547 I can't make you sad anymore

We chatted for a while, and then Fan Yin suddenly changed and said, "Don't you have anything to do with me?" ”

"I'm not in the mood today. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"Why aren't you in the mood?" He's in the mood every day.

"Although you said that you didn't do it with her, I don't believe it in my heart." I said, "I don't blame you, it's just ...... She's so pretty. ”

"It's easy." His voice turned low, and at the same time raised my chin, and said ambiguously: "You can see how many goods your husband can ship." ”

"You can get out a lot every day." I couldn't help but glare at him.

He immediately let go, lay down on his back and laughed for a while, and in my depressed face he said, "Thank you for the compliment." ”

I said, "Be serious. ”

"I'm serious." He forced a forced laugh, turned his head to look at me, and said, "It's okay to be scolded by you for messing around, and there is no reward for not doing it, it's not good for you to do this, it will make me lose motivation." ”

Not only did he say it literally, but he also meant that I was the boss.

I was very useful in my heart, but I didn't speak.

He was silent for a moment, and said, "I really can't prove my innocence in this matter, but you at least know me, and I have not lied to you on this matter." ”

Indeed, on this issue, he has always admitted it simply, and indeed he never lied to me. This is because he is conceited and is not afraid that I will leave him.

I leaned my head into his arms and said, "If you lie to me, I will never be in a position to excuse you in my heart." ”

He touched my head and said after a while: "She is indeed very beautiful, but my wife is a stunning beauty, I have a phoenix, and I want to be wild. What do chickens do. ”

I asked, "Why don't I feel it?" ”

"You don't have to." He said proudly: "Anyway, don't deliberately say that she is more beautiful than you, I don't think you don't even have this taste." ”

I try to say objectively that Ru Jiaojiao is very beautiful, but if she is beautiful, she is still a little less temperamental, and her face looks very unfortunate, just like the plastic surgery template of the eighteenth-tier starlet, although beautiful but without characteristics, the women that Fanyin has found before are all beautiful, and they are all fat and thin. As for me...... Thinking of this, I asked, "Then what do you think Sheng Mengmeng looks like?" ”

"Not bad."

"Compare with me?"

"Not as good as you."

Now I can be sure that he is just saying beautiful things to coax me.

But I'm still quite useful: "Thank you for complimenting me so much." ”

He saw my reluctance, smiled, and rested his head on my head again, with a slightly more serious attitude: "You know, I'm sick, just vent." ”

I said, "Not everyone, right?" ”

"The vast majority are, even if they don't, they don't want to be wives." He said: "I was very sorry for you before, but in the past few years, I really can't do without you." ”

That's how I spoiled the landscape: "What about the grapes? Don't say you haven't thought of marrying her home. ”

"I did move, but not because I wanted a wife, but because I wanted stable cooperation." He said: "And then I gave up, I still thought that having you at home was enough." ”

In the past few years, I have thought many times that he gave up on Pu Zhu halfway, is it because he has found a clue that I may be able to obtain the right to inherit? Or do you really think that as a wife, I make him feel better than Pu Zhu?

However, whatever his thoughts at the time, I don't need to ask anymore now, just let that answer remain a secret forever.

I said, "Actually, I don't think she's beautiful or anything, it's mainly because it's important to save Niannian, I thought you would do anything for Niannian." ”

He said without thinking: "If you don't have you, I'm naturally willing to do anything, anyway, I won't suffer." ”

I didn't speak, thinking that this was really what I knew about him.

"But if I do, you can't really say anything, but you must be sad." He sighed and said softly, "I can't make you sad anymore." ”

I said, "Then you didn't think that something would happen if you dragged your thoughts?" ”

"I thought about it, but I think I can keep going."

I know it's cruel, but I'm curious to know, "If something happens to her, will you regret it?" ”

I thought he would at least hesitate, but he didn't: "She's not going to have an accident." ”

I didn't ask any more.

In fact, when asked about this, it already seems that I am a little vicious. This question, although the two of us have different positions, is a cruel choice.

But after a while, he opened his mouth: "You used to say that you think I am not as good as Nian Nian, eat my vinegar with her, and I have trained you for this." At that time, I thought you were really a psychopath, and you didn't know what you were thinking, how could you eat your own daughter's vinegar? Isn't it right that I hurt her? ”

I didn't speak.

