#31 The White Dove's Hidden Pain

(Well, September 5 is the second day of a national college student electronic design competition.) I wrote the code for a day, and I didn't have time to update it when I got my wish, and I struggled to hold this chapter out of the laboratory in the early morning, after all, my head was full of code. I almost didn't add a #include "stm32intsyslib.h" to the end of the chapter......

In short, the quality of the chapters must be reduced, and I will try to revise and solve the problem after the competition! οΌ‰

Love doesn't know anything? The white dove suddenly popped up with such words, which really did not fit her style. I have the impression that it is impossible for a lively girl like a white dove not to even know what "love" is. But the solemn appearance of the white dove now shows that she really doesn't understand what love is. Even now, I have to wonder if there is the word "love" in this era.

But then again, even if I, Joan, am influenced by the bloody love stories in Yao's novels and various sensational films, I don't know what "love" is, and if you want to get to the bottom of it, I don't know what "love" is, honestly, I don't know. I'm a virgin who has never been in a relationship at all, and I can't explain what love is.

In this way, the white dove asked me a little embarrassed. But after all, I'm still a hateful liar, and I'm pretty good at fooling people or something. So I just found a random expression, and then incorporated some of my own thoughts, and said, "Love...... It means to like a person very much, in short, it is to have a deeper and purer affection for the emotion of liking a person......"

"I don't understand......," said the white dove rather simply.

"In short, when you meet someone who makes you can't help but want to be together, then it proves that you love her." I coughed dryly, and then I used my brain to start fooling people: "In short, love is a special feeling for the person you like, and this needs to be experienced slowly." ”

"Oh." The white dove agreed thoughtfully. Then, she suddenly burst out of a sentence: "So, what can the mirror know is love?" So do you mean that you have loved someone? ”

"Huh?" Actually, I don't know about this question because I haven't recalled any memories of the past.

But there was a loud voice in my heart - there was a person hidden in the snow in the depths of my memory, and that seemed to be the person I loved, which made me can't help but answer "yes".

Unfortunately, I don't know who that person is. And...... Don't want to know either.

A thousand years have passed, and everyone I know should be reduced to dust, so the past should also be gone with the wind. Don't think about all the people and things in my memory, in fact, it is also a kind of kindness to me. Moreover, no good friend will know that I have become a girl because of the second secondary school......

Well, maybe none of that matters. At least I don't need to be bothered by the pain of longing, although some people may despise this kind of thought, but in fact I am the kind of person who is realistic enough to throw away anything as long as I am comfortable.

- Of course, that's just what I think.

Thinking about how long I've struggled with the fact that I haven't protected East Lake, I don't seem to be qualified to say I'm cold-blooded. I often like to deceive myself, and as a result, I often don't know what I'm doing.

"Huh? So who is that? The white dove asked with interest, but seemed to be very serious.

"I forgot." I answered honestly.

"It's a shame." The white dove seemed a little disappointed. But why is this tone of disappointment matched with this tone of somewhat glad tone? Girl, don't you really know what the so-called "love" is!

"Well, I don't want to remember that incident anyway." I shrugged and said. At this time, I still felt that the eyes of the people around me were a little dazzling, and it happened that there were curtains near the bed of the white dove and the girl named Nimiao, so I closed the curtain and sat directly on the white dove's bed.

It seemed that the white dove wanted to continue to talk to me about old accounts of love and affection, so I told the white dove to shut up before this happened.

"I say, don't you look alive? How do you grab a bed here? I reprimanded the white dove. The white dove just wanted to speak, but I forced him to swallow it, and looked at me with a resentful expression. And at this time, Nimiu in the next bed spoke.

"That...... The dove is actually not lightly injured...... "Nimmy whispered.

"Huh?" I could see Nimi's amputated right elbow and bandaged head, and the dove ...... Looks good. Why does Nimmy say that the white dove is not lightly injured?

"Well...... Actually, I'm fine. The white dove said with a sneer.

"Nonsense! White dove: You almost got pushed into the pressure chamber a few hours ago. Nimiao said seriously: "As long as my hand returns to the Cross Gate Port, it can be grown with regeneration technology, and your body is directly exposed to such a harsh cosmic environment without protection, and it is already very powerful to be able to speak!" ”

"...... in a harsh cosmic environment" sounds like things are going to be serious. And with the knowledge I know in 2017, I will find that if the white dove is really exposed to the harsh cosmic environment, the damage may be really worse than a broken hand or a broken foot in this era.

-- First of all, the human body itself has external pressure, and the pressure of the human body is equal to the atmospheric pressure, so that human beings can survive normally. But once human beings are placed in a region of low air pressure, such as the universe where air pressure is almost zero. So. The pressure of the built-in belt of the human body will cause the blood to boil, the body to swell, and even the explosion of the human body without being studied.

And pressure may not be the real enemy, the temperature changes in the universe are harsh, and the damage caused by burns and frostbite is not light. What's more, all kinds of rays and particle streams in the universe are lethal to the human body. Imagine that nuclear radiation can make people shudder, so what if the white dove is exposed to the universe unprotected in the harsh universe?

――The body will be hit by a large number of rays, cell mutations, chromosome breaks, etc......

Sounds scary!

"You're alright!" I couldn't help but get worried.

"Well, it's just that the uniform was torn in that battle." The white dove said in a tone that seemed to be indifferent: "Actually, it's okay! It's just that the body is swollen and ugly...... Well, fortunately, I was wearing a helmet and didn't hurt my face. At this point, it seemed as if she was glad about it.

At this time, I also noticed that the tight-fitting uniform worn by the white dove was slightly out of shape - it seemed to be caused by the swelling of the whole body, but because the tights had its own pressure to bind the body, the white dove's body did not seem to be in serious trouble. But I always felt like I was deceived by her appearance.

It seems that behind the white dove's pretending to be relaxed, he is suffering a lot.

"Is that so...... What a misunderstanding...... "At this time, I can only apologize in a hurry."

The white dove didn't care about this, but she thanked me: "What! If it weren't for the mirror, I probably wouldn't be able to sit here!

"Please don't say it so scary!" I couldn't tell if the white dove was joking or telling the truth. But no matter how much you make up for it, you feel extremely scary.

"Well! Also, there is a mirror, so you don't have to worry about anything! The white dove said with a smile so relaxed. But the smile was undoubtedly on my shoulders again, and although it was heavy, I had to bear it.

"Wrap it up on me!" I patted my chest again. At this time, refusal is already impossible, so bear it!

However, if I continue to talk about protecting the East Lake or something, I always feel that I am putting pressure on myself. In that case, let's turn the conversation to the other side!

"Alright! Let's not talk about these things yet! I took advantage of the situation and said, "Let's talk about the story that this king is going to continue today, what is the relationship between Lianhua and Zhijun?" Guess it right and you win! ”;