Volume 3 Life and Death_Chapter 196 Changfeng is not there
"Gu Changfeng!"
I looked at Gu Changfeng's name heartbreakingly, and I didn't get the slightest response from him, I was in a hurry, I ran frantically in the hall, I wanted to find Gu Changfeng, I wanted to find the man I had been thinking about for a long time!
"Reincarnation, life and death
Infatuation and love are dissipated......"
The faint sound echoed through the hall, like a spell, seeping into my bone marrow little by little, and I covered my ears hard, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop the sound from penetrating deep into my body.
"Gu Changfeng !!" I don't care about what life and death calamity, what reincarnation field, I just need Gu Changfeng, I just need Gu Changfeng to come back to me!
I woke up suddenly, and just met Li Yan's magnified handsome face, my body was still a little painful, and I couldn't move if I wanted to, I looked at Li Yan anxiously and asked, "Li Yan, where is Gu Changfeng?" Have you seen Gu Changfeng?! ”
"Nuan Nuan, I ......" Li Yan looked at me quite embarrassed, his eyes were intertwined with distress and helplessness, and in the end, only silence remained. He probably didn't want to talk and make me sad.
"Nuan Nuan, you're finally awake!" Feng Xi, who pushed the door in with a boxed lunch, quickly walked to my side, she looked at me carefully, and suddenly, she slapped me on the chest, "Feng Nuannuan, what kind of masochism are you playing on me!" Isn't it fun to run to the top of the mountain to get drenched in snow? Do you know that if I go a little later with Li Yan, you and Doudou will be frozen to death! ”
"Feng Xi, Li Yan, what about Doudou? Where is Doudou? Hearing Feng Xi say this, I suddenly remembered that before I passed out, Gu Zinuo had already passed out. He passed the heat on his body to me, he must be sicker than me, he must have ...... It's no longer there, is it?
I didn't dare to continue thinking about it, but said to Feng Xi excitedly, "Feng Xi, I'm going to see Doudou!" "Gu Changfeng is now uncertain about life and death, I definitely can't lose Gu Zinuo again!
"Nuan Nuan, Doudou is on the hospital bed next to you. He's sicker than you and hasn't woken up yet. ”
Hearing Feng Xi say this, I saw Gu Zinuo lying on a hospital bed next to me at this time. At this time, he was clicking, his small face was exposed outside the quilt, his face had obvious frostbite, his body was covered with a thick quilt, but he still felt very cold, even if he was unconscious, he still shivered from time to time.
Looking at Gu Zinuo's appearance, my tears couldn't help but flow. Gu Zinuo, a little kid, has always been stronger than a calf, this time on the peak, if he hadn't passed on the heat of his body to me, he wouldn't have fallen ill.
I raised my head and tried to stop my tears from flowing, Gu Changfeng didn't know when he would be able to come back, in these days when he was away, I must take good care of Gu Zinuo and take care of our children.
"Nuan Nuan, don't cry......" Li Yan wanted to comfort me, he looked at me, but he didn't know what to say. Many times, I want to comfort someone, but when the words come to my mouth, I find that no matter what I say, I can't wipe away the pain in that person's heart, I think, what Li Yan is thinking about at this time, he must be full of powerlessness.
"Li Yan, Feng Xi, how is Doudou now? He, is he in danger? "My body is still numb now, even if I struggle hard, I can't move a little, so I can only lie on my hospital bed and stare at Gu Zinuo's little face with several chilblains.
"It's not dangerous, the doctor said he will wake up soon, Nuan Nuan, don't worry, Doudou will be fine." Hearing Li Yan say this, my hanging heart finally fell.
It's just that when I think of Gu Changfeng, my whole person is starting to become bad.
"Feng Xi, Li Yan, Gu Changfeng, he fell into the reincarnation field." I raised my face and looked at Feng Xi and Li Yan, hoping to find some confidence from their answers, "I never thought that the forbidden ice pool of the Demon Realm would hide the reincarnation field of the Heavenly Realm that had long since died. The reincarnation field, life and death, infatuation and love, all dissipated...... Gu Changfeng fell into the reincarnation field, do you say, will he come back? ”
Hearing me say this, Feng Xi and Li Yan looked at each other, as time passed, the more empty and uncomfortable my heart became, even if Feng Xi and Li Yan didn't speak, I knew their answers, even if I asked myself, I thought, my answer, it was the same, it's just that I have been stubbornly unwilling to believe it.
Gu Changfeng, he is very likely to have disappeared.
Those immortals with superior divine power couldn't survive the reincarnation field, not to mention, Gu Changfeng was just a ghost!
