330 Long-lost blood and courage
The crowd of people at the banquet had dispersed, and on a staircase next to the banquet venue, there was a rather hidden window, Shangguan was standing next to this window at this time, holding on to the railing with both hands, looking at the cars driving out one by one downstairs, I don't know why, but his mood was terrible.
Is he really so selfless, does he really want to help Jin Cheng Xiu regain the dignity he lost?
No, that's not what Shangguan had in mind. He just felt that his self-esteem had been greatly hit, so he would find an external excuse to excuse himself, and that's it.
The voice in Shangguan's heart was saying, "I don't believe it, I'm just like this. I don't like this feeling of powerlessness to be looked down upon, and I don't believe that I can't beat you. ”
Heh, from this point of view, Shangguan is really a lion who does not admit defeat.
It's just that I don't know what kind of mood he'll be in when he, an eighteen-year-old lion cub, meets that mature and experienced overlord?
Shangguan sighed slightly. But at this moment, a hand gently patted Shangguan's shoulder. Shangguan turned around and saw a slightly childish face.
I don't know when, the only Tie Fan who entered the banquet hall with his uncle, actually touched Shangguan's side. Now, he has also taken off the blazer he was wearing on his body, revealing his face with pimples, it seems, in fact, he is only in his early twenties, and the original mature dress makes him look a little old.
This boy with a pimple face, let's call him a young man.
I saw this young man smiling and patting on his short-sleeved T-shirt, looked at Shangguan, and said with a smile: "Actually, I don't like to wear those shirts and trousers and other things too." I feel like I'm suffocating. The reason why he talked to Shangguan like this should have noticed that Shangguan and Guchos were the only two people who entered the banquet hall in civilian clothes just now.
It seems that this boy is indeed very happy with Shangguan's style of doing things, otherwise he would not have reached such a die-hard point.
Of course, Shangguan was in a very bad mood at this time, he just wanted to be quiet by himself, so he didn't want to have any fan meetings. So he just continued to look out the window at the night. Didn't say anything more.
At this time, the young man took a bottle of ice and handed it to Shangguan. Shangguan's left arm was frozen, and he shrank back. After seeing that what the other party handed over was only a bottle of canned drink, he frowned slightly and said, "What are you doing, haven't you eaten enough of the meal just now?" ”
After eating such an expensive dinner, he went to buy this drink worth a few dollars to drink, and it was known by those business celebrities. I'm going to die laughing.
The young man didn't care about this, he just pulled the mouth on the bottle of Coke open, and then handed it to Shangguan. In the face of such an enthusiastic move by the other party, to be honest, Shangguan was also a little overwhelmed. He didn't really want to drink Coke at all, but he took it anyway, put it to his lips, and took a sip with a grunt.
Ice-cold drinks with bubbles. All the way from the throat to the stomach. If he hadn't eaten a lot of food just now, Shangguan would definitely not like this kind of taste that was too exciting.
"Actually. Coke is a very happy drink. The number one fan overcame his embarrassment, also stood next to Shangguan, rubbed his nose, and said in a rather experienced tone: "Since I was a child, my family has been a distributor specializing in cola beverage agents, and I watch all kinds of carbonated drinks be shipped in and out of my home every day. Actually, I'm curious about what is so good about these things...... Until one day, I was beaten up at school, and that day I returned home with a shadow and a gloomy mood, and opened a Coke and drank it while my parents were not off work. From the time when the bubble rose from the bottom of my heart. I discovered that it can bring pleasant emotions. ”
That's when the number one fan started to go home for a Coke every time he was beaten up at school. By the time he reached high school, all the Coke bottles in his room had been thrown all over the room.
When he talked about his shadow in high school and the experience of being bullied, the number one fan still seemed to be a little afraid, his voice couldn't help lowering the volume, and then said: "Now that I think about it, I was really stupid at the time, and I didn't know how to resist and call the police." "In schools, there is a special helpline for vulnerable students, but few bullied classmates like this male fan dare to actually call. Because I don't know if the school can really solve the problems I encountered, but if those bad students really know that they have surrendered, they will have to get even worse.
"After being bullied in high school for three years, I went to college, and I thought I had escaped this nightmare, and even hoped that no one would know me when I got to college, and then I could live like a normal student. I want to have a girlfriend too, go on dates and outings with her cute, and every time I see those boys and girls traveling with the friendship dormitory on the bus, I feel very sweet and envious. As he spoke, the number one fan looked at a building in the distance and seemed to see his own hope from there.
