Chapter 300: The Haze is Heavy
"Thank you!" Ling Yan took the lunch box. When you open the bento box, the rich aroma of rice wafts out. Sniffed the delicious fragrance, picked up the chopsticks and tasted it unhurriedly. Even though he wasn't hungry, even though he didn't have much appetite, he put food in his mouth.
Wei Qingwu buried his head in eating, and made a very loud sound when he swallowed food.
"Eat slowly, beware of choking!" Kate said.
Wei Qing didn't pay attention to him, but ate more happily!
Feeling his resistance, Kate shouted: "I care about you kindly, but you still don't appreciate it!" ”
Wei Qing still buried his head in eating.
"I knew you had a deep opinion of me, and now it seems that it is!"
Wei Qing still didn't pay attention to him. A box of food was wiped out, and another box was taken from the fire, and he continued to eat.
Looking at Wei Qing, who was eating happily, Kate joked: "Be careful to swallow the chopsticks, choke you to death"
Wei Qing still didn't talk to him, and Ling Yan didn't talk to him; The two of them ate their own and left Kate aside. In this case, Ling Yan couldn't answer at all, and Wei Qing didn't want to talk to Kate at all.
"Humph!" Seeing that no one was paying attention to herself, Kate twisted her head and snorted comfortingly, which was regarded as expressing disdain for the two.
The three of them sat around the campfire and fell silent again. In the middle of the night, the land fell silent, and even the nearby sea stopped roaring and fell asleep.
For a while, the crackling sound of firewood in the bonfire and the sound of oil stains dripping into the fire became the only melody of nature, and this irregular melody hit Wei Qing's heart one by one, making his mood more and more panicked.
Perhaps sensing the change in Wei Qing's psychology, Ling Yanling put the lunch box aside and asked softly, "Qing, what are your plans next?" ”
Wei Qing held the lunch box, and the movements in his hands stopped, "Next, I'll go to sleep!" Then he waved his chopsticks again and pulled them into his mouth.
"What's next?"
While eating, Wei Qing said vaguely: "I continue to think about my life values!" For some time, this question has become a tether in his mind, and he has become terrified.
"What's there to think about?" Kate on the side couldn't help but interject: "If it were me, I would just put on my battle robe and fight the enemy to the death, instead of being in a panic here!" You are wasting your time to stay here, you should choose to fight, and you should make that choice without hesitation. This is my concept, my war! ”
Wei Qing stopped his chopsticks and said cautiously: "This is your way of life, the reason why you participated in this war, not mine!" All I have to do is find a path that works for me. This path carries me to the end, to a fruitful end, not to blind killing. ”
"As long as there is war, there will be killing, and you lack the understanding of war. War is not only a collision between two countries, but also a collision between two forces! Choose to put on the battle jersey and become a hero in the limelight"
Three times five divided by two, Wei Qing pulled all the remaining food in the lunch box into his mouth, and then fell down heavily! "Is it a hero to put on a battle robe? What's more, it's not my war! Why should I go and fight a war that has nothing to do with me? Am I a war maniac! ”
Kate said with a look of certainty: "This must be your war, no doubt!" ”
"Taking a step back, is it true that you are a hero when you put on a battle robe?"
"As long as you put on the battle robe, you are a hero, there is no doubt about it!"
Wei Qing shook his head vigorously and said, "I never wanted to be a hero!" It's not that you can become a hero by putting on a battle robe, only when you wait until the last moment, you can tell who is a hero and who is not. I never wanted to be a hero, I just wanted to make my life more meaningful. One day, when my life was coming to an end, I looked back and found that my life was not inactive, but meaningful, and I could be gratified by it! ”
Kate spread her hands and said to Wei Qing: "Haven't you noticed, I'm creating favorable conditions for you now!" I can make your life more meaningful and worthwhile! As you said, when you look back in your twilight years, you won't be ashamed of wasting your time. ”
Wei Qing accentuated the tone of his speech, and said word by word: "Why are you so sure?" On what basis do you say that you can create conditions for me and pave the way for me? Reasons and justifications? ”
Ling Yan looked at the increasingly fierce argument between the two with a calm face! The debate is imperceptibly approaching the core of the issue.
