Chapter 34: Unspeakable Heartache
Zhang Jian really didn't understand Guo Shiyun's reaction.
It stands to reason that when a woman wakes up early in the morning and finds that there is a strange man lying next to her, and both parties are barely able to cover their shame, it is difficult not to suspect what this man did to her, and her first reaction is either to scream, or to let the other party get out, or directly call the police to arrest someone.
But Guo Shiyun didn't do this, but hugged his waist in a daze, didn't let him go, and actually asked him to continue to hold him like this.
Could it be that Guo Shiyun fell in love with him just because the two sides had been lying in the same ******* all night? What could happen to such a bloody thing in this world? Zhang Jian expressed strong doubts.
"You...... You're not angry at all?" Zhang Jian couldn't help but be nervous, carefully hugged Guo Shiyun, and asked tentatively.
Guo Shiyun blushed and whispered: "If you leave now, I will definitely be angry!"
"Why?" Zhang Jian couldn't help but sweat profusely, could it be that Guo Shiyun's brain structure was different from other women?
Guo Shiyun buried her head on Zhang Jian's broad chest, smelled a smell unique to young men, and actually had an indescribable sense of security, she couldn't help but feel ashamed in her heart, biting her lip and muttering: "I remembered what happened last night, in fact, I drank a good amount, but I drank too much last night, and what happened later, I still have some impressions! I know, it's not your fault, it's me who mistook you for ......"
After that, Guo Shiyun couldn't go on, and her body became hotter and hotter.
Zhang Jian secretly breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't expect that the arrogant and unreasonable financial manager in the company would have such a gentle and understanding side at home, Zhang Jian was really afraid that she would bite back, and then make trouble to Qin Yan, then he would definitely not be able to eat and walk around.
Zhang Jian glanced at Guo Shiyun in disbelief, but he could only see the slightly curly wavy hair, and couldn't help laughing: "You really don't blame me?"
Guo Shiyun bowed slightly in Zhang Jian's arms: "It's my fault for this, if I wasn't too self-righteous, I wouldn't have gotten into trouble, and I want to thank you for saving me." ”
Zhang Jian breathed a sigh of relief again, and couldn't help but say, "Actually, I ...... last night Really didn't do anything to you. ”
Guo Shiyun hummed softly: "I know, you just ...... with me kissed, and then slept with me in his arms. ”
Zhang Jian couldn't help but be ashamed: "You ...... How can you be so sure?"
Guo Shiyun suddenly fell silent.
After not receiving a response for a long time, Zhang Jian couldn't help but wonder if he had said something wrong.
When she was worried, Guo Shiyun suddenly raised her head, with two completely different complex expressions of gratitude and pain in her phoenix eyes, and she wanted to speak several times, and finally spoke: "Anyway, my ...... last night You've seen all the ugliness, and if you can keep it a secret from me, I'll tell you my secret!"
Zhang Jian suddenly had a heavy feeling, maybe the secret that Guo Shiyun kept would be a very heavy topic, if he listened to it, maybe there would be trouble in the future.
However, in the face of Guo Shiyun's somewhat expectant expression, Zhang Jian was a little unbearable, and subconsciously couldn't open his mouth to refuse, hesitated for a while, and nodded and said: "Okay, I promise you to help you keep secrets! Don't worry, I'm not a person who likes to talk nonsense." ”
Guo Shiyun nodded and said in a low voice: "I believe in you! If it weren't for you, I would have been embarrassed last night! Those hooligans, I have heard people say, often haunt the bar street, and attack some lonely young women, and every time they will discharge videos and spread them on the Internet, causing many young women to lose their reputations...... If you hadn't helped me last night, I'm afraid I wouldn't have the face to live in this world. ”
Zhang Jian couldn't help but be stunned, he knew that those three hooligans were so hateful, and he should have taught them a harsher lesson at that time......
Guo Shiyun glanced at Zhang Jian, recalled her crazy words after she was drunk last night, her cheeks couldn't help but heat, and she said in a low voice: "My secret is related to my marriage, it may be very dull, if you don't want to hear it, I can ...... it."
Zhang Jian's heart trembled, and he hurriedly said, "I want to hear it!"
Guo Shiyun hummed softly, buried her head in Zhang Jian's arms again, cut off the sight between the two, and began to tell the story: "My ex-husband and I met at the birthday party on my twenty-first birthday, he was very attentive to me, and I also felt that he was different from other men, and gradually began to fall in love." ”
Zhang Jian couldn't help but sigh secretly, the first impression is very important and blind for a woman, once a woman falls in love with a man at first sight, then no matter what happens in the future, she will maintain an instinctive good impression of the man she likes at first sight, and even ignore the unfavorable words of the outside world.
Of course, this also confirms Zhang Jian's guess from the side, Guo Shiyun has a girlish and simple romantic temperament in her bones.
If Qin Yan's first impression of him was so good, how good would it be?
Guo Shiyun continued: "My relationship with him has developed very quickly, and in less than a month, we have already begun to talk about marriage, and after three months of getting along, we got married. I originally thought that I had become the happiest woman in the world, with such a considerate husband who took care of me...... Who knows, this relationship completely broke down when we went on our honeymoon immediately after marriage. ”
Hearing this, Zhang Jian couldn't help but interject and ask: "Is he deceiving you and not loving you at all?"