"Things are certainly not so good, though." Shangguan mentioned it a little casually, and he also followed the fans' gazes and looked into the distance.
Sure enough, the development of things was similar to Shangguan's expectations.
The fan said: "That's right, after I arrived at college, I don't know if I was exuding a 'weak' trait, but I unknowingly became the target of bullying by those hooligan students in the school, my living expenses are only about 600 yuan a month, but they have to snatch 200 yuan from me, sometimes their boss will have some other entertainment expenses, and we have to pay additional expenses ranging from dozens of yuan." ”
Shangguan calculated an account for this young man in his heart, and after the other party's statement, he was thinking, with the current price, the living expenses of 350 yuan per month, no matter how much he saved, only 300 yuan could be used for food. That's an average of 10 dollars a day.
What can you buy for ten dollars? One thought of the question. Shangguan stepped forward and gently patted the fan on the back.
When Shangguan felt very sad, the fan said: "It's okay, hahaha, although my pocket money is not much, my mother will help me charge 500 yuan in my meal card on time every month." So I don't have much money to spend, but I still can't go hungry. ”
"!" Shangguan burst into a foul language and said, "You mean, what they robbed was only two hundred yuan of your 600 yuan pocket money every month?" ”
After getting the nod of affirmation from the fans, Shangguan instantly lost his sympathy for the other party, pushed the other party away, and then said indifferently: "That person didn't do too much." "In Shangguan's opinion, there are gangsters everywhere in this world. As long as you don't go too far, it's not too much to get some money to spend. If the sense of justice is too strong, then there are so many bandits and robbers in the world, where can I manage it......
The number one fan was a little disappointed, and then he said: "But, although I was bullied in college for a few years, this year." After seeing you in the Underground Fighting City, I fell in love with you. ”
Although I understand that the "like" in the other person's mouth is a different concept from the "love" in that relationship. But Shangguan still stepped back a little, looking at each other vigilantly.
"From the moment I saw your first fight, I began to rejoice in your spirit of being a little man but never giving in, and then watching you sing all the way, I saw my own shadow in you."
When the number one fan kept saying this, Shangguan thought in his heart: "Where am I from the same country as you." You yourself are so incompetent, but I have always relied on my own strength to come through step by step. ”
Such words, if fans hear them, they will probably be heartbroken.
But Shangguan, of course, did not say these words in such a way. It's just that the number one fan went on again, saying, "I'm going to watch the finals, and then when I go back to school to prepare for my graduation defense, I'll be sure to seriously ask those bastards to refuse!" I will never compromise with them anymore, I will work hard stubbornly like Brother Qingxia! Fight for what is in your heart! ”
What? School? Graduation defense?
Shangguan was frightened by these few nouns that suddenly appeared, and hurriedly asked, "What did you say?" You mean, you're just in your senior year right now? ”
"yes, I'm sneaking out now while I'm on leave, because the Underground Fight City competition has reached the most critical moment, and my uncle knows that I like to watch this, so he helped me get a fake note from the hospital, and then took a few days off to watch this final fight."
Shangguan thought to himself that this fan's uncle was willing to take leave for him, and maybe he already knew about the bullying he was being held at school. Well, in that case, this uncle is still a very open-minded and understanding uncle.
However, having said that, Shangguan carefully looked at the forehead lines on this brother's head, as well as the deep wrinkles on his face, and he really didn't have the temperament of a college student at all.
What a pathetic old man who has been waiting for him.
While the young man had been telling his story, Shangguan heard this, but he was a little panicked by the other party's words, and he actually tried to dissuade the other party, saying, "You have to think better, if you start a war with them, there will be no turning back." ”
Unexpectedly, the number one fan said: "It's okay, I must be like Brother Qingqingxia and stick to the end!" ”
This time, Shangguan didn't hide what he thought in his heart, but just said directly: "You insist on a fart, you don't know martial arts at all, right, fighting and killing those things." Now in his eyes, all he sees is a stinky otaku who wants to change the world with his blood, an incompetent guy who is as weak as a chicken but still wants to challenge the cheetah in the wild.
