Volume 3 Life and Death_Chapter 208 Gu Changfeng's Monologue (1)

"Reincarnation, life and death

Infatuation and love are dissipated......"

I am Gu Changfeng, in my past and present lives, for thousands of years, there is only one woman in my Gu Changfeng's heart, Li Qian, or Feng Nuan.

For me, there is no difference between Li Qian and Feng Nuannuan, because they are the same person at all. Even though it has penetrated thousands of years, even though it has experienced twists and turns, but when I saw the woman called Feng Nuan Nuan for the first time, I was sure that she was the lover I had been looking for for thousands of years, Li Qian.

I love her, I love her more than my life, and I think that without her, my life would be nothing but barrenness. And I don't want this boundless desolation and desolation.

Someone once said that a man's infatuation is terrifying, and even if he tries by all means, he can't break through his defenses.

Yes, I am an infatuated man, for more than a thousand years, I have met countless women of all kinds, among them, there are many people who have a deep love for me, and many people who have spent their hearts and minds in order to get me to review, but my heart, from beginning to end, has not given birth to half a ripple, because I know that my heart has fallen on a woman named Li Qian.

In this life, life after life, if I can't find her, my steps will never stop for anyone, and my heart will never throb for anyone.

For more than a thousand years, so many days and nights, too many to count, in the vast sea of people, I can't find her shadow, I even thought that I will never see her again, in this life, I am destined to be an ownerless lonely soul, wandering alone in the world. Fortunately, fortunately, God had mercy on me and let me find her, and the wind was warm.

When I found her, she was in college, and there was no man around her to protect her, only a confidant and friend named Tang Ning, I was very happy, because I felt that for more than a thousand years, she must have been looking for me in the vast sea of people, and the reason why she was not close to other men was also waiting for me, waiting for me to grow old with her.

That day, the sky was a little gloomy, I stood at the door of the milk tea shop where she went to work, I thought that she would be ecstatic when she saw me, thousands of years of searching, finally reunited, the joy can be imagined, who knows, she just passed by me lightly, and even, even a glance, didn't bother to give me alms, as if, as if it had been unswerving to death, never existed.

Later, I knew that she had forgotten me and the promise of life between us.

I am very angry, for thousands of years, I have been tormented by endless thoughts day and night, how can she be so ruthless, drink Meng Po soup, and forget me!

I'm angry, so, I want to scare her. Late at night, I appeared in her room, creating the illusion of a ghost pressing the bed, no, it was a ghost pressing the bed, because I always knew that I was no longer the gentleman Gu Changfeng of a thousand years ago.

It's just that when my fingertips touch the warmth of her body, all the anger is replaced by a sea of thoughts, I want to kiss her, I want to touch her, I want to do all the intimate movements to her that I didn't have time to do with her a thousand years ago. In the dead of night, when she had a good night's sleep, she slept very sweetly, and the corners of her lips were slightly moist, and I knew that it was her saliva. At this time, she didn't look like the noble princess at all, the favorite daughter of the Ming Emperor of the Tang Dynasty. However, she is still in love, and she can't extricate herself from loving her.

I secretly, kissed her, stroked her, I know, now she is in a good dream, I do this, not like a gentleman at all, but what normal man, in front of his beloved woman, always wear the mask of a gentleman!

Later, when she found out about my existence, she was afraid, and I was already angry that she had forgotten me, and when I saw that she was afraid of me, I was even more angry, so I even scared her even harder, and even threatened her to be my wife.

Wife, in fact, thousands of years ago, I already wanted to marry her as my wife, but the world makes people, and we have no fate.

The loss of fate thousands of years ago, in the final analysis, was because I was too cowardly, and in this life, I will never let the fate between us slip through my fingers. The wind is warm, in this life, I will definitely hold the hand of my son and grow old with my son.

Originally, she was actually very angry with her, but later, there were many factors that I couldn't control, Nuan Nuan is the last god between heaven and earth, and everything on her body is a treasure that is hard to find for a lifetime for ghosts, so many ghosts try to hurt Nuan Nuan in vain. She is my woman, my wife, how can I let others hurt her! Therefore, no matter who tries to hurt her, I will not spare her!

Of course, there are many bad things, for example, the appearance of Li Man and the appearance of Shangguan Bao'er, but no matter what, I am happy, because Nuan Nuan once again has a deep affection for me.