I thought I was like a psychopath, but I really thought so.

He continued: "But these days I suddenly figured it out, you don't blame me for being too nice to her, it's me for being too bad for you. In the past, you may think that Fanyin is such a ruthless person, and you will not have hope, but after you have thoughts, you will start to compare, and your heart will be sad. I've always understood this truth, but I've never thought of you like that, and in the final analysis, it's because I've easily gained so much from you that I think it's all won by me. ”

His words were very reassuring, and most of the depression in my heart for many years was dissipated at once, which made me a little at a loss, and I didn't know what to say to pick it up.

But he didn't need me to say anything, but continued: "For so many years, I have always enjoyed your sacrifice as a matter of course, you are afraid that I will commit suicide, you are afraid that your father will kill me, although I quarrel with me, which once gave me a headache, but I always tried my best to protect me at the critical moment. Everyone looks at me, probably can't see clearly, but you know better than anyone what kind of person I am, I am cruel, shameless, cruel, and unkind...... I don't deserve anyone's love. Although I have always known that you are good to me, it is only recently that I have realized very deeply that you are the best person in this world for me, and I am the worst person for you. ”

I believe that there is nothing presumptuous in his words, because he is so hateful, that he is not worthy of anyone's love.

He continued: "When I first met you, I thought that although you were a little pretty, you looked dull and unintelligent, and I saw you as very unpleasant. You said you loved me, I thought you were sick in the head, I was a madman, and even if I wasn't, I wasn't the man I could get along with. I know I have a lot of things in me that interest women, especially women like you who are poor and have no experience. I've always known that love is actually very hypocritical, and the people who like to do things in the name of love the most are most willing to get something through it. This is what my parents taught me, especially my dad, who likes to blackmail me like this the most, and my mother, who doesn't do anything for me, always avoids me like a plague, she is afraid of me, but at the same time says she loves me. I watched these people and felt that love was such a meaningless, masturbating false emotion that probably existed only to make the mating behavior between people more decent. So I am very disgusted that you say that you love me, especially disgusted that you say that you love me, and at the same time make demands on me, which affects my normal life, I think you have ulterior motives, but your methods are naΓ―ve. So I keep challenging you and provoking you, both to get you out of my life as soon as possible, and to see your face when you can't bear it anymore. ”

I asked, "Did these things come from your previous thoughts, or did they merge with his memories?" ”

"Mine." He chuckled and said, "Those psychiatrists and psychiatrists say that my personality has no feelings, and I think that if the feelings they speak of are the hypocrisy of those false names of love, then I really don't have them, and I don't need to." Real money, elixir and jade liquid, delicacies, beautiful women like clouds...... Everything is more real than that. ”

In fact, in my opinion, although the old man is shameful, his love for him is real, and the old man is tied up this time, without any refusal at all, just to beg me to seek a slim chance of survival for Fanyin. He thinks the same thing as Mrs. Han, and thinks that I am like my father, holding back his energy for the sound of fanyin. Maybe I will feel that this matter also has my internal response, and this idea is not a pipe dream, the stewards of the small family were all arranged by me to kill, this incident directly led to the hegemony of the Fan family being shaken, although it was because I accepted the wrong information, but now that I think about it, the information was given by Pu Lan, but the manipulation behind it should be my father.

As for Mrs. Han, she also cares about him very much, although she did not do it perfectly, and forced Fanyin to stay in that position, it was also because if that position was replaced, Fanyin's first life would not be guaranteed.

I said, "I thought you at least understood that they loved you, so that's why you ...... them Especially your mom is very respectful. ”

"That's because they have status, and I know that I can't say that, and it will affect my image and therefore my career." He smiled wryly and said, "But you're different. I have doubted your sincerity countless times, you have proved me wrong like a slap in the face countless times, and until now, I have come this far, and you are still the only one by my side. ”

I said, "It's my father who offended you, and it's normal for others to avoid being suspicious of you, after all, everyone has a heart for self-preservation and is afraid of being burned." Your dad has lost ground, too, and your mom must be figuring out a way. We're safe after all, and it's definitely the result of your family's efforts. ”

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