"Nuan Nuan, before I went to the Demon Realm, I had already calculated Gu Changfeng's calamity, I thought that he had already passed it, but unexpectedly, the trip to the ice pool was his real calamity." After a long time, Feng Xi looked at me and said slowly, "Nuan Nuan, I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to give you unrealistic hopes, I have read a lot of ancient books about the reincarnation field, and there has never been a god who can escape from the reincarnation field." Gu Changfeng is not even a god, Gu Changfeng he, he is very likely, he has already lost his soul! ”
Maybe it's because I had already expected this to be the end, and when I heard Feng Xi say this, my heart was surprisingly calm. Perhaps, the reason why my heart is so calm is also because it is already dead, withering and dying little by little with Gu Changfeng leaving.
"Yes, Gu Changfeng, he is very likely to have lost his soul." I looked at Feng Xi like a dream and said, "But Feng Xi, I always feel that Gu Changfeng is still here, he hasn't said goodbye to me yet, he can't just leave me, how can he be so cruel to me and Doudou, he ......"
"Nuan Nuan, you don't want to do this!" Feng Xi hugged me tightly, over the years, whether she was sad or I was sad, we would always hug each other so tightly, it hurt a little, if someone helps you bear it together, it won't hurt so much. "Gu Changfeng is no longer there, but you must live well, you still have our friends, you still have Gu Zinuo, you must be well!"
"Li Yan, do you also think that Gu Changfeng is no longer there?" I raised my face slightly, looked at Li Yan who was sitting on the side and asked.
Li Yan was peeling an apple, and when he heard me say this, his hand moved slightly, "Nuan Nuan, I don't want to lie to you......"
"Mom...... "I was about to tell Li Yan and Feng Xi that they didn't think right, Gu Changfeng must still be somewhere in this world, but he hadn't found me yet, and I heard Gu Zinuo call my name softly."
"Feng Xi, Li Yan, you hurry up and help me up, Doudou is awake, I want to go see him!"
With the help of Li Yan and Feng Xi, I successfully moved to Gu Zinuo's bed, this time I was really cold, most of my body was still numb, I thought, if I stayed on the peak mountain for a while, I would definitely become a popsicle.
"Doudou, are you awake......" I was really angry, and I almost burst into tears after saying such a sentence. Trying to hold back the tears, I looked at Gu Zinuo and said, "Doudou, how are you feeling now?" Cold or not? Is it uncomfortable? ”
"Mom, I'm fine, don't forget, Zinuo is a Xiaoqiang who can't be defeated, and in a few days, Zinuo will be alive! Zinuo can also protect her mother! Although Gu Zinuo was lying motionless on the bed, his little face with several chilblains looked extremely vivid at this time. Hearing Gu Zinuo say this, I was warm all over my body, Gu Zinuo, a little kid, always wanted to protect me, he was only four and a half years old, and I was twenty years older than him, but I always hurt him.
"Doudou, it should be the mother who protects the baby, and the mother can't always let the baby protect her, in that case, she will not be a good mother." I took a deep breath, tried to raise a smile and looked at Gu Zinuo and said, "Doudou, in the future, my mother will protect you well and not let you get hurt!" ”
Looking at the scattered grass and trees outside the window, my heart is also withered. Gu Changfeng, without you, my heart doesn't seem to be beating anymore, but for the sake of our son Gu Zinuo, I will definitely be fine. I will raise Gu Zinuo with my heart to grow up, and when he doesn't need me anymore, I will go to you.
Reincarnation, life and death, I'll be with you.
Another year passed in the blink of an eye, this year, I devoted myself to work and taking care of Gu Zinuo, my career in film has been climbing steadily, and all major actress awards have been won by me. Looking at the array of trophies in the room, my heart was empty. I am already standing so tall and radiant, if Gu Changfeng still exists in this world, he will definitely be able to see me, why has it been a year, and he has not come to me?
Over the past year, every film I have made has been well received and acclaimed, and the most successful of them is the film that I co-produced with Shaohua, which was later renamed "The Ghost Groom". When filming this movie, Shaohua's attitude was still very strange, I didn't want to have any entanglement with him, yes, I asked the lead to delete all the passion scenes, and tried not to be alone with him, the biggest scale in this play is a scene where he holds me tightly in his arms.
Feng Nuannuan's first appearance in a passion scene was originally the biggest howl of "The Ghost Groom", and I refused to play any intimate scenes, and the director was naturally unwilling, but under my soft and hard bubbles, the director finally agreed.
I originally thought that without the passion play, the box office of "The Ghost Groom" would be very poor, but I never expected that it would beat many Hollywood blockbusters and become the domestic box office champion this year, which can be said to be an unexpected surprise.