573 so-called happiness

"You're really trying, why do I always think this situation has happened before? I said one, you really don't care? Mai Ye sat on the sofa, holding a Coke in her hand, bags of potato chips and other snacks were placed on the table in front of her, and the game console handle was thrown on the ground, although she was now one of the fifteen members of the Chinese cabinet, she didn't have much consciousness, she still ate and drank all day long, she didn't care about power or anything, Lei Zhe didn't ask her too much, as long as she liked it.

And one side has been working very hard lately, she began to learn all kinds of knowledge, from politics to military, to diplomacy, economics, anyway, as long as she thinks she can use it in the future, she will learn, and with her strong memory and comprehension ability, she learns quite quickly, unlike Maiye, she takes the initiative to take on some tasks, of course, it is not a very difficult job at first, it is generally to sort out documents or something, she knows that she can't compare with Gilgamesh and others now, because the start of the two sides is too far apart.

Even if she is the strongest superpower, she was just a student in the past, she has never been in contact with governing the country, politics and military affairs, to put it bluntly, aside from that powerful superpower, one party is no different from ordinary people, but she understands that she doesn't have to be inferior to others, what she is different from Gilgamesh and others is experience, as long as she wants to do it, she will be able to do her best, only in this way can she share something for someone, and not always stand behind and look at each other, so that the distance between herself and him is getting farther and farther away.

Seeing that one party didn't answer herself, Mai Ye pursed her lips, she raised her arms to make an extension movement, and then continued: "Although you don't say anything, but you're actually very anxious, the uncle has confessed to many people, but he didn't find you, don't you have any ideas?" It's not like your style, now is not the time to learn, and if you continue like this, you'll really be left out, aren't you worried? ”

"Then what do you think I should do, cranky, overwhelmed, and suspicious? In my opinion, it's really not necessary. Fang Fang closed the book in his hand, the book is called "The Monarch", it is a work with mixed reputations, and it is also a classic that must be read.

The book deals with how the monarch should rule and maintain, arguing that the army is the main foundation of all nations, that the monarch should have his own army, and that he should win by brutality and blackmail. It is believed that the king should rule with the principle of strength and unscrupulous means to achieve his goals, and at the same time imitate the fox and the lion, with the cunning of the fox and the courage of the lion.

One of the important ideas of monarchism is that 'although the heads of many countries preach all kinds of virtues, they actually use evil means that violate these virtues to seek and annex the territory of other countries.' ’

In the plot of the original R2, he used the title "The World is Lying", emphasizing that the British Empire will use its military power to encroach on the weak countries of the world that use hypocrisy as a false package, and seize their labor, wealth and power.

To tell the truth, many books are treasures of mankind, whether it is the Celestial Empire or abroad, Lei Zhe will often read something, and to figure out the meaning of it, although he has lived for a long time, but he does not think that he is omniscient and omnipotent, he thinks that people live to remove eating, drinking, Lasa and sleep, is learning, continuous progress is the driving force to move forward, if anyone says that he is omniscient and omnipotent, then eighty percent of him has no reason to move forward.

In his opinion, Lei Luo is like this, and in the "Book of Omniscience", which claims to record the truth, really records all the truth of this event? The truth in everyone's eyes is different, and when Lei Zhe re-reads the omniscient book, many of his views will conflict with Lei Luo, and his views will be recorded in this book, at this time Lei Zhe really understands that the so-called omniscient omnipotence is reflected in the constant collision, just like the collision of views between him and Lei Luo, which makes the omniscient book more full. …,

In Lei Zhe's view, the best way for one party to learn is to read, so he gave her those useful books at a time, so that she could learn and think by herself, if she encountered something she didn't understand, Lei Zhe would give advice, but he would not force one party to think like this, after all, everyone's ideas are different.

And the calmed party really enjoyed this kind of life, and she found that when she was reading, she could also become quieter...

Mai Ye can be said to be the person who is most familiar with one side, and the constant change of one side is seen by her, she often wonders whether it is the man who changes the passage of one party, or whether the party adapts to the man's behavior and forcibly changes himself, and now this girl with slightly long white hair, pale skin and slightly sickly, slender body and weak looks weak, is it really the outlier of the academy city, the strongest superpower?

