Chapter 186: The Real World?
"Then why was I kicked out of the world war? I remember, I was in the Lake of Styx...... What for? Wang Chen recalled, showing a thoughtful expression, I don't know if it was because of the disappearance of the reinforcement, his reaction speed slowed down a lot, even half a beat slower than in reality. It's like the vague feeling of a dream, and I remember it very clearly, but it's very difficult to organize the information together.
"What's the use of thinking about that, there's no way we're going back...... Unless you are lucky enough to die again and be selected by the reincarnation space, you can only return to the life of ordinary people. Luo Ling drooped his little head and said weakly: "I also have to follow you for the rest of my life, and when you die, I will have to be erased by the reincarnation space." ”
"......" Wang Chen covered his forehead and was speechless for a long time, he walked to the door in two or three steps, opened the door, and the outside was indeed the community where he once lived, and the high sun in the sky sprinkled on him, but he did not feel stuffy, but felt a trace of coolness climbing from his spine to his mind, and the complex emotions in his head were all entangled, as if he had detonated a nuclear bomb.
At this moment, he was completely sure that Luo Ling was not joking with him...... Here, it's really not a reincarnation space.
In an instant, unwillingness, doubt, pain, anger and other emotions were all stirred in his heart, and the feeling was indescribable but heartbreaking, and anyone who suddenly changed from a powerful and incomparable 'god' to a normal person would have this kind of painful moment. That feeling is much more painful than a poor man losing his life's savings.
Bang! Closing the door heavily, Wang Chen fell on the bed with a dull face, dragged the quilt, and wrapped the whole person fiercely.
Luo Ling saw the fluctuation of Wang Chen's mentality, hesitated, flickered his little wings and flew to the edge of the quilt, opened a corner and drilled in, his smart and small eyes silently stared at Wang Chen's pale face and the trembling clenched fist.
In the narrow and dim bed, Wang Chen was silent, Luo Ling was also silent, the two looked at each other tacitly, but still did not speak.
I don't know how long it took, Luo Ling sighed, stretched out his little hand and gently stroked Wang Chen's forehead: "Don't hold it hard, if you want to cry...... Just cry out. ”
Wang Chen was still silent, he just looked at the quilt lightly, his facial expression was sometimes hideous and sometimes gentle, except that no tears flowed, this act of forcibly enduring emotions lasted for about a minute, and then, his face returned to the calm of dead silence again.
His face was expressionless, his eyes were cold, but his heart was still broken.
Luo Ling watched Wang Chen recover his flat face, but knew that he didn't see it, but temporarily suppressed all the pain in his heart and reasoned...... Sadness temporarily took over the 'upper hand'.
"Lorring." A hoarse voice sounded, Wang Chen lay flat on the bed, stared at the quilt and muttered without squinting: "World war...... What happened in the end? And Liu Bin, Tang Meng, Lu Xiaoxiao, Liu Wen, Chen Wanguang? Did they complete the task without a hitch? Don't tell me you don't know, I know, you do. ”
"......" Luo Ling was silent: "Are you sure, do you want to listen?" ”
"Go on."
"Okay then." Luo Ling spread his hands helplessly: "They are all dead." ”
"Dead?" Wang Chen muttered these two words repeatedly, his eyes were even more dazed, and his whole mind was booming, and it turned into a mess.
Luo Ling nodded and continued to explain: "There was something wrong with that world war, it seems that some main world is planning to borrow the reincarnation space to achieve something...... In short, everyone in the reincarnation space was wiped out just in case, and only you, the reincarnation 999, could not be erased, so you were banished back to the real world. ”
Wang Chen lay there straight, he didn't listen to Luo Ling's next words at all, he only knew, and only heard, the people he knew: Tang Meng, Lu Xiaoxiao, Liu Bin, Chen Wanguang, Tang Yi, Liu Wen, Li Boyu, all ...... He's dead?
The figures of those people flashed in my mind unconsciously: Xiao Tang Meng, who was still bouncing in front of his eyes not long ago; Lu Xiaoxiao, who has always wanted to bring everyone together; a familiar but very mysterious friend Liu Bin; Uncle Chen Wanguang, who always helps himself round the field; the shy and young elf girl Tang Yi; The stunned and hot-blooded teenager Li Boyu.
They're all dead?
Wang Chen had a roar in his mind, and on his expressionless face, tears rolled down silently, although he didn't want to think about it, but his mind kept recalling the bits and pieces of those friends in the reincarnation space.
After entering the reincarnation space, he became Lu Xiaoxiao's captain and took them to face the zombie group together, but then rushed to the hive to work alone without a sense of responsibility, and finally rescued them from the mouth of the licker, Li Boyu was dying, Liu Wen was seriously injured, Chen Wanguang was slightly injured, and Lu Xiaoxiao confided...... And the vow of 'I must leave Raccoon City alive'. Eventually, they kept their promises, defeated the tyrant and the army, and left the original Shura field by helicopter.