Moreover, we also have a smart and cute baby son Gu Zinuo.

Gu Zinuo is talented, when he grows up, his magic will definitely be able to be above me, I believe in my precious son.

Many people think that I don't love Gu Zinuo at all, and even Gu Zinuo and Nuan Nuan think so, in fact, I love Gu Zinuo very much, he is my child with Nuan Nuan, how could I not love him, but I think that it is really awkward to hang the words baby son on my lips all day long, and I am only used to smiling at Nuan Nuan and being gentle with Nuan Nuan, so my attitude towards Gu Zinuo is quite cold. But I know in my heart that Gu Zinuo is one of the people I care about the most, and if the two of us can only live one, I will definitely choose to let Gu Zinuo live.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, after I reunited with Nuan Nuan, the days of separation were much longer than the days together, and I didn't like to be separated, but many times, I didn't have a choice, for example, the four and a half years I stayed in the demon world, and the year after falling into the reincarnation field.

When I came back from the Demon Realm to Fengshan, I thought that after so many trials and turns, my family with Nuan Nuan and Gu Zinuo would never be separated again, just like the ending of all fairy tales, only happiness and beauty, but I never expected that I would fall into reincarnation.

But I don't regret it, I never regret it, as long as Nuan Nuan can live well, even if it makes me lose my soul and never recover, I will never regret it!

The moment I fell into the reincarnation field, I knew that I would definitely die, I was not afraid of my soul being scattered, but I was afraid that Nuan Nuan would be sad.

Therefore, even if it is with Tiandou, I have to come back, return to Nuan Nuan's side, and be her patron saint!

The wind in the reincarnation field blows on a person's body more painfully than a knife cutting on flesh, and I can clearly feel that my body is being torn apart little by little, and my soul is also flying out of my body little by little.

I gritted my teeth and condensed all my strength in my heart, my eyes were about to break, I yelled at the sky, I don't want my soul to be scattered, I want to live, I want to live, once the warm tears are enough, I can't let her shed tears for me!

Finally, the wind in the reincarnation field became much softer, I know, I don't have to scatter my soul, it's just that forcibly condensing the soul is really tired and tired, even though I have the blood of demons, the power of gods, and the agility of ghosts in my body, but after fighting against the power in the reincarnation field for so long, I am still a little unbearable.

"Why are you so stubborn! I'm not going to let you wander away, but since you've been out of this reincarnation for a while, you always have to leave something behind! Remember, you will fall in love with the woman you see for the first time when you wake up, fall in love with her, fall in love with her......"

An old voice sounded in my ears, and I didn't hear what he said later, I knew that I didn't have to be distracted, and my heart suddenly relaxed, and I fell into an endless coma......

I don't know how long I slept myself, I just know that when I woke up again, my mind was blank, only occasionally a vague shadow flashed in my mind, she was standing in the midst of a peony bush, smiling like a flower, but I couldn't see her face clearly.

I don't know who she is, how old she is, what her last name is, but I do know that she must be the woman I love the most, because whenever this shadow comes to mind, my empty heart will have unprecedented satisfaction, as if I have the whole world.

When I woke up, the first woman I saw was Yuan Xi'er, at that time, she was carefully wiping the dirt on my face, her face, very close to me, I could clearly see her slightly curled eyelashes.

There is no doubt that Yuan Xi'er is a very beautiful woman, like an elf, lively and lovely, I think, the woman in my heart must also be a smart and lovely woman, although I have forgotten her face, but I always feel that when she laughs, she must be bent eyebrows and eyes, playful and vivid.

Yuan Xi'er is a woman from the water town in the south of the Yangtze River, between a smile and a smile, are mixed with the water-like clear spirit, she saw me wake up, smiled with crooked eyebrows, and called my name lightly, ink.

She said, my name is Qin Mo, I am her childhood sweetheart, and we will get married soon.

Qin Mo, this name is a little unfamiliar, I also had momentary doubts, am I really called Qin Mo? If my name is Qin Mo, why do I feel so strange?

However, when Yuan Xi'er told me my name, her expression was so serious, not like she was lying at all, and besides, she was born so pure and kind, not like a scheming woman, so I knew that I should be convinced of her words.