"You're always talking about me, so what do you think? Mai Ye, what kind of feelings do you have for your teacher? Fang asked like this, her words made Mai Ye stunned, and then began to be silent, what kind of feelings did she have for that uncle, it was very complicated, and she couldn't answer it a little.

Lei Zhe should be the best friend to Mai Ye, she has a little longing for Lei Zhe, a little thanks, a little like, but it will never develop to the end, Lei Zhe has no idea about Mai Ye, on the contrary, Mai Ye has no such thoughts about Lei Zhe, she thinks that this kind of life is very good now, she likes this kind of life, and she doesn't want to add other troubles to herself.

"Who knows, it's definitely not like you anyway, what's so good about that uncle, whether it's you, or Gilgamesh, they're just like the devil, willing to give everything for that man, I really don't understand, can you tell me why?" Mai Ye hugged her legs, rested her chin on her knees, and asked, in fact, she had wanted to ask this question a long time ago.

"Everyone's reasons for this kind of thing are different."

"I just want to know what your reason is, to be honest I know you, you don't change easily for a person, especially that person hasn't known you for a long time, he has been with you for a few months, could it be that he hinted at you at that time?"

"It's not as complicated as you think, in fact, the reason is very simple, that is, he broke into my life, and then he was the only one who said that he was willing to be by my side, it should be said that he was my first friend at that time, and he didn't treat me as an alien or a monster." Fang smiled, and then she fell into a memory from a long time ago, and was silent for about a minute, she continued: "He said that as long as I feel lonely, he will stay by my side, from birth to meeting him, it was the first time I heard someone say this to me, I felt that I was no different from others, at least someone was willing to approach him, not afraid of himself, maybe because of his identity, a demon king, a monster, don't you think this combination is interesting?" ”

Mai Ye listened quietly, although she is also an L5 ability, but her experience is different from one party, at least she still has a few people who can speak, and what about the other party?

The strongest, monsters, aliens, the existence of the top of the ability, the strong man who recently took L6...

Halo, how many halos shrouded in the body of one party, but she didn't feel happy, maybe in her opinion, how good it would be if she didn't have this ability?

"Do you think you're happy now?"

"Of course, but it's just a little lonely, because I feel that the gap between me and the teacher is getting bigger and bigger, he is always moving forward, although I am desperately catching up, but the distance between the two sides has never been shortened, sometimes I am really scared, afraid that I will be suddenly left behind by the other party, and become a lonely person again, so I have to study, don't ask for too many things, I just hope that the teacher can look at me twice, so that I will feel very satisfied, and..."...,

"Didn't I say that? When you feel lonely, tell me, I'll stay by your side, do you think I'm lying to you? Just when Fang Tong wanted to continue, Lei Zhe's voice suddenly sounded, he stood behind Fang Fang, he grabbed the left hand of Fang Tong, put a ring on her, and whispered in the other party's ear: "I never wanted to leave you behind, and I also said that it won't make you feel lonely, you don't have to do anything for me, as long as I can see you smile, I will be satisfied, all you have to do is live happily, that's all." ”

"I don't want to be called a criminal, but in Japan, you can already get married at the age of sixteen, Suzuko, are you willing to marry me?" Lei Zhe's words, as well as his hot breathing, made Fang Tong shudder, she looked at the ring on her finger, then nodded and did not speak, she never knew what tears were, her eyes were a little moist at this time, she wiped her eyes in a panic, and then said with a smile.

"I do...!"

Looking at the two people in front of her, Mai Ye shook her head slightly, to be honest, she was very envious of one party, being able to find her own happiness, but still that sentence, she didn't have that feeling for Lei Zhe, she wanted to be friends with each other more than lovers, but she didn't know why she still felt a little unhappy when she saw this scene, and he really didn't know the reason.

The so-called happiness is actually really simple, you can understand by looking at the current peers that she is the happiest time now, but Mai Ye is also asking herself, where is her own happiness, maybe in the distant future.