Then, it was the second punishment dungeon, and I got to know Liu Bin, although their meeting at the beginning was not pleasant, but later they fought side by side, fought with the evil god in life and death, and finally successfully escaped from the punishment dungeon of nine deaths and one life. Taking this as an opportunity, the two became good buddies, and he also gave Wang Chen a lot of information and guidance, although it was a little mysterious, but it was also a good friend.
The third dungeon, the battle dungeon, he met Tang Yi, an elf girl, and was probed by her when he first met, which was not a polite way to greet her, but as the battle unfolded, he saved her once, and the two gradually got to know each other, she taught Wang Chen the use of energy, exchanged information with Wang Chen, and was a very good friend.
In this world war, the friend I knew, Tang Meng...... Obviously not long ago, she was bouncing in front of her eyes, blinking her big eyes and arrogantly talking about her age, but now she ......
Wang Chen silently closed his eyes, tears dripping from the corners of his eyes, people are sometimes like this, obviously the more they don't want to think about it, the more their brains will reminisce...... Savoring the bitterness and pain, tormenting, is like putting your heart in a pan of oil and slowly frying.
When he heard that his power had disappeared and returned to the ordinary, he was just in a fluctuating mood, but at this moment, tears could not be stopped......
He has long known that these forces that do not belong to him will one day leave him, but he is not mentally prepared for the death of his friends, as a lonely person who has no friends in reality, he finally made these friends who live and die together in the reincarnation space, and the degree of preciousness is unimaginable to ordinary people.
Wang Chen's greatest fear is loss.
Lose everything you have gained, everything you have ever had, what you have so hard to have...... All!
The abominable reincarnation space!!
Strength, friends, future, environment, fun, goals, all lost in an instant!
When he thinks more deeply, he becomes more and more helpless, thinking about it to the extreme, his brain is like a high-speed rotating machine, constantly showing everything he has lost in front of him, and the change of the future path, that kind of confusion, that kind of pain, that kind of ...... Crazy.
In the pain of being in lava, suddenly a sentence flowed through his mind like a clear spring, causing his hand to stop in mid-air and his eyes staring out of focus.
"Unless you're lucky enough to die again and still be selected by the reincarnation space......"
This was what Luo Ling said casually just now, at this moment, he heard this sentence again as if he was hallucinating, as for whether this was an illusion, or if someone was really hinting at it, Wang Chen didn't know, and he didn't have time to think about it.
He only knew that if Death could participate in the reincarnation space selection again......
So, suicide, wouldn't it be good?
Are you going to kill yourself?
Wang Chen was confused, hesitating in place, he has never been a person who likes to rely on luck, even if he fights with his life in battle, he has never believed in his own strength, as for the kind of luck that can only be resigned to fate, the so-called being selected...... He, too, hesitates.
Are you going to kill yourself?
Wang Chen asked himself again, he looked at the messy hut, and the bright sunlight outside, through the window, he could see many children playing in the square, and occasionally a few old people walked around the woods and chatted, spending the rest of their lives leisurely. Leisurely ...... Spend the rest of your life?
Wang Chen thought about it for a while, and smiled contemptuously, with an indescribable bitterness in that smile.
Yes, I have no choice now, if I don't return to the reincarnation space, do I really want to be ordinary here for a lifetime? In this boring world, with no friends, no relatives, and no concerns, it is better to give it a go and return to the reincarnation space to find a way to resurrect former friends.
Jumping up from the bed and walking lightly to the weapon rack, Wang Chen did not hesitate to hold the black Han sword, this sword he had swung many times, and it was as dexterous as an extension of the limbs in his hand.
Wipe off the dust on the scabbard, pull out the blade, the cold glow of reflective paint reflected in the corner of Wang Chen's cold eyes, the blade that had been sharpened by his own hands was now about to take his own life.
The familiar grip of the hilt of the sword drew a sword flower in the void, Wang Chen stroked the sword body and closed his eyes, as if he was reunited and hugged an old friend who had been absent for a long time.
"I'm sorry, old man. You've been with me for eight years, but I can't take you to that place, and I want you to send me ......"
The sharp blade jumped and shone brightly, as if in response to Wang Chen's self-talk, and at this moment, another person in the room ...... Or the assistant elves, but left here silently, not knowing where they went.
Taking a deep breath and preparing mentally, Wang Chen wiped the corners of his eyes, put the sharp sword head on his chest, held the handle tightly with both hands, and silently counted the numbers in his heart.
Three......
Two......
One!!
PS: Honestly...... I'm a little tempted to finish the book here, but I know that if this novel ends here, I won't be reconciled, and the protagonist won't be reconciled. There are so many things I want to write that I haven't written yet, and this is only the first cycle, this is only the first cycle! Don't say half of it! I haven't even told you a tenth of the story!
Some people may ask me why it suddenly became 2,000 words a day...... All I can say is that I'm out of motivation.
But I'm not reconciled! Even if the book was a dismal achievement, I was not reconciled...... I'm going to finish this book! I hope someone can support me, even if it's just a ticket, a collection, a little reward is also motivation, of course, it's just hope, not extravagant.
So, everyone, to be continued!