Unconsciously, I walked alone to the main canal road in Dongdian City, this road is very partial, although it is wide, but there are not many vehicles.

I walked on the side of the road, watching a car whizzing past me from time to time, but I couldn't let go of it in my heart, I never understood why Xia Linxuan chose to be with him since Xia Linxuan didn't like Lei Zi at all?

Is it so pleasure to hurt someone who likes you? Or was she trying to use Thunder to achieve her goals all along?

If so, what is her purpose? Fame or fortune? I don't understand it, and I don't want to think about it anymore.

Perhaps, in this world, everyone thinks differently, and everyone chooses a different path, no matter what Xia Linxuan's purpose is, I can understand it, but the only thing I can't understand and forgive is that she escaped by herself regardless of Lei Zi's life or death.

Walking to a meadow in front of meadow, I finally sat down weakly, looking at the little river left in the main canal, but my heart was clouded.......

I'm sitting here, I can't avoid it, I can't avoid it, and I've been wondering, is everything that happens in this world based on cause and effect?

From the time I was born to the present, everything that has happened has a cause and effect, and so is Lei Zi, his cause is that he agreed to be the boyfriend of Xia Linxuan, a girl, so the result is the death of Huangquan, I wonder, is there no one who can escape the cycle of cause and effect at all?

Sooner or later, cause and effect are different......

It was at this time that I suddenly heard a burst of student laughter behind me, and I followed the sound to look back and saw that there were four or five high school students walking together, talking and laughing aimlessly.

At this time, I seemed to see some memories and the past on their youthful faces, and in these memories, there were also me and Leizi.

I suddenly thought, it was a winter, before the year after the enrollment, I suddenly wanted to travel alone, that was also the first person in my life to travel alone, on the third night of the outing, I was unfortunately stolen wallet and mobile phone, at that time, I only had five dollars left in my body, the only person I could contact was the thunder on QQ.

When I had the attitude of giving it a try and used the remaining five yuan to go to the Internet café to surf the Internet, I originally wanted to contact Lei Zi and ask him to tell my parents to take me back, because I don't even have a bank card on me now, so there is only one way.

Who knew that after Lei Zi learned that I was trapped outside and couldn't go home penniless, he asked me about the Internet café where I was, so he asked me not to leave this Internet café, and he came to pick me up.

To this day, I can vividly remember that it was a snowy night, and my city had to take at least four or five hours to drive home to get home.

That night, I waited in this Internet café for Lei Zi, who ran in breathless, with snow on his hat and clothes, and when he saw me in the Internet café, he didn't say anything, took off the gloves he was wearing, and then took out 1,200 yuan from his pocket and handed it to me.

He looked at me and said to me:

"Third brother, if you don't have enough money, you can take it and continue to play, and you can't give up halfway because you don't have any money, take it."

I looked at the more than 1,000 yuan in Lei Zi's hand, my eyes were sour, I knew that the money that Lei Zi handed me was that he went to the hotel to wash dishes during the day during the summer vacation, and then went to the billiards hall at night to help set billiards and did two jobs at the same time, so he didn't reach out to pick it up.

Because I remember, he said that he wanted to make more money during the summer vacation and buy his mother a gold ring.

Lei Zi looked at me and smirked, and continued:

"Third brother, you take it first, and then I won't have it when I go back." As he spoke, he shoved the more than 1,000 dollars into my pocket.

That night, Lei Zi and I found a small restaurant near the Internet café, rubbed it hard, and the next day I took the car back with him......

And now, I really want to go to that small restaurant with Leizi and sit down and have a good drink, but unfortunately I don't have a chance......

There will never be such an opportunity again.

The sky was gloomy, and so was my heart, and now at this time, I felt as if the whole world had abandoned me, and loneliness, loneliness, loss, and helplessness overwhelmed me.

My eyes began to sour, I raised my head, I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes anymore, in fact, in my heart, although Lei Zi betrayed me, it was not that he was not a bad person.

At least he wasn't a bad guy in the past!!

One morning, three days later, I took a car back to the village where I had grown up with Leizi, and after walking around the village, I went to the grave of my grandparents at the back of the village and burned paper to worship.

After removing the weeds from the graves of my grandfather and grandmother, I sat down on the ground, took out the paper money and gold ingots that I had brought with me, and burned them in front of their graves.

Regarding the departure of my grandfather and grandmother, although I have slowly begun to adapt to their departure after a long time, I am still sad and sad when I think of them.

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After I finished worshiping my grandparents, I suddenly wanted to see Lei Zi, perhaps, I haven't adapted to his sudden departure, these days, sometimes I suddenly want to call Lei Zi, take out my mobile phone, only to think that he is no longer there, will no longer answer my call......

Fortunately, the grave circle in our village is not large, I walked around it, and finally saw a new grave, and after approaching, I glanced at the name on the tombstone, which was Cheng Lei.

I gently placed the paper money in my hand in front of Lei Zi's grave, and then sat down in front of his tombstone.

I opened the convenience bag I had brought, took out two bottles of beer from it, opened one and placed it in front of Leizi's tombstone, and then I opened another bottle myself.

After taking a big sip of wine, I looked at Lei Zi's tombstone a little distracted, I still don't know how to adapt, this brother who grew up with me since childhood, but now he is separated from me by yin and yang.

"Leizi, the first time we saw a ghost in the village, do you remember? That night, Cheng Carpenter was caught by a ghost who sang opera, and he has been learning to sing, and that night, I was almost strangled to death by Cheng Carpenter who was a ghost, and it was because you rescued me that I was able to sit here and talk to you. At this point, I put the bottle of beer in my hand in front of Leizi's tombstone, looked at the name on the tombstone, and continued:

"Leizi, there is a sentence that I have never been embarrassed to tell you, thank you, thank you very much. I'll do it first......" I said, picking up the beer again, touching it with the one I had placed in front of Lei Zi's grave, and drinking it all in one gulp.

I threw aside the bottle I had drunk and spoke again:

"Leizi, it's not that I want to say these words, but there are some women who don't know that you paid for her, and your death, although she didn't directly cause it, but she can't escape the blame. I really didn't expect that you would desperately save her from the fire, but she would run away alone, regardless of your life or death. Hehe...... If I were you, I would definitely leave Xia Linxuan...... Alas, forget it, don't talk about her, it's a disappointment...... By the way, Leizi, don't worry, I will definitely help you take care of your parents, and I will definitely not be able to treat them badly, so you can leave with peace of mind. ”

"Whether he can leave with peace of mind is not up to you." At this time, I suddenly heard Lu Yu Lu Zhenren's voice behind me.

When I heard Lu Zhenren's words, I immediately looked back and saw her walking towards me with a stack of Taoist paper money in her hand.

Lu Zhenren walked to Lei Zi's grave, lifted the stack of paper money vigorously, and then looked at the paper money flying in the air and continued to say to me:

"Thirteen, I have to tell you something, I found out that after the death of your friend, the yin spirit did not go to the underworld to reincarnate, but still haunted the girl named Xia Linxuan ......."