However, this weak chicken doesn't seem to agree with Shangguan's opinion. He said: "Brother Qingqingxia, maybe I can't beat them, but I can't give up my fighting spirit, I can't give up my thoughts and dreams, can I?" You can't give up the courage to work and fight for your freedom, can you? ”
His series of words suddenly blocked Shangguan's mouth a little. He was stunned for a moment, then moved his mouth again, as if he wanted to say something. But I don't know how to speak.
The number one fan added: "Maybe I can't beat them, but I can go to the police, I can report to the school and ask the teacher for protection, I can ask my uncle for help, although I've also heard that those guys have a gangster background, so if they get angry, it will be troublesome or something." However, I am still willing to do my best to fight for my beliefs and ideals. ”
He said very hard, but Shangguan just said coldly and sarcastically, "Come on, you will die." ”
The air seemed to freeze at this moment. Neither of them spoke anymore, and it seemed that between them at this time, only something called "fear" flowed.
The number one fan's head had been lowered all the time, but when he lifted it. He said, "Brother Qingqingxia, do you know why I came to you tonight? ”
Shangguan was stunned for a moment and said, "Isn't it just for your poor 'fans' inexplicable feeling of wanting to get close to idols?" ”
The number one fan shook his head and said, "Actually, I'm very disappointed in you tonight." ”
Shangguan didn't understand it anymore.
The number one fan said: "In my mind, you were originally a fugitive. You may have made some mistakes, but now you don't care about anything. You're just fighting, fighting, for that inexplicable conviction in your heart. Every time I see your body in the arena, I feel that the 'eyes' that shoot out of the metal head are extremely confident and determined. You never worry about whether you can achieve your goals, this is the one in my eyes, for the admiration of you. ”
Shangguan took a deep breath, then slowly spit it out again.
Let's be honest. He really didn't know that he had so many advantages. He started out fighting under the ring just for food, drink, and lazar, and then he became a businessman who worked hard for money, and although he met a lot of fierce opponents along the way, he didn't seem to have any big ideas and survived. He never thought about it. It turns out that these deeds of my own will also bring such positive power to the people in this world.
It's a bit of a surprise.
But when Shangguan was very happy, the plate of cold water in the mouth of the number one fan was poured down. He said: "But just now, although you raised the battle with Murong Feng in a very high-profile manner, but for me, who is extremely familiar with your style of doing things, I can see the factors of unease, self-pity and lack of confidence in your eyes at a glance, there is no doubt that you have no confidence at all. In your heart, you don't believe that you can defeat Murong Feng at all! ”
When he said this last sentence, the eyes of the number one fan even had tears in their eyes. He said, "You know how disappointed and sad I am when I see you showing such hesitation and weakness. In my mind, I thought you were an omnipotent god. You are my spiritual support, my longest-lasting support and existence. ”
His words were very sad, but Shangguan didn't get much strength from them. Shangguan just smiled and said, "Come on, I don't want to die without your spirit." ”
In martial arts, although there are a lot of protections and restrictions in the rules, there are often cases of "wrong hands" killing opponents. Although the side that strikes each time will pay a large amount of compensation, for a soul who has already died, no matter how much money is lost, it is no longer a matter of much meaning.
Syllable!
This time, it was the number one fan who woke up Shangguan with a slap.
Shangguan looked at the other party's face in a daze, and then the number one fan said: "I don't know what you're afraid of, but if you're always afraid to challenge the other party now, then you really won't lose." Without a start, of course there will be no failure. But how can you find success if you don't fail enough times? You think, just like this for the rest of your life, hiding in your own volute and being a short-sighted snail! ”
This long list of words made Shangguan stunned. First of all, he didn't expect that this otaku fan, who would be nervous even to speak on stage, and didn't even dare to vote for his idol, would dare to slap himself in anger. And he didn't expect that the other party would say such a reasonable thing.
That's right, if you don't work hard, you can't fail. If you don't fail, you won't succeed.
However, when Shangguan opened his eyes again at this time, he looked into the eyes of fans, and his tone returned to his usual bravery and firmness, and he said: "No matter what you think, but I'm more than that." Not only do I want to practice my guts on Murong Feng, I really want to get a victory from him! ”
A victory that represents the highest honor in the underground fighting arena.
That's right, in Shangguan's heart, he has always longed for this. He was the pilot of the ghost soul, and deep down, he couldn't refuse the idea of making himself king.
Only this time, when his heart was slightly shrouded in haze, he was moved by the courage and story of this number one fan. This time, he decided to bloom well for himself! (To be continued......)