"Heh-" Kate laughed as if she were smiling and sighing, and said with a sigh, "In this war, there is an unusual gladiatorial fight; This is not a war of classes, it is not a war of nations, it is not a war between nations! In this era, two forces that were originally inseparable from each other fought each other for the power to rule. As she spoke, Kate pointed at Wei Qing and continued: "You ordinary people also live between these two forces! Their success or failure will determine your fate. In the midst of war, as it continues to evolve, one side will break the balance of war. This is a war that few people know, a war that determines your values, an epic war that creates today's changes, a war that evolves civilization! ”
After listening to Kate's words, Wei Qing fell silent. He listened to the clouds and mountains and fog cover, and he didn't understand it halfway! After a moment of silence, he regained his composure from the shock: "You mean to say that this is a multifaceted and multifaceted war?" ”
"Yes!" Kate nodded.
"Humph!" Wei Qing snorted disdainfully and twisted his head to the side.
Kate asked, "What do you mean by that?" ”
Wei Qing said in a mocking tone: "This tall hat you made is too big for me to wear!" ”
Kate put her hands on Wei Qing's shoulders: "Hey, listen to me first, this war is about"
"Stop-" Wei Qing moved his ass and staggered. He said mockingly: "I can choose my own path, and the life I yearn for is peace and tranquility." Do you think throwing such a big pie of glory will make me obediently obey your command? I've never been in the habit of being given orders, and I've never been in the habit of listening to other people's orders to me, let alone listening to the black boy from Africa pointing fingers and gossiping. ”
As soon as Wei Qing's words came out, the scene was suddenly silent. Wei Qing was silent, Kate was silent, and Ling Yan didn't say a word.
Ling Yan looked at Kate in surprise, then at Wei Qing, and didn't say anything.
After an awkward silence for a while, Kate pretended to be puzzled and sneered, "I don't understand who you're talking about?" Although my skin is indeed dark in your eyes, I am from Suzhou. "During Kate's great-grandfather's time, the family moved to China, so he was born and raised in China. This is also the reason why his normative language is very standard.
After saying this, Kate fell silent, and it seemed that this controversy could no longer develop, so it was deadlocked here.
It only lasted for a few seconds before Kate broke the silence: "You can see that you are very pessimistic and helpless now!" You need glory"
"Humph!" Wei Qing's expression stiffened suddenly, he turned his face, stared at Kate sharply, and said gloomily: "Mr. Kate, how long have you known me, and how much do you know about me?" I'm not a warrior, I don't have the ambition to be a hero. I am a commoner, an ordinary person, and a peaceful life is my ultimate goal. ”
The brief words, coupled with his sharp gaze, shocked Kate.
The pheasant has been roasted red, the meat has become golden, and the rich aroma fills the air, and even the cold temperature cannot change its allure.
Kate continued to throw the fruit of temptation to Wei Qing: "You are a man, you understand what you need and what you yearn for"
Before he could finish speaking, Wei Qing stretched out his hand and pointed to the ripe pheasant, interrupting his words: "Eat your pheasant!" With that, he turned around angrily and walked away, entering the dark villa.
Step into the villa and the darkness will come from a new one! The flames of the campfire outside, though exuberant, were not enough to illuminate the villa.
"Alas!" Standing at the door, turning his head to look back at the bonfire, Wei Qingyu let out a sigh. Sighing, full of helplessness and loneliness! Immediately, he raised his feet and walked to his bedroom.
Next to the campfire, Kate was stunned by Wei Qing's actions, and she didn't slow down for a long time.
"How does he feel?" Ling Yan woke Kate up from her shock.
"Oh!" Kate recovered her expression and said, "Polite, very good at playing cool and unfathomable!" ”
"That's all?" Ling Yan added some firewood to the bonfire and stirred it up.
Kate thought for a moment and continued: "The mood changes quickly, and she looks like she is rejecting people thousands of miles away!" ”
"Hehe" Ling Yan smiled and said, "These are your most comprehensive evaluations of him?" ”
"Yes!" Kate nodded. Then he asked, "Then again, what did he do before?" ”
Ling Yan laughed and said, "You guy, why are you interested in him?" ”
"Huh!" Kate smirked and scratched her snow-white teeth.
