Volume 3 Life and Death_Chapter 54 The soul flies and scatters Gu Zinuo
Gu Zinuo's soul is scattered like this?!
How can it be?!
No, I don't believe it, I definitely won't believe that Gu Zinuo is just like this! I stood in place in a daze, my hands still maintained the posture of holding Gu Zinuo, at this moment, countless pictures flashed from my mind, Gu Zinuo smiled and nestled in my arms, and called my mother sweetly, Gu Zinuo, this little child, always looks like a drag in front of others, but in front of me, his favorite thing is to be coquettish, sometimes think about it, Gu Zinuo and Gu Changfeng are really similar, they are both naΓ―ve children!
During Gu Changfeng's absence, although I tried to tell myself to be strong and cheer up, and I have been working hard, trying to make my life full of bright sunshine, but in the bottom of my heart, after all, there is still something missing, on weekdays, I can still pretend to be very strong, but the illness is like a mountain, and my spirit also collapses, when Gu Zinuo was three years old, I had a serious illness, and at that time I even thought, maybe, if I just leave, I will be able to be separated from Gu Changfeng forever, but Gu Zinuo, Gu Zinuo, who was less than my waist, had been taking care of me all the time, serving tea and water, and wiping my hot forehead with a damp cloth over and over again. There was panic in his voice, but he was still smiling at me, and said with a smile, Mom, you will definitely get better, and you will always be with Zinuo when you get better.
When I hunted ghosts, I also suffered losses, once, I met a very powerful female ghost, I was negligent, almost died in her hands, it was Gu Zinuo, with his small body, blocked in front of me, for me to fight for a chance to survive. The female ghost could break his neck with a little force, but he said to the female ghost with a stubborn face, "You are not allowed to bully my mother." At that time, Gu Zinuo was only three and a half years old.
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There are so many memories between me and Gu Zinuo that I have already regarded him as a part of my life, if I am asked to tear this part of my life alive, I really don't know how to live.
The body, after all, can't maintain this posture until the earth is barren, yes, in life, how can there be anything that can go to the earth!
As soon as my legs went weak, my body fell to the ground in a daze, Doudou, you must be very scared to go to that cold and barren and dark place alone, right? It's all because your mother is not good, it's because your mother is not strong enough to protect you!
"Nuan Nuan ......" Gu Changfeng hugged me tightly into his arms, and when he saw that I didn't even want to lift my eyelids, he hurriedly said, "Nuan Nuan, cheer up a little!" If Gu Zinuo comes back and sees you like this, he will definitely be very sad! β
"Sad? Gu Changfeng, Doudou has already lost his soul, he will never come back, and he will never be sad again! I looked at Gu Changfeng fixedly, crying silently, "Why am I so stupid, so stupid that I fell for their trick and left the mountain!" The one who died shouldn't be Doudou, it should be me! I should be the one who died! β
"The wind is warm, you calm me down!" Gu Changfeng was distressed and helpless, "Nuan Nuan, if you believe me, I will definitely get my son back for you!" Give me time, our family of three will always be together and never be separated! β
"Retrieved? How do you get it back? Gu Changfeng, if a person's soul is scattered, can he still get it back? "I know that Gu Changfeng is comforting me, and I also want to deceive myself and tell myself that Gu Zinuo can still come back, but I can't do it, I can't do it!
Gu Zinuo won't come back, never again!
My son, who has been with me for four years, will never nestle in my arm again, sweetly call my mother, and he will never again give those little girls a cool side face!
"If I say I can get it back, I will definitely get it back!" Gu Changfeng looked excited, as if he felt that he was talking too seriously, he looked at me and hurriedly said, "Nuan Nuan, you wait for me, I'll go and get Gu Zinuo back!" With that, Gu Changfeng let go of my body and walked towards the depths of the apricot blossom forest.
After Gu Changfeng left, I was paralyzed on the ground like a puddle of mud, I don't know when, there was a slight drizzle floating in the apricot blossom forest, and the cool raindrops fell on my face, even though my upper body was already wrapped in Gu Changfeng's suit, I still felt cold all over, and it was cold to the bottom of my heart.
I thought, just let me die like this, if I die, my heart won't hurt so much!
Thinking like this, I closed my glasses tightly, letting the cool raindrops wet my whole body, and as the rain became heavier, I gradually lost all consciousness.
"The wind is warm, you're finally awake!"
When I woke up, it was in the hospital, Feng Jing was sitting in front of my hospital bed, and when she saw me wake up, she gave me a punch in the chest in a huff, and my body trembled slightly, and I couldn't help coughing.
"Nuan Nuan, how are you?" Feng Jing saw me coughing, not only a little guilty, but hurriedly looked at me and asked with concern.
"I'm fine." I lay blankly on the bed, staring at the white ceiling, not even knowing what I was thinking.
