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I hugged it with a confused face, and I just felt that there was nothing left in my head, and it was blank.

The only thing I could still feel was the despair that seemed to tear my heart apart.

At this moment, what I see is simply not acceptable to me.

"Dad....... How did you lose weight like this........."

I hugged the white bone with a dull expression, and looked at the shirt it was wearing that had not rotted, and my eyes became even more trance-like.

This shirt ...... I remember my father had such a shirt....... This is the ....... that is pinned to its waist

At this time, I could already see the red rope tied around the waist of the white bone, and the wood tied to the other end of the red rope underneath.

"Dad........"

I held the white bone into my arms in a daze, and looked at the stone bricks at the bottom of the pool with scattered eyes, and there was nothing in my mind.

Yes.

Nothing...... No........ I think there's something more in my head........

Is this memory?

I don't know.

I guess so.

Should.........

..................................

The old man once told me that when I was two or three years old, my language talent was exposed.

According to him, the first sentence I learned to say was not the "Dad" and "Mom" that ordinary children would say.

But.......

"That's awesome!"

These four words were learned from my father's mouth, and it seems that in his eyes, I am very awesome in everything I do.

When he sees me eating, he will say, "Oops, fuck! This kid holds chopsticks so steadily! That's awesome! ”

When he saw me go to the toilet and heard the sound of me peeing, he would say, "The sound is like a dragon and endless, which shows how good this child's kidneys are, it's really awesome!" ”

After much experience with my father, when I learned to speak the correct syllables, the scene was shocked.

I remember the day I spoke for the first time, it was winter.

Outside the house, the snow was falling, and every urine everywhere could freeze into a pillar, so cold that people were worse than dead.

There is no cold in the room, and the family is sitting on the kang talking and laughing, and the indescribable warmth seems to warm people's hearts.

At that time, I was still young, and I could not remember much, and now I recall this scene, and I suddenly remembered it inexplicably.

It's like ....... It's like I got out of the depths of my brain by myself!!

"It's a cold day."

A burly and sturdy man held me and sat on the edge of the kang, muttering while holding my hand, and kept helping me breathe.

I didn't know if I was a little stupid or didn't like to talk much, and when he helped cover my hands, I was just laughing vigorously, and I didn't make a sound.

"Isn't this kid a little stupid?" My dad asked in confusion, then turned his head and looked at the old man sitting on the side.

Hearing this, the old man coughed twice, and without thinking about it, a cigarette stick hit my father's head.

"What do you say?" The old man glared at him viciously, and his words were full of the taste of righteous annihilation: "You!" Do you say that about your own son?! If you dare to talk nonsense again! I have to ......."

Maybe my father had been exposed to it for so long that I had so much ink stored in my stomach that it was about to pour out.

Seeing that the old man was scolding my father, I first looked at my father, and then at the cigarette stick that the old man had raised again.

"That's awesome!"

As soon as I heard my voice in the air, the old man and my father were stunned, looked at each other for a while, and didn't seem to react.

"What are you talking about??" The old man asked me.

"That's awesome." I said.

Hearing this, the old man didn't rush to ask me anymore, but was silent for a while, and then asked, "Who told you to say this?" ”

I turned my head and looked at my father without squeaking.

"! Sure enough, it's you! The old man was so angry that his eyes were red, and he jumped up from the kang when he jumped on the spot, chasing after my father to clean him up: "You evil animal!" You're not going to teach this kid something good?! Let him learn to call grandpa!! ”

"Okay!" My father was chased and beaten for a while, but he didn't feel angry, let alone aggrieved, but with a proud face: "It's worthy of my species!" I want it! ”

Hearing my father say this, the old man beat him even harder.

At that time, I was fascinated by it, especially when I saw my dad being beaten and covered his head and screaming, I couldn't help but exclaim.

That's right.

I exclaimed, it was still those four words, because I seemed to have only said those four words at that time.

"That's awesome!"

"Evil obstacles........ My father suddenly tasted the bitter fruits he had planted, and pointed at me bitterly, unable to speak for a long time.

In the end, the old man came over and hugged me, and said to me with a grin: "Call grandpa!" ”

Children learn to speak, as long as they start, then everything that follows will be logical, and basically they will soon be on the right track.

I have to say that my language talent is indeed stronger than that of ordinary children.

Seeing the old man say this, although I am still young, I can also understand what he means, isn't it just learning to speak, a trivial matter!

"Call Grandpa." I looked at him seriously, secretly expecting his compliment.

That's the standard child's heart, I can't figure out the deeper meaning of these three words, and I'm waiting for the old man to praise me!

"Holy shit." My dad exclaimed, covered his head, and silently moved a few steps to the corner, as if he was afraid that blood would be splattered on him.

How do you describe the old man's expression at that time....... It's a bit inappropriate to describe it as a righteous annihilation........ Anyway, it's the kind of expression that loves and hates but kind of wants to kill me to vent his anger!

"It's a quick learner." The old man held back for a long time, and only held back such a sentence.

"yes!" My dad saw that the atmosphere had eased up a little, so he rushed over without saying a word and hugged me back, for fear that the old man would beat me up if he didn't like it: "I didn't say anything about my son's learning ability!" I'm his father! I'm so awesome, let alone ........"

"Dad!"

I don't know how I learned this word, maybe it was shouted at that time, I just heard such a word pop out of my father's mouth, and I shouted it out to the parrot by the way.

The moment he heard me shout this word, my father's expression suddenly stiffened on his face.

The next second, I saw that his eyes were red.

Although I didn't realize this when I was a child, I can recall it now, and there is indeed such a detail.

"Good....... Can talk......... Good ........."

My father did cry at the time, but he didn't cry soundly, just hugged me tightly while shedding tears.

Looking back now, at that time, in addition to moving, his eyes should have been resolute.

"Don't cry." The old man said.

"I know." My father nodded.

"He's going to be fine, and when you look at him like this, you can feel that kind of cleverness." The old man took the cigarette stick and sat back on the kang with a smile on his face, his tone was a little complicated: "Later, let's talk about it later, it's still early." ”

This time, my father didn't answer the old man's words again, and went straight to silence, sitting on the side with me in his arms without saying a word, and when he looked at me, his eyes became more and more painful.

"Long Mountain."

When I heard my dad call me, I didn't speak, I raised my head with a smile and looked at him.

"In the future, you have to be well." My dad said word by word, in a very serious tone, as if he was telling me.

I probably didn't understand what he meant, so I laughed, rested my head on his shoulder, and didn't say a word.

"With Dad here, you won't be in trouble."

"Hey, hey."

"If I'm gone one day, you'll have to ........ too"

"Bang!"

The old man smashed the cigarette stick, his eyes widened, and he roared angrily: "What the hell are you talking about!" There is Lao Tzu here!! What can happen to you?! ”

I don't know what's wrong, but when I recall this, my memory becomes a little blurry, and after thinking about it carefully, I remember what happened next.

After being yelled at by the old man, my dad didn't say anything, and suddenly covered his face, and his body kept shaking.

The kind of whimpering sound that I heard at the time, extremely faint.

Now that I think about it, it was crying.