintain my self-righteous composure.

Li Xiaoran nodded silently, and said after a moment of silence: "When I was very young, I grew up in Mr. Zhao's house, at that time I didn't know my life experience, I always thought that I was a normal human being, they were responsible for taking care of me, providing me with school, and providing me with the best everything, it can be said that Mr. Zhao treats me like his own granddaughter, I also treat him as my grandfather, although I know that I am not, but I still enjoy this kind of life, not because he can bring me material satisfaction, It's because I can find something I love, studying medicine and archaeology, which are my hobbies, and I got my degree and got a job that I liked. ”

I listened to it and nodded slowly.

"I enjoy my job and enjoy this sense of accomplishment, because I know that I am very young, and there are not many people who have achieved such results at my age, so I am very satisfied with my life and life, very satisfied, but just when I thought that my life has been going on like this, you showed up and made my life change all of a sudden"

I glanced at Li Xiaoran in surprise, she also looked at me, her eyes were very pure.

She smiled, then lowered her head, looked at the table in front of her and said: "Your appearance saw me brought into the world of ghosts and gods, and I also knew for the first time that there are really these unbelievable things in the world. ”

My body trembled slightly, there were fierce ups and downs in my heart, I tried my best to control my emotions, and kept telling myself that we were chatting, we were just ordinary friends now, and gradually I suppressed my heart.

Li Xiaoran seemed to be caught in a memory, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and a happy expression on her face, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at her face.

"Although I like you, I can also feel that at that time, you liked me, but I know more that we are not people in the world, you are a Taoist, and I am just an ordinary person, in my eyes you are like a tall mountain, insurmountable, I don't think it's anything, but I have low self-esteem." Li Xiaoran said this, and the smile on his face changed into a wry smile.

Until that time in Dalian Mountain, I didn't expect that you would risk life and death for me......."

Saying this, Li Xiaoran stopped, she raised her head and looked at me in a daze, I didn't dare to look at her eyes.

We were silent for a while, and I didn't respond to her.

"I messaged you that when we broke up, do you know why?"

I suddenly raised my head and stared at him closely, all along, this incident was the only thing that made me haunted, not that I still had any patience, I just hoped that maybe there was some misunderstanding between us, even if I would not love anymore, I still expected that a little feeling in my heart would become a beautiful meeting memory, not a joke that ended in nothing.

Li Xiaoran seemed to know that I cared about this matter, and the smile on his face became even more bitter.

"You know what? When I knew I was a nine-tailed silver fox, my world collapsed in an instant. ”

"Nine-tailed silver fox?" I looked at her in amazement.

"I was picked up by my grandmother, and I was taken back to the clan, becoming a member of the nine-tailed silver fox, and becoming a person with a heavy responsibility, protecting my clan from being violated by the snake clan, for which grandma almost killed you, if it weren't for the fact that you are the apprentice of the heavenly master Zhang Bendao."

I suddenly thought of the respectful tone that Mr. Zhao faced when he called the other party once, it should be Li Xiaoran's grandmother, and the old woman I saw before Ziwei's trip, she looked at me with cold eyes, I guess it is likely to be Li Xiaoran's grandmother, but what I didn't expect was that I almost died in the hands of a stranger.

"Do you now know why I left you? I don't want to, but I need to save my people, because I've always been a fox, no matter how much I don't want to admit myself. When Li Xiaoran said this, it was as if he had been drained of his strength, and his whole body trembled slightly.

My heart can't help but hurt slightly, if the sky is like this, what should I do!

Li Xiaoran stood up suddenly, slowly walked to my side, sat down beside me gently, lay on my knees, and sobbed in a low voice.

"Xiaolong, can you hug me?" Her voice was like fog.

I exhaled deeply and closed my eyes helplessly, there had never been a moment that made my heart so turbulent as this moment.

My hand gently placed on Li Xiaoran's head, gently playing with her green hair.

He went from sobbing softly, to weeping bitterly, until tears wet my clothes.

I know that she has suffered a lot of grievances, a lot of hardships, and no matter how strong he looks, she is still a girl after all.

In front of the door, a faint figure appeared, and I looked up and saw that it was Li Ruixue. (To be continued.) )