I think about it a lot, everything in the apricot blossom forest is just a dream, after waking up from the dream, Gu Zinuo will nest in my arms and play tricks, and call my mother sweetly, but without Gu Zinuo, even Gu Changfeng is nowhere to be found, and only Feng Jing and Li Yan are with me.
Li Yan has always been very quiet, he just stood in the ward so quietly, with a deep distress in his eyes, inadvertently facing Li Yan's eyes full of concern and pity, I suddenly felt in my heart, I have hurt Li Yan so many times, what qualifications do I have to make him feel distressed.
"Nuan Nuan, I've known you for so long, why didn't I know you still had masochistic tendencies! On this rainy day, what are you doing lying in the apricot blossom forest? This night is dark and windy, high rain and continuous rain, do you think it is interesting to lie on the ground? If someone hadn't called the ambulance, you would have been drenched to death! Feng Jing looked at me with a very excited expression, "Feng Nuan, I don't care what happened to you, let me tell you, I don't want to see you look like you're going to die!" Believe it or not, if you continue to abuse yourself like this, I'll break up with you! β
"Feng Jing, you should break off your friendship with me." I bit my lip slightly, and forcibly suppressed the bitterness in my heart, no matter who it is, as long as it is close to me, it will not end well, rather than let the people around me end in tragedy, it is better to stay away from them as soon as possible!
"Feng Nuan, what are you talking nonsense!" Feng Jing was slightly stunned for a moment, and then yelled at me with an angry face, "Feng Nuan, if you dare to break off your friendship with me, I will, I will throw you into the sea to feed the fish!" β
Actually, sometimes thinking about it, Feng Jing is also very unreasonable, just now she said that she wanted to break off her friendship with me, but it was just a blink of an eye, and she didn't admit it. I know that whether Feng Jing is fierce to me or glaring at me or something, she is because she cares about me, looking at Feng Jing who is still staring at me, I only feel warm in my heart, but my eyes are sore, and my tears almost fall into tears.
"Feng Jing......" I looked hard at the ceiling to prevent my tears from flowing, "Feng Jing, Doudou, his soul is gone!" β
Heavenly Spirit, such a vicious thing, was eroded by him, and Gu Zinuo only had the end of his soul scattered.
Although Gu Changfeng told me that he would definitely get Gu Zinuo back, I knew in my heart that Gu Zinuo would never come back.
"What?" Feng Jing obviously didn't expect me to say such a sentence, she looked at me and laughed dryly, "Feng Nuan, you shouldn't be joking with me, right?" This joke is not funny at all, Doudou, he is so cute, he is so young, how can he be, how can he be gone? β
"Nuan Nuan, what you said is true?!" Li Yan also looked incredulous, obviously, neither he nor Feng Jing thought that such a thing would happen to Gu Zinuo.
"Hmm." I nodded slightly, and I stared blankly at the ceiling, without the slightest focus in my eyes, and muttered almost to myself, "Doudou he was hit by the Heavenly Spirit, and I watched him disappear into my arms, and he will never come back." β
After listening to my words, Feng Jing couldn't help but turn her face away, I knew that she was secretly wiping her tears, although Feng Jing and Gu Zinuo always like to lose each other together, but I know in my heart that Feng Jing's love for Doudou is much less than mine.
"Nuan Nuan, don't be too pessimistic, Doudou, he may not have lost his soul, but was saved!" After being silent for a long time, Li Yan suddenly said, "You must know that this Heavenly Spirit Demon is not unsolvable, as long as you find the thousand-year-old Blood Toad, you can lift this Heavenly Spirit Evil!" β
"But Li Yan, this thousand-year-old blood toad is just a thing in a book, for so many years, no one has ever seen it, where can it be so easy to find! What's more, Doudou's body has already dissipated in my arms! "What's more, if someone really wants to save Gu Zinuo, why would he let Gu Zinuo disappear in front of me like that, hand over the thousand-year-old blood toad, and then lift the Heavenly Spirit Demon on Gu Zinuo's body, wouldn't it be better?
"Yes, Nuan Nuan, don't be so pessimistic, maybe Doudou was saved by someone!" Feng Jing heard Li Yan say that, and hurriedly echoed, "As long as there is a glimmer of hope, we must not give up, Nuan Nuan, you have to be strong, only if you live strongly, can you reunite with Doudou!" Feng Jing wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and tried to pull out a smile, wanting to give me more hope.
Maybe it was poisoned by Li Yan and Feng Jing's thoughts, under their daily persuasion work, I even believed that Gu Zinuo was still alive, I have been fantasizing that Gu Changfeng would suddenly appear and appear in front of me with Gu Zinuo, but I have been waiting for a long time, and there is not the slightest news about Gu Zinuo, even Gu Changfeng seems to have evaporated from the world, and I can't get in touch.
On the forty-first day after Gu Zinuo and Gu Changfeng left, a red-haired man with a pair of red phoenix eyes unexpectedly appeared in my villa and Gu Changfeng's villa.