Guo Shiyun smiled bitterly and shook her head: "On the contrary, even if it is divorced, I believe that he still loves me." ”
Zhang Jian couldn't help but wonder: "Then why do you want to divorce?"
Guo Shiyun hesitated for a while, Zhang Jian obviously felt that she was trembling in his arms, and her body temperature was also a little lower, thinking that she was afraid of something, she couldn't help but subconsciously pat her back and said softly: "Don't be afraid, no one will hurt you anymore." I'm still waiting for your answer!"
The palm of his hand slapped directly on the skin behind Guo Shiyun's back, and that kind of touch made Zhang Jian extremely embarrassed, and he almost had a strong reaction.
Guo Shiyun obviously let out a shy murmur, and then whispered: "The reason is very simple, because I am a stone girl!"
"Stone girl?" Zhang Jian didn't react for a while, and subconsciously repeated.
Guo Shiyun nodded shamefully: "What the stone girl means is that the organs there are congenitally closed or semi-closed, and there is no way to complete the married life normally...... In medicine, this symptom is very rare, but I am one of them. ”
Zhang Jian finally came to his senses, his eyes widened for a while, he had also had all kinds of speculations about the breakdown of Guo Shiyun's married life, but he couldn't imagine that the real reason would be so incredible.
"You...... Didn't you know you had this symptom before?" Zhang Jianqiang asked as calmly as he could, enduring the embarrassment.
Guo Shiyun shook her head slightly: "I belong to the kind of semi-closed, and my metabolic function is normal, where would I think that there would be a problem in this regard?"
Zhang Jian couldn't help but say: "This kind of problem shouldn't be an incurable disease, right?
Guo Shiyun hesitated for a moment before she said ashamedly: "It can be solved, but ...... I was naturally afraid of injections and pills, let alone surgery, and the thought of having to operate there made me faint. ”
Zhang Jian couldn't help but laugh dumbly, but he also understood Guo Shiyun a little, women in this world will always have some things to fear, and it is normal to be afraid of surgery.
finally understood the truth of Guo Shiyun's divorce rumors, but Zhang Jian obviously couldn't let go, and said in a low voice: "That's why he divorced you?
Guo Shiyun smiled bitterly: "He does love me, but he is a very traditional man, he listens to his parents very much, and when he learned that I was an inhumane woman, his parents forced him to divorce, and he didn't dare to resist, so he followed his parents' wishes and found a country girl younger than me to remarry......"
Is such a man still worthy of being called a man?
Zhang Jian scoffed a little, even if it was really as Guo Shiyun said, the man still loved her, but this love is limited, unable to reconcile the relationship between parents and wife, the family is destined to be tragic, obviously Guo Shiyun's marriage, from the moment she met her ex-husband, has been destined to such an ending.
Suddenly, Zhang Jian was stunned, remembered something, and hesitated: "No, since you are a stone girl, why do you have to wait until you get married before divorcing?
Guo Shiyun's face turned red all of a sudden, and it took a while before she said, "Actually, I ...... She is also a very traditional woman, and before she got married, I didn't agree with him to ...... me So I found out about it when I went on my honeymoon after getting married. ”
Zhang Jian: "......"
Well, Guo Shiyun is just like her ex-husband, they are all wonderful! no wonder the two of them get together.
Guo Shiyun smiled faintly, glanced up at Zhang Jian again, and said in a low voice: "This is all my secrets, since the failure of that marriage, I began to close myself, pretending to be a completely impersonal person, offending I don't know how many colleagues, the real reason is so ridiculous, just because I am an unknown woman that no one dares to want, she is almost thirty years old, and she is still an old ****!"
Zhang Jian was silent for a while, no wonder Guo Shiyun has such a big temper in the company, maybe it is related to her hormonal imbalance that leads to physiological disorders, right?
Generally speaking, women who have a discordant husband and wife life will be very impatient and insecure, and their external performance is indifference and impersonal feelings, not to mention, Guo Shiyun is still a chu who has never experienced the taste of a man at the age of almost thirty!
No wonder she would have believed that he hadn't done anything to her when she woke up in the morning, and that she still had such an affair.
For some reason, Zhang Jian should have felt a little funny, but he couldn't laugh, seeing the sadness and helplessness on Guo Shiyun's face, Zhang Jian felt heavy in his heart......
The next moment, Zhang Jian suddenly found that he had hugged Guo Shiyun tightly, and said word for word: "Believe me, I don't mean to look down on you, you are not an ominous woman, you just had an unhappy marriage, that's all...... As long as you have a little bit of confidence, this pain is very easy to solve!"
Guo Shiyun's heart warmed, but she shook her head again and again: "I won't go to the hospital for surgery if I am killed!"
Zhang Jian was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "I didn't mean to persuade you to go to the hospital for surgery, I just wanted you to change your way of life, even if you didn't...... That kind of thing, women can also live a wonderful life!"
Guo Shiyun was silent for a long time, suddenly smiled at Zhang Jian, and hugged him tightly: "Thank you, you are the first person to listen to me confide in this shameful secret, and you will be the last ......"