Feelings, the reason why his teeth are snow-white is because he often scratches them!!
Ling Yan asked playfully, "You are the head of the intelligence department, do you still need to ask others for information!" ”
"I haven't had time to investigate yet!" Kate had already come up with the idea of investigating Wei Qing.
"Hmm~" Ling Yan's eyes rolled, he thought for a while, and then said: "In my understanding, Wei Qing, he is a person who has nothing to do. He has caught street burglars, worked part-time as a guard, dusted the streets, and worked as a scientific researcher. However, all of this was done halfway, and he quickly got bored with everything! Who could have imagined what was going on in his heart!! ”
After listening, Kate was thoughtful! Immediately, he asked, "But, boss, according to his temperament, what kind of role can he play for us?" ”
Ling Yan nodded and said, "His potential is limitless, waiting to be discovered!" ”
"Excavation?" Kate scratched her snow-white teeth in confusion and muttered, "Almost, everyone has unlimited potential waiting to be discovered!" ”
Ling Yan smiled noncommittally, stretched out his finger and pointed at the pheasant that was about to be roasted, "Eat your mountain*!" With that, he stood up and walked into the dark villa.
There was calm all around! Kate grabbed the pheasant and munched on it. The sound of chewing food accompanied the puzzled Kate, who was accompanied by the cold night.
In one of the bedrooms of the villa, Wei Qing slipped into the warm quilt and slept with his clothes. Since he came here, he has spent several days in this strange bed. Although it is warm under the bed, it does not belong to Wei Qing after all.
At this moment, lying on the bed, Wei Qing curled up, covering his head tightly with a wide quilt, and he fell into hard thinking again! "What the hell am I going to do? Do you quit this world, or do you just stay here and put on your battle jersey to join this war that makes no sense to you? In the face of the enemy, without shelter, can I still see hope for tomorrow? ”
Wei Qing wandered alone between meditation and reality.
At this moment, his mood is like this dark night, and he can't see a little light! Even the slightest hint of firefly light can illuminate a bumpy road ahead for him.
Qi Yu's strength made him shudder, and although he had mustered up the courage to face his enemies more than once, he still had self-knowledge. After all, the balance of power between the two sides is too great.
Tightly covered in the quilt, listening to his rhythmic breathing, Wei Qing gradually calmed down.
At this moment, for him, if he can cover himself under the futon forever, it is also the most effective way to escape from reality.
"Damn it, what does this war mean to me??? Those who were in the war, what were the reasons for them to join the war? Am I the only one who is still wasting my time and doing nothing?"
Wei Qing lost his soul and kept cursing and mocking himself.
Suddenly, in the dark, the door of the room, which had been closed, was pushed open from the outside!
Sensing the noise, Wei Qing hurriedly leaned in to check. "Who is it? Who's there? ”
A dark figure stood in the doorway. Immediately after, a flashlight lit up, illuminating the man's face.
Ling Yan took the flashlight, shone on himself, and then walked in.
"It's you! It's really scary," Wei Qing breathed a sigh of relief and lay down again.
Ling Yan smiled: "Am I that terrible? ”
"In the middle of the night, you appeared at the door silently, it would scare people to death!" As he spoke, Wei Qing casually put the quilt on his head again.
Ling Yan walked over with light steps, sat on the edge of the bed, and said softly, "What's wrong?" ”
Wei Qing didn't respond, maybe he didn't hear it.
Looking at Wei Qing, who was wrapped in a quilt, "Alas! Ling Yan sighed softly and casually turned off the flashlight.
The flashlight's beam vanished, and the room was plunged into darkness again. With the silence between the two, it seemed that the dark room was even quieter. In the silence, there was a feeling of sadness and loss. Wei Qing's grief; Ling Yan's loss!
Wei Qing grieved for his situation; Ling Yan was lost by Wei Qing's loss.
"I'm homesick!"
Finally, Wei Qing answered! The faint voice came from under the quilt, and in the voice, it couldn't hide the warmth of the family and the longing for the parents